The Fake Boyfriend Experiment

by Stephanie Rowe

  His hand went toward my arm, but he dropped it before he actually touched me. “I thought you were different from how you really are. I misjudged you.”

  I relaxed a little bit. That wasn’t exactly an apology, but it was close. “You did?”

  He nodded. “We’ll be cool.”

  Cool? What did that mean? Why didn’t he just grab me and kiss me and tell me he was so glad I wasn’t interested in Rand because he couldn’t live without me?

  He touched my shoulder. “See you in the morning.

  “In the morning.” Yeah, that was so romantic.

  Then he turned away and walked off to his tent. Gave me a little wave, then disappeared through the flaps.

  Never had I wanted a boy to kiss me more, and never had I felt more at a loss for how to let him know. Or maybe he did know, and he didn’t care. Or maybe he did know and the thought repulsed him. Was there any chance that he did want to kiss me and didn’t have the courage?

  For the first time in my life, I needed my friends’ advice on boys. Badly.

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  I leaned over and rested my chin on Matt’s shoulder, trying to support him. He might be only my fake boyfriend, but I wasn’t about to leave him dangling in front of my friends. They thought we were really going out, and I had to treat Matt the way he’d deserve to be treated if he was really my boyfriend. Matt was already uncomfortable with the fake boyfriend thing, and I’d made it worse by making him come out with my friends.

  Matt glanced at me, which meant his face was about a quarter of an inch from mine, seeing as how I was still using his shoulder for a pillow. I’d meant it as an expression of solidarity, but now I was sort of enjoying it. It felt good. I don’t know why, but it did. So I smiled at him.

  He smiled back. Nice teeth. Hadn’t realized how white and straight they were. “Did you have braces?” I asked.

  “Nope.”

  “Lucky dog.” I’d just gotten my braces off about six months ago. It was so great not to be carrying around a wad of wax anymore.

  “I agree,” Tad said.

  We both looked at Tad. Had Matt also forgotten there were others at the table?

  Tad was nodding, and rubbing Allie’s shoulder. “I like that Allie and I have stuff to talk about besides running.” He smiled at her. “I’m glad you come to my meets, though.”

  She grinned back. “I know enough to realize that when you win it’s a good thing.”

  He smiled at her “You’ve figured out a lot more than that. I appreciate it.”

  Ugh. Sickening.

  I tried to catch Matt’s gaze to trade vomit expressions, but he was staring at Tad and Allie with a wistful look on his face that caught my gut and wrenched it. Was he thinking of his real girlfriend? Missing her? Wishing she was around so he could whisper sweet little things into her ear?

  Suddenly, seeing Tad being so sweet with Allie didn’t make me nauseous. It made me sad. I wanted that, too. I really did. And being with Matt, who was dating someone else (even if she did live in London), made me realize exactly how alone I was really was.

  “Hey, Natalie.”

  My head whipped up so fast I thought my neck was going to snap. Zach was standing at the end of the table, between Tad and Matt. OMG. “Hi.”

  Matt twisted around to check out Zach, then he shot me a questioning look.

  Great. So he remembered that I had a crush on Zach. I wasn’t sure whether that was a good thing or a horrible thing. I couldn’t really think, my heart was beating so fast. Zach looked totally cute in a pair of ripped jeans and a loose T-shirt. I could see his biceps peeking out from under his sleeves—those wiry, ripped muscles that runners had.

  Matt snorted under his breath and put his arm across the back of my chair. Now he does it? Did he think he was helping my cause or something?

  Zach’s eyes flickered over Matt’s arm, then up to his face. “So, you’re the boyfriend?”

  “Yep.”

  Never heard Matt acknowledge the fake boyfriend status so emphatically. Interesting.

  “How long have you guys been dating?” Zach asked

  “Long enough,” Matt said. His arm slipped off the back of my chair and rested on my shoulders.

  Long enough for what?

  Zach looked at me. “Doesn’t sound like it to me. Nat and I had fun at the party last night.”

  OMG. He’d totally made it sound like we’d been up to something.

  Matt’s arm tightened around my shoulders. “You mean the team thing?”

  Zach winked at me. “Yeah, the team thing.” His emphasis on the word team made it totally dear that it hadn’t been a team thing at all.

