by L. Ann Marie
I lift her shirt. She has no bra on. How the fuck did I miss that? I lean her back against me and he slides her shorts and panties down. "Did you leave the bra off for us Tess?" I ask as my hands move to her tits. She nods. "I like that you wanted to please us Tess."
She's watching Rich. He's moving his hands up her legs again. "Such a pretty pussy babe. I can't wait to put my mouth on you. I can smell your juice from here. I can't wait to taste you." She moans.
He looks at me. "I'm going to move you back some so we can put your feet up." She doesn't respond so I lift her moving her ass onto the bed a little further. Rich moves her feet up and opens her wide. She makes a noise and watches him.
"No dicks in you tonight baby, we're not up to that yet." She relaxes back against my chest.
"So pretty baby, I like seeing your legs open for his mouth." I slide my hands down and open her up then slide them up to her tits. She's making fuck me noises, Rich smiles. "He's going to make you feel so good our beautiful girl."
Rich kisses her knee and licks his way up her thigh. I slide my hands down to her pussy and open her for him. He kisses her clit, she sucks in a breath. I let her go moving my hands back to her tits. I kiss her neck up to her ear scraping it with my teeth. I feel the shiver run through her. I smile and nip at the base of her neck. "Baby, do you like his tongue on your pussy?"
"Yes, it's better than hands. Please don't stop." She fuckin begs him.
"I don't think you need to worry about him stopping baby, he's enjoying it too much. I love that you're not afraid to tell us what you like Tess. It's so fuckin sexy to hear what pleases you." She tries to lift her hips.
"No Tess. Stay still, I'll please you. Feel everything that I'm showing you, every time my tongue moves on you. Once you know what it all feels like in different positions you'll be able to tell us what you like best." He tells her. She wants his mouth back on her. He sees it and licks her from back to front.
She purrs. I squeeze her nipples. Her hand moves to her tit. I moan, "I love to see you touch yourself Tess. I was hard all fuckin day seeing your hand on your pussy." She moans. "Fuck that's so fuckin sexy."
Rich holds her open and sucks in her clit. She cries out moving her hips. My hands are all over her but I don't want her to come yet so I skate around her nipples. She's ready, I look at him. He moves his mouth, she groans in protest making him smile. "Babe you taste so fuckin good but let’s move you so you can feel this a different way." She's whimpering. She doesn't know how to get his mouth back. He stands up and sits on the bed. I lift her to standing and turn her around. "Get on your hands and knees at the edge of the bed babe." She looks nervous. "No dicks tonight, just tasting that sweet fuckin pussy.”
She moans. I kneel down behind her. Fuck. "So fuckin pretty Tess. I can't wait to taste you." Rich is on the side of her kissing her, telling her how good she tasted. I lick from her clit back, she moans the whole fuckin way. My dick jerks. "So fuckin good Tess." I put my tongue on her clit and make short licks around; she's making fuck me noises again.
I move my tongue faster and she cries out, "Please don't stop, don't ever stop." I moan and she purrs. I put my hand on her ass and circle my finger around her hole. She pushes back; I just keep circling it while my tongue is working around her clit. Fuck I like that. Rich is telling her to come in my mouth so I can taste her cream. Fuck, he's turning me on talking to her. She screams my name and I lose it fuck! I don't take my tongue away until she calms. Sticking my tongue in her I taste her. I don't know why women's pussy's smell so sweet and taste musky and tangy but I love the way that works. My baby tastes so fuckin good. When I move away I'm breathing normally. She's still pulling in breath. I kiss her ass. She flops down on the bed. I smile at Rich. Fuckin perfect.
"I like that best." She tells us. "Thank you." She has tears in her eyes.
"I hope those are happy tears." Rich says. She nods. He kisses her eyes and lips.
"I was so scared, I shouldn't have been, you make everything beautiful. I love you so much. Thank you for finding me." Fuck what can you say to that?
Rich leans over her, "thank you for keeping us." I smile. That's what you say. Fuckin Rich. "Babe do you mind sleeping just like this tonight? I have to be at work early but I might want to taste you again."
