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All the Poems

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by Stevie Smith


  Is hateful to me

  And Death, too often on my lips,

  Becomes my shadower.

  O Death, Death, Death,

  Deceitful friend,

  Come pounce,

  And take,

  And make

  An end at once.

  ‘O Silent Visitation’

  O silent visitation

  In negation of all presences

  O felicity of the imagination

  O merit

  Of integrity in solitude

  Where was born the desolation

  Of this night sky that lightly lightly

  Treads upon the desert

  In patience lost beyond cognizance

  O desolate night sky

  O profundity of patience

  Bearing lightly lightly

  Upon the desert of the time track

  O behold in silence

  The shapes of the prevision

  That dance and turn again

  From comprehension

  I am waiting for you.

  I Forgive You

  I forgive you, Maria,

  Things can never be the same,

  But I forgive you, Maria,

  Though I think you were to blame.

  I forgive you, Maria,

  I can never forget,

  But I forgive you, Maria,

  Kindly remember that.

  ‘The Midwife’

  The midwife guards the mother’s health

  But she herself is on the shelf

  She cannot have a little child

  And that is why she looks so wild.

  The Royal Dane

  Now is come the horrible mome,

  When I to my sulphurous home,

  Must go ’ome, must go ’ome.

  O Lord!

  from 2nd Messenger’s Speech to King Pentheus, Bacchae

  This god then, O lord whoever he is do receive into the city

  For not only is he great but also as I have heard

  He gave the pain-killing vine to men.

  Take away drink, where’s Love?

  Any pleasure come to that, O lord there is nothing left.

  The English

  The English are our friends of course

  And on we love them worse and worse

  We like to see England looking shabby and poor

  And to know that she will not be our rival any more.

  You look a little pale? Is anything amiss?

  Do you not like our beautiful peace-kiss?

  Beautiful

  Man thinks he was not born to die

  But that’s no proof he wasn’t,

  And those who would not have it so

  Are very glad it isn’t.

  Why should man wish to live for ever?

  His term is merciful,

  He riseth like a beaming plant

  And fades most beautiful,

  And his rising and his fading

  Is most beautiful.

  No, not the one without the other,

  But always the two together,

  Rising fading, fading rising,

  It is really not surprising

  To find this beautiful.

  Why d’You Believe?

  Why d’you believe that God is cruel

  And life a hazard of eternity

  Spent in a dim cage of cruel punishment?

  Oh say not so, why say when you don’t know? –

  That life beyond the grave and God are such,

  Why not believe in something sweeter, oh

  Why call Belief what is no more than Hope?

  Each man when he believes, when there’s no ground for’t

  But hopes, men don’t believe what’s only rumour’d.

  Write that word right, say ‘hope’, don’t say ‘belief’,

  Then plainly it’s absurd to hope for pain beyond relief.

  Or does it give some drama when the dull

  Pulse of the daily beats a shade too full?

  Oh from men’s nerves, from the beginning, came

  Such aggravation, he’ll believe in pain,

  Long for it too, or else he’ll ‘hope’, and cry:

  Things wrong in this world must be righted by and by.

  All this is reasonable, in a man’s own sort

  Of reason, it explains, but don’t excuse,

  We learn the cause of man’s most savage heart,

  Poor wretch, ’tis grounded in a nerve’s abuse,

  Squirming, he gave us God in his own imagery,

  A notion future centuries did well to query,

  It really will not do for our own Tom and Mary,

  Yes, in these later days I think we might

  Contented, leave obscure what is obscure,

  Rejoicing that beyond the grave is Night

  Impenetrable, glad we can’t be sure,

  Or sure, if sure at all, but sure of this,

  Where speculation’s vain it’s also slothful,

  No time is idlier spent than on theologies,

  Though there’s a luxury in it one supposes,

  Softening and puffing up the human creature

  To make him the empyrean’s chief feature,

  There is no end to what mere man can worship, come to that,

  The leopard and the egg, black stone, old Egypt’s kitty-cat,

  And much as witchcraft was a child’s endeavour

  To sidestep learning Nature’s hard behaviour,

  So nowadays, truth being hard still and quite impersonal,

  You’ll find men plump for Holy Ghost and Saviour,

  Fancy fulfilling and full-flattering more

  Than Fact, the image of themselves they adore,

  (Armed cap-a-pie, of course,

  To make us all agree, lest worse Befall.)

  But oh it is a sorry sort of business,

  One can’t but sicken at the racks and bloodshed,

  The centuries’ abuse, the social veto,

  The tears forbidden that the people would shed.

  Best sicken at what brought ’em, the neglect

  Of simple Fact, prime food of Intellect,

  Of which foul fancies are as much the enemies

  As any dolled-up tramp in idle arms our bodies’ is.

