Three Harlan Coben Novels

by Harlan Coben

  That was what screws you up.

  Lydia recognized that now. Heshy had helped her. He had gotten her off the junk once and for all. She had hurt herself, had been a slut, had snorted and shot up more narcotics than one could imagine. She did none of these things to escape. She did them to lash out, to hurt something or someone. Her mistake, she realized in rehab after a truly horrific and violent incident, was that she was hurtingherself . Fame raises you up. It makes others lesser. So why on earth was she hurting the one who should be on top? Instead, why not hurt the pitiful masses, those who had worshiped her, who had given her such heady power, who had turned on her? Why harm the superior species, the one who’d been worthy of all this praise?

  “Lydia?”

  “Hmm.”

  “I think we should call now.”

  She turned to Heshy. They had met in the loony bin, and right away, it was as if their mutual misery could reach out and embrace. Heshy had rescued her when two orderlies had pinned her down. At the time, he had merely pushed them off her. The orderlies threatened them, and they both promised not to say anything. But Heshy understood how to bide his time. He waited. Two weeks later, he ran over one of the goons with a stolen car. While the goon lay wounded, Heshy backed up over his head and then, positioning the tire near the base of the neck, hit the accelerator. A month later, the second goon—the lead orderly—was found in his home. Four of his fingers had been ripped off. Not cut or sliced, but twisted. The ME could tell by the rotation tears. The fingers had been rotated around and around until the tendons and bone finally snapped. Lydia still had one of the fingers somewhere in the basement.

  Ten years ago, they ran off together and changed their names. They altered their appearances just enough. They both started over, avenging angels, damaged but superior, above the riffraff. She didn’t hurt anymore. Or at least, when she did, she found an outlet.

  They had three residences. Heshy purportedly lived in the Bronx. She had a place in Queens. They both had working addresses and working phones. But that was all for show. Business offices, if you will. Neither of them wanted anyone to know that they were, in fact, a team, connected, lovers. Lydia, using an alias, had bought this bright yellow house four years ago. It had two bedrooms and one and a half baths. The kitchen, where Heshy now sat, was airy and happy. They were on a lake in the tippy north corner of Morris County, New Jersey. It was peaceful here. They loved the sunsets.

  Lydia kept staring at the pictures of “Pixie Trixie.” She tried to remember what she’d felt like back then. The memories were pretty much gone. Heshy stood behind her now and waited with his usual patience. There were those who would claim that she and Heshy were cold-blooded killers. That, Lydia quickly realized, was pretty much a misnomer, another Hollywood creation. Like the wonderfulness of Pixie Trixie. No one enters this violent business merely because it is profitable. There are easier ways to make a living. You may act like a professional. You may keep your emotions in check. You may even delude yourself into thinking it’s just another day at the office, but when you look at it honestly, the reason you walk on this wrong side of the line is because you enjoy it. Lydia understood that. Hurting someone, killing someone, fading or turning out the light in a person’s eyes . . . no, she did not need that. She did not crave it as she had the spotlight. But yes, no question, there was that pleasant jolt, that unmistakable thrill, a lessening of her own pain.

  “Lydia?”

  “I’m on it, Pooh Bear.” She picked up the cell phone with the stolen number and the scramble. She turned and faced Heshy. He was hideous, but she didn’t see that. He nodded at her. She flipped on the voice changer and dialed the number.

  When Lydia heard Marc Seidman’s voice, she said, “Shall we try this again?”

  chapter 17

  Before I answeredthe phone, Rachel put her hand over mine. “This is a negotiation,” she said. “Fear and intimidation are tools in that. You have to stay strong. If they intend to let her go, they will be flexible.”

  I swallowed and flicked on the phone. I said hello.

  “Shall we try this again?”

  The voice had the same robotic hum. I felt a tick in my blood. I closed my eyes and said, “No.”

  “Pardon me?”

  “I want assurances that Tara is alive.”

