Billionaire on Board

by Dasha G. Logan

  He had not asked his beautiful girl to stay with him.

  Fifteen

  I arrived in my flat at 4 pm in a taxi.

  I had changed planes in Frankfurt.

  Nobody had followed me, called me, texted me or in anyway prevented me from leaving the Principality of Monaco or the French Republic. And by nobody I mean Ryan Corvera-Fabergé.

  The fear during the flights had been bad, especially because I had a vision of Ryan turning on CNN and finding out I was dead. It was not an unpleasant idea, really. It would serve him right. The only thing I did not like about it was the part of me, burning to death in a fuselage, but I thought it was the most likely end to this completely unlikely story. In any decent tragedy she would crash.

  Miraculously, both Lufthansa flights made it to their destinations without any incidents and even my last hope for catastrophe, the taxi drive home, bore no surprises.

  The door closed behind me and I dropped my luggage to the floor.

  At least I would not have to see a soul.

  Wrong.

  When I came into my kitchen I discovered my fridge had come alive.

  I threw out the entire mouldy mess and gagged and sobbed and swore. Eventually, I dropped down on my living room carpet and cried until I was empty of tears. Then I called my mother. I desperately needed to hear her voice.

  "Hello Poppy Jude, where are you?"

  "Home."

  "On the boat?"

  "No, Hamburg."

  Silence.

  "Why? I thought you'd come back in five days? Did you fight with Ryan?"

  I could not bear to talk about it yet. Maybe I would even put the bankruptcy and the disfiguring disease into play.

  "No, he had to go to New York, an emergency. Somebody lost two-hundred million dollars of his."

  "How unseemly of them."

  God, I loved my mother.

  "Yes. I only wanted you to know I'm back."

  "Are you alright? Tired after the trip?"

  "No, Mum, I'm fine."

  "Great, Popps, because I need you to take over a harbour cruise for me tomorrow morning with Italian pensioners. I was already worried, because the Queen Mary 2 gets in two hours earlier than expected and I'm booked for an English tour with them."

  Was there anything I needed less than a port cruise?

  "Sure, mother."

  "Wonderful, you're on the Gertrude with Ivan."

  "Fine…"

  "Will you come for tea tomorrow? You could ride out with Fleur and Mary Lou."

  "Yes, I think I will."

  "I'll make scones. After all the haute cuisine, I'm sure you miss your Mummy's food."

  "Yes, I do. I have Tina on the other line, Mum, I have to go!"

  "Bye, my love!"

  It was not true, there was no Tina on the other line but I could not say one more thing. It turned out I had an unlimited supply of tears, after all.

  I fought through a sleepless night. I did not even bother going to bed. I sat on my couch - the one Ryan had slept on - shivering and shaking, although I had huddled myself into my duvet.

  It had been too good to be true.

  Meeting him had only been a freak of destiny.

  We were not meant to be. He was too entrenched in his life and I was not the kind of woman who could spend her days as a society beauty. Maybe I had been his stepping stone into relationships, maybe now he would find somebody suitable to share his life. There would be enough willing candidates, beautiful and intelligent women, he would have no problem whatsoever to find someone, while I would resign myself to life in a three-bedroom flat full of IKEA furnishings, with a man who was prematurely balding and worked for the Hamburg Bank of Savings.

  I bit into my arm to make the physical pain cover the one in my soul.

  I was close to calling him and telling him I had been wrong and that I wanted to come back but what good would it do? He would still be the same man, staying awake every night to speak to his Japanese stockbroker. There would still be those terrible people all around him!

  I remained on the couch until my alarm went off, then I changed into my tour guiding outfit and walked out of the house in a daze.

  I was so confused, I drove one stop into the wrong direction with the tube.

  The Gertrude was another barge of Adolf's fleet. She was smaller and even older than the Heidi. Her captain was Ivan. He was of Ukrainian ancestry and looked as if he could singlehandedly protect a four-hundred feet mega yacht, but he was as soft as a teddy bear.

  When I climbed into his booth he ate a morselled apple from a tupperware box. His wife packed his food for him and he was not allowed to eat refined sugar, because she said he was filling out around the middle.

  "I had a Bounty yesterday," he confided in me. "I hid it underneath the sofa pillow and when Ilona had gone to bed I ate it."

  "Ivan…" I shook my head. "You know you're not supposed to."

  "Yes, I know. But sometimes, I need it. I watched the X-Factor and it was so exciting."

  "I understand, Ivan, but don't do it again, Ilona would be so disappointed."

  "I know."

  Our group was approaching. I could hear their loud chattering even before I could see them.

