Fake Marriage Box Set (A Single Dad Romance)
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Gretchen smiled almost shyly up at me. “I'm glad you like it,” she told me. “I always love showing people around here.” She shrugged a little. “It's my home, and I'm proud of it.”
“You should be,” I said, looking with wonder at the waterfall. Then, I stripped off my shirt. “Come on, let's go for a swim before we eat. I'm really hot after the hike.”
Gretchen laughed and nodded. “Yeah, sounds like a good idea,” she said, stripping off her dress and revealing a sexy black swimsuit underneath it.
We swam around a little and then pulled ourselves out of the water, sitting on some of the rocks next to the pool. “I can't believe there aren't more people here,” I said, looking around. To think that it was this beautiful, and yet we had it all to ourselves.
“Yeah,” Gretchen said, smiling happily. “This is one of the best-kept local secrets, I think. During the summer, you sometimes will get tourists out here, but for the most part, I think they just stick to the beaches. So, it's a special place.”
I munched on one of the sandwiches that she'd brought; Gretchen picked at hers a little. “I don't know for sure,” she said slowly, “but you seemed kind of down when I came to get you from the hotel. Is everything okay back home?”
I blinked over at her in surprise. “Wow, you're good,” I said. Then, I narrowed my eyes teasingly. “How long were you watching me, anyway?”
She laughed. “I wasn't creeping or anything like that,” she said. “But I guess as part of the massage stuff that I do, I'm pretty well-trained at noticing things like that from people's expressions and body language.”
“That makes sense,” I said. “I guess I have that with people as well; it's what makes me so good at all the PR and stuff like that. And the actual selling part. I can always tell when a couple is ready to buy a house or not. Well, almost always.”
“What's up?” Gretchen asked. Then, she blushed. “If it's okay that I'm asking. If you don't want to talk about it, that's fine too. But, I'm here to listen if you need.”
I sighed. “It's nothing big,” I said. “Probably I'm just over-thinking all of it. But I have the very real fear that the company doesn't need me, and the longer I'm away, the more I'm proving this to them.”
“From everything that I've read, though, and that isn't that much, just Mina sent me some articles and told me that I'd better know at least a little about you if I was going to date you.” She paused, looking sheepish. Then, she forged onwards. “From everything that I've read, though, you're, like, the face of the company, aren't you? I doubt they're going just to get rid of you. If they were going to, they would have done it sooner; they wouldn't have just sent you on an extended vacation, right?”
“Problem is, it's in the company's bylaws that if they want to get rid of me, they either need to disband the company entirely or buy me out. We all knew they weren't going to be able to buy me out, and of course they don't want to disband the company.” I sighed and ran a hand back through my hair. “The thing is, I always thought that they needed me. I thought that. But the longer I spend here, the more I'm starting to realize that that isn't the case.”
“What do you mean?” Gretchen asked. “Did one of your coworkers say something to you?”
“No,” I said. “Paul, he's one of the co-owners, one of my best friends, he keeps assuring me that they're definitely more than ready to welcome me back as soon as I've sorted things out in my life and got all the partying and stuff out of my system.” I frowned. “Thing is, I haven't even really been doing any partying here. I've gone out for a couple of nights.” I shook my head. “Anyway, that's neither here nor there.”
“So, why are you so sure they don't need you?” she pressed.
My mouth twisted. “It seems that in my absence, the company is doing better than it ever has with me there. I looked at the stocks this morning, and…” I shrugged.
Gretchen shook her head. “But that could be because of anything,” she said.
“Like the fact that I'm not there giving them bad press every week,” I said bitterly.
“Or the fact that the country has been recovering from a recession for a long time and the economy is currently on an upswing,” Gretchen suggested. “I'm seeing better business at my shop now than I ever was before, and Mina is too. People are traveling more, and that also means that people are probably buying houses and things like that now that they actually have the money to do so.”
I smiled over at her. “You could be right,” I allowed. “But what if-”
“Even if you think that your bad press, as you called it, was tarnishing the company's reputation before, there's no reason why your going back to the company has to be detrimental,” Gretchen interrupted. “You gave your apology. You said that you were going to be going away for a while to get things out of your system. If you go back and you don't get yourself into those same messes that you've been getting caught up in…”
I sighed and shook my head. “But that's the thing,” I said. “I'm not sure that I can promise that. I've been doing good down here, but once I get back, I'm afraid that I'm going to fall back into the same patterns that I've been falling into for years now.”
Gretchen frowned at me. “That could happen,” she agreed. “Or, if you want to make a change, you know you can make that change. You just have to want it enough. If your company isn't motivation enough to clean up your act, then nothing is going to change.” She blushed. “Sorry, I know it's not my place to say that to you.”
“No, that's fine,” I said, stopping her apologies. I reached over and squeezed her hand. “Honestly. It's easier said than done, I guess.”
“Of course, it is,” Gretchen said. She smiled at me. “But I do think that you can do it.”
“I appreciate that,” I said. I turned back to the water for a moment, considering. Then, I shook myself a little. “I know I'm just over-thinking things. I'm sure things will be fine when I get back there, but… Yeah.” I glanced over at Gretchen. “Thanks for listening. And seriously, thanks for bringing me here.” I laughed, feeling a bit self-conscious to admit, “I didn't think I was ever going to see you again, and that was also bumming me out this morning.”
