by Gina Kincade
“Only if you want it to,” Rowan offered and he stepped closer. He ran his knuckles across my cheek and I closed my eyes.
Then I felt Kai behind me. His hands took my hips and I felt his body press against my back. He pulled my shirt to the side and kissed my shoulder up to my neck. Rowan tilted my face up to his and he kissed me. Gliding his tongue across my lips, I gasped and he took the opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth. He tilted my head and deepened the kiss while Kai’s hands moved around my hips to the front of shorts. His fingers fidgeted with the button, then the zipper.
Kai bent down and slowly pulled my shorts down my body. “My God, Jac. You are beautiful.” Kicking off my shorts, Kai ran his hands over my ass cheeks and squeezed them. I felt his lips kiss over my exposed skin.
My fingers dug into the back of Rowan’s neck in an attempt to pull him closer, as if it were possible. In return, Rowan tugged at the hem of my shirt and pulled it up. We broke the kiss long enough to pull the top over my head. He tossed it and tilted my head to the side, then his lips made a straight line for my neck.
Oh my God, I thought to myself. Kai and Rowan at the same time? Can I do this?
Yes, you are doing this!
“Move your legs apart for me, baby girl,” Kai instructed. I smiled to the name he called me and did as he asked. I felt his fingers hook into the sides of my panties and he tugged, pulling them down my legs.
Holy fuck, I’m naked in front of Rowan and Kai!
I gasped suddenly when Kai kissed against my inner thigh. “We need her to lie down,” he spoke up to Rowan.
In return to the suggestion, Rowan groaned against my neck. “Good idea.” Pulling back just enough to look into my eyes, Rowan’s were dark, lust filled. And I loved it.
Leading me toward my bedroom, I reached behind me and undid my bra, then tossed it. Kai came up behind me and cupped my breasts then kissed against my neck and shoulder. His fingers and thumbs pinched and squeezed my nipples.
I kept my gaze on Rowan the entire time and noticed how he smiled upon each of my whimpers. “You like that baby girl?”
I nodded and smiled to both of my men calling me their baby girl. “Yes, very much so. Come here.” Reaching for Rowan, he stepped closer and kissed me while Kai made work across my neck and shoulders.
“I think I’m going to lie on the bed,” Kai offered, “and I want you on my face.”
“Holy shit,” I whispered as I watched Kai remove his shirt. His naturally tanned skin rippled from his muscles and he made quick to remove his pants, leaving him in his boxers. My eyes took in the sight of him, his broad chest, his biceps, the contours of his stomach, and... "Oh wow," I whispered again to the size the cock hidden behind the material. He better let that thing out before he rips his way out, I thought.
Behind me, Rowan ran his hands up the length of my arms and he whispered in my ear, "It will be so fucking hot to watch you on his face, but it will be even hotter watching your lips around my cock."
I turned my face slightly to look to Rowan. His eyes grew a darker shade of blue, almost black. He cupped my face and turned me toward him, then kissed me. His tongue glided across my lips and as my arms slipped up around his neck, I almost jumped when Kai grasped my legs.
"I'm tired of waiting." He chuckled and lifted one of my legs, then placed my foot onto the bed, spreading me wide open. He kissed up my thighs and his tongue ran between my hip and pussy, drawing a moan from me.
"You like that?" Rowan mumbled against my lips.
"Yes," I whispered back, then gasped and held onto Rowan. Kai licked me from pussy to clit, then kissed against my hood, pulling it softly between his teeth.
"Oh God," I whispered against Rowan's lips.
"Let's lay her on the bed instead," Rowan offered.
"Mmm, good idea," Kai returned and pulled away from my pussy, suddenly missing the emptiness of his tongue.
Rowan held onto my hands as I sat onto my bed, then laid back. Kai pushed my thighs apart and wasted no time shoving his tongue between my slick folds. He teased my clit and my back arched.
"Oh, don't stop," I whispered.
Rowan cupped my face and immediately, the head of his dick touched against my cheek. Turning my face, I licked his head, precum salting my tongue. Opening my eyes, I looked up to Rowan and captured his gaze. I licked his cock once more and he grinned. Keeping my eyes on his, I opened my mouth and took him in.
