DAMON: A Bad Boy MC Romance Novel

by Meg Jackson

  “Just trust me, you done me a whole lotta good,” he said, suddenly reaching out and grabbing me around the shoulders, pulling me into his broad, tattooed chest. I breathed deeply, savoring the smell of him, the musky, leathery odor, so masculine and rough. They should bottle that scent, it’d get guys laid a whole lot more than Axe.

  Suddenly, the alarm clock next to the bed went off. I looked over; it was 8am. I’d set the alarm as soon as I’d gotten into the room, meaning to be on the road as soon as I could. 8 was the latest I’d wanted to sleep. Now, I hadn’t slept at all. Regardless of whether or not I wanted to take Reign up on his offers, I wouldn’t be going anywhere that day. Not on zero hours of sleep. Not with my mind as screwed up as it was.

  “Shit,” Reign said, rolling over. “Is it morning?”

  The heavy curtains blocked the entirety of the sun, keeping us in the illusion of constant evening. I nodded, suddenly feeling very, very tired. Reign’s hand crept up my thigh, slowly. My body shuddered, but I put my hand on top of his, halting his progress. I couldn’t do that again now, as much as my body might want it. I needed sleep, and a shower, and time to think without oxytocin flooding my neurons.

  “Sorry,” I said, hoping to sound as genuine as I felt. “I need…I need to be alone for a bit. I didn’t realize…”

  He nodded.

  “Sure, you had yourself a hell of a day. Don’t worry about the room; no one gonna come kick you out. I’ll make sure of that. You get yourself some sleep.”

  I could hear disappointment in his voice, but his eyes were all understanding. It almost made me want to change my mind. But, no, I needed to deal with my shit. Reign rolled out of bed, landing on his feet like a cat, his magnificent manhood dangling between his legs. It would have looked comical if it didn’t flood me with memories of what he’d done to me with it.

  I clenched my legs together, biting the inside of my cheek as I watched him get dressed. His lean, toned, gorgeous, tattooed, hairy, oh-so-edible body disappearing one garment at a time. I just sat there in the bed, covered to the chest, watching him, hoping that I’d get to see him without his clothes again sometime. If I was going to be there another night…

  “Mind if I come by later?” he asked, the question sounding not like a question at all. He knew the answer. Damn, but that cockiness was just as hot as his body. It was different from Jeremy’s confidence, which was inflated beyond reason. It was a cockiness that was backed up by…well, cock. There, I said it.

  I nodded. “Much later,” I added, meaning to sleep the whole day if I could. I needed it.

  “Trust me, I won’t be opening my eyes before 9,” he said with a chuckle.

  “Are you…are you sure I’m safe here?” I asked, panic setting in as the warmth of his body left the bed. When he’d been lying next to me, it was easy to chase away my fear. Now, I was going to be alone again. Alone in this room, with no one to protect me.

  Images of the body under the mattress in the other room, Jeremy’s squad car pulling up, the cocaine stashed in the drawer, my phone in pieces on the passenger seat of the car, began to flash in my head, as though I’d blacked out for the past twelve hours and was trying to piece everything together bit by bit. Reality came in a rush. And it hurt.

  Reign looked at me as though he could see right through me into my head. He dropped his hands to his sides, came to sit on the edge of the bed beside me.

  “Do you want me to stay?” he asked. I could see it wouldn’t be an imposition on him. I shook my head. He couldn’t just stay forever. At some point, I’d have to be on my own. And that might as well start now. And, I figured, I was so exhausted I would probably pass out quicker than I thought, anyway.

  “I’m okay. But…you…no one will tell anyone where I am, right?”

  “Of course not. We’re not in the habit of selling people out. And I’ll make sure everyone knows you ain’t even here,” he said, then paused, seeming to think. “Give me your car keys.”

  My chest constricted. What did he want those for? What, was he going to steal my car? But then why would he ask for my keys? What if he wanted to strand me here? What if, under all that charm and sincerity, he was just like Jeremy – worse? What if he was going to make sure I couldn’t leave?

