The Mammoth Book of Best New Horror 2002, Volume 13

by Stephen Jones

  Janie laughed. ‘As little as possible. Here—’

  She handed him a brandy snifter, let her finger trace the back of his wrist. ‘You look like kind of an adventurous sort of guy.’

  ‘Hey, big adventure, that’s me.’ He lifted his glass to her. ‘What exactly did you have in mind? Big game hunting?’

  ‘Mmm. Maybe.’

  It was more of a struggle this time, not for Geoff Lanning but for Janie. He lay complacently in his bonds, his stocky torso wriggling obediently when Janie commanded. Her head ached from the cheap wine at Bar Ganza; the long hairs above her eyes lay sleek against her skull, and did not move at all until she closed her eyes, and, unbidden, the image of David Bierce’s hand covering hers appeared.

  ‘Try to get away,’ she whispered.

  ‘Whoa Nellie,’ Geoff Lanning gasped.

  ‘Try to get away,’ she repeated, her voice hoarser.

  ‘Oh.’ The man whimpered softly. ‘Jesus Christ, what – oh my God, what—’

  Quickly she bent and kissed his fingertips, saw where the leather cuff had bitten into his pudgy wrist. This time she was prepared when with a keening sound he began to twist upon the bed, his arms and legs shriveling and then coiling in upon themselves, his shaved head withdrawing into his tiny torso like a snail within its shell.

  But she was not prepared for the creature that remained, its feathery antennae a trembling echo of her own, its extraordinarily elongated hind spurs nearly four inches long.

  ‘Oh,’ she gasped.

  She didn’t dare touch it until it took to the air: the slender spurs fragile as icicles, scarlet, their saffron tips curling like Christmas ribbon, its large delicate wings saffron with slate-blue and scarlet eye-spots, and spanning nearly six inches. A Madagascan Moon Moth, one of the loveliest and rarest silk moths, and almost impossible to find as an intact specimen.

  ‘What do I do with you, what do I do?’ she crooned as it spread its wings and lifted from the bed. It flew in short sweeping arcs; she scrambled to blow out the candles before it could get near them. She pulled on a bathrobe and left the lights off, closed the bedroom door and hurried into the kitchen, looking for a flashlight. She found nothing, but recalled Andrew telling her there was a large torch in the basement.

  She hadn’t been down there since her initial tour of the flat. It was brightly lit, with long neat cabinets against both walls, a floor-to-ceiling wine rack filled with bottles of claret and vintage burgundy, compact washer and dryer, small refrigerator, buckets and brooms waiting for the cleaning lady’s weekly visit. She found the flashlight sitting on top of the refrigerator, a container of extra batteries beside it. She switched it on and off a few times, then glanced down at the refrigerator and absently opened it.

  Seeing all that wine had made her think the little refrigerator might be filled with beer. Instead it held only a long plastic box, with a red lid and a red Biohazard sticker on the side. Janie put the flashlight down and stooped, carefully removing the box and setting it on the floor. A label with Andrew’s neat architectural handwriting was on the top.

  DR. ANDREW FILDERMAN ST. MARTIN’S HOSPICE

  ‘Huh,’ she said, and opened it.

  Inside there was a small red biohazard-waste container, and scores of plastic bags filled with disposable hypodermics, ampules, and suppositories. All contained morphine at varying dosages. Janie stared, marveling, then opened one of the bags. She shook half a dozen morphine ampules into her palm, carefully re-closed the bag, put it back into the box and returned the box to the refrigerator. Then she grabbed the flashlight and ran upstairs.

  It took her a while to capture the Moon Moth. First she had to find a killing jar large enough, and then she had to very carefully lure it inside, so that its frail wing spurs wouldn’t be damaged. She did this by positioning the jar on its side and placing a gooseneck lamp directly behind it, so that the bare bulb shone through the glass. After about fifteen minutes, the moth landed on top of the jar, its tiny legs slipping as it struggled on the smooth curved surface. Another few minutes and it had crawled inside, nestled on the wad of tissues Janie had set there, moist with ethyl alcohol. She screwed the lid on tightly, left the jar on its side, and waited for it to die.

