Dust of Dreams

by Erikson, Steven

  Ampelas Rooted.

  Ampelas Uprooted. The entire city, its massive, mountainous bulk, filled the northern sky. Its underside was a forest of twisted metal roots, from which drained rainbow rain as if even in pain it could bleed nothing but gifts. Yet, Kalyth could see its agony. It was canted to one side. It was surrounded by smoke and dust. Fissures rose from its base, like the broken knuckles of a god only moments from once again hammering the earth.

  She could feel … something, a bristling core of will knotted in breathless pain. The Matron’s? Could it be anyone else? Her blood flowed through the rock. Her lungs howled, winds shrieking between caverns. Her sweat glistened and ran like tears. She bled in a thousand places, bones splintering to vast, ever growing pressures.

  The Matron, yes, but … there was no mind left inside that nightmare of oozing flesh.

  Uprooted, this long-dead thing. Uprooted, a thousand upon a thousand generations of belief, faith, the solid iron of once immutable laws.

  She defies every truth. She wills life into a corpse, and now it staggers across the sky.

  ‘A sky keep,’ said the one named Gesler. ‘Moon’s Spawn—’

  ‘But this one is bigger,’ said Stormy, clawing at his beard. ‘If Tayschrenn could see this—’

  ‘If Rake had been commanding one of these—’

  Stormy grunted. ‘Aye. He’d have flattened the High Mage like a cockroach under a thumb. And then he’d have done the same to the whole Hood-damned Malazan Empire.’

  ‘But look,’ said Gesler. ‘It’s in rough shape—not as ugly as Rake’s rock, but it looks like it could come down at any time.’

  Kalyth could now see the Furies marching beneath the Dragon Tower—the sky keep, yes, that is well named. Ve’Gath Soldiers in their thousands. K’ell Hunters well in advance of the legions and ranging out to the sides in looser formations. Behind the ranks of the Furies, drones struggled to pull enormous wagons groaning beneath towering loads.

  ‘Look at the big ones,’ Gesler said. ‘The heavies—gods below, one of those could rip a Kenyll’rah demon in half.’

  Kalyth spoke. ‘Mortal Sword, they are Ve’Gath, the soldiers of the K’Chain Che’Malle. No Matron has ever birthed so many. A hundred was deemed sufficient. Gunth’an Acyl has birthed more than fifteen thousand.’

  The man’s amber eyes fixed on her. ‘If Matrons could do that, why didn’t they? They could be ruling this world right now.’

  ‘There was terrible … pain.’ She hesitated, and then said. ‘Sanity was lost.’

  ‘Soldiers like those,’ Stormy muttered, ‘what ruler needs to be sane?’

  Kalyth grimaced. These two men were irreverent. They seemed to be fearless. They are the ones. But nothing insisted I must like them, or even understand them. No, they frighten me as much as the K’Chain Che’Malle do. ‘She is dying.’

  Gesler rubbed at his face. ‘No heir?’

  ‘Yes. One waits.’ She pointed. ‘There, the two now drawing close. Gunth Mach, the One Daughter. Sag’Churok, her K’ell guardian.’ Then her breath caught as she saw the one trailing them, its motions smooth as oil. ‘The one beyond, that is Bre’nigan, the Matron’s own J’an Sentinel—something is wrong—he should not be here, he should be at her side.’

  ‘What about those Assassins?’ Stormy asked, squinting skyward. ‘Why ain’t they showed—the one that snatched us—’

  ‘I do not know, Shield Anvil.’ Something is wrong.

  The two foreigners—they called themselves Malazans—backed away as Gunth Mach and Sag’Churok drew closer. ‘Ges, what if they don’t like the look of us?’

  ‘What do you think?’ Gesler snapped. ‘We’re dead, that’s what.’

  ‘There is no danger,’ Kalyth assured them. Of course, I am sure Redmask believed the same.

  Sag’Churok spoke in her mind. ‘Destriant. The Matron is chained.’

  What?

  ‘The two Shi’gal who remained in the Nest forged an alliance. They have eaten her forebrain and now command what remains of her. Through her body, they have uprooted Ampelas. But her flesh weakens—soon Ampelas will fail. We must find the enemy. We must find our war.’

  Kalyth looked to Gunth Mach. ‘Is she safe?’

  ‘She is.’

  ‘But … why?’

  ‘The Shi’gal see no future. The battle is the end. No future. The One Daughter is irrelevant.’

  ‘And Gu’Rull?’

  ‘Outlawed. Missing. Possibly dead—he sought to return, sought to defy, but was driven away. Bearing wounds.’

