Time After Time

by Elizabeth Boyce

  Isabelle nodded once, firmly. “Indeed I do, Miss Palmer. But consider: The Duke of Monthwaite is a ridiculously wealthy, powerful man. If you bring harm to his sister or property, you will hang. But a ransom,” she said widening her eyes, “might be just the thing. He could give you and Mr. Gerald enough money to start over. You could go to Canada,” she suggested. “What do you think?”

  Sally’s brow creased. “I don’t think Thomas would like that. We passed a couple years in the islands, but he tol’ me he was going to bring me to England, that we’d have a life here.” She stared blankly out the glass wall; her arm around Naomi’s neck slackened. Isabelle inched toward Marshall’s workbench.

  The greenhouse door flew open with a crack. “Release her, Miss Palmer,” Marshall demanded, pointing his own pistol at the miscreant.

  Isabelle’s heart kicked at the sight of him. His wavy, dark hair was in windswept disarray, and the dust and mud splatters all over his finely tailored clothes bespoke his long day in the saddle.

  In a flash, Sally’s arm clamped around Naomi once again, and the gun pressed to her head.

  Isabelle cursed. Marshall’s eyes flew to her. Isabelle nodded once, answering his unspoken question. Yes, she was all right.

  “So glad you’ve descended from on high to join us, Yer Grace,” Sally mocked. “I’d begun to think I wouldn’t have the pleasure of making your acquaintance, but now that you’re here, there’s something I’d like to discuss.”

  “And what would that be?” Marshall mused.

  “Do not play stupid with me!” Spittle flew from Sally’s lips. Her nostrils flared. “I’m going to make it real clear for you, Monthwaite. Drop your gun, or I kill your sister.”

  Isabelle heard the sickening sound of Sally’s pistol cocking.

  Marshall held his hands out and slowly bent his knees, placing the gun on the floor.

  “Kick it,” Sally demanded.

  Marshall shoved the pistol with his foot. It spun away under a table, out of reach.

  “And now,” Sally said through tight lips, “we’re going to have that discussion. Or, to be more precise, you’re going to do some discussing. I’m going to listen and so are these ladies. And so help me God, don’t you dare pretend you don’t know what I mean.”

  Just then, another man burst into the greenhouse — lean and hard in appearance, his face had the rugged look of a man much used to working out-of-doors. Panting, he pressed one hand to his heaving chest and raised the other. “Sally,” he gasped, “stop this madness!”

  “Thomas!” Sally beamed at the newcomer. “I was going to come home to you again, my love, just as soon as it was all over.”

  “It’s over now, Sally,” the man proclaimed. “You made your point with the mare, though I wish to God you hadn’t done — you know I wouldn’t have wanted you to,” he chided. “There’s no need to harm anyone else. Put down the gun.”

  Sally shook her head; a strand of hair clung to her sweat-sheened cheek in a graceful curve incongruous with the mad gleam in her eyes. “I can’t, Thomas. Don’t you see? I’m doing this for you, dear heart, for us!” She nodded fervently, then returned her attention to Marshall. “Even better,” she announced with a triumphant lift of her chin. “You can say it in front of these ladies and Thomas. Do it!”

  Isabelle’s eyes went back and forth between Sally and Marshall. At last, Marshall ducked his head in a gesture of capitulation.

  When he lifted his head again, his dark eyes were filled with anguish. “I’m responsible for the death of the mare and her foal.”

  Isabelle inhaled sharply. That wasn’t really true. He was just saying it to appease Sally, wasn’t he?

  “I cooked the herbal medicine,” Marshall said. “I made a mistake, and it went wrong.” He shook his head slowly. “I was scared and ashamed, and I let Mr. Gerald take the blame. For that, I am sincerely and utterly sorry.”

  A cold, hard weight settled in Isabelle’s stomach. It was true, all of it.

