by K. C. Wells
“Ready, boy?” Leo was watching him, those blue eyes focusing all their attention on him.
Alex swallowed. It was now or never.
“Yes, Sir.”
LEO slipped the collar around Alex’s neck and secured the lock. Alex’s hands reached up tentatively to touch it, circle his neck, and feel its weight. He saw a faint shudder run through Alex’s body, saw how he relaxed, almost as if he were trying to sink into his new role both physically and mentally. Leo’s heart nearly burst with pride. He’d always felt, once he’d gotten to know him better, Alex was a natural submissive, and the boy was proving him right. The thought made him shiver. Leo was so looking forward to this. He took a moment to shift gears, smoothly moving into Dom mode.
“Strip.” Leo put as much force into that one word as he could. Alex’s eyes widened a split second before he stood up and began to frantically remove his clothing and place it neatly in a pile in spite of his haste. Finally his boy was standing nude before him, his hands flexing awkwardly, clearly needing more instruction. Leo smiled to himself. There were plenty of those to come.
Leo got to his feet. “I want you to stand in front of me with your feet together and your hands at your sides. Make yourself as completely still, physically and mentally, as you can. You’re not to speak or move unless directed to do so by me. And you are not to look directly at my face unless I tell you ‘look at me’. Do you understand?”
“Yes, Sir.”
Alex settled into the stance easily. The boy was submitting beautifully, and it was making Leo so hard. Which gave him an idea…. “On your knees, boy, hands palms down on your thighs, ass resting on your heels, knees apart.” Alex lowered himself to the floor, assuming the position with ease, his eyes downcast. That mouth was perfectly positioned, however, and Leo grinned. “Open wide, boy.”
Leo opened his fly to free his already stiffening cock and brushed the firm purple head of it across Alex’s mouth, smearing precome over his soft lips before pushing unhurriedly into Alex’s waiting mouth. Alex’s hands twitched, clearly wanting to touch him.
“Keep those hands on your thighs, boy.” Alex swallowed, gasping a little as Leo continued to push deeper into his mouth. “Work the head with your tongue.” Leo shuddered as Alex ran his tongue over the delicate knot of nerve endings under the head before flicking the flared ridge rapidly with darting, quick movements. His boy was damned good at that. Leo lightly cupped the back of Alex’s head with both hands. “Suck it, boy.” He couldn’t hold back a low groan as Alex sucked him deep, and he held the boy’s head in position as he began to rock his hips, thrusting gently at first but then with increasing speed. Alex slid his lips down the shaft, clearly loving his task, low moans and cries of pleasure more prevalent now.
“Do you like sucking my cock, boy?”
Alex gave a groan as Leo pulled his cock free, dripping with saliva. “Yes, Sir.”
“Get it good and hard, boy. It’s going to be fucking your tight ass.”
Leo rocked into that incredible wet heat, thrusting farther, conscious of the fact Alex couldn’t take the whole shaft without gagging. That would come with time. For now, Leo lost himself in the hot, wet perfection that was his boy’s mouth, enjoying every second as Alex worked his cock, low moans vibrating constantly around his shaft—a shaft that right now was aching to bury itself in Alex’s ass.
“Your mouth feels like heaven, boy. Oh, fuck, yeah, you’re a natural little cocksucker, aren’t you, boy?” Alex responded by sucking harder, increasing his efforts, and Leo was pulled that little bit closer to orgasm. He groaned. Not yet! “You want me to fuck you, boy?”
Alex pulled off his cock, gasping. “Yes, Sir!”
Leo grabbed him, shoved him facedown into the sofa, and pulled his arms behind him. After yanking open a drawer in the base of the sofa, Leo removed a few supplies. He crossed the boy’s hands at the wrists and wrapped a silk scarf tightly around them, binding him so he’d be more than aware of his bonds but not tight enough to cut off circulation.
“Do you like it when I tie you up like this, boy?” He grasped Alex by the hair and pulled his face free of the seat cushion. “Does it feel good, being helpless, knowing I’m about to fuck you?”
“Oh God, yes, Sir!” Alex’s reply seemed to have been wrung from his very depths.
