Cassidy, Carla - Midnight Wishes
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to trial without a good defense plan."
Don't worry. She nearly laughed aloud at the words as she closed and
locked the door behind the lawyer. How could she not worry? Her
entire life was falling apart.
At least for the moment things were in as much control as they could
possibly be. Colette and Hank had called earlier, raving about their
trip and how much fun they were having. Abby hadn't told them about
her arrest, refusing to allow her own problems to ruin their
vacation.
Both Belinda and Cody were asleep and the house was quiet. Abby had
always enjoyed the peace and tranquility the house seemed to radiate
when everyone else was in bed. As she changed into her nightgown, she
thought of those nights long ago, when she and her sisters were little
and they would snuggle in bed together and tell stories until their
mother would come in and send them all to their own rooms.
Abby had always been the best storyteller, able to make up ghost
stories that had made her sisters squeal in terror. But nothing had
prepared her for the horror story now taking place in her life.
She went into the kitchen and made herself a cup of hot cocoa, then sat
at the table and listened to the familiar settling of the house, the
soft tick-tock of the kitchen clock, all the sounds of home that warmed
her heart as effectively as the cocoa warmed he' insides.
Somehow, someway she had to hang on to the ranch. If she could just
make it through the trial, if they could survive until fall, then there
would be cattle to sell, and hopefully beef prices would be good.
The problem was she wasn't sure they could survive until fall.
Earlier that afternoon she'd received two phone calls from stores in
town who'd requested payments on her overdue accounts. What frightened
Abby was that she had been certain she'd paid the bills. The checks
had been missing from her checkbook, but both store managers had
insisted they had received no payments.
A call to the bank had only raised Abby's apprehension. She'd been
routed to the bank vice president, who explained that he could give her
no information on her account as the computer was down and in any case
the police had a current printout of her account information.
She'd asked Bert what the ranch bank account could possibly have to do
with Greg's murder, and he'd told her he'd find out what he could.
She'd just finished her second cup of cocoa when the phone rang.
Immediately her heart leapt with fear. It was after midnight. Ringing
phones this late at night never brought good news. The last late call
she'd received had been from her dead ex-husband. As the phone rang
again she flew into action. She opened first one cabinet drawer, then
another, sighing in relief as she found what she sought. Cody's tape
recorder. Praying there was a tape inside, hoping the batteries were
still good, she clicked it on and held it to the phone earpiece as she
answered. "Hello?"
"It's me."
She gasped, the familiar voice shattering her composure.
"Greg."
"No, it isn't," she protested. "Greg is dead. Who is this? Why are
you doing this to me?" She recognized the hysteria in her voice at the
same time she heard the soft click indicating that whoever it was had
hung up.
She replaced the receiver in the cradle, her hand violently trembling.
She shut off the tape recorder and fought against the cold chill of
hysteria.
Logically, she knew it had to be some kind of prank, but how? It was
Greg's voice. There was no doubt in her mind. And why. why would
somebody play such a terrible trick on her?
Suddenly the kitchen felt stifling. She walked through the living
room, then stepped out onto the front porch. The warm night air chased
the chill from the surface of her skin, but couldn't touch the frigid
core of fear deep within her,
She took a deep breath, fighting against a slight dizziness. Leaning
against the railing, she looked up at the moon overhead, a sliver of
overripe honeydew melon. As she watched, the moon appeared to melt and
reshape, taking on a new form . Greg's face. He glowered down at her,
a malevolent omnipotent being where the moon had once been.
Fear shimmied up Abby's spine as he stared down at her, his eyes
craters of anger, of rage.
With a small cry of anguish, Abby left the porch, seeking a hiding
place from his ominous glare. She raced across the lawn, passed the
corral where the horses nickered and danced in surprise as she flew
by.
She ran in a frenzy, the world suddenly filled with threatening sights
and sounds. The night air blew on the nape of her neck like the hot
breath of a pursuing demon. A coyote howled in the distance, as if
bidding her to run faster. faster.
She finally collapsed beneath the dense foliage of the massive ancient
oak she and her sisters called the dragon tree. The thick, leaf-laden
branches effectively hid the luminous face of her dead ex-husband from
her view. She felt safe here. She'd always felt safe within the
shadows of the dragon tree. Growing up, she and her sisters had often
played here, spinning fantasies of love and happily-ever-afters.
Tears welled in her eyes as she remembered those carefree times, when
everything seemed possible and hopes were wishes yet to be fulfilled.
