The House of Gaian ta-3

by Anne Bishop

  When he turned toward the camp, he saw Lyrra standing there. He took a step toward her. She ran into his arms.

  "There was nothing I could do," she said, still weeping. "If I could have traded my hands for yours, I would have done it, but there was nothing I could do."

  "Lyrra, my love, even if you could have offered, I wouldn't have let you." He ran one hand over her hair, thrilled by the feel of it. "Come on, now. No more tears."

  Lyrra eased back and rubbed her cheeks dry. "No more tears."

  With their arms around each other, they walked back to camp.

  * * *

  Ashk waited until the evening meal was done. Seeing Aiden's hands had shaken her. Seeing Rhyann restore his hands had shaken her in a different way. She knew the pentagram Rhyann wore gave her a comfort that might well be illusion. The witch sitting beside her was a stranger—and a powerful one. Since they were most likely traveling in the same direction for a while, she needed to know just how powerful Rhyann was—and she needed to find a way of asking without giving offense.

  "It's time, Ashk," Aiden said.

  Yes, it was time. Ashk sighed, allowing herself that one indulgence before she sat up straight. She had to believe they could win. Despite what she'd heard from both the baron and the Fae, she had to believe.

  "An army is marching toward the southern end of the Mother's Hills. They've already crushed two counties when the barons there tried to stand against them. Our forces are still too scattered. The barons are gathering and leading their men at best possible speed, but they may not have time to come together as an army of their own."

  "What about the Fae?" Aiden asked.

  Ashk smiled grimly. "I don't know if it's fear of me or the Huntress, or if they've finally seen the enemy in a way that makes the danger to Sylvalan clear even to the most stubborn among them, but they're all on the move as well. I just don't know if they'll be in time to hold the Inquisitors' army." Or defeat it.

  "The storms will slow down the Black Coats' army," Rhyann said quietly.

  Ashk looked up at the clear night sky. "What storms?"

  "Rain will turn roads into rivers of mud," Rhyann said, her voice sounding dreamy in a way that made Ashk shiver. "Creeks and rivers will rise, becoming impassable, and stone that had held a bridge strong for a hundred years will tumble into water. Wind will sing so fiercely no other voice will be heard. And lightning will be fire's steed. Yes, the storms will slow them down, and your people will have time to gather."

  "What makes you certain there will be storms?" Aiden asked.

  Rhyann smiled at him. "I can taste them on the air. I felt them in the water. The Grandmothers will not let the Inquisitors harm Sylvalan."

  "They didn't do anything to stop the Inquisitors before now," Ashk said, suddenly feeling like she was standing on a cliff that could crumble beneath her at any moment.

  "Did the Fae do anything before now?" Rhyann countered.

  "No," Aiden replied. "To our shame, we did not."

  Rhyann brushed her hair back. "The wiccanfae did not ask for help, and the House of Gaian doesn't usually interfere in the lives of others."

  Aiden shifted uneasily. "The witches who died by the Black Coats' hands didn't ask for help because they didn't know there was anyone they could ask."

  Rhyann nodded. "They have forgotten much of who and what they are. Just as the Fae have forgotten who and what they are."

  Ashk stiffened. "Meaning?"

  Rhyann gave her a considering look. "Do you not know the story of how the Fae came to be? It is an old story. Have your Grandmothers never told you?"

  Chills raced through Ashk. "No, I've never heard the story. Have you?" She looked at Lyrra, who shook her head.

  "Do you know the story?" Aiden asked, leaning forward. "Could you tell us?"

  "Do you really want to know?" Rhyann replied.

  "Why wouldn't we?" Ashk wanted to throw another log on the fire, but she doubted it would ease the chill inside her.

  "Because you're the Hunter," Rhyann said gently.

  Ashk twisted around to stare at the witch. "Why would that make a difference? And how did you know?"

  Rhyann smiled. "You said the Fae feared you and the Huntress. Since the Huntress is justice and will not harm those who do no harm, you must be the Hunter, the one who rules the Fae."