  I heard voices complaining of it being 'freddo' (cold) and 'troppo caldo' (too hot) and voices demanding whether the water would be 'mosso' (agitated). A third group of voices was discussing if there was a part of the boat which was 'coperto' (covered) and if there were 'bagni' (toilets) on board.

  I went into performance mode. It was not the worst thing to do. First of all, I could start right away by making new memories of a port cruise, memories not including Ryan Corvera-Fabergé. Second of all… Whatever. There was no second of all.

  "Ciao!" I called.

  "Aaaah! Ciaaaaao! Ciao, ciao, ciao, ciao, ciao!" was the excited response.

  All thirty of my Italian pensioners had now come into my line of vision and they looked just the way Italian pensioners always look. They were much better dressed than pensioners of any other nationality and they walked much, much slower. It took a quarter of an hour until I had herded them all onto the Gertrude and Ivan could take her out of the small canal reserved for the barges.

  "Would you like some chamomile tea?" Ivan offered and poured himself a cup from his thermos.

  "No, thank you, Ivan." I needed vodka and a valium, if anything.

  I droned on in Italian about the port, the depth of the water, the height of the cranes, the number of oak piles and so forth and so forth. I knew the Italians did not listen because they were debating how caldo, freddo, or mosso their personal experience was and since every opinion differed enormously from the next, it had to be repeated over and over again. But - and it was the only thing that mattered - they were happy. And whenever we passed a site of some importance they would break out in raptures of 'che bello' and 'fantastico' and 'splendido', apart from the one or two usual suspects who would claim the 'mare in Sardegna' was more beautiful and that, 'si, certo' (yes of course), they had seen the largest container ship in the world before, because they lived near Lake Garda and 'si, certo' they had been in a nuclear submarine before and 'si, certo' they had pulled up alongside the 1132 feet long Queen Mary 2 in a 35 feet long historical barge before, as she came into the port, drawn in by three tugboats and dwarfing all the buildings in the vicinity. 'Si, certo', probably also on Lake Garda.

  I loved them with all my heart, my innocent, Italian pensioners.

  I had tears in my eyes again, tears of gladness at this marvellous world, in which I was allowed to live. I felt a deep gratitude for being healthy and living in a first world country, for having a job and having friends… I wanted to hug Ivan and tell him I loved him for being so kind. Who needed a man anyway? I would start anew, freed from desire. I would meditate, I would become a yogi, I would save the world from hunger, I would go to Somalia to feed the starving, I would go to India to heal the lepers, I would go to China to save the Pandas, I would read
to elderly people and adopt three-legged dogs, I would—"

  "GERTRUDE PULL OVER! THIS IS THE HEIDI SPEAKING! PULL OVER TO THE STARBORD QUAY!"

  "That's Adolf," Ivan said. "What does he want? Have we forgotten an Italian? Jude, do you think Ilona found out about the Bounty? You must protect me if she's coming for me."

  But it was not Ilona who was standing next to Adolf on the Heidi. It was Ryan.

  The Italians were still busily photographing the Queen Mary 2, calling out how much more mosso, freddo or caldo everything was now that we had encountered her and they had not noticed the voice hollering across the water.

  I was panicking. "Go, Ivan! Go faster!"

  "Is it Ilona!?"

  "No!" I whimpered. I could not face him, I could not, it would be too much, I would expire, my heart would rip itself apart.

  "Jude, I can't drive away from Adolf. He's my boss."

  "Oh Gott, oh Gott, oh Gott!" I hyperventilated.

  Heidi was forty yards behind us now.

  "GERTRUDE PULL OVER! THIS IS THE HEIDI SPEAKING! PULL OVER TO THE STARBORD QUAY!"

  "I have to do what he says, Jude. He's my boss."

  Thirty yards.

  Ivan slowed down.

  I panted.

  Oh Gott, oh Gott, oh Gott!

  Twenty yards.

  I was going to pee myself, I was sure of it.

  Ten yards.

  "JUDY?"

  It was Ryan.

  Oh Gott, oh Gott, oh Gott!

  "JUDY, DO YOU HEAR ME?"

  "Jude, I think the man wants to talk to you," Ivan suggested. He pressed the mouthpiece into my hand.

  The Italians had finally noticed something was going on. They turned and stared at the Heidi.

  "JUDY, PLEASE, LISTEN TO ME. YOU MUST HEAR ME OUT, PLEASE!"

  The first Italians started to comment on the situation. Were they the police? No, they wore no uniforms. Were they pirates? No, unlikely, only in the Bay of Naples. Were they the tax collectors? Most likely, yes certainly, the tax collectors.

