A Gentleman's Pride: The Tainted Series

by T. L. Tate

  I pounded her faster as she strained to keep pace with me.

  “F-fuck! I’m cumming, Jake! I’m cumming!”

  I grunted, “Me too. I’m close.”

  “Cum with me! Fill me up! Please! Please! Oh shit!”

  I came inside of her and I felt like I was never going to stop. As our mutual orgasms hit it felt like we reached a point of mutual resonance. Her orgasm increased the intensity of my own and vice versa.

  My body was shaking and tense but at the same time I felt release and an odd numbness. It came in crashing waves, over and over again.

  When her face touched my chest, I wrapped my arms around her. “Jesus fucking hell! That was incredible, Jake.” She kissed my lips deeply and smiled. For the first time since the incident in the hotel, it seemed like Rachel was back in one piece. I didn’t want to jinx it so I didn’t say anything. Instead, I held her and let my love and affection encapsulate her. The only thing that marred the moment was the realization that one-day I will need to tell her about the affair with Toni. But that day wasn’t going to be today. No, today I was going to hold my wife and I was going to love her in every way that I can.

  “I think I’m going to quit my job.” Rachel was sitting at the island, drinking her first cup of coffee for the day. She was dressed in a dark A-line skirt and a midnight blue blouse. Her hair was tied atop her head and she wore her eyeglasses. She looked like a naughty and super sexy secretary.

  I swallowed the croissant I was eating. “That’s fine.”

  She nodded as if she expected my response. But then again, why wouldn’t she? I’ve told her for years that she doesn’t have to work if she doesn’t want to. Her voice was flat, but I heard a deep melancholy. “That’s fine. Yeah. Fine. It’s fine if I give up my identity. It’s fine if I don’t know what I’m going to do. It’s fine. It’s all fine.”

  I touched her shoulder. “Rachel?” My voice was soft but she still looked at me like I had just called her out of her name.

  “Why, Jake?”

  “I don’t understand.” It was true. I had no idea where her head was.

  “Why do you still love me?”

  This conversation was about as linear and predictable as a monkey jumping on a pogo stick while riding a merry-go-round. I thought I understood where her head was at. She wants to quit her job because Alex is there and that was how she met him. She felt guilty. The whole identity thing and the ‘why do I love her’ thing were curve balls that I didn’t see coming.

  “You’re my wife and my best friend, Rachel. Of course I love you.”

  “So you love me because you have to love me?” She was nearly in tears.

  I had to play this one carefully. “No. I love you because I love you. I don’t have a logical reason for it. It’s just what I feel.”

  “Hmm.” She refused to elaborate further.

  “Where’s all this coming from, sweetie?” I tried to put my arm around her but she stepped out of my grasp at the last second.

  “I’m sorry, Jake. I’m just a little depressed. I need to get going. I’ll see you tonight. We have our sessions tonight.”

  “Yeah. Mine is at 6. Yours is at 6:45, right?”

  She nodded. “Yeah.”

  “Want me to wait for you? Maybe we can grab a late dinner or something.”

  She smiled…sort of, “Yeah, sounds great.” She kissed me and then headed towards the garage.

  I went to the front window and watched her drive away. She wasn’t doing well. I guess the sex and her 180 last night was just a fluke. She’s not okay and I don’t know how to help her. Standing at the window wouldn’t do me any good. It was a little early but nothing was keeping me at home. I headed to work, too.

  It was after 1 by the time I got Toni alone. I was having lunch at my desk, going over paperwork when I heard her sweet voice chatting with Sarah. I poked my head out of the door and sure enough there she was, bent over so that her thick thighs, hips and ass made a mouthwatering heart shape in the air. Sarah’s face was pink and she was firmly shaking her head to the side. Toni was smiling evilly. It looked like she was having a lot of fun at my assistant’s expense.

  “Ahem!” Upon hearing my voice, Toni stood upright. She looked like her hand had been caught in the proverbial cookie jar. Sarah’s face was bright red and her eyes darted in any and every direction where I wasn’t. “What’re you two talking about?”

