Jaided

by Rose, Ashley

  Blaize laughed and pulled Jaide away from the window. "Come on, let them have their privacy."

  Jaide whined. "Aw, please?"

  "Nope." He picked her up and tossed her on his bed. "I think it's time you paid the price for your indiscretions." He tried to sound firm but she could see the smile pulling at his lips.

  "Oh? My indiscretions? Is that what we're calling it now?" she asked, stretching on the bed, slightly parting her legs in hopeful anticipation.

  "Yes."

  "And what price am I to pay?"

  "Haven't decided yet," he said, standing over the bed.

  She laughed. "Okay. So what are we going to do then?"

  "Not sure, but whatever it is, I don't think I can do it with my T-shirt and jeans on." But he didn't make any move to remove his clothes, just looked down at her.

  "Was that a not-so-subtle way of telling me to take your clothes off?"

  "Yes."

  She grinned and slid off the bed, slipping her hands under his shirt and pulling it off over his head. Other than moving his limbs, he made no move to help her, just watched. Jaide then unbuttoned his jeans and tugged the zipper down. She pulled the jeans all the way off, her hand brushing against him in the process, and tossing them next to his shirt on the floor.

  "My turn?" she asked.

  "Yep." But instead of pulling her clothes off he flopped down on his bed, stretching out on his back.

  "Ah, I see how it is." She pulled off her clothes as quickly as she could while he watched lazily.

  Once she was just in her underwear and bra, she stood over the bed. "Better?" she asked, doing a little twirl.

  He shrugged and motioned her onto the bed. "You'll do."

  She lay down on top of him and kissed him on the lips.

  He ran both hands all the way down her back to rest on her ass, giving her a little squeeze. "What am I gonna do with you?"

  She kissed his chest before moving up to his ear. "Whatever you want," she whispered.

  "Whatever I want? Do you want to re-think that?"

  "Nope."

  "Hmm." He rolled her off him and onto her side before curling his body around hers from behind.

  "What are you gonna do? Spoon me into submission?" she joked and squirmed back against him, getting as close as possible and grinding against him ever so slightly.

  "Maybe," he said in her ear as a hand snaked around her waist.

  She shivered as he kissed her spine and then gasped when his hand went between her legs.

  "What's wrong?" Blaize asked, a little amused.

  She shook her head, afraid she would stutter if she tried to say something.

  "Never had a reach-around before?"

  "N-no."

  "N-no?" he teased.

  Blaize looked over his shoulder and removed his hand from her underwear for a moment to open the drawer on his bedside table.

  Jaide made a noise of protest at the sudden absence but he laughed. "Relax sweetheart, you'll be okay without my hand for two seconds."

  He found what he was looking for and put his arms around her again.

  "Ooh, what's this?" Jaide asked, taking it from him and turning the little container over in her hands. "Ahh, Intrigue. And I thought I was the only one who kept massage lube handy."

  "Nope." He took it back. He squeezed a bit into one hand and rubbed them together to warm it up. Then, he put it to use. She got quiet quick.

  Jaide relaxed back against his chest as he slowly continued, enjoying the slow pace and soft kisses. She was definitely turned on but not overly worked up. It was very slow and sensual. Several minutes later a knee slid between her legs, spreading her thighs and giving his hand better access. He slowly dragged a finger across her sensitive spot, causing her to draw in a ragged breath.

  "Blaize ..."

  "What?"

  She put her hand on his forearm. "Why are you going so slow?" she asked, breathlessly.

  "You don't like it?"

  "I love it, but ..." She paused as he moved his hips against hers, making his arousal obvious. "It's taking forever. You’re driving me crazy taking so long to finish."

  He laughed, his chest rumbling against her back. "Who says I'm gonna finish it?" He pulled away abruptly, leaving her on the bed.

  "Oh, my God! Blaize?" She rolled on her back to look up at him. "Do you have any idea how unfair that is? You're not serious, are you?"

  "I'm just kidding sweetheart. I wouldn't do that to you."

  "Thank God. Get back here then." She waved him back over to the bed.