  “You received hair samples, did you not?”

  “Yes.”

  “And?”

  I looked over at Rachel. She nodded. “The match was inconclusive.”

  “Fine,” the voice said. “I might as well hang up now.”

  “Wait,” I said.

  “Yes?”

  “You drove off last time.”

  “So we did.”

  “How do I know you won’t do that again?”

  “Did you call the police this time?”

  “No.”

  “Then you have nothing to worry about. Here is what I want you to do.”

  “It’s not going to work like that,” I said.

  “What?”

  I could feel my body begin to quake. “We make a swap. You don’t get the money until I get my daughter.”

  “You’re not in any position to bargain.”

  “I get my daughter,” I said, my words coming out slowly, dead weights. “You get your money.”

  “It’s not going to work like that.”

  “Yes,” I said, trying to force bravado into my voice. “This ends here and now. I don’t want you running away again and then coming back for more. So we make an exchange and end this.”

  “Dr. Seidman?”

  “I’m here.”

  “I want you to listen to me carefully.”

  The silence was too long, straining my nerves.

  “If I hang up now, I won’t call back for another eighteen months.”

  I closed my eyes and hung on.

  “Think about the repercussions for a moment. Aren’t you wondering where your daughter has been? Aren’t you wondering what will become of her? If I hang up, you won’t know anything for another eighteen months.”

  It felt like a steel belt was being tightened around my chest. I couldn’t breathe. I looked at Rachel. She stared back steadily, urging me to stay strong.

  “How old would she be then, Dr. Seidman? I mean, if we keep her alive.”

  “Please.”

  “Are you ready to listen?”

  I squeezed my eyes shut. “I’m just asking for assurances.”

  “We sent you the hair samples.”

  “I bring the money. You bring my daughter. You get the money when I see her.”

  “Are you trying to dictate terms, Dr. Seidman?”

  The robotic voice had a funny lilt now.

  “I don’t care who you are,” I said. “I don’t care why you did any of this. I just want my daughter back.”

  “Then you’ll make the drop exactly as I tell you.”

  “No,” I said. “Not without assurances.”

  “Dr. Seidman?”

  “Yes.”

  “Good-bye.”

  And then the phone went dead.

  chapter 18

  Sanity is athin string. Mine snapped.

  No, I did not scream. Just the opposite. I grew impossibly calm. I pulled the phone away from my ear and looked at it as if it’d just materialized there and I had no idea what it was.

  “Marc?”

  I looked at Rachel. “They hung up.”

  “They’ll call back,” she said.

  I shook my head. “They said not for another eighteen months.”

  Rachel studied my face. “Marc?”

  “Yes?”

  “I need you to listen to me closely.”

  I waited.

  “You did the right thing here.”

  “Thanks. Now I feel better.”

  “I’ve had experience with this. If Tara is still alive and if they have any intention of giving her back, they’ll give on this issue. The only reason not to make this exchange is because they don�
��t want to—or can’t.”

  Can’t. The tiny part of my brain that remained rational understood that. I reminded myself of my training. Compartmentalize. “So now what?”

  “We get ready just as we planned before. I have enough equipment with me. We’ll wire you up. If they call back, we’ll be ready.”

  I nodded dumbly. “Okay.”

  “Meanwhile, is there anything else we can do here? Did you recognize the voice at all? Do you remember anything new about the man in flannel, about the van, anything?”

  “No,” I said.

  “On the phone, you mentioned finding a CD in your basement.”

  “Yes.” I quickly told her the story about the disk and the label reading MVD. She took out a pad and jotted down notes.

  “Do you have the disk with you?”

  “No.”

  “Doesn’t matter,” she said. “We’re in Newark now. We might as well see what we can learn from this MVD.”

  chapter 19

  Lydia lifted theSig-Sauer P226 into the air.

  “I don’t like how that went,” she said.

  “You made the right move,” Heshy said. “We cut out now. This is over.”