Gretchen rolled her eyes. “Come on. You don't have to lie to me,” she said. “I know you could get any girl on this island. You would have forgotten about me by the end of the week, if not by the end of the day.”
I frowned over at her. “Like I said, the ‘me’ who's here is not the ‘me’ who I have been back in New York.”
“Good,” Gretchen said, even though I could see in her eyes that she still wasn't sure that she believed me. She paused. “You know, in the spirit of continuing to see one another, there's going to be a luau on Monday that you might want to come to.” She paused. “It's going to be mostly locals. I'm going to know everyone there, and you're definitely going to be the outsider, but it will be great.”
I snorted. “What, you don't think that the famous Christian Wall can handle a crowd of people?”
Gretchen laughed with me. “Sorry, that's not what I meant to imply,” she said, shaking her head. “It’s just we don't get many tourists over to our luaus. But they're a ton of fun, and I like showing you my Hawaii.”
I reached over and caught her hand in mine, lightly stroking my thumb over the back of her hand. “I like seeing your Hawaii,” I told her. “I really do.”
Chapter Eighteen
Gretchen
Mina hopped up onto my porch the morning after I had taken Christian to the waterfall. She wrinkled her nose when she saw me. “Reading again,” she sighed, shaking her head.
I laughed and put a bookmark in my book, setting it off to the side. “Reading again,” I confirmed.
Mina frowned at me, peering over at me. “You're happy,” she accused.
I raised an eyebrow at her. “Should I not be?”
Mina rolled her eyes. “You know what I mean,” she said.
I laughed again and rolled out of the hammock
. “So, I guess we're having brunch?”
“Of course, we are,” Mina said, as though it was a given. “You have the day off, and I didn't see you at all yesterday. Where did you disappear to, anyway? I came all the way over here to bother you on my lunch break, and you weren't even here.”
“Sorry that I can't always be there for you, darling,” I said.
“But where were you?” Mina asked. “Running errands?”
I paused. “Well, actually.” I led her through the house to the kitchen and began pulling out yogurt and fruits and some frozen hash browns that I had cooked up a few weeks before, in a massive batch. “I was with Christian,” I told her.
Mina's eyebrows shot toward her hairline. “You were, were you?” she asked, smirking. “I thought you weren't going to see him again. How did you explain to him about having kicked him out of bed?”
I sighed. “We didn't discuss things. I just went over there to his hotel and apologized.”
“I can guess how eloquent that apology was,” Mina said, a grin tugging at her lips. “And then?”
“I took him out to the waterfall,” I told her, shrugging a little. I paused. “We had a nice day together.”
“Sex?” Mina asked, always straightforward.
I shook my head. “No,” I said. “I don't know if I want to yet. I just want to show him the real Hawaii, if he's going to be here for a while. I can tell that he needs that.”
“So, you're going to see him again?”
I blushed. “Yeah, actually,” I told her. I popped a piece of peach into my mouth, chewing slowly. “I invited him to the luau on Monday night.”
I expected Mina to look excited at that, but instead, she frowned, narrowing her eyes at me. “Are you sure that's a good idea?” she asked.
I shrugged. “I know there are probably going to be people there who recognize him and whatever, but I don't think that's going to matter, is it? Our parties are pretty low-key, and it's not like the media are going to pop up and surprise him or something like that. I'm surprised because I don't think there's been any coverage of him since he came down to Hawaii. It's like the media is respecting him or something.”
“Are you stalking him?” Mina’s eyes twinkled. She was back to frowning after just a moment. “The thing is, you know that Lino is probably going to be at the luau.”
I frowned as well. “I hadn't thought about that.” I shrugged though. “Aren't you the person who's always telling me that I need to get over Lino?” I asked. “Nothing is going to show him more clearly that we are over as me showing up with another guy, right?”
“It's not about showing him that you're over him,” Mina said, still thinking about what she wanted to say. “Doesn't it seem kind of like you're throwing it in his face? The last thing you want is to start a scene.”
“What, you think he's going to start a fight or something?” I asked incredulously. “I know that we have history and whatever, and I know that you think he's an asshole, but I don't think he's about to deck Christian or anything like that.”
“Probably not,” Mina agreed. “Just…” She sighed and shrugged. “I can't tell you what to do, and you obviously know Lino better than I do. Maybe everything will be fine. But be careful. There are a lot of people on the island who still don't know why the two of you broke up and all of that.”
“They shouldn't have to know why we broke up,” I snapped.
Mina held up both hands. “Hey, I know that,” she said. “I'm just trying to remind you that everyone thought you guys were perfect for one another. There are a lot of people who aren't going to understand why you're gallivanting around with Christian Wall and bringing him to our local luau.”
I frowned and then shook my head. “I just want to show him my Hawaii,” I finally said, shrugging. “Anyway, I've already invited him. I can't un-invite him now.”
“In that case.” Mina grinned at me, a gleam in her eyes. “You're going out on a date with Christian Wall, and you're going to need a new dress. Which means that today, we're going shopping.”
