And Able

by Lucy Monroe

  She rolled onto her side facing him, her pretty mouth turned down at the edges. “It hurts, Hotwire.”

  “I’m sorry.” She’d already had pain meds in the hospital and couldn’t have another dose for a couple of hours.

  “Try to sleep.”

  “Yes.” Her eyes slid shut, but the tension of pain was stamped on her features.

  He sat down at the end of the bed and turned the covers back so he could take her foot in his hand. He massaged it and put pressure on the points he’d learned to from a Chinese doctor on a mission a few years back.

  “Feels nice,” she said without opening her eyes.

  “Good.” He kept it up and eventually her body relaxed into sleep.

  He made himself let go of her so he could leave to get her things before she woke up again.

  When he got back into the room, she was still sleeping. Her red hair was a wild mass of curls on the pillow, surrounding a pale face marred by the exhaustion of pain. He’d had injuries like that and knew how much they hurt. Claire wasn’t a merc—she wasn’t even a soldier. She should never have to know that kind of pain. And feeling as weak as she was, she had still planned to go back to the house and take care of herself.

  He shook his head.

  She’d even admitted in the car that she had no intention of going to Belmont Manor so someone there could look over her. It was her place of employment, not her personal nursing staff, she’d said acerbically.

  His mouth twisted. She was too stubborn for her own good. Too independent. Though she hadn’t demurred even once when he said he was going to help her. Did that mean she didn’t mind depending on him, or that she knew arguing would do her no good? She was far from stupid, after all.

  The next twenty-four hours were hell on them both. She just wanted to sleep and hide from the pain in her head. However, he had to keep waking her up to check her responses, make her eat, and keep her hydrated with juice and water. Neither of them enjoyed the process.

  But finally, he allowed her to fall into a deep sleep, knowing the worst of the danger had passed. He took a shower, put on a pair of jockey shorts, and climbed into the bed to go to sleep himself.

  He woke up six hours later, instantly alert, but confused all the same. Soft, feminine warmth was draped across his chest, and Claire’s face rested right over his heart.

  How had she gotten there? From her boneless, well settled condition he figured she’d been there a while. Why hadn’t he woken up? No one had gotten the drop on him during sleep since his first year in the army when Nitro played a typical nighttime prank on a fellow recruit. It had only taken one time, and Hotwire had learned to sleep with a subconscious awareness of what was going on around him. So, how had he slept through Claire not only invading his personal space, but draping herself over him like a soft, warm, and very pleasant blanket?

  One of his arms was wrapped around her back and his other hand rested on the silky smoothness of her thigh. His morning boner tightened to the point of pain. This was bad.

  Carefully, with no intention of waking her, he began to extricate himself from her embrace before his libido convinced him to do something that would embarrass them both. However, the second he started to slide out from under her warmth, she woke up, jolting upward with a jerk and bringing her knee into painful contact with his balls.

  “Aaagh, Claire!”

  “Hotwire?” She stared at him like she’d never seen a man before. “What are you doing under me?”

  “Getting my nads decimated,” he ground out.

  Her brown eyes widened and she gasped. Then the offending knee moved back.

  When she went to sit up all the way, she ended up straddling his thigh and wincing with pain as she grabbed her head. “Oh, gosh…that hurts.”

  He couldn’t stand the pain in her eyes. “Lie back down.”

  She shook her head and then cried out. “Oh, that was stupid.”

  “Claire.”

  “I can’t lie back down. I’m on top of you.”

  “Apparently you slept there.”

  “I did?” she asked, sounding supremely shocked. “That’s not possible.”

  “I promise you, it is.”

  “But I’ve never slept on top of someone before.” Her eyes looked wild. “It must have been the painkillers. I’m not used to taking drugs of any kind.” She bit her lip. “I have to get off you, but if I move again, it’s going to hurt.”

  He reached out and holding her by the waist, lifted her off of him. Then, changing his hold on her, one hand on her waist and the other cradling her head, he lowered her to her back. “Is that better?”

  “Yes, thank you,” she replied primly and then bit her lip, her face contorting again.

  “What is it?”

  “I have to go to the bathroom. Badly.”

  He didn’t say anything, just picked her up and carried her to the en suite. His stealth movement training came in handy, allowing him to move quickly without jostling her. The way she held her thighs tightly together said it all.

  He stood her beside the commode. “Can you handle it from here?”

  She blushed, a fiery red. “Yes.”

  He left the door open, but absented himself so she would have a measure of privacy. His head was still reeling from the fact she’d managed to ensconce herself on top of him during the night without him noticing.

  She came out of the bathroom wearing the hotel robe over her little top and cotton panties, moving about an inch at a time. He swiftly crossed the room and picked her up to carry her back to the bed.

  “You’re really strong.” She didn’t say it like a come-on and he didn’t take it as such.

  “Comes with the territory.”

  Her small hand rested against his chest, sending totally inappropriate messages to his libido despite his brain’s warning that that wasn’t a come-on, either. “Thank you for taking care of me.”