  Gesler cut in: ‘You’re speaking with this thing, aren’t you?’

  ‘Yes. I am sorry. There are powers awake in me … flavours. The One Daughter … it is a gift.’

  Stormy said, ‘If we’re to lead this army of elephant-rapers—’

  ‘Stormy—hold on!’ Gesler advanced on his companion, falling into their foreign language as he continued with a barrage of protestations.

  Kalyth did not need to understand the words, as Stormy visibly set his heels, face flushing as if in deadly warning. This was a stubborn man, she could see, far more so than the Mortal Sword. Gesler railed at his friend, but nothing he said altered Stormy’s stance. He said he had dreams. He has accepted this. ‘She will share the flavours,’ Kalyth said to them. ‘It is necessary—’

  Stormy faced her. ‘Those Ve’Gath, how fast are they? How smart? Can they answer to commands? Discipline? What sort of signalling do they heed? And who in Hood’s name is the enemy?’

  To these questions, Kalyth shook her head. ‘I have no answers. No knowledge. I can say nothing.’

  ‘Who can?’

  ‘Damn you, Stormy!’

  The big red-bearded man wheeled on his companion. ‘Aye! You’re the Mortal Sword—these are the questions you need to be asking, not me! Who’s going to command here? You are, you stupid lump of dhenrabi shit! So stop lapdogging me and get on with it!’

  Gesler’s hands closed into fists and he took a half-step closer to Stormy. ‘That’s it,’ he growled. ‘I’m going to crush your fat head, Stormy, and then I’m going to walk away—’

  Stormy bared his teeth, squaring himself to await Gesler’s charge.

  Sag’Churok thumped between the two men, sword blades straightening out to the sides, the motion forcing the men apart, lest those notched edges find them. Snarling, Gesler spun round and marched off a dozen or so paces.

  Grinning, Stormy straightened. ‘Give me those flavours, lizard. We got to talk.’

  ‘Not that one,’ Kalyth said. ‘Gunth Mach is the one without swords. There—not the J’an, this one. Go to her.’

  ‘Fine, and then what?’

  ‘Then … nothing. You will see.’

  He walked up to stand directly in front of Gunth Mach. Brave or stupid—I think I know which way Gesler would say. But she saw that Gesler, arms crossed, had turned to watch.

  ‘Well? Gods, she stinks—’ He suddenly recoiled. ‘Sorry, lizard,’ he mumbled, ‘I didn’t mean it.’ He wiped at his face, then held out his hand, scowling. ‘I’m covered in something.’

  ‘Flavour,’ Kalyth said.

  Gesler snorted. ‘The lizard in your head now, Stormy? I don’t believe it—if she’d done that she’d be running for the nearest cliff.’

  ‘I ain’t the one staying deliberately stupid, Ges.’

  Gesler glared over at the approaching legions. ‘Fine, tell me what they can do.’

  ‘No. Find out for yourself.’

  ‘I ain’t being nobody’s Mortal Sword.’

  ‘Whatever. You just going to stand there, Ges?’

  Swearing something under his breath, the soldier walked over to Gunth Mach. ‘Fine, do your sweat thing, it’s not like I just had a swim or nothing—’ As soon as he drew close he snapped his head back, and then rubbed at his eyes. ‘Ow.’

  Kalyth sensed a presence at her side.

  Bre’nigan. The J’an Sentinel’s milky eyes caught the deepening blue of the day’s e
nd. ‘Against two Shi’gal, I could do nothing.’

  The voice in her head shocked her. This ancient Che’Malle had seemed beyond any acknowledgement of her whatsoever. The voice trembled.

  ‘I have failed.’

  As you said, you could do nothing against two Shi’gal, Bre’nigan.

  ‘The Matron is no more.’

  That has been true for some time.

  ‘Destriant, the wisdom in your words is bitter, but I cannot deny what you say. Tell me, these two humans—they seem … wayward. But then, I know little of your kind.’

  ‘Wayward? Yes. I know nothing of these Malazans—I have never heard of any tribe by that name. They are … reckless.’

  ‘It does not matter. The battle shall be final.’

  ‘Then you think we are lost, too. If that is so, why fight at all?’ Why force me and these two men to our deaths. Let us go!

  ‘We cannot. You, Destriant, and the Mortal Sword and the Shield Anvil, you are what remains of Gunth’an Acyl’s will. You are the legacy of her mind. Even now, how can we say she was wrong?’

  ‘You put too much upon us.’

  ‘Yes.’

