Just His Type (Part Three)

by June, Victoria

  Nate didn't say anything. His free arm snaked around my waist in a hug.

  "Harry would have been a shitty father," I added. "My DNA deserves better that that."

  Nate's exhale of breath sounded a little like a laugh, but I never got to hear what he was going to say to me. Downstairs a din erupted as Tanners exploded into the cottage.

  Matt's loud laugh harmonized with Chuck's above the noise and the low rumble of Joe's voice. Violet, home to study before university exams began, chimed in in a high-pitched tone.

  "The gang's all here," I said as I shifted Sophie's weight. "I guess we should join them." I turned, still in Nate's embrace and looked up into kind, brown eyes. He moved his hand from Sophie's head to my cheek.

  "I love you, Adele," he whispered.

  I didn't answer. I couldn't. I hadn't heard those words in such a long, long time and now they had popped up from nowhere.

  "I just wanted you to know." He leaned in and kissed me softly, careful of the baby I held between us. "I don't expect you to say anything in return that you don't want to, but I didn't want to keep it from you either, not when I feel it so strongly."

  I had a response on the back of my tongue, but it seemed stuck there – partly from shock.

  My grip on Sophie tightened, my lips moved, but chaos broke out downstairs before I had a chance to speak.

  The sun porch door slammed and Lilly's voice clear as day rang through to the rafters of the small cottage.

  "I don't know how you can look at me, how you can spend time with my family when you're doing goodness-knows-what behind my back! You're lying to me!"

  Adam answered just as loudly, "I don't know what you're talking about! You've got the wrong idea, Lilly."

  Nate and I eyed each other. There was absolute silence from the Tanner siblings downstairs, which meant they were probably as surprised as we were to hear the couple row.

  "Oh, please," Lilly drawled and not without sarcasm. "I'm not a complete idiot. Working late, disappearing sometimes without so much as word, mysterious 'appointments' you won't talk about, hiding your mail... Jesus Adam, I wasn't born yesterday. If you're cheating on me you might as well be man enough to admit it!"

  Nate and I gasped in unison. I shook my head. Lilly had it all wrong. I prayed she wasn't about to screw things up. Still, Nate and I stayed frozen in place, unable to go downstairs and witness the drama unfolding in Rhiannon's living room.

  Footsteps sounded across the hardwood as Adam crossed the room, presumably towards Lilly. I mentally crossed my fingers that he wasn't about to lose his temper. I'd never seen it in person, but I'd certainly heard about it.

  "Cheating on you? You think I'm freakin' cheating on you?" Adam's voice lost a little of its volume, a sure sign his temper was seeping through. "You've really lost it now, honey. I wasn't cheating on you!" A long pause followed.

  Nate and I both moved at the same time, taking the stairs to the main level as fast as we could. He beat me to the bottom and I was just in time to see Adam drop to his knee in front of a red-faced, angry Lilly. She stood with her hands planted on her curvy hips. The blotchiness on her face said she'd been crying. Around her stood the stalwart defense system of Tanner siblings, each with the eerily, identical expression of anger on their faces. Only Nate, Rhiannon, and I seemed to know what was coming.

  Adam drew a tiny blue box from his jeans pocket and opened it to reveal a bright blue sapphire ring.

  "Lilly, honey... I'm not cheating on you... I want to marry you.”

  Chapter Eight

  My first instinct was to bolt, and the nearest hiding place was the bathroom. I made it in record time before either Joe or Rhiannon had time to react. I locked the door and slumped against it with a gasp.

  The first knock on the door was loud and right beside my ear. I jumped a little.

  "Lil-ly," Rhiannon chided through the thick door. "Come out Lil, and we'll talk about this."

  My knees gave out and I slid down to sit on the floor with an unladylike thump. I could hear the low rumble of Joe's voice, but from my side of the door I couldn't understand what he was saying to her.

  Another knock sounded, a little gentler than the first. "There's coffee honey, and breakfast. Please come out." I'd never heard Rhiannon sound so pleasant and it grated on my nerves.

  The bathroom floor was chilly and I rewrapped myself in the blanket I was wearing so that it covered my feet. The image of Rhi and Joe kissing was emblazoned on the back of my brain and I couldn't shake the feeling that it was somehow wrong, that everything was wrong. It seemed like everything in my life had gone haywire in little less than a week. Half of me wanted to go back five days, back to Friday night with the girls, and refuse their idea of going up to the bar to talk to the handsome stranger. If I hadn't done that none of the rest of this would have happened

  The other half of me though seemed to know better. It was the half that wouldn't let me forget about the startling green of Adam's eyes, or the way his kisses made the hair stand up on the back of my neck, or just how nice it had been to go home to the farm for dinner, or even how passionate a kiss I'd interrupted between Joe and Rhiannon; I hadn't expected that of my big brother. I seriously doubt he ever kissed Charlene McMillan like that.

  My sigh was loud and echoed in the empty, cold bathroom. I closed my eyes and tried to focus on the low murmur of voices from the kitchen. Rhi must have moved away from the door because only the deep timbre of Joe's voice penetrated into the bathroom, but I couldn't understand what he was saying. It didn't seem long before I heard the front door open and close.