  Marshall held his hands out, palms up. “I understand why you are angry. But if you’d just listen — ”

  “You ruined his life!” Sally snapped. “When I met him, my Thomas was on a labor gang of criminals instead of practicing an honest trade. D’you know how hard it’ll be, with that hanging over us?” A strangled sound came from her throat, and it took Isabelle a moment to realize the woman was holding back furious tears. “But I’ll do it, Thomas,” she swore passionately. “I’ll stay by your side through thick and thin, just like a good woman should, no matter how this lyin’ bastard has spoiled things for us.”

  “Sally, please put down the gun,” Thomas begged. “You’re not helping me none this way!”

  Isabelle watched the young woman in horrified fascination. She shook visibly with the force of her anger and hurt, her countenance as terrible as an avenging angel.

  “Will taking Lady Naomi’s life somehow make it all better?” Marshall reasoned.

  Sally sniffed. She wiped her cheek with the back of her hand holding the gun. She shook her head. “No,” she said in a quieter, calmer tone. “But taking yours will.” In one smooth motion, she raised her hand, then lowered her arm and pulled the trigger.

  The gun’s rapport slammed against Isabelle’s eardrums. Marshall collapsed to the greenhouse floor.

  Naomi screamed and Thomas bellowed.

  Isabelle barely registered what had happened. She seized one of the heavy jugs Marshall used for mixing plant food from the workbench and ran. With the murderous shot still ringing in her ears, she brought the jug crashing down on the crown of Sally’s head. The woman fell in a heavy heap with her arm still around Naomi, pulling her down to the floor, too.

  Isabelle tossed aside the remnants of the jug and dragged Naomi free of Sally’s grasp. She grabbed the gun then raced across the floor and knelt beside Marshall.

  A trickle of blood seeped from beneath his prone body, spreading crimson fingers across the flagstones. “Help me roll him,” Isabelle said. Together, the women and Thomas Gerald turned Marshall onto his back. Thomas then sprinted to assess Sally’s condition.

  Marshall’s face was ashen; he groaned weakly.

  A wound in his upper thigh bled freely. Isabelle clamped her hand on top of the bullet hole. Marshall’s blood welled up between her fingers, hot and wet, and spilled down to join the rapidly growing puddle on the floor. In desperation, she hastily wadded her skirt and pressed it against the wound. She had to stanch the blood; a leg wound could easily prove fatal. “Get help!” she yelled.

  Naomi blanched as she watched in wide-eyed alarm. She nodded quickly, scrambled to her feet, and ran from the greenhouse, screaming at the top of her lungs.

  Isabelle pressed down on Marshall’s leg with all her strength. His lips drained of color, and it seemed to her that his breathing was becoming shallow.

  Her heart felt as though it were ripping in two. She cried out in anguish. “Don’t you die,” she wailed. “You cannot!”

  The fabric of her skirt was soon sodden with his lifeblood. Marshall was slipping away beneath her fingers. A primal scream tore from her throat. She redoubled her efforts at compression, willing her own life to pass into Marshall.

  He drew a shuddering breath and was still.

  Chapter Nineteen

  Pain.

  He was on fire. Fire all over.

  “He’s waking.”

  “Keep him still! There’s no room for error. If I slip, we’ll lose him.”

  “Drink, Your Grace.”

  Something wet touched his lips. He drank deeply and greedily, trying to quench the fire.

  A cool touch on his head, like a breath of air.

  “Isabe — ”

  • • •

  Pain.

  Sharp and throbbing all at once, radiating from
his thigh. His stomach felt weak. His very bones hurt.

  “You awake, Marsh?”

  He dragged his eyelids over hot, dry eyes.

  Sunlight filtered around the heavy curtains covering his windows. He squinted. Grant sat in an armchair that’d been brought near the bed.

  He opened his mouth to speak, but coughed. His tongue was dry and swollen. “Water,” he croaked.

  Grant poured a glass from the carafe on the bedside table and supported his head while he drank. “Now that you’re awake, I suppose the danger has passed and I’ve missed my chance to become duke.” He smiled wryly.

  Marshall exhaled a raspy laugh. “Still could happen. Don’t have a surplus of heirs at the moment.”

  He fell heavily against his pillow and stared at the plaster ceiling for several minutes. “How long’ve I been out?” he slurred.