  “I’m just going to move it to the municipal lot down the block,” he said, as though reading my thoughts. “That way, if you’re right and he’s tracking your wheels, he won’t know where you are, just that you’ve been here at some point. But if you’re parked right outside your room…”

  “Oh. Of course,” I said, still not entirely sold but also seeing the logic in his proposal. Besides, if I was going to be stuck with an abusive man, it might as well be an abusive man who was willing to give me mind-blowing orgasms than one who just wanted to give me reasons to wear concealer. I gave him my keys from where they sat on the nightstand.

  “You won’t…you won’t, like, steal it or anything?”

  Reign smiled, finding humor in my panic. I’d have been offended but that smile was like a get-out-of-jail-free card.

  “What would I do with a junker like that? I only need two wheels. But I am gonna see if we can’t get you something new to ride around in. Even if you decide to go through with this fool plan of yours to head to the border, we’ll make sure you get there as incognito as you can,” he said, reaching out to stroke my cheek. My eyes closed, my head lolled against his palm, the warmth of him like a panacea for my fevered mind. He rose, jangling my keys.

  “Don’t you run off on me, now,” he said, and I thought I could detect a hint of actual worry in his plea.

  “How can I?” I said, gesturing to the keys he held in his hand. He looked down at them and smiled, laughing at himself.

  “I’ll come back ‘round later, or see you at the bar,” he said, leaning forward and cupping my chin in his hand, our lips meeting once again, tongues just barely touching for one soft, blessed moment.

  And then he was gone, a shaft of too-bright light appearing in the room as he swung the door open, then disappearing as he shut it.

  Do you know the tale of the tell-tale heart?

  As soon as I was alone in that room, it was like that duffel bag in the safe was the beating heart plaguing the narrator in Poe’s story. I fell asleep, slowly but surely, to a dull, imagined throbbing sound emanating from the safe. As though it were alive, glowing and thumping against the walls. Trying to escape.

  A metronome that lulled me to sleep as much as it frightened me.

  It could have been my own heartbeat.

  8

  “Give me a screwdriver, Honey” Reign said, sliding onto a stool in the tired morning light of the bar. He’d moved Gabriella’s car, loving the smell of her that lingered in the driver’s seat, and walked the two blocks back to the bar in a sort of exhausted, lust-or love-struck stupor. He hoped it was just the former, prayed that it wasn’t the latter. Honey twisted her dishrag around her hand, looking at him with her eyebrows raised.

  “Now what in the hell’s got you out of bed before noon?” she asked before turning to pour out a very, very stiff drink. Kid sure looked like he needed it.

  “Ain’t my bed. Got kicked out,” Reign said, taking a long swill from the drink and smacking his lips together. “Sure glad I didn’t brush my teeth first.”

  “You spent the night with someone?” Honey asked, more surprised than anything else. “I thought that was one of your rules, never spend the night?”

  “Yeah, well, the girl was so good, I wanted to get it again when I woke up. But we never did get to sleepin’,” Reign said, somewhat bashful. He realized that he was slipping back into a more comfortable vernacular, and thought about how much he’d wanted to impress Gabriella. Even after she’d let him do whatever he wanted to her body, some part of him still wanted to impress her mind. He kept his eyes away from Honey’s as she looked him up and down.

  “You’re not talking about that curvy piece what was in here last night, huh? The one with the shin
er made her look like damn Mohammad Ali?”

  “That’s the one. C’mon, Honey, that bruise was gnarly but those hips…whew!”

  “I like girls, too, Reign, but girl like that means trouble. The way she was clutching that bag to her like it was her baby…someone’s looking for her, most likely,” Honey said, idly wiping at the bar.

  “Yeah, a cop,” Reign said with a half-smile. Honey stopped wiping the bar, put her hands on her hips. “Her hubby is Colorado PD.”

  “You think that’s something to smile about? You fuckin’ think that’s a joke? We ain’t exactly selling flowers here, Reign. Jesus, I though thirty-year-olds were supposed to have a little more going on between the ears, but you provin’ me wrong, boy,” Honey said, visibly agitated.

  “Aw, she’ll be movin’ on soon, I reckon. She sure plans to. Though I hope not too soon…”

  “Damn right she will be. I’m kickin’ her out. We don’t need that kinda trouble around here,” Honey said.