  Over the next week she acquired three more specimens. Papilio demetrius, a Japanese swallowtail with elegant orange eyespots on a velvety black ground; a Scarce Copper, not scarce at all, really, but with lovely pumpkin-colored wings; and Graphium agamemnon, a Malaysian species with vivid green spots and chrome-yellow strips on its somber brown wings. She’d ventured away from Camden Town, capturing the swallowtail in a private room in an SM club in Islington and the Graphium agamemnon in a parked car behind a noisy pub in Crouch End. The Scarce Copper came from a vacant lot near the Tube station at Tottenham Court Road very late one night, where the wreckage of a chain-link fence stood in for her bedposts. She found the morphine to be useful, although she had to wait until immediately after the man ejaculated before pressing the ampule against his throat, aiming for the carotid artery. This way the butterflies emerged already sedated, and in minutes died with no damage to their wings. Leftover clothing was easily disposed of, but she had to be more careful with wallets, stuffing them deep within rubbish bins, when she could, or burying them in her own trash bags and then watching as the waste trucks came by on their rounds.

  In South Kensington she discovered an entomological supply store. There she bought more mounting supples, and inquired casually as to whether the owner might be interested in purchasing some specimens.

  He shrugged. ‘Depends. What you got?’

  ‘Well, right now I have only one Argema mittrei.’ Janie adjusted her glasses and glanced around the shop. A lot of morphos, an Atlas moth: nothing too unusual. ‘But I might be getting another, in which case . . .’

  ‘Moon Moth, eh? How’d you come by that, I wonder?’ The man raised his eyebrows, and Janie flushed. ‘Don’t worry, I’m not going to turn you in. Christ, I’d go out of business. Well, obviously I can’t display those in the shop, but if you want to part with one, let me know. I’m always scouting for my customers.’

  She began volunteering three days a week at the Insect Zoo. One Wednesday, the night after she’d gotten a gorgeous Urania leilus, its wings sadly damaged by rain, she arrived to see David Bierce reading that morning’s Camden New Journal. He peered over the newspaper and frowned.

  ‘You still going out alone at night?’

  She froze, her mouth dry; turned and hurried over to the coffee maker. ‘Why?’ she said, fighting to keep her tone even.

  ‘Because there’s an article about some of the clubs around here. Apparently a few people have gone missing.’

  ‘Really?’ Janie got her coffee, wiping up a spill with the side of her hand. ‘What happened?’

  ‘Nobody knows. Two blokes reported gone, family frantic, sort of thing. Probably just runaways. Camden Town eats them alive, kids.’ He handed the paper to Janie. ‘Although one of them was last seen near Highbury Fields, some sex club there.’

  She scanned the article. There was no mention of any suspects. And no bodies had been found, although foul play was suspected. (‘Ken would never have gone away without notifying us or his employer . . .’)

  Anyone with any information was urged to contact the police.

  ‘I don’t go to sex clubs,’ Janie said flatly. ‘Plus those are both guys.’

  ‘Mmm.’ David leaned back in his chair, regarding her coolly. ‘You’re the one hitting Hive your first weekend in London.’

  ‘It’s a dance club!’ Janie retorted. She laughed, rolled the newspaper into a tube and batted him gently on the shoulder. ‘Don’t worry. I’ll be careful.’

  David continued to stare at her, hazel eyes glittering. ‘Who says it’s you I’m worried about?’

  She smiled, her mouth tight as she turned and began cleaning bottles in the sink.

  It was a raw day, more late November than mid-May. Only two school groups were sche
duled; otherwise the usual stream of visitors was reduced to a handful of elderly women who shook their heads over the cockroaches and gave barely a glance to the butterflies before shuffling on to another building. David Bierce paced restlessly through the lab on his way to clean the cages and make more complaints to the Operations Division. Janie cleaned and mounted two stag beetles, their spiny legs pricking her fingertips as she tried to force the pins through their glossy chestnut-colored shells. Afterwards she busied herself with straightening the clutter of cabinets and drawers stuffed with requisition forms and microscopes, computer parts and dissection kits.

  It was well past two when David reappeared, his anorak slick with rain, his hair tucked beneath the hood. ‘Come on,’ he announced, standing impatiently by the open door. ‘Let’s go to lunch.’

  Janie looked up from the computer where she’d been updating a specimen list. ‘I’m really not very hungry,’ she said, giving him an apologetic smile. ‘You go ahead.’