  “Almost two days.”

  Marshall nodded. His memory of the greenhouse was hazy. He remembered riding like hellfire after encountering Thomas Gerald. He’d gone looking for Isabelle when she wasn’t in the kitchen, and followed her silly, ingenious carrot trail to the greenhouse. It was all murky after that. The raw fear at finding his sister and his beloved held by an armed kidnapper was all that remained.

  “What happened?” he asked.

  Grant ran a hand through his light brown hair. “Your former wife saved the Monthwaite line from near extinction, is what happened.”

  Marshall’s eyes widened.

  “Naomi told us how Isabelle cracked Sally Palmer over the head after she shot you. Then she ruined her dress keeping you alive until the surgeon took over.” His eyes widened in frank admiration. “You should have seen her, Marsh. She was like a mother bear, snapping at anyone who came too close. When we carried you back here on a stretcher, she walked right alongside with her skirt hitched up to her hips to keep the pressure on your wound.”

  Marshall must have looked scandalized, for Grant waved a hand. “Her petticoat kept us from becoming better acquainted.”

  He pictured Isabelle as Grant described her, throwing propriety to the wind to save his life. A surge of overwhelming love and gratitude would have knocked him flat had he not already been prostrate. How had he ever not known he loved her?

  One additional thought tugged at him. “Where’s Gerald? And the woman?”

  “The magistrate’s got them,” Grant said. “We were waiting to see what the charges would be.” He suddenly became very interested in his hands.

  “Waiting for me to die to charge her with murder?”

  “Oh, for God’s sake, Marsh. No one was waiting for you to die. But if you had, then yes, they would have been charged.”

  “Gerald didn’t do anything. It was all the woman’s scheme. In fact, the trail Mr. Turner followed was the one Gerald left chasing her all over the countryside, trying to stop her tour of vengeance. Have him released at once.” Marshall scratched idly at his cheek. Long stubble dug under his nails. “I need a shave,” he said. “And a bath. And then I’d like to speak with Isabelle.” As eager as he was to see her, he wanted to be decent when he did. He should be presentable when he told her that he loved her.

  Grant summoned Clayton to see to Marshall’s needs. Before he left him to his bath and shave, Grant clapped Marshall on the shoulder. “I’m glad you’re on the mend, Marsh.” He shoved his hands into his pockets and clicked his tongue. “I’m starting to think perhaps I misjudged Isabelle.” His mouth twisted to the side, abashed. “Mother’s beginning to come around, too. She owes the lives of two of her children to your former wife. Hard to be angry after such heroism.”

  Marshall’s eyebrows rose. “I’m glad to hear it.”

  A little more than an hour later, Marshall was shaved and reasonably clean. He was dressed in a fresh nightshirt and bed jacket, and propped against a small mountain of pillows when a soft knock sounded on the door. In answer, his heart thundered against his ribs.

  Isabelle stepped into the room and carefully closed the door behind her. Her satin dress was the pinkish gold of perfectly burnished copper, tied with a light green sash. She looked furtively around the room, as though expecting to find another assassin waiting to assail them.

  Her beauty made his breath catch in his throat. She was a vision of everything that was good in Marshall’s life. He wanted nothing more than to take her in his arms and show her better than he could say just how much he loved her. “Isabelle.” Voicing her name brought a smile to his lips.

  Her eyes darted to him, then flitted away again.

  Why was she so skittish? This was not the warm reunion he’d hoped for. “Come sit with me.” He extended an arm.

  Isabelle lifted her chin in that pert way of hers. She eyed him warily as she crossed the room to the chair Grant had occupied.

  “Come here.” Marshall patted the brocade duvet.

  “This will do.” She smoothed her skirt with her palms. Then she clasped her hands in her lap and looked vacantly around the room as though Marshall was not even there.

  “I understand I have you to thank for my life,” he said, adopting a business-like tone. “And Naomi’s. There aren’t words to adequately express — ”

  She cut him off with an irritated wave of her hand. “I didn’t save Naomi’s life. Miss Palmer had already shot you. She’d have had to reload to threaten Naomi. I just kept her from doing so.”