Leo let go of his hair, allowing the boy to fall forward once more, his arms pinned behind him. “Spread those legs wide, boy.” Alex obeyed, revealing his tight pink hole. Leo flipped open the bottle of lube, slicked up two fingers, and without giving the boy any warning, pushed them into that tight, hot channel. He felt the shudders ripple through Alex’s body, heard the constant low cries that he fed into the cushions below him. Leo worked that hole, thrusting his long fingers faster now, twisting them, corkscrewing them inside, getting Alex ready for Leo’s little surprise.
Alex pushed back on his fingers, fucking himself on them, moaning.
“You like my fingers fucking your ass, boy?” Leo was giving Alex plenty of opportunities to respond appropriately, and damn, he was doing a good job of it.
“Yes, Sir!” The words carried a slight moan at the end as Alex pushed back even harder, and Leo groaned as the boy danced on his fingers, writhing beneath him.
His fingers embedded firmly in Alex’s ass, he reached for the dildo he’d bought specially for Alex. He laid it on the cushion beside the wriggling boy, and he dripped lube onto it with his free hand. He pulled his fingers free, placed the thickly veined dildo against Alex’s pulsating hole, and then tugged on his boy’s bound wrists, pulling him upright. Alex cried out, pushing back with his ass, clearly impatient.
Leo grabbed hold of Alex’s collar and pulled him backward, hearing Alex’s startled gasp as he found himself momentarily without air. He softened his grip on the collar and heard Alex gulp great lungfuls of air. Leo held his boy against his chest and put his mouth close to his ear as he teased Alex’s hole with the dildo, pressing slightly against it. “You want this, boy?”
Alex cried out, “Oh fuck, yes, Sir! Fuck your boy with it!”
Of all the things he could have uttered….
He pushed Alex back down onto the sofa, spread his ass cheeks wide with one hand, and slid the glistening dildo into Alex as far as it would go. He felt it slam into his boy’s prostate again and again. Alex’s loud cry as it stretched him wide was sheer heaven. Leo fucked him with the dildo, not holding back, thrusting it into Alex unrestrainedly. His cock was like granite against his belly, leaking precome, and Leo couldn’t wait any longer. He wanted to be inside his boy, Alex’s constant cries feeding his hunger.
He slid the dildo free and reached for a condom, then expertly rolled the latex over his throbbing cock and slicked it up. He pressed his shaft deep into Alex’s crease, sliding it provocatively, knowing it would drive Alex wild. He grabbed cushions from the sofa and pulled Alex roughly upright by his bound wrists once more before sliding the cushions under his hips, tilting his ass higher.
Alex’s face was now free of the seat cushions. Leo bent over him, his shirt damp with perspiration, and put his lips close to Alex’s ear, his cock sliding in the boy’s crease all the while, teasing him. “Ready for my cock, boy?”
Alex was sobbing as he cried out, “Yes, Sir! Please, Sir, fuck me! Fuck your boy!”
With a loud groan, Leo slid into his boy’s ass, sheathing himself completely in one strong thrust and slamming into Alex’s prostate. Alex came with a scream, pumping come over the sofa, crying hoarsely as he tightened around Leo’s cock, muscles rippling along his length and pulling him over unexpectedly into his own orgasm. Oh my fucking God….
Leo cried out as Alex’s ass milked his cock, holding him imprisoned by those tight, hot walls, both men shuddering with the force of their climaxes. Leo’s cock pulsed out the last of his seed into the condom. Still seated deep inside Alex, Leo hurried to free Alex’s wrists, rubbing the tender flesh. At last his half-hard cock was able to slip free, and Leo grabbed Ale
x and lowered him onto his back on the rug next to the sofa. He covered Alex with his still-clothed body as the boy rode out the aftershocks of his orgasm, his eyes unfocused, unseeing, lost on some plateau of ecstasy. Leo kissed him fervently, his latex-covered cock painting trails across Alex’s belly as he held him close, waiting for him to come back.
Alex’s eyes refocused, and Leo stroked his face, the kisses tender now, lips brushing softly against lips, cheeks, eyelids, making sure his boy was aware of Leo’s presence. Alex tilted his head toward Leo’s face, seeking his mouth, and Leo gave it willingly, taking Alex’s mouth in a passionate kiss, tongue stroking into him slowly, repeatedly. Alex’s eyes closed.