  Some woman had discovered there was 'un bell'uomo, ma molto bello' (a beautiful man, yes, very beautiful) on board and that such a bell'uomo could not possibly work as a tax collector, more likely they were TV people.

  "JUDY, PLEASE, LOOK AT ME! I LOVE YOU!"

  Now. Everybody in the whole wide world understands that phrase. The Italians broke into loud cries of "Che bello! Che bello! Che bello!"

  I took the mouthpiece although I did not trust my voice.

  "YES, WHAT DO YOU WANT, RYAN?"

  Fuck, it was loud.

  "JUDY, I'M SO SORRY, I'M SO SORRY! I SHOULD NOT HAVE LET YOU GO! YOU WERE RIGHT, I DID THE HELICOPTER THING ON PURPOSE, BECAUSE I WANTED TO SEE IF YOU LOVED ME ENOUGH TO GET ON IT AND IT WAS STUPID AS HELL! BUT I WAS SO DESPERATE BECAUSE I FELT YOU SLIPPING AWAY THROUGH MY FINGERS AND I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO AND I WAS SO AFRAID OF LOSING YOU AND WHEN YOU LEFT I THOUGHT IT HAD BEEN CLEAR ALL THE TIME YOU WOULD NEVER STAY WITH ME, THAT IT WAS ALL TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE! — BUT AFTER YOU WERE GONE I REALISED WHAT A BLOODY MORON I HAD BEEN AND THAT I SHOULD HAVE COME AFTER YOU. BUT YOU SEE, THIS WHOLE STORY WAS FAR MORE MIRACULOUS FOR ME THAN IT WAS FOR YOU! WHEN I SAID OUR MEETING WAS A CLASSIC CASE OF COSMIC ORDERING I WASN'T TALKING ABOUT YOU, I WAS TALKING ABOUT MYSELF. BECAUSE I HAD BEEN HOPING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN IN MY LIFE, FOR SOMEONE TO SHARE MYRTLE WITH NOW SHE WAS READY, AND I HAD JUST BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT WHEN YOU SUDDENLY STOOD THERE! I THOUGHT EVERYTHING WAS CLEAR AND THAT YOU BELONGED TO ME AND I SIMPLY HAD TO PICK YOU UP SO I COULD NOT UNDERSTAND WHEN YOU PUT UP RESISTANCE. YOU SEE, WHEN I TOLD YOU AT THE RESTAURANT HOW I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE MOST INCREDIBLE CREATURE, I WAS NOT LAUGHING AT YOU, I WAS LAUGHING AT MYSELF FOR BLURTING IT OUT LIKE A HELPLESS, STUPID TEENAGER! "

  I could hardly see anything because my eyes were clouded by tears.

  "IT DOES NOT CHANGE THE WAY YOU LIVE OR THE PEOPLE YOU CHOOSE TO LIVE WITH!"

  "NO, BUT IT WILL! DARLING, I HAD JACOB ON THE BOAT TO CALCULATE EXACTLY HOW I COULD PULL OUT WITHIN A YEAR, BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE, I DON'T WANT THE LATE NIGHT BUSINESS CALLS AND I DON'T WANT THE FLIGHTS TO NEW YORK! YOU WERE PERFECTLY RIGHT, I ONLY WANT TO WORK ON BOATS AND PLAY POLO, BUT ABOVE ALL I WANT TO BE WITH YOU. I DROVE ALL THE WAY UP HERE IN THE BUG WITHOUT STOPPING BECAUSE THE JET IS STILL IN NEW YORK AND I HAVEN'T SLEPT IN FORTY-EIGHT HOURS! — BUTTERCUP, I CAN GIVE IT ALL AWAY IF YOU WANT, TO SAVE THE TURTLES OR THE WHALES OR THE VICTIMS OF BLIND PLASTIC SURGEONS OR TO LILLY AND NICKY, I DON'T CARE. I'LL SELL THE PLANE, I'LL SELL THE BUG, WE CAN JUST GET A HOUSE HERE AND GO TO PINK PEBBLE CAY OVER CHRISTMAS AND TO ZERMATT FOR THE REST OF THE TIME. I CAN SET UP A FUND AND WE CAN LIVE OF THE INTEREST OF THE INTEREST OF THE INTEREST OR WE SIMPLY BURN IT ALL, I REALLY DON'T CARE. WE WOULD NEVER HAVE TO GO ANYWHERE YOU DON'T WANT TO GO AND NEVER MEET PEOPLE YOU DON'T WANT TO MEET. PLEASE, JUDY, PLEASE, SAY YOU'LL TRY AGAIN WITH ME, PLEASE TAKE ME BACK!"