  She heard Gesler and Stormy arguing again, in their foreign tongue. The Furies were drawing closer, and now two Ve’Gath loped out ahead of the others. Their backs were strangely shaped. ‘There,’ said Kalyth, drawing the attention of the two Malazans. ‘Your mounts.’

  ‘We’re going to ride those?’

  ‘Yes, Mortal Sword. They were bred for you and for the Shield Anvil.’

  ‘The one for Stormy’s got the saddle around the wrong way. How’s he going to stick his head up the Ve’Gath’s ass, where he’ll feel at home?’

  Kalyth’s eyes widened.

  Stormy laughed. ‘With you in charge, Ges, I’ll hide anywhere. You barely managed a measly squad. Now you got thirty thousand lizards expectin’ you to take charge.’

  Gesler looked sick. ‘Got any spare room up that butt hole, Stormy?’

  ‘I’ll let you know, but just so you’re clear on this, when I shut the door it stays shut.’

  ‘You always were a selfish bastard. Can’t figure why we ever ended up friends.’

  The Ve’Gath lumbered up to them.

  Gesler glanced at Stormy and spoke in Falari. ‘All right, I guess this is it.’

  ‘I can taste their thoughts—all of them,’ said Stormy. ‘Even these two.’

  ‘Aye.’

  ‘Gesler, these Ve’Gath—they ain’t nasty-looking horses—they’re smart. We’re the beasts of burden here.’

  ‘And we’re supposed to be commanding them. The Matron got it all wrong, didn’t she.’

  Stormy shook his head. ‘No point in arguing, though. The One Daughter told me—’

  ‘Aye, me too. A bloody coup. I imagine those Assassins figured out—and rightly so—just how redundant we are. Kalyth too. Stormy, I can reach out to them all. I can see through the eyes of any one of them. Except Gunth Mach.’

  ‘Aye, she’s built thick walls. I wonder why. Listen, Ges, I really have no idea what it is a Shield Anvil’s supposed to do.’

  ‘You’re a giant pit everybody bleeds into, Stormy. Funny your dreams didn’t mention that bit. But for this battle, I need you to command the Ve’Gath directly—’

  ‘Me? What about you?’

  ‘The K’ell Hunters. They’re fast, they can get in and out and with their speed they will be the deadliest force on the field.’

  ‘Ges, this is a stupid war, you know. The world’s not big enough for Long-Tails and Short-Tails both? Stupid. There’s barely any left as it is. Like the last two scorpions busy killing each other, when the desert covers a whole damned continent.’

  ‘The slaves are loose,’ Gesler replied. ‘With a few hundred generations of repressed hate to feed off. They won’t be satisfied until the last Che’Malle is a chopped-up carcass.’

  ‘And then?’

  Gesler met the man’s eyes. ‘That’s what scares me.’

  ‘We’re next, you mean.’

  ‘Why not? What’s to stop them? They fucking breed like ants. They’re laying waste to warrens. Gods below, they’re hunting down and killing dragons. Listen, Stormy, this is our chance. We’ve got to stop the Nah’ruk. Not for the Che’Malle—I don’t care a whit for the Che’Malle—but for everyone else.’

  Stormy glanced over at the Che’Malle. ‘They don’t expect to survive this battle.’

  ‘Aye, bad attitude.’

  ‘So fix it.’

  Gesler glared, and then looked away.

  The two Ve’Gath waited. Their backs were malformed, the bones twisted and lifted taut beneath the hide to form high saddles. Something like elongated fingers—or the stretched wings of a bat—slung down the beast’s flanks, the finger-ends and talons curling to form stirrups. Plates of armour ridged the shoulders. Lobster-tail scales encased the forward-thrusting necks. Their helms wrapped about the flattened skulls, leaving only the snouts free. They could look down upon a Toblakai. The damned things were grinning at their riders.

  Gesler faced Gunth Mach. ‘One Daughter. The last Assassin—the one that escaped—I need him.’

  Kalyth said, ‘We do not know if Gu’Rull even lives—’

  Gesler’s eyes remained on Gunth Mach. ‘She knows. One Daughter, I ain’t going to fight a battle I can’t win. If you want us leading you, well, one thing us humans don’t understand, and that’s giving up. We fight when the fight’s been thumped out of us. We rebel when all we got left that’s not in chains is inside our skulls. We defy when the only defiance we got left is up and dying. Aye, I seen people bow their heads, waiting for the axe. I seen people standing in a row in front of fifty crossbows, and doing nothing. But they’ve all made dying their weapon, the last one left, and they are nightmare’s soldiers for ever afterwards. Is this getting through to you? I’m not one for inspiring crap. I need that Assassin, Gunth Mach, because I need his eyes. Up there, high overhead. With those eyes, I can win this battle.

