A Long Distance Love Affair

by Mary-Ellen McLean

  Your awake one

  Mon Cher

  All booked up and ready to be signed sealed and delivered to your door.

  I am so looking forward to being held in your arms.

  I hope you have purchased the knee protectors.....

  Oh it will be heaven to see you and be with you again

  I am off to see the film of Lady Chatterley's Lover this evening so I should be well primed for you. I wish I could have been seeing it with you.

  Very excited Chariette (and soon to be even more excited)

  Hello Gorgeous

  Happy Welcome to Spring! It was such a lovely weekend. The geckos have returned after a long absence and there is the lovely fragrant smell of jasmine in the air. How I would love to share the joy of life I'm feeling just now with you. I love spring. It makes me feel so alive and optimistic. And it also has the effect of heightening my desire for you....My veins are throbbing with desire for you. You are so exciting and beautiful.

  Wishing very much I could be spoiling you just now.

  Many hugs, kisses and other pleasures of the flesh and of the soul

  Your Chariette

  Dear Handsome

  Hope things are going well with you. I am feeling most desirous of you. I feel it very strongly in the morning when I'm walking. I love to think about your face and how beautiful it is to touch you especially in your special places. (I am so very glad to have you in my life!) I have been researching how I might make that touch extra special for you (researching as in reading, not as in trying out....) I hope you will allow me to perform a prac exam on you when next we have the opportunity of being together.

  My hands are keening for you just now.

  Your Chariette

  Dear Chariot

  Oh God you were wonderful too! You physically thrill me so much. You felt so beautiful in my hands, in my mouth, in me. One of the most extreme pleasures I have with you is to feel you coming inside me. I cannot tell you how thrillingly intimate I find that. My mind wanders to recapture that much too often for my own good!

  Oh how I wish so very much we could be indulging each other just now.

  Thank you for telling me you found things pleasurable too. I knew you did from your physical reactions, but you were very quiet. I love to hear these things from you as it reassures me.

  Oh I just adore you

  Dear Gorgeous Wonderful Beautiful One

  Sorry to hear you're still suffering that horrible tired feeling. Sometimes this can be associated with being a bit down. I hope you can recover from it soon. I think some dedicated attention of an intimate nature would do just the trick for you, so if you would like a restorative loving hug and a quick but oh so juicy and delicious sexual encounter - well you know where to come - (and you know the address....)

  I'm feeling wonderful and happy. Wish I could be sharing it with you.

  Thank you for your call - wonderful to hear from you.

  Chariette

  Dear Delicious Chops

  I'm glad you're feeling better. You sounded great on the phone. My James meter went off the scale when I heard your voice! You still have a terrible (oh but delicious, delightful, wonderful) hold over me. I am so utterly attracted to you - completely beyond my control it seems...however not being able to control myself in your presence is a feeling and experience I just love. I was thinking on the way home what a beautiful gift you give me in your intimacy with me. I just treasure it. It makes me so happy and makes me want to make you happy too.

  One of the things that really thrills me is to unbutton your shirt and to look at you and to rub my hands over your wonderful masculine chest that I adore so much. You in an undone shirt is one of the images I think about a lot.... Wishing very much I could be unbuttoning your shirt just now....

  Chariette

  Dear Chariot

  Well I think there was a good deal of reciprocal passion in play there last night! It was so good to see you and to feel you up! Thank you for coming over (and coming in...). Oh you are such a handsome devil and a wonderful handful.

  I'm looking forward to our forthcoming night together. You need to confirm with me that it is indeed the 4th and then I'll go ahead and get the flights happening.

  Have a lovely weekend. Lust for me!!

  Chariette

  Mon Ami

  Lovely to hear from you today and thank you for your message yesterday! I've had an enjoyable day and contact with you topped it off. Wish I could be topping you off.....(I made that up - not sure what it means but I like the sound of it!)

  I'm so keen on some extended pleasuring of you and by you.....oh you fill my eager heart with such desire!

  Hope you've had a good day and a pleasant evening. I think of you and think of you.....

  Full of smiles, warmth, lust for you

  Chariette

  Mon Amour

  Oh the full moon is tugging at me. My breasts were just hankering for your hands this morning as I was walking to work. What a pity I can't come to you tomorrow night in Sydney. I am going to book the tickets for the 4th tomorrow and live in hope that it will be OK. I know you will have an earlyish leave time in the morning so I promise not to keep you up all night...just some of it, oh but how we will make the most of that time.