  Matt’s fingers were digging into my shoulder so hard it almost hurt. Yes, he wasn’t my boyfriend in real life, but if he was, this would be a horrible thing to do to him. To me. To both of us. “We didn’t, I mean, nothing happened, I mean, it was just a team thing,” I stuttered, not liking all the hostile looks from my friends. “I didn’t do anything, I swear—”

  “We have an extra seat at our table, Natalie,” Zach interrupted. “It would be nice to do some team bonding before the race. Talk strategy. It’ll be good for you.”

  He wanted me to join him for dinner? Wow. But I looked at Matt’s tight face, and I felt terrible. I couldn’t do that to him, but the thought of turning down Zach’s invite was awful. What if I never got another one?

  “She’s fine here.” Allie’s voice was like ice. Frigid. “We’re perfectly capable of prepping her for the race. Her boyfriend is her best inspiration.”

  Zach shrugged and smiled at me again. “If you change your mind, we’re right over there.” He pointed to a big booth in the corner, filled with a few other kids from the team. All seniors.

  “Um ... okay,” I said. “Thanks for the invite. Maybe another time,” I added hopefully.

  “Good-bye,” Allie said pointedly.

  Zach gave me a final smile that curled my toes, then he glided away from the table. Was he cool or what?

  “What a complete scumbag,” Allie spat out.

  Tad nodded. “No kidding.” He nodded at Matt. “I think you better plan on showing up at Natalie’s meet tomorrow. He’s making a move on Nat.”

  He was? Really?

  Allie must have read the expression on my face. “Of course he was! He was hitting on you in front of your boyfriend! As if Matt wasn’t even there.” She shook her head. “Disgusting. I hope he breaks an ankle in the race tomorrow. “

  “Allie!” Okay, I could admit that Zach had been kind of a jerk, but he was our best runner. His ankles were off limits to evil thoughts.

  Tad was looking at me. “What team party last night?” He shot Matt a look of sympathy.

  “Nothing happened with him,” I blurted out. “He just made it sound that way.” I looked at Matt. “I swear, Matt. He told me it was for team people only and then when I showed up all these other people were there....” My voice faded as I recalled Zach had told me that no one else was allowed so I wouldn’t bring my boyfriend. “I didn’t realize it was a party, and I swear nothing happened. A bunch of us watched a movie, and that was it.” Sure, we weren’t actually dating, but I didn’t want Matt or anyone else at the table to think I’d cheat on him.

  I wasn’t like that, but more importantly, Matt deserved better than that.

  Matt stared at me for a long time. “I don’t enjoy being jerked around.”

  “I know that! I didn’t do anything! I swear it!”

  His gaze flicked toward Zach, who was watching us with a smug look on his face while Val leaned against him. “I don’t like him enough to let him think he’s better than me.”

  “He already does,” Tad said. “Look at that expression on his face. He gives runners a bad name.”

  Matt locked his gaze on mine. “I have my pride.”

  I swallowed at the intense look on his face. Matt might be a brainiac, but there was nothing wi
mpy about the look on his face right now. He was pissed, and he was insulted. In fact, he looked completely tough and sexy, and I suddenly would have bet on him instead of Zach, if they were to meet for a duel at dawn with pistols.

  “Is Zach still watching?” Matt asked, not taking his gaze off me.

  I glanced at the table. “Yeah.” Still sporting that smug look on his face too. Even though he was totally cute, it really did make him look like a jerk.

  “Then let’s give him something to watch.” He curved his fingers around the back of my neck and applied gentle pressure. “Come here.”

  It took me a split second before I realized what he was going to do. He was going to kiss me, and he was going to make it count. This wasn’t going to be like the kiss at the field the other day. This was going to be the real thing.

  My heart started pounding and I couldn’t catch my breath. And I didn’t pull away. I wanted Matt to kiss me. I wanted it more than anything I’d ever wanted in my life.

  When Matt lips touched mine, I was sure I was going to faint. They were so soft and warm and begging me to join them. So I kissed him back. I mean, I tried. I wasn’t exactly the expert, but I tried to copy what he was doing. Well, I tried for a little bit; after that, I couldn’t think. All I could do was taste his lips and feel his breath and try not to fall off my chair.

  He finally pulled away, but not very far. His eyes were all smoky and made me all warm. “Apparently, running isn’t the only thing you’re good at.” His voice was husky and gravelly and it made my skin pop up in goose bumps. He brushed his thumb over my lips, and I thought for sure I was going to die right on the spot.