My body bucked when Kai pushed a finger inside, turning up upwards. He pressed against my spot, teasing it with his finger while he licked my clit.
I moaned against Rowan's cock and he responded by thrusting into my mouth, followed by a groan. I gagged slightly and he pulled back just as Kai pushed a finger into my ass.
I gasped and pulled the cock from my mouth. "Be careful," I whispered. "I've never..."
"I promise, I'll be gentle," he reassured me. "While Rowan fucks your pussy, I plan on taking every bit of your ass that I can."
"Oh my God," I whispered and laid my head back down. Kai circled his finger in my ass and turning my head, I took Rowan's cock back in my mouth.
"Good girl," he whispered, fisting his hand in my hair. He thrust against my mouth once more and I quickly pulled him back out.
"Please let me do this," I barked at him.
Rowan grinned and nodded while Kai chuckled against my pussy. "My apologies, my lady," Rowan offered with a wink.
"Thank you," I remarked and a warmth spilled on my ass. Looking down, Kai set aside a bottle of lube.
"It was sitting on your dresser so I took it." He grinned and waggled his brows.
I knew damn well no lube was on my counter. He probably planned this with Rowan. The fuckers. Turning to take Rowan back in my mouth, I gasped when Kai pushed in another finger in my ass. Rowan took advantage of my gasp and shoved his dick in my mouth. Closing my lips around him and wrapping a hand around his length, I sucked and stroked him at the same time.
"Holy fuck, Jac, just like that," Rowan groaned. "Fuck yes."
"I can't wait to fuck this tight ass of yours," Kai groaned against my flesh.
My body shook suddenly when an overwhelming sensation began to cease my body. My nipples hardened completely and my back arched.
"Oh fuck!" I screamed and gripped Rowan's cock tight in my hand. Kai managed to trigger an orgasm out of nowhere while fingering my ass. My voice screamed in the room and lips latched onto my nipples and nibbled. "Fuck, stop, please stop!"
Both men pulled back and my body felt empty. My chest heaved with air I had been gasping for and upon opening my eyes, Rowan and Kai were both smiling.
"What is the smirk for?" I asked and rested my head back.
"Oh, nothing, just that you are fucking hot when you cum," Kai chuckled. When I lifted my head to look at him again, he swiped his arm across his face. I wanted to blush from the evidence of my orgasm, but decided it was worth it, seeing myself on him.
"Are you ready for this?" Rowan asked softly.
I looked up into his eyes and watched him for a moment. Love, admiration and something more...longing. I smiled and nodded. "Yes, yes I am." Shifting my gaze to my other man, Kai, our gaze met. He lifted his brow and I grinned. He then nodded, a conversation transpiring needing no words.
Rowan climbed onto the bed and laid on his back. "Get up here beautiful." He motioned with his hands and moving toward him, I glanced back to Kai.
"How, umm, does this work, exactly?"
He shook his head. "Let me take care of that. You concentrate on getting on him right now."
I nodded and turned back to Rowan, then straddled his legs. He reached between us and lined his head up to my pussy. "I have wanted this for so long," he whispered.
A smile captured my features and I nodded. "Me too." Slowly, I sat down as his cock penetrated me. I closed my eyes and my lips parted; a gasp inhaled quietly as he filled me.
"Damn baby, you're tight, so hot, so wet." He reached for my face and cupped my cheeks,
then kissed me. I began to rock my hips against him and damn, if he did not feel good. His tongue teased my lips as I rocked against him.
Then the wet substance poured over my backside again. I held my breath and gritted my teeth.
"You need to relax, baby," Kai whispered. "I promised you I would be gentle, but you need to relax, and breathe."
I nodded and turned to Rowan. "Kiss me." He immediately captured my lips and trust up against me. I appreciated what he was doing, but in the back of my mind, all I could think of how much this was going to hurt.
When Kai pressed the head of his cock to my ass, he leaned over my body and kissed my back. "Baby girl, you need to relax. If you tense, it will hurt. Just relax."
"It will probably hurt regardless how tense or relaxed I am."