  “You’re not doing any damn thing like it,” Reign said, suddenly no longer playful. Honey turned to him, eyebrows raised, as he stared at her. She felt ice plunge into her heart. He meant business.

  And she couldn’t exactly argue with him, not with him being the likely next president of the Black Smokes. Reign kept his eyes glued to hers as he pulled out a pack of cigarettes, rapping it against the table. Two coffin nails popped out and he brought the pack to his mouth, holding both between his lips, never breaking eye contact. With a flip of his other wrist, he lit his zippo, both cigarettes lighting at once. He puffed on one while grabbing the other, holding it out to Honey.

  “Smoke up,” he said. “And don’t you walk around sayin’ you’re gonna kick people out. We all been in that girl’s place, you know. She needs a place to hideout, this one is as good as any. We’ll smell that pig coming miles away. We always do, don’t we? And make sure you spread the word that she ain’t here. We never seen her. Never even heard of her.”

  “Uh huh,” Honey said, taking the offered cigarette and indulging in a long drag, blowing the smoke above her head, eyes closed as she tried to shake the bad feeling that was trying to settle in her bones.

  Women’s intuition, she thought. Reign wouldn’t get it, but she just had that notion in her heart that this girl was trouble. She seemed sweet enough, and Honey didn’t wish her any ill, but that didn’t change the fact that battered women with mysterious duffel bags and cop husbands were never going to be anything but bad news.

  “Why don’t you drink with me, Honey?” Reign said, dropping his death glare and offering a truce in the form of one of his famous, knee-knocking, panty-dropping smiles.

  Honey’d been down that road before, most of the chicks had, and knew exactly how much of a man Reign was. She smiled back, in spite of her bad feelings, the affection she felt for the savvy but young biker beating out her cynicism. Pouring them both a shot of vodka, and a screwdriver for herself for the side, they made a toast to damsels in distress.

  “You ought to go have a chat with her, Honey,” Reign said, somewhat out of nowhere. Honey scoffed. “No, really. You know where her head’s at better’n me, probably. And she’s smart, real smart, like you. She knows all about these dead old philosophers. She’d listen, if you wanted to give her some advice, I think. C’mon, you got something better to do? Pretend like you’re a bartender?”

  “I am a bartender, Reign,” Honey said with a roll of her eyes, taking another drag of the cigarette. “More like a bar protector. If I weren’t here dolin’ out the drinks, this place would be dry in an hour from you guys raiding it.”

  “Aw, what a martyr we got here. Well, whatever, you don’t gotta do a damn thing just ‘cause I suggest it. You’re just a respectful broad, is all, and that little thing maybe needs to see someone like you, who’s been in her shoes, who’s come out the other side.”

  “You think this is comin’ out the other side? That girl don’t want this life,” Honey said.

  “Neither did you, when you first come here, did ya? But what do you think comin’ out the other side is? You ain’t breaking any bones around us, now are you? Nobody giving you shiners anymore. Anyone even try slapping your ass and five guys’d turn his knees to powder,” Reign said, sipping his drink slowly.

  “Fuck that, I wouldn’t need five guys, you know damn well I’d take care of ‘em myself,” Honey said with a chuckle and a smile.

  “Damn straight. But you came here cowerin’ at every little thing, same as her. Don’t forget that,” Reign said, tapping his knuckles against the bar, the sound of his metal rings against the wood echoing in the silence of the morning. Honey shrugged.

  “Maybe,” she said, not committing to anything. She didn’t want to have to go talk to this poor little girl. She wanted this poor little girl to get gone. But if it would make Reign happy…it was hard to let those eyes down.

  Honey didn’t fancy Reign like some of the younger girls did, hoping he’d make her his old lady. She didn’t want to be anyone’s old lady. She liked being everyone’s old lady, choosing who she wanted to spend the night with…or not, when she wanted to spend the night alone. But she really, truly liked the kid. He was a good lay, and he had a good heart. And he was rising straight to the top. Always good to be on the right side of a man like that.

  Reign slammed down the last of his drink, smacking his lips and sliding the glass back to Honey, who caught it one-handed.