  She stared at the weapon. She wanted very much to pull the trigger.

  “Lydia?”

  “I heard you.”

  “We were doing this because it was simple.”

  “Simple?”

  “Yes. We thought that it would be easy money.”

  “Lots of money.”

  “True,” he said.

  “We can’t just walk away.”

  Heshy saw the wetness in her eyes. This was not about the money. He knew that. “He’s tortured either way,” he said.

  “I know.”

  “Think about what you just did to him,” Heshy said. “If he never hears from us again, he will spend the rest of his life wondering, blaming himself.”

  She smiled. “Are you trying to turn me on?”

  Lydia moved onto Heshy’s lap, curled into him like a kitten. He wrapped his giant arms around her and for a moment, Lydia calmed. She felt safe and quiet. She closed her eyes. She loved the feeling. And she knew—as did he—that it would never last. That it would never be enough.

  “Heshy?”

  “Yes.”

  “I want to get that money.”

  “I know you do.”

  “And then, I think, it would be best if he died.”

  Heshy pulled her close. “Then that’s what will happen.”

  chapter 20

  I don’t knowwhat I expected from the offices of Most Valuable Detection. A pebbled-glass door à la Sam Spade or Philip Marlowe maybe. A soiled building of faded brick. A walk-up, for sure. A buxom secretary with a bad dye job.

  But the office of Most Valuable Detection had none of that. The building was shiny and bright, part of the “urban renewal” program of Newark. I keep hearing about Newark’s renaissance, but I don’t see it. Yes, there are several beautiful office buildings—like this one—and a stunning Performing Arts Center conveniently located so that those who can afford to attend (read: those who don’t live in Newark) can get to it without, well, driving through the city. But these sleek edifices are flowers among the weeds, scant stars in an otherwise black sky. They do not change the basic color. They do not blend or bleed. They remain removed. Their sterile beauty is not contagious.

  We stepped off the elevator. I still held the bag with two million dollars in it. It felt weird in my hand. There were three headphone-clad receptionists behind a wall of glass. Their desk was high. We stated our names into an intercom. Rachel showed an ID that listed her as a retired FBI agent. We were buzzed in.

  Rachel pushed open the door. I trailed behind her. I felt empty, but I was functioning. The horror of what had happened—the hang-up—was so great that I had pushed beyond paralysis to a strange state of focus. Again I compare all this to the surgery room. I enter that room, I cross that gateway, and I shed the world. I had a patient once, a six-year-old boy, who was getting a fairly routine cleft palate repair. While on the table, his vitals dropped suddenly. His heart stopped. I didn’t panic. I fell into a state of focus, not unlike this one. The boy pulled through.

  Still flashing the ID, Rachel explained that we wanted to see someone in charge. The receptionist smiled and nodded in that way people do when they aren’t listening. She never took off the headphones. Her fingers pressed some buttons. Another woman appeared. She led us down the corridor and into a private office.

  For a moment, I couldn’t tell if we were in the presence of a man or a woman. The bronze nameplate on the desk read Conrad Dorfman. Conclusion: a man. He rose theatrically. He was too slim in a blue suit withGuys and Dolls –wide pinstripes, tapered at the waist so that the bottom of the jacket flared out almost enough to be mistaken for a skirt. His fingers were thin like a pianist’s, his hair slicked down like Julie Andrews’s inVictor/Victoria , and his face had a blotchy smoothness I usually associate with a cosmetic foundation.

  “Please,” he said in a voice with too much affect. “My name is Conrad Dorfman. I’m the executive vice president of MVD.” We shook his hand. He held our hands a second too long, putting the free hand over the shake and peering intently into our eyes. Conrad invited us to sit. We did. He asked us if we’d enjoy a cup of tea. Rachel, taking the lead, said that we would.