He kissed along my back again and it sent a shiver up my spine. "Relax, breathe and you'll be fine, promise."
I nodded and sighed a long exhale, keeping my gaze on Rowan's.
"I love you," he whispered.
Smiling to this, my head tilted. "I love you."
Then it happened. Kai pushed the head of his cock in my ass and stopped. I pressed my eyes closed and Rowan cupped my face.
"Relax baby, breathe."
I nodded and exhaled again and forced my body to relax. Kai pushed in further, still taking it slow. He pulled out just slightly and pushed a little more.
"I'm almost all the way in, Jac, keep breathing."
"Okay," I whispered and rested my forehead against Rowan's. Then I felt Kai's hips touching my asscheeks. Lifting my head, I glanced back over my shoulder to him, "Are you all the way in?"
He smiled and nodded. "Does it still hurt?"
"Honestly? Not so much, but it feels...weird."
He chuckled. "You're tight as fuck back here." Kai pulled back and pushed in a little and I gasped.
"Oh my God." My hands fisted in the sheets and goose flesh ran up my body.
"Did you like that?" Rowan asked and I quickly nodded.
"Oh yes, very much so."
"Good," Kai answered and did it again, this time, as he pushed in, Rowan pulled back. When Kai pulled back, Rowan pushed in. My men went into this rhythm and between the two of them, they both held onto me.
"Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God," I whispered, progressively growing louder with each statement. Kai began to push harder, as well as Rowan. My body shuddered with the sensations and my mouth opened to moan, but nothing came out.
Speechless, my eyes rolled into the back of my head and taking advantage of my exposed neck, Rowan kissed and nibbled on my skin.
"Fuck, Jac, so good, so tight," Kai groaned behind me. His thrusts became faster and harder. Rowan also picked up his pace and thrust harder into my pussy.
Feeling my clit throb, needing a release, the release that had been on the edge of breaking me, suddenly shattered. I screamed out and pushed against both of my men. I needed them harder, deeper in me. Fingers gripped my hips and Kai thrust hard enough his skin slapped against my own.
Rowan began to growl underneath me. "Fuck, Jac I'm going to cum, I'm going to fucking cum, now!" Warmth spilled inside me and Rowan moaned my name out loud.
As he began to slow, I pushed harder against Kai, needing him. "Fuck, Kai I'm still cumming! Don't stop! Fuck me!"
He smacked my ass and the sound echoed throughout the bedroom. Digging his fingers into my hips, his rhythm turned fast and hard, really hard. He groaned, then yelled out. "Fuck!" Kai pulled out just as he came and the warmth of his seed spilled onto my back.
Panting, I barely held myself up over Rowan. His cock slipped out limp and he pulled me down on his body. "Baby, are you okay?"
"I...I don't know yet. I have never done anything like this before."
Feeling the bed move, I glanced over to watch Kai leave the room. I shifted myself to the side of Rowan and heard the water running in the bathroom. Once it turned off, Kai reappeared with a couple of wash clothes. He wiped my back and kissed my temple.
"Beautiful." He then cleaned my backside and lifted my leg, pressing a clean rag against me. "When you're ready, we'll bathe you in the shower."
"Really?" I asked and looked to him, then to Rowan. They both nodded with a smile.
Chapter Fourteen
THE NEXT MORNING, I stood on my balcony with Rowan. “Why would you not tell me you loved me before?” Kai had said his good byes earlier and talked of plans to meet with a few of the Fae who were rescued. He kissed me good bye and shook Rowan’s hand.
Rowan shrugged softly. “How could I? You were, for a lack of better terms, off limits.”
I blinked to this. “Why? I had no idea. Who said I was off limits?”
“No one said it distinctively. It was something that was just known.”
“How?” I felt confused.
“It’s a long story.”
I smiled. “I don’t think you’re going anywhere for a while, right?”
He nodded. “Okay, true enough.” He adjusted himself on the bed and turned to face me. We laid looking to one another naked, having no shame and no cares. He lightly touched my cheek then kissed me on the lips.
“Remember when I mentioned about being with me you would not be able to bear children?”
I nodded.