“You with me, boy?” Leo stroked Alex, keeping his movements light. Suddenly Leo wanted to see those clear blue eyes. “Look at me, boy.”
Alex opened his eyes and looked directly at Leo—and Leo caught his breath. Alex had never looked so beautiful and so at peace as he did in that one perfect moment, made even more perfect when his face broke into a smile. “Oh, Sir.” His words were uttered almost as a prayer. “Thank you, Sir.”
Leo gazed down at his boy. Falling in love? Who was he kidding? He’d already fallen. Hook, line, and sinker.
ALEX awoke with a sore ass and a huge fucking grin on his face.
He fingered the collar still fastened around his neck. Leo had been about to remove it, but Alex had begged to be allowed to sleep wearing it. Leo had chuckled at that, murmuring something about Alex being a “big kid” under his breath, but Alex didn’t give a shit. It had been such a powerful experience for him, sleeping next to his Dom while wearing his collar.
“Good morning, boy.” Alex sighed as Leo leaned over to kiss him, drinking in the aroma of a bed-warmed Leo, fresh from sleep, and the smell of leather around his neck. Leo ran his fingers along the edge of the collar. “Ready for this to come off yet?” There was a distinctly amused twinkle in his eyes. Alex made his eyes as big and round as he possibly could, the slight whimper barely audible, and Leo burst out laughing. “So, going for puppy eyes, are we?”
Alex let out a joyful laugh. God, he felt so good this morning!
“Ready for your reward, boy?”
Alex gazed at Leo in surprise, not understanding at first.
Leo smiled. “You obeyed me, boy,” he said softly. “You accepted my domination, and I wasn’t taking it easy on you, even though it was our first scene. And….” He paused, lifting Alex’s chin with two fingers. “Look at me, boy.” The words were uttered so quietly, but Alex felt the power behind them. He locked eyes with his Dom. Leo’s eyes burned with emotion. “You pleased me, boy. So very much.”
Alex felt as though his heart would burst with pride. Nothing they had done together prior to this moment compared to the thrill that coursed through him as he heard those soft-spoken words. “What is my reward, Sir?” Alex lowered his eyes.
Leo chuckled. “You may choose something you’d really like to do from your list, or”—Leo grinned—“you can ask me to do something for you.”
Oh, that was easy.
“Would you suck my cock, Sir?” Alex asked shyly, unsure how his suggestion would be received. When he saw Leo break into a wicked smile, he had his answer. Fuck, yeah!
“I REALLY think it’s time, boy.” Leo’s gaze alighted on the collar, and Alex let out a heavy sigh. He would have been happy to wear it for the rest of his time in Leo’s apartment, but they’d agreed it was a signal. He’d only worn it for such a short period of time, and yet it felt like part of him, felt as if it belonged around his neck.
Leo picked up a thin chain with a small key attached to it from the bedside table. Alex sighed as the collar was unlocked, taken from around his neck, and placed on the table.
Leo chuckled. “It won’t be long, Alex, until you’re wearing it again.”
Alex made a decision. “Sir…,” he began, but Leo stopped him, a single finger placed against his lips.
“We’re not in a scene now,” he said.
Alex smiled. “That was actually what I wanted to say,” he said quietly. “When it’s just us, here in your apartment, would it be all right if I still called you Sir?” He blushed. “It… it just feels right. And similarly, would you… would you call me your boy?” His eyes were fixed on Leo’s chest. That was one thing that wouldn’t change, regardless of being in a scene or not: making eye contact was still anathema to him. He waited nervously for Leo’s response.
Leo pulled him close, his arms tight around him and his mouth pressed against Alex’s ear. “I’d like that,” he whispered. “I’d like that very much.”
And in that one glorious instant, Alex felt as if he’d finally found his rightful path.
1 November, 2012
Diary of a Submissive
Dear Diary
BDSM-A journey
Okay, this is a dumb idea. Not even sure why Leo wants me to do this. He even gave me this diary, complete with lock, like I was some teenage girl, writing down my innermost thoughts. LOL. I’m supposed to keep it with me, even at work, so if something occurs to me, I can jot it down. Fair enough, I suppose…. And he’s said only I get to see what’s in it. He won’t be reading it, and I’m to be completely honest. I can live with that.
