Dark Harmony (The Bargainer Book 3)
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I spin my engagement ring round and round my finger. And then, abruptly, I stop spinning it as a thought comes to me.
There is one thing I’d like to do before our time here is up.
My gaze moves to Des’s. “Take me to Venice.”
It’s been eight years since I’ve been to this place. Eight shockingly long years. And yet, walking next to the canals, you’d think it was only yesterday that I convinced Des to take me on one of his bargains.
Even now my heart skips a beat, remembering that first time I watched him work. His world was supposed to frighten me, but it had the opposite effect. I got a taste for his secrets, his favors, his magic. That was the first night I peered into his world.
So it feels only right to come back here now.
Next to me, Des studies my face. I still haven’t told him my reasons for coming here.
“Secrets, cherub, are my thing, not yours,” he says. But his eyes are bright, like he very much enjoys whatever little trick I have up my sleeve.
It’s a good trick too.
“Give me an hour alone.”
Des raises his eyebrows. “What mischief are you going to get into without my company?”
Awww, is someone feeling excluded? Too bad.
“The kind you’re not privy to.”
Des narrows his eyes.
“Go find something to do for an hour,” I say. “I know how to reach you.”
“Hmmm,” he says, assessing me. His eyes rise, taking in the glittering lights of Venice. It’s late here, but the city is still alive with music, voices, laughter. The place is under its own sort of spell. “I’m supposed to just … entertain myself in the meantime? Here?” Without you? He doesn’t say this last bit, but I hear it nonetheless. And it warms me to my toes.
“I’m sure this is not the first night you’ve found yourself with time to kill.”
He takes a lock of my hair and twists it around his finger. “Fine, Callie. I’ll find something to do—” he says this like he’s going to look for trouble, “—while I wait.”
I part my lips to respond, when Des disappears into thin air. The lock of hair he’d been twisting now flutters back down to my shoulder.
My heart pounds a little louder.
I’ve got an hour. Best make it count.
I know what I want the moment my eyes land on it. I’m even surer once I run my fingers over it.
Right now I hold the great secret I’m trying to keep from Des—
His wedding band.
I angle the ring back and forth under the light of the jewelry shop. Tiny pieces of crushed mother of pearl catch the light. Their iridescent color isn’t as flashy as I’m used to; it looks closer to moonstone than anything else, but it isn’t the moon I want Des to be reminded of. It’s the sea.
My mate gave me a piece of his night sky. I’m giving him a piece of my ocean. The siren practically purrs at the thought.
I run my finger over the band again, my heart beating fast. I never thought I was the sentimental type, but here we are.
“I’ll take this one,” I tell the jeweler.
I buy the wedding band and leave the shop. I haven’t even taken ten steps when I stop and pull the ring out of the small velvet case it’s nestled in. I roll it between my fingers as I stare down at it.
There’s one last thing I want.
I’ve rarely tried to tap into Des’s magic, but then, I’ve had no reason to. Now I do.
I close my eyes and tug on the connection I share with the Bargainer. Down our bond I feel the pulse of his magic. I draw on it until I feel it slip through my veins. With a little push, I send it down my fingers and into the ring itself.
When I open my eyes, I catch sight of the engraved words Des’s magic bought me; they twist around the inside of ring.
Until darkness dies, be mine always.
A combination of his vow to me and mine to him.
God, I’m really owning this whole business of being sappy.
Before I can study my work in any more detail, a familiar presence is looming in front of me.
I glance up at the Bargainer, startled to see him.
“You weren’t supposed to come until I called,” I protest.
The question falls on deaf ears. The Bargainer’s eyes latch onto the wedding band, and he’s looking at it like he’s Gollum and I’m holding the One Ring to rule them all.
Aw, fuck.
This wasn’t supposed to happen quite this way.
“You drew on my magic,” Des says absently. “I was worried. What is that?”
My heart hammers at his question.
I bite my lip, but it doesn’t stop the words from spilling out.
“It’s your ring.” I take a deep breath. “Marry me, Des. Tonight. Right now.”
He stares at the ring for several more seconds. Slowly, his moonlit eyes rise to mine, the silvery threads of them luminescent.
His hand closes around the ring, his other hand wrapping around my wrist like a manacle—as though I and my offer might slip through his fingers if he doesn’t hold on tightly enough.
He looks … very fae. Very, very fae. His features seem to have sharpened, and the look on his face is rapacious.
“Are you serious, Callie?” The words are careful and clipped, like he’s holding back a great deal of hope.
I nod, not daring to speak. The last of my courage slipped out with my words.
His hold on my wrist tightens, and then his wings manifest.
Chapter 27
I can’t get over the sight of him in all his glory—right in the middle of Venice, no less.
He looks at me like he’s dying, like this is agony, but then he smiles, and the sight is staggering.
His free hand threads its way into my hair, and then he’s pulling me forward and his mouth is suddenly hard against mine.
He kisses me like a man possessed, his lips laying claim to mine. I can taste his magic on his tongue, like the night itself has a flavor.
Even after the kiss ends, the Bargainer keeps me close, his hand clasped behind my neck, his forehead pressed to mine.