  My innocent question caused an even darker hue of red to color Sarah’s face. Toni smiled in a devious way and then walked over towards me. “Oh nothing. Just a little girl talk.” I turned to Sarah to get her take but Toni already had me in her clutches. Grabbing my arm, she turned me in the direction of my office. “I’m glad you’re here, Jacob. I was having an issue with one of the accounts and I wanted to get your take.”

  Once the door was shut, Toni bent over in laughter. “What’s so funny?”

  She wiped tears from her eyes. “Oh nothing. Sometimes its just fun messing with people.”

  My voice was stern, “Toni. Don’t torture my assistant. She’s a good girl.”

  Her laughter was brought up short. “I don’t think any girl is a good girl. But okay. I’ll stop teasing her.”

  I knew that she wouldn’t tell me what they were talking about. Besides, I didn’t really care.

  Toni pulled up a chair as I sat behind my desk. “So, I guess I don’t need to ask what happened after I left yesterday?”

  Just the thought of what happened yesterday after Rachel got back home was enough to stop my heart. “Yeah. What the hell? What did you tell her? I thought…”

  “Thought what? That I’d tell my sister that I boned her husband? No thanks. I told her about the sex but I made up the guy. She thinks that he was some dude I met in a bar.”

  “And you’re okay with her thinking that?”

  “Well what’s the alternative? She might forgive you…but she would never forgive me. No, I think I’ll take that secret to my grave.”

  “Yeah…about that…” I didn’t know how to tell Toni, but I decided that I had to fess up to Rachel about the affair.

  But she knew what I was going to say. “Jacob! No! Don’t you dare!”

  “But she deserves to know. Besides it’s not right to keep it a secret from her. I’ll tell her about it but not that it was you.”

  She tossed her head back. Her dark curls making a wide arc in the sky. “Well that’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard anyone say about anything…ever!”

  “Toni.”

  She held her hand up. “No, wait. How do you think that conversation is going to go? Huh? You think she or any woman would just let you keep the name of the person you slept with a secret? The answer is no. She will find out. Either you’ll tell her or she’ll figure out another way.”

  “Toni, you’re the one that told me about her affair. You told me because you thought I deserved the truth. How can you ask me not to tell her?”

  “Simple. I lied when I told you that.”

  “Huh? What are you talking about?”

  She ran her fingers through her hair. “Well, I didn’t totally lie. I did think that you deserved to know but the real reason I told you was because that was the only way that I knew of to get you to sleep with me.”

  I must’ve heard wrong. “Wait. What?”

  “Come on, Jacob. You know that I’ve had a thing for you for years right? It was so obvious. At least I thought it was. The issue was that I knew you would never cheat on my sister. So when I found out about her affair I thought that would be a good opportunity. Maybe my only opportunity to get you to sleep with me. Don’t get me wrong, I hated that she cheated on you. It was super stupid. But the truth is I used it to get what I want and I don’t feel bad about it.”

  I sat silently while this marinated. After several minutes I found my voice. “Toni, you just don’t want me to tell her because of how it will affect you. That’s not good enough. I really want to make this marriage work and the only way to do t
hat is to be honest. You have to understand.”

  She cut her eyes at me. “You want to make your marriage work? Jacob, you fucked me in your own bed, and a few days ago I sucked your dick right here in this office. It’s a little late to be saying that don’t you think?”

  She had a point. My track record wasn’t very good but I had to change that. I had had my fun. Now it’s time to sober up and do what I need to do as both a husband and a man. I was getting ready to say as much to Toni when she spoke first.

  “Besides, this isn’t just about me. It only took two minutes with my sister to see how damaged she is. That fight in the hotel really bothered her. I thought that if I could get her mind off of it all by talking about my escapades, then I would.” I couldn’t argue with her. Rachel had been different ever since then and if this morning were any indication, things would likely get worse. She must’ve smelled blood in the water because she pressed forward with a fierce look in her eyes. “Look, Jacob. I know you want to be the good guy, but is this really the best way to go about it?”