  O Church of Christ, O Bride of mien ferocious,

  In fancy frantic and in deed atrocious,

  What though thy scowl leans nowadays on a simper

  We’re not deceived it means a better temper,

  ’Tis but a tribute to those Powers whose civil laws,

  In countries protestant at least, have clipped your claws,

  There’s little doubt,

  Left to it, what you would be still about.

  And it is natural. Crowning his own fancies

  A man can scarce allow equivocation,

  The matter’s without proof? then without mercy

  He’ll call a fellow-creature’s fancies heresy,

  (From which the proposition plainly runs:

  A man may be far worse employed than doing sums.)

  Not that I’d have imagination smothered,

  It is a part of knowledge after all,

  It draws us on. If recognised

  For what it is, it does no harm at all.

  If recognised? But then it often isn’t,

  But wears a crown and puts us all in prison.

  Beware, beware, authority sits ill

  On Fancy. Ill? It is the devil,

  To pull our nerves until they break

  And say it’s done for true religion’s sake.

  Know thy world, Man; through Art or Science, dote on it,

  But do not build a fairy tale upon it.

  The Vision

  These before the worlds in congress

  Stood to sing their songs in song-dress,

  Never one was in a wrong dress

  Never one was out of tune.

  Oh it filled my heart with pity

  Ah, so serious an
d pretty,

  Stood my Race to sing its ditty,

  Unsolicited.

  The worlds were quite indifferent

  As to how the singing went,

  If the Race were elegant

  They did not care.

  But still the people stood and chanted

  For to chant was all they wanted,

  So their bravery was vaunted

  Emptily, emptily.

  Yet I was proud to see their singing,

  Proud the human race was flinging

  Such a song at such a ceiling

  Gustily,

  Then it vanished all away,

  Worlds and singers went away;

  Nothing now is left to say

  But this: it was a vision.

  Heartless

  My little dog is called

  Heartless,

  His nature is

  Heartless,

  Yet when he barks he cries

  ‘Heartless, heartless’,

  And this is a complaint,

  So perhaps he will improve,

  … one day learn to love?

  ‘Heartless!’, I call,

  But he barks again

  ‘Heartless, heartless’

  Only to complain.

  I hope he finds where it is love is lacking,

  And stops barking.

  Silence

  Why do people abuse so much our busy age?

  They can withdraw into themselves and not rage

  It is better to do this and live in one’s own kingdom

  Than by raging add to the rage of our busy time.

  This is a time when there are too many words,

  Silent, silent, silent the waters lie

  And the beautiful grass lies silent and this is beautiful,

  Why can men then not withdraw and be silent and happy?

  It is better to see the grass than write about it

  Better to see the water than write a water-song,

  Yet both may be painted and a person be happy in the painting,

  Can it be that the tongue is cursed, to go so wrong?

  The Old Poet

  There was an old poet lay dying

  And as he lay dying, said he (said he)

  I’d’ve done much better as a literurry editor

  Than a-writing of poetry

  Hey ho, hey ho,

  A-writing of poetry.

  A literurry editor has great sensibility

  Cried the old poet, cried he,

  Why sometimes the creature’s even written a poem

  God help us all, said he,

  And got it published, and got it published, and got it published Coincidentally

  Hey ho, hey ho, Coincidentally.

  Then the poor old poet turned on his side

  And to save putting another shilling in the gas meter

  Died,

  Hey ho, hey ho,

  Died.

  I walked in the graveyard …

  I walked in the graveyard

  The ghosts came to me:

  ‘Give us a saucer of blood!’

  You will get no blood from me.

  Then they took me and tore and drank

  And called me by name

  And drank my bright blood

  As it ran in a stain.

  It was for pity I fed them,

  For pity stood still

  In the land of the Shades

  Now I dwell.

  La Robe Chemise

  Disarmed off-guard tendre et soumise

  How foolish of women to abandon la Robe Chemise,

  Especially Englishwomen with their long backs and bend serpentine –

  Such figures look best without a waistline.

  But of course the Americans would not have it, in that women-dominated place

  All girls must be bright and brittle and have a tight waist.

  Oh under the old trees of Europe, on the soft grass

  I sigh for the tender ungirt dress,

  Oh bring it back, bring it back, douce et soumise,

  Bring back to my arms again la Robe Chemise.

  If you will not allow the implication of this dress’s story

  Say at least it is comfortable and be hypocritical,

  For you cannot, unless you are stupid, not know it is irresistible

  To be so off-guard gay tender and vulnerable.

  From the French

  I have plunged in a poem of the sea.

  Alight with stars at first and growing milky

  It ate the pretty blues and greens as I went down

  And turned quite dark. There,

  Like piece of flotsam torn about and stained,

  A pensive corpse came floating to my side.