  ‘You say Matrons never produce more than a hundred Ve’Gath. But your mother made fifteen thousand. Do you really think the Nah’ruk have any idea of what they’re getting into? You’ve filled my head with scenes of past battles—all your pathetic losses—and it’s no wonder you’re all ready to give up. But you’re wrong. The Matron—was she insane? Maybe. Aye. Insane enough to think she could win. And to plan for it. Mad? Mad genius, I’d say. Gunth Mach, One Daughter, summon your Shi’gal—he is yours now, isn’t he? Not ready to give up, not ready to surrender to the fatalism of his brothers. Summon him.’

  Silence.

  Gesler stared up into the Che’Malle’s eyes. Like staring into a crocodile’s. It’s the game of seeing all but reacting to nothing. Until necessity forces the issue. It’s the game of cold thoughts, if thoughts there are. It’s what makes a man’s balls crawl up looking for somewhere to hide.

  She spoke in his mind. ‘Mortal Sword. Your words have been heard. By all. We shall obey.’

  ‘Gods below,’ Stormy muttered.

  Kalyth stepped close to Gesler. Her eyes were wide. ‘A darkness lifts from the K’Chain Che’Malle.’ But in those eyes, beyond the wonder, he saw a flittering fear. She sees me sowing false hope. Gods, woman, what do you think a commander does? He walked up to one of the Ve’Gath, gripped what passed for a saddle horn, set one boot into a stirrup that suddenly clasped tight round his foot, and then swung himself astride the enormous beast.

  ‘Get ready to march,’ he said, knowing his words were heard by all. ‘We’re not waiting for the Nah’ruk to come to us. We’re heading straight for them, and straight down their damned throats. Kalyth! Does anyone know—will that sky keep follow? Will they fight?’

  ‘We don’t know, Mortal Sword. We think so. What else is left?’

  Stormy was struggling to climb on to his beast. ‘Trying to crush my damned foot!’

  ‘Relax into it,’ Gesler advised.

  The One Daughter spoke in his mind. �
�The Shi’gal comes.’

  ‘Good. Let’s get this mess started.’

  Gu’Rull tilted his wings, swept close round the towering cliff-face of Ampelas Uprooted. There was but one Shi’gal left inside—he’d managed to deliver fatal wounds to the other before he’d been driven from the Nest, and then the city. Deep slashes wept thick blood down his chest, but none of these threatened his life. Already he had begun to heal.

  Before him on the plain the massed Furies had resumed their ground-eating march. Thousands of K’ell Hunters spread out to form a vast screen in a crescent as they struck southward, where dark clouds boiled on the horizon, slowly disappearing as the sun finally sank beneath the western hills. The Nah’ruk had fed this day, but the quarry had proved deadlier than they could have anticipated.

  This Mortal Sword and his words impressed Gu’Rull, in so far as these soft humans could do so; but then, neither the one named Gesler nor the one named Stormy were truly human. Not any more. The aura of their presence was almost blinding to the Shi’gal’s eyes. Ancient fires had forged them. Thyrllan, Tellann, perhaps even the breath and blood of the Eleint.

  The K’Chain Che’Malle did not bow in worship, but when it came to the Eleint, this abhorrence weakened. Children of the Eleint. But we are nothing of the sort. We simply claim the honour. But then, is this not what all mortals do? In grasping their gods, in carving the vicious rules of worship and obedience? Children of the Eleint. We name our cities for the First Born Dragons, those who once sailed the skies of this world.

  As if they cared.

  As if they even noticed.

  This Mortal Sword spoke of a refusal, a defiance of the fate awaiting them. He possessed courage, and stubborn will. Laudable conceits. I answer his summons. I give him my eyes, for as long as I remain in the skies. I do not warn him that such time shall not long survive the commencement of battle. The Nah’ruk will see to that.

  Even so. In Gunth’an Acyl’s memory, I shall abide.

  Doubts swirled round the red-bearded one, the Shield Anvil. His heart was vast, it was true. He was a thing of sentimentality and compassion, so contrary to his bestial appearance, his simian fire. But such creatures were vulnerable. Their hearts bled too freely, and the scars never knitted true. It was madness to embrace the pain and suffering of the K’Chain Che’Malle—not even a Matron would yield to such a thing. The mind would howl. The mind would die.