  “What do you mean?”

  “I mean that you want to tell her the truth just so that you can be freed of your guilt. You’re not even considering how it would affect her. Rachel needs you now more than ever and if you do this then she’ll shatter. If you really care about her then you’ll keep this a secret for the rest of your life. If you really want to be selfless, you’ll let yourself feel this pain and guilt for the rest of your days and not burden your wife with a truth that she’ll never be ready to hear.”

  Now it was my turn to toss my head back. “That all sounds awfully convenient…for you.”

  She didn’t hesitate, “It is. Sue me. But you know I’m not wrong. Telling Rachel would be a mistake. You know it and I know it.”

  I sighed, she was right but that didn’t stop this from eating me up. Despite my sense of pride and duty, I knew that Toni had a point. If I really wanted to protect her then maybe keeping this a secret was the best thing for her. “Fine. I agree.”

  She smiled sweetly, “Good.” I’ll have to remember the advice she gave me earlier. There are no good girls. It wasn’t that I thought Toni was exactly bad or a bad person, but I would’ve never thought she would manipulate a situation that was so damaging for me just so that it could benefit her. All the same, she did and I will need to remember this.

  Knock! Knock! Knock!

  When my door swung open, it was Sarah.

  “Excuse the interruption, sir.”

  I smiled warmly, “It’s fine, Sarah. And just call me Jake.”

  She smiled brightly, “Okay, Jake.”

  “So what’s up?”

  “Oh! Sorry. You have a guest, si—I mean Jake.”

  When she stepped aside Rachel moved forward. I jumped up when I saw her and rushed to her. Holding her tightly, I said, “Hey sweetie! What brings you over here?”

  She looked uncomfortable as her eyes shifted from Toni to Sarah and back to me. “Sorry to bother you at work, honey.”

  “It’s no bother. Hang on though.” I could tell that whatever she came to say, she only wanted to say it to me. I turned to each girl in turn, “Sarah. Toni. Could you both excuse us please?”

  They left without saying another word. However, Toni stopped for only a moment to kiss Rachel’s cheek. Rachel looked at her and smiled weakly. Whatever traction they had made yesterday was decreased by whatever it was that was bothering Rachel.

  Now, alone in my office, Rachel turned to me and kissed me deeply. I heard the handle on the door lock as she turned the mechanism. When we separated there was fire in her eyes. It took my breath away. I barely breathed, “Rachel” before I felt her hands on my chest and she was pushing me back.

  As I fell back on the corner of my desk, she shimmied out of her panties. She grabbed them and stuffed them in her purse. Tossing her purse on the same chair that Toni was just in, she grabbed my hand and led me to my chair. Pushing me back, she went straight for my belt. She unclasped the belt in record time and then she went to the button and zipper. All the while, she didn’t speak.

  “Rachel?”

  She looked up at me. Her eyes were dark and wild. “Shh!”

  Once she had unzipped and unbuckled my pants she tried to work them down. I lifted my bottom so that she would have the room she needed. My cock hadn’t fully swollen so she took my soft cock in her mouth and rolled it around her tongue as my member slowly filled with blood. Once I was nice and hard, she stood and hiked up her skirt. She stuck 3 fingers in her mouth and pulled them out. There was a long line of saliva that followed, she used it to spread her pussy and get it even wetter before she climbed on top of me.

  Her hot entrance wrapped around me and I felt like I was in Heaven. “Oh shit! That feels so good, baby.”

  Slowly, as she pressed herself down, she leaned forward and kissed my neck. She whispered in my ear, “It’s so big. I love it when you stretch me out.”

  Once she was as far down as she could go, she leaned back. “I’m going to fuck you, husband. I’m going to fuck you so you never forget what it feels like to be inside of this pussy.” She started rocking harder and harder.