  It was at this great depth I was aware

  Of crimson flowing in the cold dark sea

  All crimson, all bright red. I thought it was

  As if our human love lay bleeding there,

  Bleeding in anger, bleeding yet alive;

  And I was glad, although I was not happy,

  Because it was alive. The rest was dead.

  The Holiday

  The time is passing now

  And will soon come

  When you will be able

  To go home.

  The malice and the misunderstanding

  The loneliness and the pain

  Need not in this case, if you are careful,

  Come again.

  Say goodbye to the holiday, then.

  To the peace you did not know,

  And to the friends who had power over you,

  Say goodbye and go.

  When One

  When one torments another without cease

  It cannot but seem

  It cannot but seem

  That Death is the only release.

  When two torment each other in this way

  The one by being tormented easily

  The other by tormenting actively

  It cannot but seem

  It cannot but seem

  That Death, as he must come happily,

  Should not delay.

  Ah this unhappy Two

  It seems as if

  They never could leave off

  Tormenting. And so nervily

  All is done,

  Death, quieten them.

  Why do I think of Death

  As a friend?

  It is because he is a scatterer,

  He scatters the human frame

  The nerviness and the great pain,

  Throws it on the fresh fresh air

  And now it is nowhere.

  Only sweet Death does this,

  Sweet Death, kind Death,

  Of all the gods you are best.

  Miss Snooks, Poetess

  Miss Snooks was really awfully nice

  And never wrote a poem

  That was not really awfully nice

  And fitted to a woman,

  She therefore made no enemies

  And gave no sad surprises

  But went on being awfully nice

  And took a lot of prizes.

  Saint Foam and the Holy Child

  A Christmas Legend

  On a black horse

  A long time ago in a northern forest

  Rode Rothga the heathen child.

  Rothga, where are you riding?

  Said a great witch.

  I am not riding to see you,

  Said Rothga.

  Then came a bear who stood upright

  Upon his hind legs: Where are you riding, Rothga,

  Not that I mind? Well, not to see you.

  And she rode more quickly. Because, she said,

  There is not much time.

  On, on they went,

  The heathen child and her black horse,

  Until the forest broke –

  And they came to a seashore

  where the great waves

  Threw their froth and foam beneath the lights

  Of a
northern sky.

  Rothga left her black horse and ran

  Down to the sea’s edge. I am in time,

  She said, and laughed to see

  Riding the greatest of the sea-waves

  A Child of Light who cried:

  I am new born tonight, in the city of Bethlehem.

  Rothga, be sure I am.

  I am sure, said Rothga. You must bless me.

  I bless you Rothga, said the Child. I am come to save

  All people from the malign witch,

  From the indifferent bear

  And from the dark forest.

  Rothga, take this foam-curd for a token,

  It shall never grow dull or grow less.

  Rothga went home and said:

  Father, mother, we have been blessed by a sea-child

  Who gave me this for a token.

  Thus it was there came to be built

  As it stands today, the Great Church

  Of St Foam and the Holy Child

  On a northern shore.

  B.B.C. Feature Programme on Prostitution

  How hypocritical this dear old fellow is

  Mr Something who runs the Nude Theatre,

  He tells us it lifts the mind and is artistic

  And does no harm in fact it does good

  (And makes money. Beg pardon no that he did not say.)

  And then he said, My girls don’t do so much

  Harm as those stunted spinsters who write poison letters

  And a good many other of your goody people who fancy themselves

  Et cetera. Et cetera. And how artistic it is.

  In the end you’d hardly have got this fine old creature to admit

  Some girls off the streets are just as good as those on it.

  After that in this interesting radio feature

  The prostitutes spoke with an interviewing clergyman.

  What do you think sin is? he asked ‘Judy’,

  Judy said it was doing something for nothing,

  No, she said, prostitution wasn’t wrong

  It didn’t nearly do so much harm as

  Stunted spinsters writing poison letters et cetera

  But she wouldn’t go to church all the same

  As long as she was doing it.

  And all of them said it was dangerous

  And not really very enjoyable

  As often they got carved up or beaten or killed

  But there you are, it was twenty pounds a week untaxed

  (And a good deal more)

  Compared with five in a job, subject to taxation.

  So they all admitted money was the thing

  (Being plainer than Mr Something, or stupider)

  And money, money, not with the old alternative

  Of nothing at all, but with not enough for the telly,

  And not getting up to catch a bus to the office,

  And having pink lampshades, and ultimately

  Getting out of it with the money you had invested

  And buying a place of your own and being respected.

  So you see it’s money all the time and how to get it

  And not caring about money is what is wicked

 

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