I laughed and shook my head, but I might have known that that would be her reaction. “All right, all right,” I told her. “Let's finish breakfast first, though.”
We managed to find a dress at the first store that we went to, a slinky, sky blue number that made my tan look especially nice. “God, I'd kill to have curves like you,” Mina said as we sat there in the salon getting our nails done.
I laughed. “Yeah?” I asked. “You've got the skinny beach babe look going on; I don't see why you're complaining.”
“I could never wear a dress like that, though,” Mina said, nodding toward the shopping bag at my feet. She laughed. “It would honestly just fall straight off.”
“Yeah, but some of the things that you can wear I could never wear.” I protested.
“And you get to go on the arm of Christian Wall.” Mina sighed. “Some girls have all the luck. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for you, but I am also envious as anything.”
I laughed, but I quickly sobered. “Yeah, I'm lucky,” I agreed. “But at the same time, I know this all has an expiration date. It feels a bit like a Cinderella story, you know? Pretty soon, the ball is going to be over, and I'm going to come back down to reality.”
“And that's why you kicked him out of your bed?” Mina surmised.
“Yeah, to be honest,” I admitted. “I just started thinking about all the other girls who he's been with, and the fact that this was just another fuck for him. And that he'll be headed back to New York in a couple of weeks, and then there will be however many more women, and-”
“Oh, honey,” Mina interrupted. “You can't think like that. Remember what we were saying about your books and that whole line between reality and fiction? True love doesn't exist; the most we can do is just have a little fun with things. There's no problem with you just having some fun with Christian right now. Show him around, if that's what you want to do. Sleep with him, maybe, if you want to do that. But don't get too attached to him.”
“I know,” I said. “I just don't know how not to get attached. I'm not like you, Mina.”
“At least you know when the so-called expiration date is,” Mina pointed out. “For a lot of couples, they just never know that kind of thing, and when the end comes, they're totally surprised as well as upset.”
“He doesn't know when he's going to leave Hawaii,” I said miserably. “For all I know, it could be tomorrow.”
“It had better not be tomorrow,” Mina said, and I could hear a steely note in her voice. “He'd better at least stay through the luau because you just bought a killer dress to wear to it. If he stands you up, I swear I'll go after him, even if it means I have to dodge angry hordes of media to do it!”
I laughed a little. “I don't know what I've done to get such a great best friend,” I said happily.
Mina shrugged. “I know you'd do the same for me,” she pointed out.
“Definitely,” I agreed.
We sat there in contented silence for a long moment. Finally, Mina looked over at me, a gleam in her eye. “If you don't want to fuck Christian again, I definitely wouldn't mind having your sloppy seconds on that one.”
I burst out laughing, knowing that she didn't mean it. She would never do that to me, and especially not when I'd admitted to having feelings for him. “Keep dreaming, girl,” I told her. “But hey, maybe once he's back to New York, his tales of beaches and luaus and pretty girls will send some of his fellow billionaires down. You can get the next one.”
Chapter Nineteen
Christian
When Gretchen walked into the hotel lobby on Monday evening, she looked stunning. She was always a beautiful girl, but this dress in particular was incredible. It did nothing to disguise her luscious curves, and the color was perfect next to her dark complexion.
I was glad I'd gone with the loose, white tunic and khaki shorts; we were going to look amazing standing next to each other.
I grinned an
d pulled her into my arms, kissing her once on each cheek. “Hey babe,” I told her. “There aren't enough words in the universe for how gorgeous you look tonight.”
Gretchen blushed noticeably, which honestly was such an adorable reaction to being told she was beautiful. “Thanks,” she said shyly.
I laughed. “I can't be the first person who's ever told you that,” I said teasingly. “In fact, I can't even be the first person who's told you that tonight, or if I am, it's only because the other guys were all too shy to say it!”
She giggled a little, blushing even worse. “Shall we?” was all she asked, though, cocking her head to the side.
I draped an arm around her shoulders and led her out to the parking lot, where Mark was waiting for us. He opened the car door and ushered Gretchen inside, mouthing wow at me as she climbed in.
My thoughts exactly.
I reached over and caught Gretchen's hand as we drove along. I wasn't normally the hand-holding type, but there was something about being there with her, with her in a dress like that, that just made me feel like I needed some sort of contact with her.
When we got to the beach where the luau was being held, we found that there were already quite a few people there, milling around and getting things set up or else just mingling. I grinned as I looked around, realizing that I was the only non-local there, at least for now.
“I'm honored that you've brought me here with you,” I murmured lowly to Gretchen.
“I'm glad she has as well,” Mark said, grinning crookedly. “Means that I get paid to hang out at a luau for the night!”
I laughed and aimed a swat at the back of his head, which he laughingly ducked. “Yeah, yeah, get out of here,” I told him. “Go have some fun. Maybe get a girl; the cab has a front seat that she can sit in, after all.”
Mark snorted. “I've known all of these girls since we were kids, though,” he said. He shrugged a little. “I could never hook up with another Islander; I know too much about them.” He winked and wandered off, though, quickly attaching himself to a group of friends.