  The challenge for us will be to invent a position, move, action to match the new concept of 'topping off'. I am sure you will be up for it......

  Hope your Sydney trip goes well for you. I will be missing you oh so terribly tomorrow night.

  Chariette

  Dear Chariot

  Judging by my desire-for-you levels it has been a full moon for days and days...oh how I have wanted you!!!

  Just back from dinner out with friends and a good soak in their spa. Feeling very relaxed (and slightly crinkly from waterlogging...) It was a lovely evening. Hope you enjoyed your fish and chips. Wish so very much you were enjoying me. I will go to bed full of longing for you tonight.

  Have a good time at your weekender. Hope good thoughts flow through you and some good strategies come to you.

  Your calls tonight, and last night were a complete delight.

  Your not so silent Chariette

  My Beautiful Chariot

  I hope you are having a lovely relax up there. It's a beautiful weekend for it.

  I was thinking of you this morning when I woke up and a memory came to me of a text message you sent me about four years ago or more when you were in your weekender. It was "Could you come to Sydney for the night on Thursday?" Well that text certainly heralded the opening of a new chapter for both of us. And oh I am so glad it did. I have had nothing but great happiness and pleasure from our mutual decision to go there (there being a metaphorical reference to all that we have done since then rather than Sydney!) The very thought of you makes me glow with delight. You have become essential to me. I live for your smile...

  I hope you are enjoying your weekend!

  Your poor besotted Chariette

  Dear Handsome Sexy Beast

  I had a quick walk into the city at lunchtime to purchase a little special something for us to indulge each other with tomorrow night. I can't wait for the practical application. My mind has been wandering all afternoon as to the pleasurable delight I hope it will arouse in you. I'll give you a clue ... it doesn't have batteries but smells delightful and feels even better....

  Oh I can't help smiling all over at the thought of being in your presence in a matter of hours. I hope you have a lovely sleep tonight. I hope I do too, but I'll find it difficult to switch off my pleasurable anticipation of you to rest my body for the actual pleasure of you!

  Dying to be in your company...dying for you really

  Chariette

  James Darling

  I had the most wonderful night with you. You are the most exciting sexual creature I've ever met. Oh I can't tell you how good it was. You looked wonderful, you felt so manly and firm and strong and exciting and driven and and and and oh god you just blow me away
.

  Thankyou thankyou thankyou

  Anna

  Dear Delicious One

  I've just been enjoying the thunder and lightning from my front verandah. How thrilling it was....almost as thrilling as you.

  I'm still full of happiness after our night together. You make me feel so wonderful. Oh all's right with the world with you in it! It was hard to train my mind away from thoughts of you today. Over the weekend I didn't even try, just relived the pleasure of the many delicious, intimate, tender and beautiful moments I had with you. I'm so so lucky to be in this position (and every other position we tried.....) I think we both need congratulating for our unending inventiveness. You have freed me from so many bonds I can't tell you how different my life is now to what it used to be. You make me feel good about myself and able to just enjoy everything we do.

  Were your legs sore??? Mine were. Felt as though I had had a good stretching all over.

  I'm so happy happy happy. Wish I could hug and kiss you now! You are my bolt of lightning - my electricity - my life's force - my glorious rain from heaven

  Chariette

  My Prince

  I have been feeling very happy all day today, You know that kind of feeling you get when something lovely is on the horizon for you - well nothing is really but I'm feeling a lovely sense of joyful expectation nonetheless. It's a lovely feeling to have.

  I have been thinking lovely thoughts of you today, and your phone call was a complete delight. Oh God I have been hungering for you, lusting for you, wanting you, desiring you, - I just can't seem to get you out of my body (or into it!). What a paradox! The sound of your voice still sends a lovely surge of sexual desire through me every time I hear you.

  Oh I wish...I wish...I wish.....

  Chariette

  Dear Gorgeous

  Hope you enjoyed your soiree. Wishing very much you could be enjoying me now in the ways we both enjoy! Oh God you are such an enjoyable creature.

  Can't wait to feel you up in the silk boxer shorts. What a treat that will be! I will have fun looking for some to buy for you. Thank you for being so amenable to my desires...hope I am reciprocally amenable to yours.

  How I would love to be indulging in your priapic presence this evening.....

  Chariette

  Dear Confidante

  Hoping you had an enjoyable cricket weekend - not too rainus interruptus for you I hope.