  ‘Oh, for Christ’s sake.’ David let the door slam shut as he crossed to her, his sneakers leaving wet smears on the tiled floor. ‘That can wait till tomorrow. Come on, there’s not a fucking thing here that needs doing.’

  ‘But—’ She gazed up at him. The hood slid from his head; his grey-streaked hair hung loose to his shoulders, and the sheen of rain on his sharp cheekbones made him look carved from oiled wood. ‘What if somebody comes?’

  ‘A very nice docent named Mrs Eleanor Feltwell is out there, even as we speak, in the unlikely event that we have a single visitor.’

  He stooped so that his head was beside hers, scowling as he stared at the computer screen. A lock of his hair fell to brush against her neck. Beneath the wig her scalp burned, as though stung by tiny ants; she breathed in the warm acrid smell of his sweat and something else, a sharper scent, like crushed oak-mast or fresh-sawn wood. Above her brows the antennae suddenly quivered. Sweetness coated her tongue like burnt syrup. With a rush of panic she turned her head so he wouldn’t see her face.

  ‘I – I should finish this—’

  ‘Oh, just fuck it, Jane! It’s not like we’re paying you. Come on, now, there’s a good girl—’

  He took her hand and pulled her to her feet, Janie still looking away. The bangs of her cheap wig scraped her forehead and she batted at them feebly. ‘Get your things. What, don’t you ever take days off in the States?’

  ‘All right, all right.’ She turned and gathered her black vinyl raincoat and knapsack, pulled on the coat and waited for him by the door. ‘Jeez, you must be hungry,’ she said crossly.

  ‘No. Just fucking bored out of my skull. Have you been to Ruby in the Dust? No? I’ll take you then, let’s go—’

  The restaurant was down the High Street, a small, cheerfully claptrap place, dim in the grey afternoon, its small wooden tables scattered with abandoned newspapers and overflowing ashtrays. David Bierce ordered a steak and a pint. Janie had a small salad, nasturtium blossoms strewn across pale green lettuce, and a glass of red wine. She lacked an appetite lately, living on vitamin-enhanced, fruity bottled drinks from the health food store and baklava from a Greek bakery near the Tube station.

  ‘So.’ David Bierce stabbed a piece of steak, peering at her sideways. ‘Don’t tell me you really haven’t been here before.’

  ‘I haven’t!’ Despite her unease at being with him, she laughed, and caught her reflection in the wall-length mirror. A thin plain young woman in shapeless Peruvian sweater and jeans, bad haircut and ugly glasses. Gazing at herself she felt suddenly stronger, invisible. She tilted her head and smiled at Bierce. ‘The food’s good.’

  ‘So you don’t have someone taking you out to dinner every night? Cooking for you? I thought you American girls all had adoring men at your feet. Adoring slaves,’ he added dryly. ‘Or slave girls, I suppose. If that’s your thing.’

  ‘No.’ She stared at her salad, shook her head demurely and took a sip of wine. It made her feel even more invulnerable. ‘No, I—’

  ‘Boyfriend back home, right?’ He finished his pint, flagged the waiter to order another and turned back to Janie. ‘Well, that’s nice. That’s very nice – for him,’ he added, and gave a short harsh laugh.

  The waiter brought another pint, and more wine for Janie. ‘Oh really, I better—’

  ‘Just drink it, Jane.’ Under the table, she felt a sharp pressure on her foot. She wasn’t wearing her Doc Martens today but a pair of red plastic jellies. David Bierce had planted his heel firmly atop her toes; she sucked in her breath in shock and pain, the bones of her foot crackling as she tried to pull it from beneath him. Her antenna rippled, then stiffened, and heat burst like a seed inside her.

  ‘Go ahead,’ he said softly, pushing the wineglass towards her. ‘Just a sip, that’s right—’

  She grabbed the glass, spilling wine on her sweater as she gulped at it. The vicious pressure on her foot subsided, but as the wine ran down her throat she could feel the heat thrusting her into the air, currents rushing beneath her as the girl at the table below set down her wineglass with trembling fingers.

  ‘There.’ David Bierce smiled, leaning forward to gently cup her hand between his. ‘Now this is better than working. Right, Jane?’