She squeezed her eyes tightly closed, focusing on those memories of
youth.
Slowly her fear ebbed and peace stole through her. Colors danced in
her head and the night breeze caressed her with a lover's fingers of
warmth. As the wind stirred the leaves on the tree, Abby knew it was
the sound of the dragon breathing . the dragon trapped in the tree.
"If I let the dragon go, he'll grant me a wish," sloe whispered aloud.
"And I'll wish that he take Greg's face from the sky and bury it in the
ground where he can't look down on me."
She stood and stared up the massive trunk. Placing a hand on the wood,
she could feel the vibration of life pulsing within. At the top,
trapped in the dense leaves, lived the dragon. She could see his
haunted eyes gazing down at her, silently pleading with her to help
him, free him.
She grabbed a sturdy branch, her bare feet scrambling to find leverage
as she pulled herself up. As she looked down, the ground swam with
swirling colors and again a wave of dizziness swept through her. She
had to go up. The heart of the dragon was in the top of the tree. She
stood and grabbed the branch over her head, intent on climbing up. up
. Chapter Eight
Luke wasn't sure what awakened him. For a moment he remained in his
bed, unmoving, listening to the sounds of the other men in the room
sleeping.
He waited for sleep to overtake him once again, but restless energy
chased further slumber away. The bunkhouse felt oppressive, hot, and
he decided a breath of fresh air was in order.
Silently, like a thief in the night, he slipped in/o his jeans and
pulled on his boots, then left the bunk-house. Outside
, the moon shone
brightly, illuminating the landscape and spilling down silvery light.
He sat on the bench outside the bunkhouse, breathing in deeply of the
sweet-scented, warm night air. Funny, he hadn't missed ChiCago at all
since he'd been here. At another time, in other circumstances, he
would have looked on his time at the ranch as the vacation he'd always
wanted to take.
Although various muscles ached and throbbed, the physical work felt
good, reminding him that at one time he'd dreamed of owning or working
on a ranch.
He leaned his head against the rough exterior of the bunkhouse, his
mind whirling with thoughts of
Abby. He remembered now what had awakened him. A dream.
In his dream he'd been with Abby in her bedroom. She'd been on the
bed, clad in a revealing silk nightgown the color of a blush. She'd
raised her arms, beckoning him toward her. Her eyes had been lit with
a fire that threatened to consume him, and he'd wanted to be consumed.
As he joined her on the bed, she pulled a branding iron from beneath
her pillow and raised it over him. That's when he'd awakened.
He rubbed his eyes tiredly, the dream lingering in his head. Had it
been his subconscious attempting to show him truth, or merely his own
doubts manifested in his dreams?
Looking out on the brilliantly lit landscape, he tried to shove away
the memory of his dream. It was difficult to imagine someone as
outwardly beautiful as Abby being capable of killing a man, but Luke
knew beauty often masked weakness and evil. Still, he'd always
believed the adage that the eyes were the windows to the soul, and in
the depths of Abby's blue eyes he saw nothing to indicate any hint of a
dark core. Confusion boiled inside him, making it impossible to figure
out exactly what he felt about Abby Connor. He couldn't decide if she
was innocent or guilty as conflicting beliefs constantly barraged
him.
He sighed in frustration as he gazed toward the old oak tree standing
on a nearby rise. He frowned, his gaze captured by something foreign
in the branches.
He narrowed his eyes, focused on the upper branches of the tree where a
swatch of white material gleamed amid the greenery. "What the hell?"
he murmured, rising from the bench. Somebody was in the tree.
He approached stealthily, unsure who it was, what they might be doing.
He stuck to the shadows as he worked his way to the base of the large
oak. Once there, he realized the someone in the tree was Abby.
She made no attempt to be quiet. He could hear her soft muttering and
the branches and leaves shook as she advanced farther and farther up.
"Abby?"
She squealed in surprise and stood still, as if attempting to hide from
him.
"Abby, what are you doing up there?"
"Go away. I've got to get to the dragon. If I let him go, he'll make
Greg go away."
Luke frowned, unable to make sense from her words. "Abby, come down
and talk to me." He held his breath as she missed a step and
frantically clung to the trunk. She was high enough that if she fell,
she could be seriously harmed. Was it possible she was drunk?
"I have to get the dragon," she replied, her voice dreamy and soft.