  He shrugged, strolling across the room. "Nah, not right now. Aren’t you supposed to be paying for indiscretions or something like that?"

  "I thought I was."

  He laughed.

  "Okay, what do you want me to do then?" she asked.

  He shrugged again. "How about a shower?"

  She nodded. "Alright, that sounds okay." She stood up and followed him into the bathroom.

  “Well?” Blaize said, standing and waiting for Jaide to remove his boxers.

  With a slight giggle, she pulled his boxers down, trailing her fingers across his body on her way back up.

  “Take off your bra,” Blaize gently commanded.

  She unsnapped her bra and tossed it aside.

  “Now, your panties.”

  Jaide decided to tease a little. Turning her back toward him, she slid her panties down over her hips and slowly bent down, exposing herself as she moved her panties around her ankles and kicked them off. She could practically feel Blaize’s eyes burning through her skin as she stood up straight again.

  Jaide still felt a little breathless from the unfinished business Blaize had just put her through.

  He wrapped his arms around her from behind. "What's wrong sweetheart? You seem a little shaky."

  "I wonder why," she said sarcastically.

  "Oh, was that sarcasm?" He kissed the back of her neck. "You want me to finish it, right?"

  "Yes," she said without hesitation.

  "'Yes what?" he teased.

  "Yes, please."

  "On my terms?"

  She nodded, pressing her body back against his, feeling his arousal against the small of her back.

  "You enjoy this, don't you?” she teased.

  "I enjoy it because I know how much it turns you on." He spoke confidently in her ear.

  Jaide couldn't deny it though. He was right, it did turn her on. Way on.

  They moved to the shower, her back still to him.

  His hands slid over her shoulders and down her arms until he grasped her wrists. He lifted them above her head and pressed her palms to the tile wall of the shower.

  She laughed. "I feel like you're a cop about to frisk me."

  "Let's go with that then." He tapped her ankle with his foot. "Spread ‘em."

  She obliged him and laughed until his arm wrapped around her again. One hand slipped between her legs again. He held his thumb against her sensitive spot and slipped two fingers inside her, moving slowly at first, then picking up speed. At the same time, he used his other hand to caress her breasts.

  Jaide arched her back. This was definitely not the slow, seductive pace he was using before. This was fast, strong and more demanding than he had ever been, and yet all the while he knew exactly when and how to be careful. He never crossed the line.

  As Jaide began to let out whimpers, Blaize kissed and nibbled the back of her neck, pressing against her so she could feel his arousal as he touched her. Soon, her whimpers turned to moans.

  Jaide didn't really remember much of the next ten minutes except that it was one of the most erotic things she had ever experienced. She did remember about halfway through, Blaize had to wrap an arm around her waist to support her, since her legs wouldn't anymore. She also remembered him leaning over her shoulder to kiss her. Later, she would find out it was his attempt to try to quiet her down a little.

  Blaize had finished. Jaide was panting and leaning against him for
support.

  He turned her around in his arms, nuzzling her throat. "Everything alright, baby?"

  She took a moment to speak. "Jesus Christ, Blaize, that was ..."

  "As good as sex?"

  She wrapped her arms around his neck and rested her forehead against his. "That was better than a lot of sex I've had, and I don't even know how that's possible."

  "Yeah?" He seemed a little anxious, like he always did after they got intimate.

  "Yeah." She pressed her lips to his. "I can only imagine how sex is going to be."

  He smiled. "Well, I hope it lives up to expectations."

  "I'm sure it -" A loud banging on the bathroom door cut her off.

  "What the ..." Blaize set her down, making sure she could stand on her own before releasing her waist. He stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around his hips. Suddenly the bathroom door flew open, almost hitting him.

  "Whoa! What the hell?"

  Leith, Matt, Alex and Bhrade all crowded into the bathroom.

  "What are you guys doing?"

  "We've been banging on your main door for a couple minutes. We finally just came in," Alex said. They all looked worried.

  "What? Why?"

  "We were in the hallway and heard stuff. Where's Jaide?" Leith leaned around Blaize to look into the rest of the bathroom.