  "Si! Si!" The Italians shouted at me. One of them, perhaps a retired English teacher, had taken on the role of interpreter. A woman came running forward to our booth.

  "Si, Si! Lo devi riprendere! È cosi bello! È cosi ricco! Non vedi che ti ama? Il povero ragazzo! Sei crudele! - Yes! Yes! You have to take him back! He is so beautiful! He is so rich! Don't you see how much he loves you? The poor boy! You are so cruel!"

  She even tried to hit me.

  Heidi was side by side with Gertrude now. The Italians screamed, they shouted and they yelled.

  "Si! Si! Lascialo a bordo! - Yes, yes, let him come aboard!"

  "SILENZIO!!!" I boomed and they shut up at last.

  "RYAN, DO YOU SWEAR YOU WILL NEVER DO ANYTHING PREMEDITATED AGAIN?"

  "I SWEAR!"

  "NEVER?"

  "NEVER!"

  "OKAY, YOU MAY COME ON BOARD — PUT THE GANGWAY ACROSS, ADOLF."

  "FINALLY," Adolf complained across the speaker. "WITH HIS CAR IN FRONT OF MY SHOP I WILL ATTRACT EITHER THE TAX COLLECTORS OR THE TV PEOPLE!"

  But he did not have to put the gangway across because Ryan charged and jumped the gap between the ships and landed on Gertrude's deck amidst the Italians, who applauded and cried and patted his shoulders.

  He stormed to the bow and plucked me from the cubicle. I was still completely blinded by tears.

  "Oh God, I thought I'd lost you," he rasped and pulled me into his arms.

  "I love you," I whispered and his mouth came down on mine and he kissed me with uncontrolled passion.

  The Italians shrieked as if we had won the football world cup for them. They would have let off fireworks if they had brought any.

  After maybe half a minute Ryan let go of me.

  "My darling Buttercup, there's one last question I have to ask of you." He went down on his knees.

  One of the Italian women fainted.

  Ryan took my hands and he looked deep into my eyes.

  "Judy, I have to ask you this…"

  "Yes?" I breathed.

  "Judy, my love, my darling, I will always love you, you're the only woman I could ever think of spending my life with…"

  "Yes?"

  "Judy… now you've so graciously taken me back…"

  "Yes, Ryan?"

  "Judy…"

  "Yes?"

  He took a deep breath. "May I keep Myrtle?"

  Epilogue

  He did propose to me, two and half years later, in a chairlift in Zermatt.

  We had got our act together quite nicely and after some initial difficulties (my fear of flying chiefly among them - but I realised I liked it much better when I could lie in a bed during a flight and was not forced to sit in a narrow seat), we had grooved into a routine.

  Ryan had spent a lot of time in Hamburg. He had bought a penthouse overlooking the port and after about six months I had decided I could dare to move into it. He still had to go to New York and Tokyo, but his trips became fewer and fewer. He and Gus had set up a company in which they wanted to transform old boats of all types into yachts. Hamburg had
turned out to be a good base for such a company because the know-how and the infrastructure were already there.

  The first winter we went to Antigua for two months and cruised the Caribbean with Myrtle. We spent Ryan's birthday (28th of February. Pisces. Would you have guessed???) in Zermatt. I had become Dr. Poppy Jude by then and as you can imagine, I still have not heard the last of it. We never went to any jet set events or parties anymore, apart from the occasional polo match.

  The next summer, over my birthday (7th of June. Gemini. Yes, you would have guessed…) we took Myrtle to Norway and it was a fantastic experience to see the fjords whilst lounging in her jacuzzi.

  The second winter went much like the first, only we took Lilly and Nicky along, who had become the proud parents of a daughter named Mia. We flew to Argentina too.

  In our second summer, Myrtle took us and Tina to Croatia and Greece and we allowed us a little bit of Italy too, but we did not mingle too much with the yachting crowd. I also met Ryan's mother in Mallorca.

  The third winter began with Pink Pebble Cay again, this time with my parents and as always, we went to Zermatt, where the plot resumes.

  So, there I sat, in a chairlift, on a sunny day, looking out across the Swiss alps and thinking I was getting hungry.

  "Poppy Jude?"

  I turned around and looked at Ryan through my goggles. He even looked stunningly good in a bright orange helmet!

  "Yes, Ryan?"

  He was trying to free his bindings from snow with his ski sticks. "Do you want to marry me?"