  There were a few more minutes of chitchat. Conrad asked Rachel questions about her time with the FBI. Rachel was vague. She implied that she, too, worked in the private detection biz and was thus his colleague and worthy of professional courtesy. I said nothing, letting her work. There was a knock on the door. The woman who had escorted us down the corridor opened the door and wheeled in a silver teacart. Conrad began to pour. Rachel got to the point.

  “We were hoping you could help us,” Rachel said. “Dr. Seidman’s wife was a client of yours.”

  Conrad Dorfman concentrated on the tea. He used one of those screen-door sifters that seemed all the rage nowadays. He shook out some leaves and slowly poured.

  “You folks provided her with a CD that’s password protected. We need to get into it.”

  Conrad handed a cup of tea to Rachel first, then me. He settled back and took a deep sip. “I’m sorry,” he said. “I can’t help you. The password is set by the client on their own.”

  “The client is dead.”

  Conrad Dorfman did not blink. “That really doesn’t change anything.”

  “Her husband here is next of kin. That makes the CD his.”

  “I wouldn’t know,” Conrad said. “I don’t practice estate law. But we have no control over any of that. As I said before, the client sets the password. We may have given her the CD—I really can’t confirm or deny that at this stage—but we would have no idea what numbers or letters she programmed in for the password.”

  Rachel waited a beat. She stared at Conrad Dorfman. He stared back but dropped his eyes first. He picked up his tea and took another sip. “Can we find out why she came to you in the first place?”

  “Without a court order? No, I don’t think so.”

  “Your CD,” she said. “There’s a back entry.”

  “Excuse me?”

  “Every company has one,” Rachel said. “The info isn’t lost forever. Your company programs in its own password so that you folks can get on the CD.”

  “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

  “I used to be an FBI agent, Mr. Dorfman.”

  “So?”

  “So I know these things. Please don’t insult my intelligence.”

  “That was not my intent, Ms. Mills. But I simply can’t help.”

  I looked at Rachel. She seemed to be weighing her options. “I still have friends, Mr. Dorfman. In the department. We can ask questions. We can poke around. The feds don’t much like private eyes. You know that. I don’t want trouble. I just want to know what’s on the CD.”

  Dorfman put down his cup. He strummed his fingers.
There was a knock, and the same woman opened the door. She beckoned Conrad Dorfman. He rose, again too theatrically, and practically leapt across the floor. “Excuse me a moment.”

  When he left the office, I looked at Rachel. She wouldn’t turn toward me. “Rachel?”

  “Let’s just see how it plays out, Marc.”

  But there really wasn’t much more to play. Conrad came back into the office. He crossed the room and stood over Rachel, waiting for her to look up. She wouldn’t give him the satisfaction.

  “Our president, Malcolm Deward, is a former federal agent himself. Did you know that?”

  Rachel said nothing.

  “He made some calls while we chatted.” Conrad waited. “Ms. Mills?” Rachel finally looked up. “Your threats are impotent. You have no friends at the agency. Mr. Deward, alas, does. Get out of my office. Now.”

  chapter 21

  I said, “Whatthe hell was that all about?”

  “I told you before. I’m not an agent anymore.”

  “What happened, Rachel?”

  She kept her eyes forward. “You haven’t been a part of my life in a long time.”

  There was nothing to add. Rachel drove now. I held on to the cell phone, again willing it to ring. When we arrived back at my house, dusk had settled in. We went inside. I debated calling Tickner or Regan, but what good would that do now?

  “We need to get that DNA checked,” Rachel said. “My theory might sound implausible, but does the idea of your daughter being held all this time sound any more so?”

  So I called Edgar. I told him that I wanted to run some additional tests on the hair. He said that would be fine. I hung up without telling him that I had already endangered the drop by enlisting the help of a former FBI agent. The less said on that, the better. Rachel called someone she knew to pick up the samples from Edgar, as well as a blood sample from me. He ran a private lab, she said. We would know something within twenty-four to forty-eight hours, which would probably be, in terms of a ransom demand, too late.