  "I don't rule the Fae. Not in the way you mean."

  "Yes, you do. Because the Hunter was the oldest, the strongest, the first. And it was the Hunter's love of a witch that created the Fae.

  Long ago, there was the Great Mother. She was earth and water. She was air and fire. Everything that lived depended on her for food and shelter, and while she was not always benevolent, she was generous with her bounty and the world thrived.

  But the animals and birds and creatures of the sea and stream were not the only ones who were nurtured by the Great Mother.

  There were people who lived in the long ridge of hills, and they had a gift of sensing the Mother in a way other creatures could not. They became Her vessels, drawing in the power of Her branches and breathing it out again. They became the Sons and Daughters of the House of Gaian.

  In that long ago time, there were also spirits in the woods. Small spirits. . . and powerful spirits. They had no shape of their own, so sometimes they slipped into a living thing to enjoy the feel of wind on leaves or water through gills or the warmth of the sun on a furred body. Many of the spirits remained in a small piece of the woods or in the meadows around it, needing the familiar. Others wandered the land, residing in a part of the woods for a season or two before moving on.

  One of those wanderers was a very powerful spirit, the oldest and strongest of them all. He did not need a host body in order to have form because he had the power to draw on the branches of the Great Mother to create a cloak of flesh. He needed to slip into a host body once in order to learn its shape, but after that, he could change at will. His favorite form was a stag, but he also walked the woods as a wolf or rode the air as a hawk. The other spirits quickly learned that when he walked as a stag, he was simply there to live among them. But when he appeared as hawk or wolf, he hunted—and when he hunted, he was feared.

  One day, he had wandered close to the long ridge of hills and caught unfamiliar scents on the wind. So he followed them, curious to see what kind of creature smelted that way.

  They walked on two legs and lived in strange stone burrows above the ground. Smoke rose from the burrows, a warning of fire, but he saw no fire that would be a danger to the woods. The ground was turned in a way he'd never seen before, and plants grew in even rows.

  For many days, safely hidden at the edge of the woods, he watched the creatures. Then one morning, just after dawn, he approached the turned earth and nibbled one of the plants. Pleased by the taste, he ate more, forgetting to be cautious—until he heard something running toward him and harsh sounds filled the air.

  The scent of female filled his nostrils and delighted him in a way he didn't understand. What he did understand was the sounds she was making were like snarls and growls. The female was not pleased. When she picked up a stone and threw it at him, he bounded back into the woods.

  But he kept coming back, day after day, to watch the female and her mate and the two small ones. And because he remained there, other spirits became curious and wandered to that part of the world to watch the strange creatures.

  She danced with the earth. She sang to the wind. She was not of the woods, but she understood the woods. Her joy filled the air with a rich sweetness. Her anger was the sharp edge of a storm.

  He watched her through the turn of the seasons, followed her when she walked through the woods gathering nuts and berries and plants, followed her mate when he hunted or gathered wood.

  Most of the spirits were content to watch the female and her mate, but there were some who resented the two-legged creatures coming into the woods, some who were filled with a darker nature and preferred to inhabit host animals that could
express that nature.

  One day, that old spirit felt the presence of one of those angry spirits moments before he heard a startled cry, smelled blood. He ran toward the sounds and smells—and saw the female's mate on the ground, being gored by the angry spirit in the form of a wild pig. As the pig ripped open the male's flesh with its tusks, he felt a fury toward his own kind that he'd never felt before. He lashed out with his power and ripped spirit from flesh, destroying both.

  As the other spirits who were nearby fled from his rage, he stared at the male on the ground. Releasing his stag form, he flowed as spirit into the body of the male.

  Death surrounded him, and another spirit, another will strove with all its remaining strength to reach him, touch him. Afraid of Death, he still reached out for that other spirit. Knowledge and feelings flooded into him, then pushed him away.

  He drew on the branches of the Mother to create a cloak of flesh that matched the new shape he'd learned from the dying male. As he knelt beside the man, the whispered sounds became words.