  Her lips were pressed to mine so that she wouldn’t moan too loud. She kept up her pace as long as she could. Once her face was covered in sweat, she spun and lifted one leg on the desk. I stood up behind her and lined up. She was breathing heavily as her face was pressed against the desk. When I was ready to force my throbbing prick inside of her, I heard a shocked gasp. I looked down at Rachel and she was still breathing heavily with her eyes closed. The sound came from my left. I turned my head and noticed that my previously closed and locked door was both unlocked and opened a crack. Through that crack I saw a shocked eye watching us. At first I thought it was Toni, coming back to be a fly on the wall. However, the eye that stared back at me was a lighter color than Toni’s brown eyes. I couldn’t tell who it was from the eye but I knew it was a woman.

  The mystery guest watched me as I watched her. Neither of us moved as I tried to figure out who could be behind the door. However, Rachel soon grew impatient with my lack of movement. She looked back at me, oblivious to the presence of our visitor, “Jake, honey. Please. Please fuck me hard. I need it.”

  Hearing her words, I had no choice but to obey. Pressing my swollen head against her wet entrance, I stared at the peeking eye as I slowly filled my wife to the brim. “Oh shit!” She bit her hand to muffle her cries.

  The eye watched me and I watched the eye as I fucked my wife senseless on my desk.

  My hips moved in and out of her in a blur. I felt her slender ass get squished as I slammed into her. The floating eye watched us in fascination. “Holy fucking Christ! You’re so good, Jake!”

  Rachel was sliding across my desk as her skirt was pulled up to her back. Her ass was exposed in the air and all you could hear was a squelching sound as my dripping cock slid in and out of her slick pussy and the steady slapping of our bodies as they crashed into each other.

  She pressed herself against me and squeezed down as hard as she could. It felt incredible. Despite the intimacy of the moment, the eye didn’t look away. It continued to watch me as I had a little afternoon delight with my wife. While I can easily say that my wife is a stunning woman (beyond stunning, really), it was obvious that the eye wasn’t watching her. I could feel its glare all over my body. I felt exposed in a way that I have never been before…and a part of me liked it.

  “Yes! Yes! More! I’m going to cum! Cum with me!”

  I moved faster and faster. As I did, I got the sense of a building excitement coming from the person on the other side of the door. When I came I bit my own lip so that I wouldn’t cry out. Rachel shook as she took my seed inside of her womb along with her orgasm. She sighed loudly as she came. I leaned over her and kissed her cheek. I looked at the eye and it blinked and then pulled the door closed silently. I watched as the lock turned and then we were alone once again.

  Rachel shook as I
pulled out. I grabbed a box of tissues and handed it to her after taking a few for myself. We were silent as we cleaned up. Once that was done and she slid her panties back on, I grabbed her hand and pulled her against me. I was sitting on the edge of my desk and held her in my arms. I kissed her deeply. “That was incredible. I’m glad you came.”

  “R-really?” She seemed unsure of herself so I kissed her again.

  “Of course. I’m always happy to see you, my love.” When she smiled there wasn’t an ounce of trauma that I saw in her this morning. “So is that the only reason you came to see me? If so then I wouldn’t mind at all.”

  She sighed sweetly and smiled, “That was a big reason. But no, there was another reason.”

  “What’s up baby?”

  “Well, it’s about work. Alex came back to the office today.”

  Just hearing his name made me feel angry and frustrated. “He didn’t bother you did he?”

  She pressed her palm to my face, “No, honey. He didn’t even look at me.”

  “Good.”

  She tilted her head, “Is it?”

  “Well yeah. I mean he tried to…he tried to rape you. Of course I think it would be good if he didn’t look at you.”

  “I know. But what I mean is that I worked very hard to get where I am in my career but now I don’t even know if I want it. Everything about that place seems poisonous now and it’s all my fault.”

  “I don’t get what you’re saying.”

  “I mean I just want a change that’s all. I don’t want to go in the office only to be reminded about all of my mistakes.”

  “So what’s your plan? Are you going to quit?”

  “I don’t know. I talked to my boss today and she said I should take a couple of days to decide if I want to stay or not.”

  “Did you tell her about…”

  She shook her head. “No. I didn’t tell her about Alex. I don’t know if she knows or not but I didn’t need to tell her anything other than that I was thinking of leaving.”