  “My pleasure.” And as depraved as it made him feel to acknowledge it, because she was weak and wounded, he had to admit it really was pure pleasure to be carrying Claire like this.

  When they reached the bed, she clung to his neck instead of letting him lower her to the mattress. “I don’t want to lie down again.”

  “You need your rest.”

  “I’ve been in bed forever.”

  “Only about thirty hours, actually.”

  “That is forever. No one should have to stay in bed that long.”

  He just smiled, enjoying her crankiness.

  She pouted, her lower lip protruding in an expression both endearing and sexy. “I’m hungry.”

  “We’ll have to fix that, then.” He settled her on the suite’s sofa in the main room. “We can order lunch from room service.”

  She leaned against the sofa arm, looking pale but determined to remain upright. “Okay.”

  He grabbed the menu and skimmed it for something vegetarian for her. “Any preferences?”

  “I’m not a picky eater.”

  “Except the no-meat thing,” he said with a teasing smile.

  “That’s not being picky.”

  “What is it, then?”

  “Self-protection.”

  Considering what she’d told him about why she chose not to eat meat, he had to agree.

  He called down an order for them both before sitting in the armchair near Claire. “Why don’t we go over what happened Sunday morning?”

  Claire breathed a sigh of relief when the room-service waiter knocked on the suite’s door. She was impressed with Hotwire’s interrogation style, but it was exhausting. She’d thought the police officer was thorough, but she and Hotwire had only been talking about thirty minutes and she felt like he already knew more about what had happened than she did.

  He rolled the food trolley over to her, having dismissed the waiter at the door. He hadn’t bothered to dress, though he had pulled a pair of jeans on before room service arrived. The top snap was undone, though. He had an incredible body, all sculp
ted muscle and golden skin.

  It was all she could do not to fan herself with her hand.

  Luckily, the food grabbed the attention of her senses and she sniffed the air appreciatively. “It smells delicious.”

  “The food here is pretty good.”

  Her tummy rumbled. “I don’t know if it would matter.”

  “You haven’t eaten much in the last thirty hours.”

  Some of that time was hazy in her memory, as she had slipped in and out of restorative sleep. “You kept feeding me dry toast.”

  “I didn’t want you getting nauseous and puking. The last thing your poor head needed was for your body to start heaving.”

  “Well, it worked.” She smiled and pulled the silver warming lid off her plate.

  He’d ordered her a tofu and vegetable stir-fry over rice. She could smell the Chinese spices and soy sauce and it made her mouth water.

  She looked up when he said, “Excuse me for a minute.”

  She nodded and he disappeared into the bedroom. He returned shortly, wearing a t-shirt that hugged the rugged contours of his chest, and the snap on his jeans had been closed. He’d even pulled on socks and shoes.

  “You got cold?” she asked, disappointed at the loss of such a fine view.

  “My mama would string me up by my toes if I came to the table half-dressed to eat with a lady.”

  “Your mother sounds like she ruled with an iron fist.”

  “Wrapped in the velvet glove of southern gentility.”

  “You love her.” It was in the tone of his voice every time he mentioned the other woman, that and a deep, abiding respect.

  “Doesn’t everybody love their mother?”

  “I don’t know.” She wasn’t sure love described the feelings she’d had for Norene when she died.

  Pity, anger, confusion, despair…they’d all been there, but love? Claire couldn’t remember feeling much liking for her mom, not since her dad’s death and the subsequent reversal of roles between her and her surviving parent. Norene had done too much to make Claire’s life miserable for her to feel the kind of abiding affection Hotwire obviously had for his mom.

  He lowered his tall frame into the armchair again, and then uncovered his plate. With shock, she realized he’d ordered an identical meal to hers for himself.

  At her inquiring look, he smiled. “It occurred to me that watching other people eat meat couldn’t be pleasant for you, considering your imagination’s tendency to wander in less than appetizing paths.”

  “I didn’t mean to make it uncomfortable for you to eat what you prefer.”

  “Right now, I prefer a vegetable stir-fry.”

  “You’re a very nice man, Hotwire.” But she couldn’t let him think she needed that kind of consideration. “But don’t worry about me. I mean it. What you eat is not a problem for me.”

  He frowned at her. “You’re not used to people showing you consideration, are you?”

  He made it sound like she was deprived. “Josette’s very considerate. So are Les and Queenie.”

  She had people in her life. Maybe not many, but some.

  He just shook his head. The interrogation continued over lunch until Hotwire was finally content that he knew everything. Then, they finished their meal in silence, the expression on his face thoughtful. When they were done, he rolled the trolley out into the hall.

  She curled up in the corner of the couch, tucking her feet under her. “Any amazing insights?” she asked as he rejoined her.

  He frowned, his blue eyes dark with unnamable emotion. “Nothing amazing at all. To tell you the truth, I’m pretty stumped.”

  “You said you thought one of the terrorists might decide to get even with Josette.”

  “Yes. We tried to keep her name out of the official investigation, but under the circumstances, it wasn’t easy.”

  “We?”

  “Me and my friends in the FBI.”

  “Oh. It must be nice to have such well-connected contacts.”