  "Whoa." Blaize shoved him back, knowing Jaide was still in the shower naked. "Watch it."

  He shot Leith a dirty look and snatched a towel off the counter. He made sure the guys couldn't see into the shower as he helped Jaide wrap a towel around and then step out of the stall.

  "Hey guys, what are you all doing here?" she asked as Blaize wrapped an arm around her.

  Matt stepped back. "Oh, you two were in the shower together?"

  Jaide nodded slowly. "Yeah, is that a problem?"

  "N-nothing, um, we just heard stuff and we thought something was, like, wrong."

  Jaide was confused. "What did you hear?"

  "Um, you know ..."

  "No, I don't." Jaide shook her head.

  Alex rolled his eyes. "We heard you two and mistook it for something else."

  "You heard what?"

  Blaize chuckled but Jaide nudged him to be quiet. She was still totally oblivious.

  "What did you hear exactly?" she asked persistently.

  Alex winced. "You know, um, moaning and, almost screaming, and stuff? We thought something was wrong."

  Jaide clapped a hand to her mouth, looking at Blaize.

  "I was trying to get you to quiet down. You weren't really going for it though." Blaize seemed to find it hilarious.

  "Oh, my God!" Jaide wrapped her arms around his waist and buried her red face in his chest.

  Blaize laughed and did his best to comfort her without completely bursting from laughter.

  "Wow!" Alex said. The four boys all looked at each other. They all knew they should being leaving now but they were all amazed. "So, we just heard you guys having sex?"

  Jaide looked up. "No, we weren't having sex."

  They all looked confused. "Then why were you making those sounds?"

  "I think it's pretty clear. I was being sexually simulated," she said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, apparently not embarrassed anymore.

  Matt groaned and walked out, leaving Alex, Leith and Bhrade all looking dumbstruck.

  "Blaize?" Leith asked.

  "What?"

  "You guys weren't having sex?"

  "No."

  "Then how ...?"

  Leith looked dumbstruck. "But if you didn't even have sex and ...when we ... did have real sex ..." he motioned between himself and Jaide.He looked as if he had just failed at life.

  Jaide shrugged and leaned against Blaize, rubbing her hand over his abs. "I'm sorry, Leith. I don't know what to tell you. Don’t feel bad though. I'm sure it was just because you were drunk. I'm sure you're actually really great," she said very sincerely, giving him an assuring look.

  He just gaped and then, looking dejected, he turned around and walked out.

  Once he was gone, Jaide laughed. "Aw, now I feel kinda bad."

  "You just told him he sucked in bed. He should feel bad," Alex said with a smile.

  Bhrade just shook his head. "Okay well, I think it's time I leave now. Uh, you two, well, have fun? Okay, yes, bye."

  Alex left too, following Bhrade. "Um, see you guys tomorrow? I'll uh, lock the door behind me."

  Jaide looked up at Blaize once they were gone. "Was I really being that loud?"

  He nodded. "Yes, but that's okay. I don't mind. It was sexy." He removed her towel smoothly and helped her back into the shower. "Shall we finish?"

  "Umm, I thought we were done," she said, a little confused.

  Blaize suddenly looked anxious again. "Oh, I just thought ..."

  Jaide was a little confused until she noticed the bulge under his towel. "Oh! Of course, Blaize, sorry." She reached for him but he stepped back.

  "If you don't want to its okay, I'll just ..."

  She reached for him again. "Blaize, I'm sorry. I wasn't paying attention. Please get in the shower? I want to."

  He let Jaide pull him into the shower and take his towel off.

  She adjusted the water temperature, though she was pretty sure they had about drained all the hot water in the building by now. He was tense again, as always.

  She stood on tiptoes to look into his eyes. "Sorry I'm so forgetful. You shouldn't have to ask. I'll make it up to you, okay?" She kissed him deeply and waited for him to respond to the kiss before reaching downward.

  She hated it when he got uncomfortable and she didn't want him to be like that anymore. She stroked his lower abs and placed a couple kisses on his jaw. "Why do you get uncomfortable when we do this? I mean, you seem perfectly okay with doing it for me. What’s different?"