Okay, so, about the other night…. What can I say? What did I think of Leo putting a collar on me, tying my hands behind my back, and fucking me…? Oh fucking hell—yes!
It was everything I’d hoped it would be—and more. Fuck, calling him Sir—that was so hot! Couldn’t get over how right it felt. And it’s still only just sinking in. I’ve got a Dom. I’ve got a fucking Dom! Seeing Leo for the first time like that, hearing the way he spoke to me… it was all such a turn on. But the way he made me feel inside… like it was just totally natural to call him Sir, to do whatever he said…. God, just thinking about it gets me so fucking hot….
’Scuse me, diary… gotta take care of a pressing problem in my jeans right now.
Same day—later.
What? At least I didn’t come over your nice, clean pages, right? LOL.
So yeah—so far? Fuck yeah! Still can’t believe Leo made me come like that—I mean, one thrust of his cock inside me, and I’m coming? I told him after, I’d felt like I’d let him down, not being able to stop myself from coming so fucking fast… but Leo stopped me. He said I had no idea how much that turned him on, and that he’d never had anyone make him come so fast before. Wow….
About this whole diary idea…. Leo says he had to do the same thing when he was a sub—except he was a sub for all of three weeks! LOL. And he was my age—I mean, exactly my age, twenty-two! Said he knew he was into domination and someone recommended a BDSM club in Manchester, so he went along, walked right in, and asked the first Dom he laid eyes on if he could train him to be a Dom. Turns out that Dom was Thomas. Would’ve loved to have heard that conversation! Anyway, Thomas made Leo sub for him, so he could experience it all from the submissive’s perspective—said it would make him a better Dom. Leo says the hardest thing was giving up control—not something I have the slightest problem with….
4 November.
Oh fuck. He tied me to the bed. With the cord from his bathrobe. And then fucked the shit out of me. The man was a fucking machine! I mean, it felt like he was inside me for hours. Okay, so it was nowhere near that long—it just felt like it. But didn’t my ass know it this morning….
Bit worried about one thing, though. He says he wants to train me to come when he says. I mean, really? Come on command? Is that even possible? Not sure I could hold off from coming… especially if he has that wicked mouth on my cock. The man can deep throat for England! Oh hell, yeah… just thinking about it…. Fuck, I’m so hard right now, a cat couldn’t scratch it.
Sorry, Diary…. Yeah, again. I might be a while….
9 November
Oh, Diary… tonight was just… perfect. No bondage. No toys. Instead…. Leo took me to dinner.
It was an actual date. We went to this qui
et little restaurant on the far side of the city center, where the food was fantastic. But that’s not what made it perfect.
We talked. For hours. God, we must have talked about everything. We even talked about Gabe, and he seemed okay with that. Actually, it was a relief to be able to mention him. Leo told me funny stories about the two of them starting out together. Seems Gabe was a rebellious little shit at times! LOL. Anyway, after our gorgeous meal, we went back to his place and he took me to bed. No collar. And… it felt different. Slower, sexier…. Fuck, he had me on the brink of coming so many times, and then he’d back off. Never been edged before, and it was the hottest thing ever. But when he was inside me, he was kissing me the whole time, and God, his kisses….
I didn’t want it to end. And when I came…. OMG.
He wasn’t fucking me. This was something more… intimate. And I fucking loved it.
11 November
OMG… guess who just got his ass spanked?
Wasn’t a punishment. I’d gotten undressed, ready for Leo, and I was kneeling down in the middle of the lounge floor, getting my head straight… when Leo sat down on the sofa and asked me to stretch out, facedown, over his lap. Gotta say… once he said that, and I knew what was coming… my cock was so hard!
So there I was, over his lap, my stiff cock poking down through his thighs, and he started spanking me, right on the fleshiest part. The first time his hand connected with my ass, it was as if electricity shot through me—and he made me count out loud each time he spanked me. Why should him spanking my ass go straight to my cock? All I know is that he didn’t let up, he just kept on spanking me, and before I knew it, I was coming all down his legs, crying out….