She moans pulling his head down for a kiss. "Anything you want if you do that again, you can do anything again it all feels so good. I never thought it could be like this." When he lifts his head she turns to me and does the same thing. "You make me feel so special. Thank you.” I get my kiss.
"I love you Tess."
Tess
Dear Lord! It feels so good. I open my eyes, it's dark. Rich has his mouth on my boob and fingers in my pussy. Really outside my pussy where it feels best. I moan. "It feels so good. I like when you touch me." He moans against my nipple making it tingle. Patches is running his hands up my body and kissing my neck, he always finds the spot that send shivers down my spine. It takes them three minutes and I have an orgasm. They say I come but that sounds funny. Rich slides his fingers in me catching me by surprise. It feels good; I push my hips up so he can go deeper. It feels really good. I moan when he takes them out.
"Do you like my fingers in you Tess?" He asks as he puts them in his mouth and sucks on them. Holy Cow! My whole body felt that shiver. That looked so sexy. I don't know how else to describe it. He smiles. He knows just how that worked. I kiss him.
"I really liked your finger in me. I didn't think I would but I wanted more."
He groans. "Fuck. Patches will have to help you out there. I need to get to work. I'll be thinking about it all day, you need to be ready for me when I get home." I shiver again and nod. He laughs and kisses me.
Patches hand slides down my side. "Should I turn over?"
He kisses my shoulder. "In a minute, this is the position I like best." He puts his arm under me and pulls me back. His fingers find my pussy and nipple. He slides his fingers in me. "I love to hear you enjoying our hands and mouth baby." I feel him hard against my ass. I push back, he hisses out his breath. "Fuck, you'll have me coming again like that." I do it again. He pushes his fingers deeper, squeezing my nipple and I moan forgetting about pushing back. He chuckles and turns me over so I'm on my back.
Fingers moving in and out of me, he circles inside and touches something that sends fire through me. I cry out. "There, please again."
Rich comes out of the bathroom bends over me and sucks my nipple. He puts my hand on the other. "We like to see you touch yourself babe. He's going to make you come with his fingers. I wish I could stay and watch." He kisses my lips telling me he loves me but Patches is making my brain stop working with his fingers inside me. Rich laughs and walks out.
He said they like to see me touch myself. I slide my fingers to my pussy and touch like they do in circles. I moan it feels so good.
"Fuck baby that looks so fuckin good. I love watching you." His fingers move faster. He leans in sucking my nipple again. I'm going to explode. "Please Patches." He bites my nipple and I explode. My whole body clenches and I feel it again. He's circling in me again. "That's it my pretty Tess. Come with my fingers in you and your fingers on your pussy." He kisses my neck and cheek. His hands soften and he skates them over me.
"Holy Cow! Patches, I really love making love." I tell him trying to catch my breath.
He laughs and hugs me to him. I fall asleep against his chest.
Fifteen
One week
Tess
Patches is upstairs with the kids. Tiny has been home with the baby. Kate and Danny are at work but Ben is in the office. I look through the window. Steve is here. He scares the crap out of me but I open the door and look at his shoulder.
"Hi Steve. Ben is in the office."
"Don't tell Jess, came for the sweet treat." He says. No! I feel the tears. I start unbuttoning my shirt. "NO! Not like that." I jump and kneel down waiting for him to unzip. "Ben! Fuck! Patches!"
"What the fuck?" B
en says. He bends to lift me, I get up.
My body shakes, "I don't know what he wants, he didn't unzip." Tears wet my cheeks. I wish Patches was here. I don't know what they want me to do.
"Tell the kids to stay upstairs, come to the kitchen. Patches is coming down Tess. Come sit at the table." He puts his hand on my shoulder and a sob comes out. I duck saying sorry. I hold my hand at my mouth to stop anymore.
Patches comes in. "Fuck. What happened?" He holds my head against his chest.
"Ben said she made good cake. Told her don't tell Jess, I just wanted the sweet treat. She was goin to undress, said no, she got on her knees. Stepped back, she broke not knowin what to do. Called for you and Ben. Didn't say anythin else in case she didn't get what I'm sayin."