“Well, that is why you were off limits. If I were to give you the opportunity to have children and extend the Valkyrie blood line, I would not stand in that way. This is your legacy, and honestly,” he shifted on the bed looking almost sheepish, “I feel as if I have taken that from you.”
Understanding where he had been coming from in his fear, I snuggled closer to him. “You cannot take something that has been given to you.”
He met my gaze and smiled. “I fear you will grow to resent me for this.”
I flinched to his words. “Wow, have a little faith in me, Rowan.” I turned onto my back and stared at the ceiling.
“I’m serious, Jac. What happens in twenty, thirty years, and you want children, but cannot have them?”
Closing my eyes, I sighed. “Because I cannot extend my bloodline with you doesn’t mean I won’t have your children at all, Rowan.”
“No, Jac, you’re not understanding what I’m saying.”
I opened my eyes and looked to him. “Then maybe you need to explain further.”
He nodded with a sigh. “We, you and I, can never have children together. We are not capable of having them together. Our species together would not spawn children.”
I blinked, then understanding rendered in my head. No children at all if I chose my path with him. If I chose my path with another, however, I could have children and pass my Valkyrie onward.
“This is not fair,” I whispered and lowered my gaze.
“This is why I did not want to move forward with pursuing you, Jac. I did not want to take away your chance in having a family.”
I nodded and turned back to face the ceiling.
“I would understand if you need time to think this over.”
Feeling the bed move I looked over to Rowan sitting up. “Where are you going?”
“I think you need time...”
I cut him off. “What?” Sitting up I grasp his shoulder. “You fuck me, drop this bomb, then leave me with my thoughts on the subject?”
He quickly turned to face me and shook his head, eyes wide. “Hell no! You really think I would do that?”
I let out a laugh. “Well, aren’t you doing that just now?”
He stared at me for a moment, then lowered his gaze. “I’m sorry, I didn’t realize...I didn’t mean...”
I shook my head. “Listen, stay with me tonight and in the morning, we’ll talk more about this when we’re not high on endorphins, okay?”
Rowan sighed and he looked to me, holding my gaze for a long moment. “All right.” He laid back on my bed. “What about Kai?”
“I’ll call him later. Right now, I just need you.”
He smiled and nodded.
As I start
ed to remove my clothes, he suddenly yelled out, “My eyes, my eyes!”
I hit him with a pillow. “Real nice. I need a shower.” I stood from my bed and ran my hand through my hair. “You’re welcome to join me.” Looking over my shoulder to him, I found him watching me. Bending over purposely, my ass facing him, “I might need your help.” Picking up my clothes I had on, I stood with a smirk and made my way to the bathroom, with Rowan quick on my tail.
Chapter Fifteen
AFTER CLEANING UP, Rowan and I sat at my breakfast nook and stared at our hands. Not having any idea on what I wanted to say, I decided to go first.
“Rowan, you know how I feel about you.” I looked to him and found him staring at the table. His sandy blond hair a mess from sleeping, but he managed to make it sexy. I watched his brows furrow, then release. “Please, look at me.”
He sighed and slowly, raised his gaze to meet mine. “Jac,” his voice heavy with regret, “I can’t do this if it means you giving up on having children.”
I felt tears threaten my eyes. Shaking it off, I took a deep breath and continued. “Any decisions I make, I make for me and me alone. If it involves you, and maybe Kai, then you will both have a say, but dammit, Rowan, being with you is my decision, being with both of you, it is my decision.”
“Right, but if you had a chance to have a life with children, would you take it?”
“Not if it meant I could not be with you.”
He smiled a small smile. “You’re only saying that to not hurt my feelings.”
“No, I’m saying that because it’s the truth.” I reached across the table and wrapped my small hands around his larger ones. “Rowan, I absolutely adore you, and I love you. I have always loved you in so many ways. As of late, like in the last few years, I have fallen in love with you. You are always there to protect me, guide me, mentor me, and be anything and everything I have ever needed in someone. All I’m asking you to do now is be the one I want to love and spend my time with.”
“Where does Kai fit into this?”
I shrugged softly and grinned. “We’ll figure that out together, but Rowan, I need him as much as I need you, just in a different way.”