  I quickly tiptoed to the window that looked down over the driveway. Rhiannon's car was parked there, behind mine; I hadn't noticed it the night before in the dark. Joe opened the car door for her, and hungrily watched her fold her long legs inside the car before he leaned down to give her a lingering kiss. From my vantage point I could see the contented smiles on both their faces and jealousy stabbed through me painfully. Just why the hell did life seem to be so simple for them?

  Joe stood there in his boxers and t-shirt and watched Rhi pull away. He gave a long whistle of satisfaction before rounding the corner of the building to come back upstairs. I could hear him taking the stairs two at a time and his good mood must have evaporated with the climb because he banged aggressively on the bathroom door.

  "Get the hell out of there, Lilly. Now."

  I wrapped myself up tighter in the afghan and tested out an expression of hurt and betrayal on my reflection in the mirror over the sink. It took a few tries before I found the right combination.

  "I'm telling you Lilly - open the damn door or I'll break it down. We need to talk."

  I reached for the doorknob at about the same time as Joe began knocking again and when I jerked open the door I think I caught him by surprise. He pasted on a scowl and pointed at one of the chairs at my kitchen table. "Sit."

  I moved past him as gracefully as possible while wrapped in miles of blanket and settled myself with my chin held high. To be honest I wasn't really sure what it was I felt about Joe and Rhiannon. The whole thing was just too surreal. Was I mad? Upset? Betrayed? Both of them were adults and both meant a great deal to me. I should be happy for them, shouldn't I?

  They'd known each other distantly through me for almost a decade. Back in university, I'd brought Rhiannon home to the farm for holidays and long weekends when she couldn't make it home to her Dad's in Halifax and didn't want to be left in the dorm alone. After he passed away a few years ago, she still attended the occasional Tanner family function since even Rhi wouldn't willingly choose to spend Christmas alone. I suppose if she bumped into Joe in the grocery store or at the bank they'd exchange a few pleasantries like acquaintances should, but I never would have guessed that something like this could exist between them. As far as I knew, man-hungry Rhiannon had never looked at Joe twice. Maybe she'd slept with every other available man on the Island and was simply going to sleep with all my brothers in chronol
ogical order before she started in on the married men and the clergy.

  Joe brought the coffee pot, the sugar bowl, the cream, and two mugs to the table and poured us each a cup of coffee before he sat himself across from me.

  "Drink it," he muttered. "If you've got half the headache I do this morning, you'll be thankful for it. I don't know what they put in that rye at Mac's, but it's deadly."

  I tried not to smile. I was feeling a bit hung-over, but would never admit it. The coffee did smell incredibly good though, so I fixed it with plenty of sugar and a dollop of cream and settled back to hear what Joe had to say for himself.

  He must have known I was waiting for an explanation because he quickly morphed from angry to sheepish, to almost contrite.

  "I guess Rhi was driving by last night and saw all the lights on in the apartment, so she decided to stop. She'd already tried to call a few times, but of course I wasn't going to answer your phone."

  My big brother fiddled with his mug of coffee, rolling it back and forth between his large hands. I watched him and kept quiet.

  "She certainly wasn't expecting me. She thought you were home from your date and she wanted to know how things went with your Adam fellow. Well, I invited her in and we got to talkin'—" Joe looked up at me and actually had the audacity to blush.

  "Look Lilly, I'm not going to apologize for what we did. I don't figure either Rhiannon or I should. Maybe the timing wasn't right and for that I guess I am a little sorry, but we haven't done anything wrong by each other or by you. We're grown-ups and we don't need your permission."

  Something about the speech seemed a little rehearsed and I wondered how late the two of them had lain awake last night and gone over what they were going to say to me. I guess I should have been thankful that they didn't decide to hide it from me, to protect me from it. I should have been glad for that, but for what seemed like the millionth time in less than a week I didn't know what to say, so I didn't say anything at all.

  "Are you mad?" Joe asked, sounding very much like a little boy who'd been caught sneaking cookies from the jar.

  I shook my head. "No," I said when I finally could get my tongue to form words. "I'm not mad. I'm not... anything. I'm just... numb."

  Joe laughed. "You and me both, Lilly. I've always dreamt but—" he shrugged his wide shoulders as if trying to dismiss the blush which crept back into his face. For a moment I thought he might say something else, but he just sort of let the silence hang there between us.

  At that moment, I wished I was better at snappy comebacks, but I couldn't seem to find one. I reached for my purse and fished out the keys to Joe's truck and passed them to him. He eyed me warily as I stood.

  "I'm going to take a shower and go to work," I said, forming each word carefully; my head felt like it was underwater, everything seemed sluggish and slow. "Dad will be expecting you for chores soon."

  Joe nodded. "Please tell me you're not mad at us, Lilly. We don't want you to be upset."

  We. Joe and Rhiannon. It didn't seem possible. I knew Rhiannon as well as anyone and she was sure to toss him aside when she tired of him, just as she had every other man she'd ever been with. I think her record for consecutive dates with the same man was less than ten.

  "I'm not upset, Joe," I promised as I crossed to the bathroom and opened the door. "But I think you need to think about what you're doing and who you're doing it with."