Patches
Fuck! I can see where she'd get the wrong idea but she should have walked away not undressed or got on her knees. I hold her tighter. She's crying. "Give me a minute." I tell Ben he nods. They both look concerned.
Taking her to my room I sit on the bed. "Baby. What happened?"
She cries harder. I wait until she calms rubbing her back and kissing her head. She calms some, I wait. "He's scares me. I thought he meant he wanted to use me. I didn't understand. It was just like he said but I was so scared. I thought he meant me. I'm no good anywhere. I don't know why he scares me. He doesn't talk like everyone else. I'm too dumb to understand anything." I put my hands on her lips.
"Stop now." She winces and I feel like a fuckin jerk. "I don't want to hear you putting yourself down. You came off of six years with no contact but bastards that used your body and never fed your mind. You can't expect six years to be taken away by a couple of months. You need nothing more than some time. You're smart, funny and fuckin beautiful. Stop beating yourself up. As for not understanding Steve. Please don't ever repeat this but I think he's autistic. He shows signs of it. He's scary but only if you don't know him. He takes care of his family and Brothers. He's a good guy but says thing different than us. He's like Darren needing to sign. Just different."
"I'm sorry." She looks at her hands in her lap. Fuck!
"Let's go back to the kitchen and see what Ben and Steve say. I think you scared the shit out of Steve." I smile at her. I have no fuckin idea what to do from here.
She looks at me and I see her eyes clear. "You think I scared him. He's huge."
I laugh. "Did you see his face? You scared him."
She stands up. "I need to fix it. Will you help me?" Fuckin brave Tess.
"Always." I hold her hand and walk her out.
I smile. Ben got Steve some cake. "It is good cake. Tess, the kids usually eat healthy snacks, cakes and pastries are called sweet treats. That's what Steve meant, the cake."
"I'm sorry Steve. You’re scary to me. I just assumed you were like the other scary men. That wasn't fair to you." She never looks at him.
"Can't blame you for being scared. I'm big. Need to figure out your reaction though. That scares me." He looks at Ben.
"You're reaction to Steve needs to be addressed Tess. Thank God it was Steve and not someone that would take advantage. You're working so hard and we see how far you've come. We're all proud of you. This just tells us you need a little more time. It was a long time you were a prisoner. We all need to remember it was only a couple of months ago that you were freed from that prison."
I lift her chin to look at me. "I think he's right Tess. You can't wipe it all away in days. It was six years of your life. We have no problem giving you the time you need."
"I know you want to spread your wings and do more. I think you should be able to do that, but you need to be protected. I talked to Millie. There's room for you there. We have surveillance set up and we can have the Brothers visits scheduled until you're able to protect yourself. I think it's important to let your therapist know what happened here, maybe see her today." Ben tells her.
"You'll still trust me with your kids?" She's happy and shocked. It's funny and sad. Steve signs to Ben 'she thinks she's responsible.' He's so fuckin smart, nothing gets by him.
"Of course. You've shown that you are a caring loving woman. You'll do great in the nursery. The issues you have with men don't affect the care you give and show to the kids or babies." Ben looks surprised. "Tess you know that you being taken by the Outlaws wasn't your fault right?"
"My mother told me I had evil in me and evil would be my downfall. If I didn't have the dreams I wouldn't have been taken." She says it like it’s an everyday fact, like the sky is blue. What the fuck?
I turn her face toward me. "Do you think Ally and Alex and Darren are evil and they deserved to live through the hell their parents put them through?" I wish her mother was alive so I could kill her.
"No! They're the sweetest kids ever." She says with tears in her eyes.
"How could you possibly believe you're evil and deserved what happened to you?" How the fuck did this never come up?
She looks down. "Why did I get taken then?" She asks so quietly.
"Because they were fucked up men that happened upon a church in the middle of fuckin nowhere and took what they wanted. You just happened to be there. You didn't deserve to be taken. Do you think the other girls deserved to be taken?" Ben asks her. He's pissed but trying to control his voice. She shakes her head no. She won't look at him. Fuckin Hell!