  "Please look after her. Help her. Please."

  When the flesh no longer lived, he walked to the stone burrow—cottage—and stood at the edge of the garden until the woman noticed him. Fear filled her face as she stared at him. He didn't know enough words yet to tell her about her mate, so he pointed toward the woods and started walking back the way he'd come. She followed him, and her young followed her.

  Her grief shuddered through the woods when she saw the body of her mate. Her tears turned the streams bitter. Wind keened her heartache.

  For a while, she clung to her young, grieving with them. Finally, she wiped her face and called the Great Mother to take the body of her mate.

  Earth shifted, moving under her mate's body until the flesh sank deep into the ground. Earth shifted again, covering flesh.

  When it was done, the woman took her young and walked out of the woods.

  For days, he watched her but kept his distance. She feared him now that he had taken a form like her own. How could he tell her she would be safe in the woods when he couldn't get close enough to use the man words?

  Perhaps. . . Perhaps he had done something wrong with the form and that was why she feared him?

  He found a pool of water on a still day and stared for a long time at the face looking back at him.

  The woods looked back at him. The wild places of the world. A human face, but not completely human. Never completely human. The small pointed ears still looked like a stag's ears—and small antlers rose from his brow.

  Discouraged, he stayed away from her cottage for several days.

  Then, one day at dawn, he saw rabbits feeding in her garden and chased them away, understanding now that these were the kinds of plants she and her young needed to eat, and if the rabbits ate them, she would not have enough to eat over the winter.

  When he chased the last rabbit away, he turned and saw her watching him. He struggled to say the man words, hoping she would hear him before she ran away.

  "I did not harm him."

  She smiled at him, and he felt the warmth of the sun again.

  "I know," she said. Then she went back into her cottage.

  Slowly she got used to him. Slowly she began talking to him while she worked in her garden.

  One day, when he brought her a rabbit he'd hunted for her, she invited him into her cottage, gave him clothes that had belonged to her mate, and let him eat with her young.

  She called him Fae, which meant Other.

  The other spirits called him Hunter, because now he walked through the woods with a different purpose.

  Eventually the cottage became home to him.

  Eventually her feelings for him ripened, and one night she took him to her bed and taught him the human way of mating.

  Eventually, when he watched her suckle the child that had come from his seed, he knew he would never go back to being what he had been.

  And when the other spirits saw his joy, they, too, wanted to know this form. And slowly they learned. And slowly they changed, becoming spirit always cloaked in flesh, but flesh that retained the gift of changing into a form that belonged to the woods. Some of the smaller spirits became the Small Folk. Other spirits became the Fae. And as other Sons and Daughters of the House of Gaian came down from the hills to cherish other parts of the Great Mother, the Fae lived with them, learned from them, mated with them. Some of those children were witches, vessels of the Mother. Some were Fae, with their gift of changing form and their ties to the woods. And some were called wiccanfae because they had gifts from the Mother as well as the woods.

  The Hunter still rules the woods. That old, powerful spirit lives on in flesh of his flesh, blood of his blood, bone of his bone. It is still the guardian and predator, the Green Lord and Hunter, the one who commands the other spirits of the woods.

  That is the way it was, a long time ago. And that is the way it still is.

  Ashk felt a tear trickle down her cheek. She wiped it away, unsure if Rhyann had just given her a gift or a burden.

  "It's just an old story," Rhyann said quietly.

  Ashk sniffed. "Do you believe that?"

  "No," Rhyann admitted. "I think it's truth handed down as story so that it would be remembered."

  "And as much as I'd like to believe it's just a story, I can't dismiss the truth of it, not when I feel the power inside me, not when I know—I do command all the gifts of the woods. I can destroy the Fae, stripping them of any gift that comes from the woods."

  "And you can command the woods to fight back and defend itself against those who want to destroy it."

  Ashk turned her head and studied Rhyann. "What do you command, Rhyann? What branch of the Mother is your primary gift?"

