Head Games
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Dallas straightened his collar. “Other than that, nigga, how I look?”
“Man, you really going through with this?” Kohl asked. “I know I said do it, but this ain’t right, D. Let’s just leave now.”
“And walk away from the quarter of a mil you promised me if you win? Same goes for you, Blitz.” Dallas’s face was tight.
Mine too.
“Y’all suited like somebody died,” Dallas said.
“If you follow through with your plan, you might be signing up for your funeral,” Kohl joked.
When they found out the mil wasn’t there, they might kill me. I was ready to get it all over with.
A lady came outside, announced, “Places, everyone.”
I escorted some female I didn’t know down the aisle. She went her way. I went mine. Stood near the front pew. D looked good.
The doors at the rear of the church opened. Debbie was pretty. She was a good pick for Dallas. Too bad this was all a game.
The pastor asked her, “Do you take this man . . .”
Debbie glanced at me, then gazed into Dallas’s eyes. “I do” softly escaped her lips.
My brother slid that ring on her finger. Tears streamed down Debbie’s cheeks. Wanted to tell her to lighten up.
The pastor asked my brother, “Do you take this woman . . .”
D looked at us, nodded his head toward the door. One by one, we stood in a single-file line.
As we followed Dallas, people gasped. Mumbled.
“Where’s he going?”
“Is he coming back?”
“He can’t be serious.”
“This had better be some sort of joke.”
The one thing nobody did was laugh.
Soon as we got outside, Kohl said, “That’s fucked-up, D. Hope it was worth it.”
“I’ma catch y’all later,” I said.
Didn’t want anyone to see me heading to the bus stop. I went inside this sports bar across the street to chill.
“Surprised to see you in here,” the bartender said, pointing at the flat screen above.
Seeing my dad in handcuffs didn’t bother me as much as seeing my mom.
THE CONCLUSION
The Crewe
Trymm
Life after the death of Kandy—capital k, small y—was the same for Trymm. He didn’t make her commit suicide. Nothing could bring her back. But he realized he was right and wrong.
Black women easily fell in love, easily slept with strangers. They were easily brokenhearted. Just as they were easy, black women were equally, if not more passionate.
Losing the quarter of a million turned out to be a valuable lesson learned. What he couldn’t learn was . . . how to love his wife. But following his father’s advice, he’d heed and keep Francine first.
There would always be a pecking order. For now, until she decided to no longer be by his side, Atlantis would be in his life.
Dallas
Dallas discovered that young black women weren’t easy. They were loving and trusting. At times Debbie Carter had more strength than he. She was helping him, one day at a time, cope with his PTSD.
Church had never been his thing, after his mother died. Worshiping with Debbie, joining her church, and being baptized gave him hope and purpose. Losing a father whom he’d never known, Dallas vowed to always be there for his wife and unborn child.
He still didn’t give a damn about Uncle Sam. But Debbie had convinced him to collect his earned retirement and disability.
Kohl
Big black gurls weren’t easy. They were easygoing. There was a difference.
Looking back on all that had happened, he knew relocating to Los Angeles was a fresh start, and a step up. Kohl used his insurance settlement to negotiate an offer-in-compromise with the feds. With the money he had leftover, he opened a cannabis club and hookah lounge adjacent to a New Orleans Creole Restaurant. The strip club was no more.
He had lots of Ramona look-a-likes to choose from. But there was only one William Bartholomew. Kohl set up a travel account in William’s name and promised his son he could visit him in California anytime he wanted, but under no circumstance was Kohl going back to the NOLA.
Blitz
Blitz never figured out what happened to his accounts.
In a way that was a good thing. The crewe didn’t blame him, and the government couldn’t charge him, his dad, or his mom with money laundering, because they never found the money.
His parents always had and still supported him. His mother repaid the voodoo woman. Where his mother got the million dollars from, she refused to say. Blitz lived in the same house. Purchased a new car. Paid his gambling debt. Successfully invested in new stocks.
What Blitz missed most was his crewe. They’d each gone separate ways. One day, maybe when they were closer to eighty years old, if they reunited, he’d tell them what really happened. For now, life went on....
“Put whatever she’s having on my tab.”
Acknowledgments
I gotta do this like this bay-bay (dragging out the first bay), the way we say it in Nawlins. When you hear someone say it, this signifies the person feels strongly about what they are about to say. I am fanatical about my hometown, the Saints football team, and Le-Bron James!
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Discussion Questions
1. Have you encountered guys that play head games? Did you fall prey to their manipulation, or did you flip the script? Details, please.
2. What type of head game did Trymm, Dallas, Kohl, and Blitz play?
3. Which female character do you relate to most?
4. Did you have empathy for any of the male lead characters? If so, which one(s) and why?
5. Was Trymm’s view of black women better or worse than the slave masters he despised?
6. Do you think Dallas was emotionally capable of having a healthy relationship with any woman?
7. Are you or have you been in a relationship with a person that has PTSD? What is your understanding of PTSD, and what is the best way to deal with a person who has PTSD?
8. Who’s the weakest woman you know? The strongest? What makes these women different?
9. Do you believe Dallas loved Debbie; Trymm loved Francine; Kohl loved Ramona?
10. Are highly successful women more vulnerable in a relationship than women who are less successful?
11. In the case of Trymm and his older brother Walter, can a family member make you do right by your woman/man?
12. What impacted Dallas more—losing his mother, or being in the military?
13. How deep were Kohl’s adoption issues?
14. What was more important to Blitz? Money or his image?
15. What would you do if you discovered that a photo and/or video of you in a compromising position was in the hands of someone who intended to expose you?
16. Are black women easy? Explain.
HEAD GAMES
Money. Love. Sex.
Spirits. Broken.
Rewind . . . Shattered.
Scratch. Spirits.
Hearts. Crushed.
Intentionally? Not. Yes.
Women. Invisible.
Pussy. Matters.
Bitch. Laugh. Cry. Trick.
Pussy. Matters. More.
Rape. Love. Women. Whores.
Matter. Not.
Got head?
Pussy. Matters.
Raw. Best.
Coming. Matters.
Not. Most.
Men. Win.
Head games.
Women.
Matter.
Not.
Really.
Boning is a sport handed from generations of men groping, grinding, dickrespectful, desperate to come inside when it’s cold, to come inside when it’s hot, liquid frustration erupts, seeds splatter, fertilize, grow, reproduce more game, more girls, the hunt is best when the prey is new, the younger the better, the game is old, yet the game never gets old, players scout, fucking is a competition, not really ED, justify the lie, single, married, cheaters never take all, nor can they, no matter how much she gives, he never gives his all, walk away, the game, sex addicktion, real, they want to come, they have to come, they need to come, they live, molest, breathe, rape, die, to come, without forethought, she’s a victim with no thought, whore, tramp, slut, thot, prostitute, trick, cunt, only after, his deposit, no return, consensual doesn’t matter, absent her thinking, is he good, kind, my kind, what’s left behind, is her behind, to perform CPR on her mind, heart, soul, body, pussy, pussy, pussy, nobody gives a fuck, bitch man up, get ready for the next game, gamer, who will fan her flame, who will change her last name, whose to blame.
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