  What the devil was she irked about? Marshall cleared his throat. “Still, had it not been for your actions, I, at least — ”

  “Why did you do it?” Isabelle snapped. Her eyes flashed green ire.

  A heavy uneasiness settled in his middle. “Why did I do what?”

  Her chin trembled. “You’re responsible for the death of the horse all those years ago, not Mr. Gerald.”

  Marshall jerked away from the accusation in her eyes. He felt like he was standing on the edge of a precipice, and that Isabelle was about to push him over. More than anything, he wanted her to look at him with love in her eyes again. He dug his hands into the mattress beside his hips and raised himself further, wincing at the piercing pain the movement elicited.

  Isabelle’s face was a stone mask.

  He ran a hand through his damp hair. “I was thirteen,” he said. “She was my father’s favorite brood mare. I confused yew berries for juniper. It was a horrible, terrible accident. You have to believe that.”

  She crossed her arms under her breasts. “I believe it was an accident. But why did you blame Thomas Gerald? Why was he transported for your mistake?”

  Marshall shook his head. “He was blamed because he’s the one who fed the medicine to the horse. If you’d seen how devastated and furious my father was, I was horrified by what happened. I — ” he stammered, “I was afraid of disappointing my father, of letting him down. It was a terrible shock.”

  Isabelle exhaled loudly. “What would he have done?” Her voice rose in pitch. “Docked your allowance?”

  Her words stung like nettles. He wiped a hand across his forehead.

  “Lest you forget,” she said indignantly, “I knew your father briefly. He adored you. He went against your mother’s wishes in blessing our marriage just to make you happy. You cannot tell me the punishment he gave you would have been worse than what happened to Mr. Gerald.”

  He flinched. “No, I never said — ”

  “No, you didn’t say!” she yelled, not giving him an inch. “You didn’t say for years and years. Even after your father died, you didn’t do the right thing.” She leaned forward, jabbing a finger toward him. “A single word from you could have fixed the whole mess, but you never did it. Never.”

  God, it was all going so wrong! He was supposed to be declaring his love, not scrambling to explain himself.

  He reached toward her. She snatched her arm back and jumped out of the
chair, then crossed to the window and leaned her head against the glass. For a long moment, heavy silence filled the space between them.

  “I was a child, and I made a child’s mistake. And I did try to set things right, Isabelle. After Father died, after the divorce, I tried. Legal channels are deathly slow. By the time his name was officially cleared, his time was up. I couldn’t get word to Australia sooner than the end of his sentence.” The old frustration and guilt swamped him. “Once he left, my men couldn’t find him. But I tried. His name was cleared, Isabelle. Shall I show you the papers?”

  Cold eyes pinned him to the bed. “It doesn’t matter anymore.”

  “Don’t act this way,” he pleaded. “If I could take it all back, I would. You cannot know how the guilt has eaten at me for years. I am so damned sorry.”

  Her head snapped around. “You’re sorry?” Her voice had become frighteningly quiet. “You felt guilty.” Her lip curled, as though he was a distasteful specimen she was forced to examine.

  Somehow, Marshall preferred her to yell at him. He licked his lips. “I’d hoped we’d have a pleasanter conversation today, Isabelle. About the future.”

  She turned away to look out the window again. “What future?” Her words fell like stones into a well.

  She was leaving him.

  His breathing became rapid and shallow. “Ours, darling.” If only she would look at him. If he could make her angry, even, then they could hash it all out and make up. “I’ll apply for a special license when we’re back in town. We can marry as soon as possible.”

  When she looked at him again, it was like staring into the eyes of a stranger. The green irises were flat, devoid of any emotion whatsoever.

  “I will not marry you, sir,” she said in a bored tone. “You have a nasty habit of ruining people. You can clear names and print apologies all you want, but you cannot give us back the time we lost. I would be a fool to give you the chance to do it to me again.”

  She strode across the carpet to the door. Fear choked him, stealing his breath. His heart felt like it was standing still, about to die. Her hand touched the doorknob.