"Come down and I'll help you get the dragon." Still Luke had no idea
what she was talking about. All he knew was that she needed to get out
of the damned tree before she fell and broke her neck. "You'll help
me?"
"I promise," Luke answered.
She hesitated a long moment, remaining still. "Can you' make Greg go
away?"
What in the hell was going on? "Of course I will."
He held his breath as she remained unmoving. "Come on, Abby. Come
down and I'll take care of everything."
"Oh, yes. Yes, I'd like that."
As Luke watched, she began to descend. His heart filled his throat-as
he watched, afraid that with one misstep, one false move, she'd fall.
He didn't breathe again until her feet hit the ground. "What in the
hell were you doing up there?" he asked, fear changing to anger now
that she was safe.
She leaned against the tree trunk and gazed upward. "I told you. I
was going to get the dragon. He's trapped in the tree and if I get him
out, he'll make Greg stop looking at me."
Luke had heard the ranch hands refer to the misshapen oak as the dragon
tree. He'd been told that the Connor girls had given it its name
because of the way the foliage grew in the shape of the mythical beast.
"Abby, there's no dragon in the tree and Greg is dead."
She looked at him, and in her eyes he saw the haze of unreality.
"There's no dragon?" She took a step closer to him. He smelled no
alcohol, but she acted like a woman under the influence of something.
Her glazed eyes shimmered with tears and her mouth trembled. "Then who
will make Greg go away and leave me alone? He calls me on the phone
and he's looking at me right now."
Luke's heart thudded as he heard the singsong quality in her voice.
"Where is he? Where's Greg now?" he asked.
She pointed up. "He's so angry. See how he glares?"
Luke directed his gaze to where she indicated. "Abby, that's just the
moon."
She looked at him in surprise, then back up to the lunar light. "Oh.
It is. It is just the moon." She laughed, a low, throaty sound that
instantly shot through Luke like a bolt of electricity. "Oh, Luke,
it's just the moon." She stepped toward him and wrapped her arms
around his neck. She laughed again, her breath warm and sweet in the
hollow of his neck. "It's just the silly old moon."
Despite his confusion with her mood and her actions, in spite of his
uncertainty over her guilt or innocence, his body responded to her
closeness. It was obvious to him she wore little or no underclothing
beneath the light cotton nightgown. He could feel not only her body
heat but also the press of her breasts and the length of her long legs
against him.
"Abby, it's the middle of the night," he said, struggling to keep his
body's response under control.
"Yes. I love the night, don't you?" She spun out of his arms, a
wraith in the silvery spill of the moon. She held her arms out at her
sides and twirled, her nightgown billowing from her slender shape.
"I've always loved the night. I used to sneak out of the house when I
was a little girl and sit and dream in the moonlight."
"Abby, let's go inside." Luke didn't know what was going on with her,
but he knew something wasn't right. The distance in her eyes, the slow
rhythm of her speech, the almost dreamlike fluidity of her movements
told him something definitely wasn't right.
"No." She stopped her twirling. "It's too beautiful out here to go
in." She approached him and placed a hand against his cheek. "Stay
with me out here, Luke. Stay and dream with me under the moonlight."
Before he could protest, before he even knew her intention, she leaned
into him and placed her lips on his. Her mouth was warm and open to
him, shooting him from confusion to full-blow
n arousal in an instant.
She gave him no chance to catch his breath, no opportunity to swim
against the tides of desire that engulfed him. Instead she pulled him
in deeper, tangling her hands in his hair as she pressed herself
intimately against him.
"Oh, Luke..." she moaned against his mouth. "Hold me, Luke. Hold me
close and keep me safe.
I'm so tired of being alone. "
"Abby"
"Make love to me here ... now." Her hands left his hair and moved down
his bare back, igniting fire as they caressed.
Her words sent a frenzy of need through him. How easy it would be to
give in to her. His body throbbed with the desire her touch, her kiss,
stirred. Visions filled his head, erotic visions of the two of them
making love in the soft, sweet-smelling grass beneath the dragon
tree.
He wanted to lose himself in her, momentarily stop his agonizing doubts
and the more insidious pieces of grief that haunted him. He wanted to
stop thinking and instead focus only on physical sensations of
pleasure.
How easy it would be to shove aside his hesitation, ignore the hazy un
focus of her eyes, all the signs that told him she wasn't in her right
mind. How easy it would be to do exactly what' she bid and make love
to her despite the fact that he had a feeling she really didn't know