“I would love nothing more, Callie, than to marry the shit out of you.” He tilts my head so he can whisper into my ear. “You cannot know …” I feel him shake his head against me as words fail him. He holds me close, his talon-tipped wings curving protectively around us.
I reach out and touch one leathery wing, tracing a vein. “Bargainer, I would like to make a deal.”
Des stiffens. “Callie …”
He doesn’t need to say anything more for me to understand what he’s thinking about. The last time I bargained with our relationship, we lost seven years together.
“It’s a little request,” I say. One that should have no lasting repercussions.
The King of the Night waits, but there’s no mistaking how tense his body is.
“I want to get married somewhere special to you.”
Des touches my face lightly, his expression unreadable. I think maybe he’s wildly elated, but maybe that’s just hope talking.
Wrapping a hand around my waist, the Night King lifts us into the air, his wings billowing about him.
“Cherub, it’s a deal.”
The place Des chooses to marry me is not earth, but then, I didn’t think it would be.
We stand amongst the ruins of the temple of Lyra, some ancient fae goddess associated with new life. The carved marble archways and columns are now mere bones of what once must have been an extravagant building.
Time eats away at all things—not even the fae are impervious to that fate.
The wild grass has overtaken some of the fallen slabs of stone, its stalks swaying in the evening wind, the blooms of a thousand pearlescent flowers bobbing to and fro amongst it all.
Lyra’s undying flowers, Des told me when we first set foot in this place.
Temper and Malaki arrive shortly after us, I’ve got to hand it to the two of them—they clean up well con
sidering we gave them such short notice.
Short notice as in, we dropped the news only a few hours ago.
“Well, well, well,” Temper says when she sees me, the train of her misty blue dress dragging along behind her, “there’s my best friend. Did you have fun boning Bat Boy while the rest of us were actually saving the Otherworld?”
I press my lips together to keep from smiling. “I wasn’t just boning Des,” I say. “We partied a little too.”
“Without me?”
“Don’t act like you were being held here against your will.” I found her in Malaki’s room, wrapped up in his sheets.
“Bitch, you don’t know what it’s been like here.” She side-eyes Malaki, who’s busy thumping Des on the shoulder. Temper lowers her voice. “He’s really freaking intense, which is awesome when he’s drilling me, but not so much when it leaves the bedroom. I get the impression that the dude wants commitment.”
Yeah, I’d gotten that impression too. Too bad Temper’s allergic to it.
She waves the conversation off and pulls me in for a hug. “I seriously never expected this day to come,” she says, holding me close. “You’re giving me faith that even we bad bitches can find love.”
I laugh in her arms.
My friend pulls away to take in my pale, glowing gown. The fabric is made from spun moonlight, the embroidery of it shining just a little bit brighter than the rest of it. At my throat is the necklace Des fashioned for me from moonbeams.
I feel like a fairy queen.
“You look beautiful,” Temper says. There’s no sarcasm, no joke, no usual barb to curb the sweetness of her words.
“Alright, Temper, you can stop being sentimental. It’s freaking me out.”
Malaki comes over then, pulling me in for a hug. “Desmond is a blessed man to be mated to a woman like you. Thank you for making him happy.”
Des’s general and I have never talked much, and to be honest, I always assumed he felt I was just some girl. So to hear him say that …
I don’t have the words to tell him how that makes me feel, so I simply hug Malaki tighter.
He releases me and steps back, placing a heavy hand on the back of Temper’s neck, his fingers idly rubbing her skin. She’s not batting him away, which she’d have no problem doing if she didn’t like the guy.
Hmmm …
A mystery for another day.
Des steps up to me, clad in the same glowing silks as I am, his bronze circlet on his head. He’s almost unbearable to look at; his inhuman beauty is almost painful to look at.
“Callie,” he says, “there’s something I wanted to show you.”
Des takes my hand and leads me away from Temper and Malaki, then away from the ruins themselves. Cool night air whistles through the flowers, and it’s all so very serene.
The Bargainer brings me to a small mound covered with flowers. He kneels in front of it, placing his hands on the earth.
“This might be a bit macabre, but I’ve wanted to bring you here for a long time,” he says. “This is where I laid my mom to rest.”
I start at that.
His mom, the one woman who’d sacrificed everything for him in the end, was buried here?
And Des laid her to rest? I try to imagine that—Des carrying his slain mother to this place, digging a grave for her. Had he been alone? The possibility itself is heartbreaking.
“Why here?” I ask.
It’s beautiful, but so are countless other places in the Otherworld.
“She used to tell me stories of Lyra, the goddess of new life.” Des nods his head to the ruins.
His eyes return to the grave. “Sometimes I come here to be close to her,” he admits. He glances up at me. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make this about the past.”
“It’s not.” I take his hand and pull him to his feet.
The Bargainer has few important people in his life. Even in death, his mother is one of them. The first woman to care for him. It’s only appropriate to be here, where she can pass that torch on to me.
I give his hand a squeeze. “Let’s go get married.”
I begin to tug him back to Temper and Malaki when he resists.
“Wait, Callie, there’s one more thing.”