  “You, too.” Was that my voice? Sounded awfully breathless.

  The corner of his mouth curved up. “I’m not good at running.”

  “Well, you’re good at kissing.”

  He broke into a full grin. “Thanks.” He rubbed his thumb over my cheeks, and I melted a little bit more.

  “I think that did it,” Allie’s voice broke into our magic bubble. “Zach’s looking pissed, not smug.”

  Zach. I’d totally forgotten the kiss had been for him. Matt dropped his hand and turned away.

  I didn’t want him to turn away. I wanted him back. I wanted him to kiss me like that again. And again. And again. At the very least, I wanted him to kiss me until I actually did fall off my chair. Not that it would take much.

  “Your hands are shaking.” Allie pointed at my water glass, which I’d picked up in an attempt to distract myself. “That must have been some kiss.”

  Matt and I both looked at my hand, which was very clearly trembling. The water was shivering, and the ice was clinking. I felt my cheeks heat up, and I couldn’t look at him.

  How totally embarrassing!

  Matt said nothing, but he put his arm over the back of my chair and left it there until the food arrived.

  Stephanie Rowe Bio

  Four-time RITA® Award nominee and Golden Heart® Award winner Stephanie Rowe is a nationally bestselling author with more than twenty published books with major New York publishers such as Grand Central, HarperCollins, Harlequin, Dorchester and Sourcebooks.

  She has received coveted starred reviews from Booklist and high praise from Publisher’s Weekly, calling out her “...snappy patter, goofy good humor and enormous imagination... [a] genre-twister that will make readers...rabid for more.” Stephanie’s work has been nominated as YALSA Quick Pick for Reluctant Readers.

  Stephanie is published in paranormal romance, romantic suspense, contemporary romance, teen “girl power” fiction, middle grade fantasy and motivational nonfiction.

  A former attorney, Stephanie lives in Boston where she plays tennis, works out and is happily writing her next book. Want the inside scoop? Visit Stephanie online at one of the following hot spots:

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  Select List of Other Books by Stephanie Rowe

  (For a complete book list, please visit www.stephanierowe.com)

  FOR TEENS

  A Girlfriend’s Guide to Boys Series

  Putting Boys on the Ledge (Book One)

  Studying Boys (Book Two)

  Who Needs Boys? (Book Three)

  Smart Boys & Fast Girls (Book Four)

  PARANORMAL ROMANCE

  The Order of the Blade Series

  Darkness Awakened

  (Book One of the Primal Heat trilogy)

  Darkness Seduced

  (Book Two of the Primal Heat trilogy)

  Darkness Surrendered

  (Book Three of the Primal Heat trilogy)

  Available May 15, 2012

  Darkness Reborn

  (Order of the Blade, Book Four)

  Available Summer 2012

  The Soulfire Series

  Kiss at Your Own Risk (Book One)

  Touch if You Dare (Book Two)

  Hold Me if You Can (Book Three)

  The Immortally Sexy Series

  Date Me Baby, One More Time (Book One)

  Must Love Dragons (Book Two)

  He Loves Me, He Loves Me Hot (Book Three)

  Sex & the Immortal Bad Boy (Book Four)

  ROMANTIC SUSPENSE

  The Alaska Heat Series

  Ice (Book One)

  Chill (Book Two)

  Alaska Heat Book Three Available Summer 2012

  CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE

  Birch Crossing Series

  Dawn at Birch Crossing (Book One)

  Available Summer 2012

  NONFICTION

  The Feel Good Life

  Stand Alone Novels

  The Fake Boyfriend Experiment

  Available Spring 2012

  FOR PRE-TEENS

  The Forgotten Series:

  Penelope Moonswoggle, The Girl Who Could Not Ride a Dragon (Book One)

  Penelope Moonswoggle & the Accidental Doppelganger (Book Two) Available 2013

  Table of Contents

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER FIVE

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  CHAPTER NINE

  CHAPTER TEN

  CHAPTER ELEVEN

  CHAPTER TWELVE

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  CHAPTER FOURTEEN

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN

  CHAPTER SIXTEEN

  Sneak Peek: PUTTING BOYS ON THE LEDGE

  Sneak Peek: STUDYING BOYS

  Sneak Peek: WHO NEEDS BOYS?

  Sneak Peek: SMART BOYS AND FAST GIRLS

  Stephanie Rowe Bio

  Select List of Other Books by Stephanie Rowe