  “It can be.”

  “So, whoever saw her there must have told others. Somebody came after her, then mistook me for her because I’m the only woman currently living in her house.” She sighed. “That’s the only thing that makes sense because there would be no reason for anyone to want to kill me.”

  “We don’t know your assailant was trying to kill you.”

  She snorted. “Yeah, right. He had a pillow over my face. He was smothering me. What would you call it?”

  “He may have only intended to knock you out, or maybe disorient you…”

  “To what purpose?”

  Hotwire’s mouth flattened grimly. “He might have wanted to rape you, or kidnap you, or tie you up so he could burglarize your home without the threat of you calling the cops.”

  “But the alarm was going off.”

  “Okay, so the burglary scenario doesn’t fit, but either of the other two still does.”

  “You really think a rapist would stick around to do the deed while a house alarm was going off?”

  “Criminals ignore alarms all the time, because in many cases, so does everyone else. Most alarms are not set up to alert local law enforcement and even those that are set up that way are limited by the response time of the local police.”

  “Josette’s house alarm is designed to dial 911 with an automated message.” She’d never forget the stress or embarrassment of having to explain to the officers who answered the call how she had forgotten to code her entry into the alarm and hadn’t noticed it was going off for several minutes.

  “Yes.”

  “But the officer at the emergency room told me my neighbor called it in.”

  “He told me the same thing. I looked into that while you were sleeping. Apparently, the automated call went unanswered because of simple human error. The 911 operator put the call on hold and then disconnected it by accident.”

  “That’s convenient for the bozo who broke in and tried to smother me.”

  “Just as there is no such thing as a totally fail-safe security system, there is no such thing as a perfect person.”

  She sighed. “I know, but it’s not exactly reassuring to think that but for the can of mace you insisted I keep in my bedroom, I could be dead.”

  “If the assailant had been a professional, that wouldn’t have made any difference.”

  “What do you mean?”

  “What color were your assailant’s eyes?”

  “It was dark, but I think they were a light color, like gray or pale blue.”

  “Right. A professional would have worn night goggles, which would have, one, given him better vision; two, protected his identity; and three, prevented the mace from blinding him.”

  “So, you think whoever broke in isn’t used to doing things like that?”

  “I’d say so, yes.”

  “Just because he forgot his goggles?”

  “There’s more.”

  “Tell me.”

  “Well, he broke into the house like an amateur.”

  “What does that mean?”

  “He broke a window instead of picking the lock.”

  “What window? Wouldn’t I have heard something?”

  “Probably not. He broke the window on the door from the garage to the backyard. It was a simple matter of reaching in and unlocking the dead bolt with the key dangling from the nail beside the door.”

  She felt herself blushing. “I didn’t want to lose it.”

  “And you didn’t really believe you were in danger.”

  “Well, no, I didn’t. I’ve been attacked and almost smothered to death, and I’m still having trouble wrapping my mind around that little bit of reality.”

  “There was no sign of forced entry to the door from the garage to the kitchen.”

  She bit her lip, feeling foolish. “Josette and I never locked that door.”

  “If I’d known that, I would have insisted on replacing the door to the outside with a solid steel one. I wanted to anyway
, but Wolf and I ran out of time.”

  “I’m sorry. I feel so stupid. I might as well have put a sign in my window inviting him in.”

  Hotwire shook his head. “Don’t apologize. A determined criminal will find a way in. You did not invite anything. Do you hear me?”

  She swallowed at the vehemence in his voice. “Yes, I hear you. I’m not the bad guy, just an idiotic house renter.”

  “You are in no way an idiot. Your only crime, if it is one, is that you were too trusting in the safety of your surroundings.”

  No doubt. She’d learned early in life to assess her level of personal safety. Josette’s house had always been at the top of the charts, so incredibly different from the places she’d lived in after her dad died. “I’m also not hot on revenge, so I find it difficult to imagine anyone wanting vengeance against Josette enough to try to kill me thinking I was her.”

  “We can’t be sure the assailant was after Josie.”

  “But it’s the only thing that makes sense,” she reiterated.

  “Nevertheless, when investigating a crime, it’s good to remember that just because a chicken has wings, doesn’t mean it can fly.”

  “In other not-so-colorful words, appearances can be deceptive.”

  “Yes.”

  “Um…Hotwire, you’re a former mercenary, turned security specialist. How do you know so much about investigating a crime?”

  Chapter 5

  H e relaxed in the chair, stretching his long legs out in front of him. “It’s a hobby of mine. I’ve done some freelance work for the government between missions.”

  “But how…”

  “I trained in covert ops in the Rangers. I learned how to be a spy—duty first, people second, and the mission supreme.” His words were bitter, and she wondered at the story behind them.

  But right now it was hard enough to keep her mind focused on the problem at hand, much less try to figure out his complex mind. She was growing tired again, though not as sleepy as before, and the pain in her head was overwhelming.

  “Back to your assailant.”

  “What about him?”

  “You said that he stayed, holding the pillow over your face, despite the fact that the alarm was going off.”