I turn just as Des reaches for the heavens. Far above us, the stars shine away, but as I watch, molten drops of starlight spin down from above, coalescing in Des’s palm. He whispers something in Old Fae. In response, the starlight jumps in his hand, moving around until it forms itself a delicate, twinkling circlet.
Des grasps it in both hands and places it on my head. “There.”
He steps back, the starlight reflecting in his eyes, and stares at me the same way he did all those years ago when he made me a crown of fireflies.
“In all the worlds and all the ages, there has never been another like you, Callie.” He clears his throat, like he’s remembering himself. “Now let’s get married.”
Des and I stand before Temper, our hands clasped. The sorceress’s usual attitude is gone. Here, with Des and me before her, she’s solemn. Among the oddities of the evening is that she’s our officiant. Malaki stands off to the side, the witness to Temper’s officiating.
Des runs his thumb over the skin of my hand as he gazes into my eyes. I’m not sure he’s ever been more handsome in his suit of spun moonlight. Standing across from him in my own glowing gown, the wind carrying my filmy train off into the night, I finally feel like this life fits.
My mate was right. I’m not normal, this is not normal. People don’t have claws and scales and wings and Otherworldly stalkers.
But normal people also don’t get to feel their soulmates magic move in them. They don’t get to be part of a fairytale. They don’t get the love that transcends time and worlds.
I squeeze Des’s hands.
Normal people don’t get this, but I do.
Temper reads our wedding vows, and the Night King and I recite them again to each other—with a few additions of our own.
“From flame to ashes, dawn to dusk, for the rest of our lives, be mine always, Desmond Flynn,” I say. My wings have come out, exposed by my raw emotion.
The Night King brings my knuckles to my lips. “I’m yours, Callypso.” His own wings are folded at his back. They’ve been visible ever since Temper first started reading the rites.
Des lowers my hands, his eyes search mine. I can feel his magic gathering in the air, the darkness pressing in on us.
“And mountains may rise and fall, and the sun might wither away, and the sea claim the land and swallow the sky. But you will always be mine. And the stars might fall from the heavens, and night might cloak the earth, but until darkness dies, I will always be yours.”
And so we get married before the ruins of Lyra, Des’s mom watching us from where she lies amongst the undying flowers, the stars our only other witness.
Before we leave the ancient temple, Malaki, Temper, Des, and I share a bottle of fae wine from Lephys, where the fruit itself is grown from the island’s glowing waters. It tastes like hope and love and the sweetest memories.
This might be the first time the four of us have ever sat together outside of a professional setting, and I find that Malaki has a dirty sense of humor, and that he and Des act more like brothers than best friends.
“Thank the gods you finally made an honest man of Desmond,” Malaki says, leaning forward to clink my glass.
“‘Honest’?” I raise my eyebrows. “Are we talking about the same man?”
Malaki laughs, and his teeth are blindingly white against his olive skin. “Aye, that’s a fair point.”
“Letting you two be friends might be my worst decision yet,” Des says, gesturing between me and his general.
“Now you know how I feel.” The only thing worse than Temper or Des on their own is getting the two of them together.
“I still can’t believe you two fuckers did body shots without me,” Temper grumbles.
“What’s a body sh
ot?” Malaki looks genuinely confused.
“Oh, you sweet thing,” Temper pats his cheek. “I’ll show you later.”
After the wine’s run out, Temper and Malaki return to Somnia. Des and I linger amongst Lyra’s fallen temple a little longer, the evening breeze rustling the wild grass and making the flowers sway.
There, amongst the ruins, the Bargainer makes love to me, each stroke of his hips a promise. The two of us share a bond, a single life, and decades and decades of unwritten future.
Eventually we leave the ruins, trading in Lyra’s undying flowers for silken sheets and the comforts of Des’s palace.
It’s only in Des’s chambers, my body draped over his that the silence swarms in. I lift my head from his chest. The King of the Night is already asleep, his breathing deep and even.
I stare at his devastating features in the dim lamplight. Something thick lodges in my throat.
Husband.
It’s just one more title to tuck away, one more claim I have on him.
I trace one of his pointed ears.
I’m unspeakably happy—and yet.
And yet I still don’t get to have this life. The easy, uncomplicated one. I might be living a fairytale, but fairytales aren’t just full of princes and fair maidens and moonlit weddings. They are full of monsters too. Monsters and violence and terror and death.
My hand shakes as I continue to trace Des’s ear.
Tonight is the beginning of something … but I fear—I fear it is also the end.
Chapter 28
“Congratulations to the new bride.”
I turn and face the Thief of Souls.
He reclines on a chair made of gold, the metal worked into strange and twisting spires that arch far above the headrest. I glance around, and I realize I’m back in the room made of pale stone. The same blood red, flowering vine grows up the wall, and the humming pool sits off to the side of the throne, even now vibrating with power.
All around me, the columns look like bones, and there’s a faint smell here, like soured wine …
“Where are we?” I ask.
“You know, I never understood the point of small weddings. Why go to the trouble of marrying someone if no one’s there to see it?”
Guess I know the Thief’s answer to the question, “If a tree falls in the woods …”