  "All of them."

  Stunned silence.

  Rhyann shrugged. "It is not common among us, but it's not that rare, either."

  "Among us," Aiden said. "Where are you from?" He shook his head. "There's only one place you can be from. The Mother's Hills."

  Rhyann nodded. "I am a Daughter of the House of Gaian. I come from the Mother's Hills."

  Ashk licked her dry lips. "Do you know a witch named Selena?"

  Rhyann laughed. "I know her well. She's my sister."

  Another silence.

  Ashk felt as if the ground had suddenly dropped out from under her.

  "I had a dream that fire had silenced music," Rhyann said. "That's why I've been traveling. I knew I couldn't stop the fire, but I could help the music." She smiled at Aiden. "Now my journey is done, so I'll head north to join Selena."

  Ashk stared at the fire. "I'm to meet her before the full moon."

  Aiden shook his head. "We'll never make it to Willowsbrook. Since they're already fighting in the south, we can't chance using the bridges and the shining roads. We could ride down in the middle of a battle or become trapped if the shining road closes."

  "I know." Ashk rubbed her hands over her face. "I know. But what choice do we have? There's no telling how many Clans are left on the eastern side of the Mother's Hills. If we can't get huntsmen from the midland Clans to Willowsbrook to fight the third arm of the Inquisitors' army, they'll drive right through the center and crush our fighters from behind."

  "In order to drive through the center, they would have to go through the Mother's Hills," Rhyann said. "They'll never get through the hills. But you can use those roads to get to Willowsbrook."

  "I can't bring an army of Fae through the Mother's Hills."

  "Why not, since they're traveling to defend the land?"

  "Because your kind have the power to destroy the world!"

  Ashk bit her lip. Too tired to be cautious, to walk carefully.

  "That's right," Rhyann said softly. "We can. That's why we hold so strongly to our creed to do no harm. But the Mother isn't always benevolent—and neither are Her Sons and Daughters. If you fear us so much that you'll stand aside instead of taking a road offered—" She jumped up and turned as if to walk away. />
  Ashk grabbed Rhyann's arm and stood up to face her. "I'm tired, and I spoke in haste. And, frankly, having to meet Selena frightens me."

  Rhyann tipped her head. "What is your other form?"

  "I'm a shadow hound."

  "So is Selena. So it's simple, isn't it? You snarl at her, she snarls at you, and then the two of you go off and bite someone else."

  A laugh burst out of Ashk. "Fair enough. Are you offering to be our escort through the Mother's Hills?"

  "Since it appears I'm going the same way, I could do that."

  They settled back around the fire. This time there was no tension in the silence.

  Ashk was about to suggest they turn in when Lyrra said, "If the Hunter is the oldest spirit of the woods, I wonder who the next oldest is?"

  "Can't you guess?" Rhyann replied.

  Ashk suddenly felt the darkest shadows of the woods brush against her. She shivered. "The Gatherer. Death's Mistress."

  Rhyann nodded. "Or Death's Sister, as she's called in some stories. Like the Hunter, hers is an old and powerful spirit. And like the Hunter, hers is a dual nature."

  "Why?"

  "Because Death's Sister is both mercy and destruction."

  Ashk said nothing. She simply unrolled her sleeping bag, pulled off her boots, and settled herself for sleep. With her eyes closed, she listened to the quiet sounds of the people around her, knew when her companions around the fire finally fell asleep.

  She opened her eyes and stared at the night sky.

  Death's Sister. Mercy and destruction.

  She thought of Ari and Neall—and what could happen if the Lightbringer reached Bretonwood.

  Find him, Morag. Find him. . . and do what needs to be done.

  Chapter 29

  waxing moon

  She chased him relentlessly, and still he remained ahead of her. He had the advantage. When he tired of running in his other form, he changed back and demanded a horse, which that Clan provided. The Fae ran to fetch him food and water, rushed to make up a comfortable bed for him to sleep in for a few hours. Anything for the Lightbringer.