  “Refuel?” she asked, grabbing the bottle of vodka. Reign seemed to think for a moment, his blue eyes toying with the day’s possibilities. His head hurt from being up all night. The thing he liked most about his life in the club was that he could sleep in and stay up all night.

  Reign loved sleeping more than almost anything else in the world; he never got heavy into uppers like some of the other guys because he loved the feeling of a pillow under his head. He kind of wanted to skip the next drink and head back to bed. He wished he could head back to Gabriella’s bed, her head nestled into the crook of his arm, but his own bed would do.

  But, what the hell, it wasn’t every morning that he felt as good as he did that morning. Another drink wouldn’t kill him. There was plenty of day left to sleep away.

  “Line ‘em up, and one for the most beautiful bar protector this side of the wild West,” he said, thumping his fist against the bar. Honey favored him with a smile and refilled both their glasses just as the door to the bar swung open and a gigantic, booming groan filled the room.

  “GOTTA HANGOVER TO PUT W.C. FIELDS TO SHAME,” Cotton yelled as the bar doors swung shut behind him. Reign and Honey turned to look at him, amused. He swayed slightly as he staggered up to the bar.

  “You ain’t hungover, stupid, you’re still drunk,” Honey said, grabbing a third glass and filling it to the brim with vodka and orange juice. She went to the small window that separated the bar from the kitchen area. “Hey Endo, we’re gonna need some eggs and bacon, stat. Triple servings for starters. And some hash browns, huh?”

  “Comin’ up,” Endo, the club’s resident chef, called back. As the smell of cooking food filled the bar, and the morning began to grow late, the bar slowly filled with the same men who’d been there the night before, each and every one of them demanding eye-openers and plates of food.

  It was another day for the Black Smoke Motorcycle Club, and, like every day, it was as chaotic as you’d want to imagine. Outside, bikes revved and stalled as hungover men parked them willy-nilly around the bar.

  God damn, but I love this life, Reign thought as he listened to Cotton wail along to a Hank Williams song on the jukebox. His planned early morning nap kept getting postponed. It was just past noon. With no plans for the day, the whole club was just enjoying each other’s company, like a family, the family Reign had never had. A family where you didn’t get beat on unless you really deserved it. A family that laughed when you laughed and cried when you cried.

  Across the bar, Honey was sitting on Endo’s lap as he enjoyed a break f
rom cooking, sipping a beer, sharing his cigarette with her so that the butt ended up smudged with lipstick. She caught Reign’s eye and winked. He smiled back, but wished he could sit like that with Gabriella.

  The thought did more than surprise him.

  It scared him.

  He’d need to sleep soon. He wished he could slide into bed beside that girl…clutch her hips to him, press himself against her ass, fall asleep in the fragrant sea of her hair…

  Meanwhile, she was dreaming. Of nothing and everything at once. All her future and all her past, swimming together in a confused ocean of pain and pleasure. The money throbbed in the safe. The sun rose and rose and then began to fall. It was her first day of freedom, and she was sleeping, safe as she’d ever be, safer than she’d been in the five years under Jeremy’s spell.

  He would make sure she was safe, no matter where she went, he would make sure she could sleep. As he left the crowd behind, stumbling to his quarters on the far end of the property, he thought that over and over again.

  I’ll make her safe. She’ll sleep safe. She’ll always sleep safe and sound.

  He didn’t know how. He didn’t even know why. But that was all he could think of. And he meant to make it come true.

  Part II

  9

  Her lips were parted, welcoming him, his mouth like sweet water flowing over hers, down her throat. She drank him like wine, the fullest, richest merlot. His fingers, roughed and calloused but dripping with the promise of boundless pleasures, fell between her thighs, pulling them apart. They weren’t anywhere, at least nowhere on earth. They were somewhere still and soft, and he pressed hard against her, his manhood throbbing against her, slipping up and down her parted sex, drenched already as the head of his cock stroked up and down, up and down, again and again, until she was panting and pained with need.

  She found his body, her arms heavy and unresponsive, and grabbed him towards her, their mouths engulfed with each other, the distance between them sealed and dissolved as he burst into her, filling her up to her chest, where her heart beat quickly, brimming with pleasure, skin almost liquid as they came together in a perfect circle…