  Joe's expression was confused.

  "Just go ahead and ask her how many men she's slept with," I suggested. I closed the door and started up the shower and when I was finished, he was gone.

  ~~~~*~~~~

  For once I was thankful for the hurried, stressful, time-sensitive nature of my job. Articles and deadlines kept me pretty much occupied for the rest of the week, although I let the parolee story lay dormant in the file on my desk. I couldn't even conceive of researching it. In between writing other articles, I spent my time avoiding my boss, Sterling, and Rhiannon, at turns. Both had taken to hounding me at every possible opportunity, Sterling out of hopes that I'd gotten somewhere on the parolee story, and Rhiannon with hopes that I'd come to my senses about her and Joe.

  Truth was the passing of time didn't make my feelings about Joe and Rhi any clearer to me. I still couldn't have said whether I was upset, happy for them, or merely resigned to the happenings which were ultimately beyond my control. What I really wanted was someone to talk the whole thing over with; in my mind Adam was the perfect candidate, but we'd promised ourselves a few days apart for some time to think. I couldn't speak with Adele about Rhi and Joe, since she'd inexplicably taken their side. I missed Adam and Friday couldn't come soon enough.

  He said he'd call, and I spent the entire day on Friday jumping with a combination of nerves and excitement every time my phone rang. But five o'clock rolled around and still I hadn't heard from him, so I went home a little dejected to an empty answering machine and a silent phone. By eight I was fighting back the tears and had consumed almost an entire pint of mint chocolate chip ice cream. By ten I'd drifted off to a fitful sleep; my mind's eye peppered with frantic images of Adam's eyes, the tempting curve of his lips, and Rhiannon kissing Joe in my kitchen. I tossed and turned. I barely slept.

  I thought I dreamt the knock on my door at first, and it took a moment to register that it wasn't in fact a figment of my imagination. I threw my robe on and scrambled for my glasses and when I threw open the door I almost launched myself at Adam, I was so relieved to see him. Pride held me back though. He looked exhausted and when he stepped into the light of my kitchen I could see he was still wearing his work clothes, spattered with cooking messes too numerous to quantify.

  "I'm sorry," he blurted out, before I could even begin to question him. "It was crazy at the restaurant tonight, and I couldn't get off early, couldn't even get to the phone."

  "It's okay," I replied automatically, forgetting in an instant the hours of agonized waiting and the pint of ice cream. I couldn't believe how good it felt just to see him again.

  "No, it's not okay," Adam admitted with a sheepish grin. "I hate being late for things, hate not keeping my word. It won't happen again."

  I took a step towards him and laid my hand on his arm. "If its work related, trust me, I understand."

  His smile was breathtaking. How could I have forgotten how handsome he was since I'd last seen him? It made my chest ache.

  When Adam leaned down to kiss me it was if the rest of the world ceased to exist. Nothing else mattered but the increasingly aggressive slide of his lips and tongue against my own, the heat of his body pressed against mine, the possessive clutch of his hands to the back of my head. The kiss made my knees sag and my insides twist.

  When we finally broke apart I smiled up at him, content for a while to just to be with him; I could almost forget all the other problems in my life when he touched me. Or at least, I thought I could, until I got a good whiff of him.

  I wrinkled my nose as I took a step back, taking in once more the grease-spattered and sauce-stained state of his chef's whites. He smelled of grilled meat, garlic, and sweat

  Adam caught the meaning behind my expression and laughed. "I told you, it was busy."

  "I guess so," I teased, plucking at the hem of his sleeve which seemed to be the only clean spot on him. "What you do, swim in the stuff?"

  He grinned. "What can I say? I'm a messy cook! Can I borrow your shower?"

  The thought of Adam, tall, lean, naked, wet, and soapy in my shower made my mouth water. I might even have moaned out loud. "Do you want company?" I offered.

  Adam reached forward and pulled playfully at the tie holding my robe closed. "Lilly, normally I'd take you up on that, but right now I'm so damned exhausted I doubt I would be much fun. What I really want is a nice, short, very hot shower and then to crawl into bed with you. I'd rather be horizontal than vertical, if you don't mind."

  I laughed. "Not at all, take your time." I led him to the bathroom, showed him how the controls on my s
hower worked, and dug him up a clean towel before I left him to do his thing. In the meantime, I decided to pour myself a glass of wine and curl up in bed to wait for him.

  All I could think about as I waited was Adam in the shower. If I'd known him better I would have snuck in the bathroom to take a peek, but as it was I let him have his privacy. In my mind's eye though, I could imagine the curtain of water sliding over his skin, undulating over him like the dark, curving lines of his tattoos. Eyes closed, head thrown back, every muscle sinking into relaxation as the heat and pressure of the water worked against his tired body.

  Adam had promised a short shower, but it seemed like it took forever.

  When he finally did appear, he was wearing only a fluffy yellow towel wrapped low around his lean hips. He propped himself against the door frame into my bedroom with his arms crossed over his chest and smiled down at me curled up on the bed. I could feel the flush bloom across my cheeks as I watched him watch me. How could he have any idea how amazingly, breathtakingly handsome he was?