I sign she's shutting down. He nods. "Tess why don't we see if the kids are ready?" She keeps her head down and follows my steps. Fuck. I turn back and sign I'm going to see if she can get into the therapist. Ben signs he'll call. I thank him and throw chin to Steve.
Rich
"What the fuck are you talking about?"
"Fuckin mother told her she's evil and it would be her downfall. She thinks she deserved to be taken. That's not even the fuckin worst though. Steve asked her for some cake calling it sweet treat and she started undressing. He yelled no and she fell to her knees, he stepped back and said she broke not knowing what to do. He called for me and Patches but was afraid to say anything else to her. When I picked her up she cried out then ducked covering her mouth. She told me he wouldn't unzip and she didn't know what to do." He looks pissed.
How the fuck do we not know about her mother? She fell back into slave because she was afraid. "Did Patches get her into her therapist?" He nods. "A new therapist may be in order." I'm fuckin pissed she thinks she deserved being made a slave.
"I talked to Kate about that. She's in agreement but says this isn't as cut and dry as it seems. Tess has no experience in bonding with people except the last three months. Removing an integral part of her new life could damage her further." Fuckin hell.
"Maybe we can add a therapist. How was Patches handling this?"
"He was at a loss at first. I think in shock and then he took control and was going to make the appointment. I told him I'd take care of it. I couldn't tell him about her not knowing what to do because Steve wouldn't unzip. She was standing right there. She was already upset I wasn't going to add to that. When I was talking to her she was shutting down. He brought her with him and the kids but she just followed, wouldn't look at anyone."
Fuck. "Is there anything else I need to know?" I need to think about this.
"I told her about the job with Millie. Brothers will be scheduled so we can get someone there with her or she can leave during that time. With surveillance she should be fine. Kate thinks working part time will be good for her. She needs to stay in the classes and with therapy so we know where she's at. Tess needs protection with her if she goes anywhere alone. We can't let what happened today happen again. Thank fuck it was Steve." He runs his hand through his hair.
"Thanks Pres. I can't believe she jumped right back to slave. Steve's voice and stature is enough to scare most people but she's never reacted to him before. She never looks at him though. I wonder if it was the words. She has some actions that are programmed in, maybe the words he said were a trigger." I look at the screens.
"Steve's a Dom so it would fit. Subs res
pond to something in a Dom even if they’re not in that relationship." He looks away thinking. Does that mean Te Jess is a sub? Fuck I don't need to know this shit.
"Digs, call PD, kids are gathering around the corner from the school. No adults in sight." I look at Pres.
"I need to talk to Steve and find out exactly what he said. I can try the words for a reaction. We're not far enough to see the characteristics intimately. Fuck." I need time to think this through, I can't do this now.
"Falling into a sub role wouldn't be unexpected; her whole sexual experience was shaped by dominance. I would think she would only find comfort as a sub. You probably don't see it because you're dominant. Your life is controlled by you on every level. Even when you met Tess you took over and told her what to expect with you in it. There is something connecting you all beyond that. Tess had dreams that you and Patches are a part of. It gives her peace to know being with you is right." He is so fuckin smart but I need to be away from here when I have this conversation.
"I need some time to focus on just Tess so I can think this through. Fuck." I look at my board. "Get Driscoll and Chet to the school Digs. Call Peter; get help for the uniforms because they're afraid to get out of the fuckin car. Maybe he can get rid of them for dereliction of duty."
Pres looks at the screen. "You need more?" The PD has two uniforms sitting in their fuckin car.
"Driscoll and Chet can handle them. Kids respond to them." I watch. "Is Kate at the Center all day?"
"This afternoon. She had a class to teach in Marshfield this morning." He stops. "Fuckin PD. Casper needs some fuckin decent help."
"He's trying to get rid of those fuckin leeches that are dragging him down. He's building but it's fuckin slow." I tell him watching Driscoll and Chet pull in.
"Call if you need help with Tess. I need to see Casper. This fuckin shit is getting out of hand." He turns to leave.