  "I enjoy doing it for you." He spoke without hesitation.

  "Don't you enjoy getting it?"

  "Of course I do."

  "Then why do you get uncomfortable?"

  He hesitated. He looked down but Jaide kissed him, bringing his face back up.

  "I just don't like asking you."

  "And you shouldn't have to ask, but you spoil me. You make me forget. I'll try to be more thoughtful, okay?"

  He nodded.

  "But that doesn't explain why you're uncomfortable."

  He sighed. "It's just ..." He trailed off.

  "Is it because of your size?" she asked, knowing that was exactly what was wrong. She considered him well endowed.

  He didn't say anything, just backed against the shower wall in an attempt to put some distance between them. Jaide wouldn't have it though. She kept close.

  "That's the problem, right?"

  He nodded.

  "That's the problem with sex too, isn't it?"

  She could tell that he was getting increasingly uncomfortable. She leaned up to kiss him. "How about we finish this up and then get dressed and talk about it, okay?"

  He nodded again.

  Even though he was uncomfortable, Jaide was still careful to make it good for him. When they were finished, Jaide washed him carefully and then stepped out of the shower, giving him a moment to himself.

  When he finally came out of the bathroom, Jaide was dressed in pajamas and sitting on his bed. He dropped the towel and quickly pulled on some boxers and sweats. He glanced down at her on his bed. He looked as anxious as ever and she hated seeing him like that.

  She got up to turn off the lights and check that the door was locked. "How do you feel about a massage? Help you relax a little bit?"

  "Yeah, sure."

  She grabbed her massage oil and went to his bed. "Lay down on your back. How does an ab and chest massage sound? My fave."

  He lay down on his back and she quickly climbed on top of him, going to work on his pecs.

  "So, about this whole thing. That's the real reason you've been holding back, right?" she asked casually.

  H
e rubbed her legs, not meeting her eyes. "Yeah, I mean-I didn't want to rush anything, either. I'm not really that kind of guy but, yeah, that other thing is the main reason."

  "Leith told me, and this was a while ago, a week ago or so, he told me that you and Maddy didn't work out in that department because of it."

  "Yeah, she was such a petite girl. I felt so terrible because the first time she didn't say anything and I didn't have a lot of experience at the time. I didn't realize that I was hurting her, until afterward. She said it wasn't that bad but I knew it shouldn't be like that at all."

  "I'm sorry."

  "Me too."

  "But with me, don't you think it'd be different? I'm not petite or anything like that. I'm an athlete." She continued the massage, moving onto his shoulders.

  "I don't want to risk it."

  "That's a little extreme, don't you think?"

  "Probably, but I can't help it."

  "Blaize, I can tell you with pretty good confidence that it wouldn't be a problem."

  He didn't reply, just looked up at her like he didn't believe her.

  "I know you may not want to hear this but Mason is about the same as you and it was never a problem. I mean, I admit, Mason is like a giant in general so he's more proportional but in this department you guys are the same and it was never a problem."

  He looked up at her. "How do you know that we're the same?"

  She smiled. "Well, I mean, I think I'm in a position to say. I've done a lot with Mason and I've done a fair amount with you and let's just say he has to use the like ... Trojan Magnum condoms?"

  "Really?"

  "Yep."

  "And there's no problem?"

  "Is it weird that we're talking about this? About me and Mason?"

  "A little, but it's making me feel better."

  "Okay then, no, there's no problem. It's a tight fit but that's a good thing right? Sex with Mason is amazing."

  "Was."

  "Right, was amazing."

  She continued the massage, moving to his abs.

  "So?"

  "So?"

  "Are we gonna give it a try? I mean ... I'm sure you're still worried about it but there's only one way to find out for sure, right?"

  He nodded slowly. "Yeah."

  She smiled assuredly. "When you're ready."

  "I just, I don't want to mess anything up."

  "You won't."

  He nodded. "Okay, um, we have a game in a couple days. I don't want to risk anything getting into our heads that might keep us from being focused, so maybe this weekend? Once we get back from Arlington."