  I'm just back from the theatre seeing 'Talking Heads' by the same playwrite as 'History Boys'. Had a great time. It was so very witty and suggestive as only the English can be.

  I'm reading a book by Alain de Botton called 'The Consolations of Philosophy'. I'm very excited by the ideas in it. Wishing I could talk to you about it. It's so hard to capture the essence of these things in an email. He traverses the important things in life - happiness, friendships, loving and being loved, feeling appreciated by others, pleasure - from the point of view of ancient philosophers like Socrates, Epicure and Seneca who hundreds of years ago were voicing such ideas as: "happiness depends more on the possession of a congenial companion than a well-decorated villa"; and "the possession of the greatest riches does not resolve the agitation of the soul nor give birth to remarkable joy". The ideas so far have really underscored what I am experiencing - that friends, loving people and simple pleasures are the essence of a happy life.

  On the pleasure angle, I very much wish that we were enjoying some very extended coitus uninterruptus together this evening. Your face, your voice, your touch, your intimacy bring me much happiness.

  Chariette

  Dear Chariot

  It was wonderful talking to you last night. I love it when you open up to me like that.

  I don't know what I was expecting when I first decided to meet you in Sydney. Some quick and urgent sex I expect. But to my amazement, you turned on your complete virile charm and swept me off my feet repeatedly. And you continue to reach even greater heights every time I am with you. It is just the most amazing sex anyone could ever desire. You completely and utterly fulfil me (and fill me...).

  What I love about it too is that we somehow managed to 'discover' each other, decided to go for it and then both discovered how sexually compatible we were. Were you surprised too at how well it goes between us?? Oh for me it is just the most delightful life experience to have you, to experience you, to delight in your physical form and to sexually pleasure you to the great heights we both experience. I know this is such a precious and special thing that will never come my way again. I am so so grateful for the intimacy you share with me. It is such an important and joyful part of my life.

  You are just the best.

  Chariette

  My Beautiful Adonis

  I sent some very lovely thoughts your way today...I hope you got them!

  It's only a week until I'll be in your lovely arms again. I can't tell you how much I am looking forward to it. My body is over excited already at the prospect and I am having difficulties keeping control of it. Oh how it longs for interaction with you.

  I think about the last time we were together a lot. It's beautiful to replay it in my mind...the first sight of you in the lobby walking towards me with your beautiful smile that I love so much just makes my heart pound with delight. The walk to the room takes an eon as I am so filled with desire to touch you. Then you open the door and I am in your arms and feel your warm tender embrace. Your arms around me, mine around you, our faces close and intimate...Oh I could happily die at that moment....as I could for many other moments during the ensuing evening.

  Reminiscence to be continued.....

  Ton amie fidele

  Dear Heart

  How very devastatingly disappointing for both of us!! Thank you though for your endeavours to salvage the situation.

  What bad luck eh? We were both looking forward to a night together so much. I'm struggling with trying not to think about how long it might be before we get another chance....

  Oh I'm missing you...wanting you....

  Sad and brokenhearted

  Chariette

  Chapter 7:

  Too many ‘too’s’

  “Cruel! See you not I languish,

  Thrilling with ecstatic anguish?

  Do you leave me; leave me lying

  Almost fainting, almost dying?”

  Dear Missing in Action

  Wondering where you are.....long time no hear, no see, no touch, no read......

  Languishing Chariette

  Dear Chariot

  I’m feeling very confused at the moment. Over the past few months you seem to be wishing to have much less contact with me now than previously. I hope that if the joy of it has gone out for you or if you do want to take your leave of me, that you will do it boldly and not leave me dangling here in torment wondering what is happening.

  I am missing you and can’t help feeling that I’m losing my lovely confidante.

  Chariette

  Dear Ghost of Banquo

  Long time no hear, no read, no speak, no see, no feel, no......

  "Some glory in their birth, some in their skill,

  Some in their wealth, some in their body's force,

  Some in their garments, though newfangled ill,

  Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse;

  And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure,

  Wherein it finds a joy above the rest.

  But these particulars are not my measure:

  All these I better in one general best.

  Thou art better than high birth to me,

  Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' costs,

  Of more delight than hawks or horses be;

  And having thee, of all men's pride I boast -

  Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst take

  All this away and me most wretched make."

  Missing you

  Your wretched one

  Dear Silent One