  He walked her home along the canal path. Janie tried to dissuade him, but he’d had a third pint by then; it didn’t seem to make him drunk but coldly obdurate, and she finally gave in. The rain had turned to a fine drizzle, the canal’s usually murky water silvered and softly gleaming in the twilight. They passed few other people, and Janie found herself wishing someone else would appear, so that she’d have an excuse to move closer to David Bierce. He kept close to the canal itself, several feet from Janie; when the breeze lifted she could catch his oaky scent again, rising above the dank reek of stagnant water and decaying hawthorn blossom.

  They crossed over the bridge to approach her flat by the street. At the front sidewalk Janie stopped, smiled shyly and said, ‘Thanks. That was nice.’

  David nodded. ‘Glad I finally got you out of your cage.’ He lifted his head to gaze appraisingly at the row house. ‘Christ, this where you’re staying? You split the rent with someone?’

  ‘No.’ She hesitated: she couldn’t remember what she had told him about her living arrangements. But before she could blurt something out he stepped past her to the front door, peeking into the window and bobbing impatiently up and down.

  ‘Mind if I have a look? Professional entomologists don’t often get the chance to see how the quality live.’

  Janie hesitated, her stomach clenching; decided it would be safer to have him in rather than continue to put him off.

  ‘All right,’ she said reluctantly, and opened the door.

  ‘Mmmm. Nice, nice, very nice.’ He swept around the living room, spinning on his heel and making a show of admiring the elaborate molding, the tribal rugs, the fireplace mantel with its thick ecclesiastical candles and ormolu mirror. ‘Goodness, all this for a wee thing like you? You’re a clever cat, landing on your feet here, Lady Jane.’

  She blushed. He bounded past her on his way into the bedroom, touching her shoulder; she had to close her eyes as a fiery wave surged through her and her antennae trembled.

  ‘Wow,’ he exclaimed.

  Slowly she followed him into the bedroom. He stood in front of the wall where her specimens were balanced in a neat line across the wainscoting. His eyes were wide, his mouth open in genuine astonishment.

  ‘Are these yours?’ he marveled, his gaze fixed on the butterflies. ‘You didn’t actually catch them—?’

  She shrugged.

  ‘These are incredible!’ He picked up the Graphium agamemnon and tilted it to the pewter-colored light falling through the French doors. ‘Did you mount them, too?’

  She nodded, crossing to stand beside him. ‘Yeah. You can tell, with that one—’ She pointed at the Urania leilus in its oak-framed box. ‘It got rained on.’

  David Bierce replaced the Graphium agamemnon and began to read the l
abels on the others.

  Papilio demetrius

  UNITED KINGDOM: LONDON

  Highbury Fields, Islington

  7.V.2001

  J. Kendall

  Isopa katinka

  UNITED KINGDOM: LONDON

  Finsbury Park

  09.V.2001

  J. Kendall

  Argema mittrei

  UNITED KINGDOM: LONDON

  Camden Town

  13.IV.2001

  J. Kendall

  He shook his head. ‘You screwed up, though – you wrote “London” for all of them.’ He turned to her, grinning wryly. ‘Can’t think of the last time I saw a Moon Moth in Camden Town.’

  She forced a laugh. ‘Oh – right.’

  ‘And, I mean, you can’t have actually caught them— ’

  He held up the Isopa katinka, a butter-yellow Emperor moth, its peacock’s-eyes russet and jet-black. ‘I haven’t seen any of these around lately. Not even in Finsbury Park.’

  Janie made a little grimace of apology. ‘Yeah. I meant, that’s where I found them – where I bought them.’

  ‘Mmmm.’ He set the moth back on its ledge. ‘You’ll have to share your sources with me. I can never find things like these in North London.’

  He turned and headed out of the bedroom. Janie hurriedly straightened the specimens, her hands shaking now as well, and followed him.

  ‘Well, Lady Jane.’ For the first time he looked at her without his usual mocking arrogance, his green-flecked eyes bemused, almost regretful. ‘I think we managed to salvage something from the day.’

  He turned, gazing one last time at the flat’s glazed walls and highly waxed floors, the imported cabinetry and jewel-toned carpets. ‘I was going to say, when I walked you home, that you needed someone to take care of you. But it looks like you’ve managed that on your own.’