Secret Daddy

by Kira Blakely

  She throws me a puzzled glance. “I think so. Is he your…?”

  “Brother,” I tell her. “His name was Jack Willis. He was a vet — part of a group of volunteers who came to Africa to treat sick and wounded wild animals.”

  “Yes. I think that’s the same group.”

  “I heard the group no longer exists. I just assumed some of them went home. But you say they all met an unfortunate end?”

  “I believe so.”

  “So, they all died of malaria?”

  “Heavens no,” Therese tells me. “Some of them did die of sickness but some of them were killed by poachers, and I think one of them was killed by a wild animal.”

  My face falls. “That’s terrible.”

  “Did your brother die of a sickness?”

  “Yes.” I nod slowly. “They sent his ashes home.”

  “Ashes?” Therese looks surprised. “I thought they sent the bodies home. The villagers rarely burn the bodies of their dead. They do so only if there’s a serious disease or if the dead person was evil. Burning is considered dishonorable.”

  I, too, am surprised. “But isn’t malaria a serious disease?”

  “Not really. It is quite common. When I said serious disease, I meant Ebola or something like that.”

  And yet, his ashes were sent home.

  “Would you know if the bodies of the others were sent home?” I ask, more puzzled than ever.

  “I’m afraid not. Maybe. Maybe they burned the bodies because they were easier to transport that way.”

  Maybe. Even so, I can’t help but feel uneasy. Something feels off, and I want to find out what.

  “Do you think you can give me directions to the village where he once lived? I might be able to learn more there.”

  “Sure.” Therese nods then draws something on a piece of paper. A map. When she is done, she hands it to me.

  “Your brother’s name was Jack Willis?”

  I nod.

  “I will pray for him.”

  “Thank you.”

  I leave the hut, looking at the map.

  Strange. I came here to find out about Nathan’s involvement with the trade of poached wildlife goods, but I find out about Jack instead.

  Jack.

  ***

  “They don’t remember the names of the vets,” Fumbe explains after chatting with a few villagers. “They only know they were cursed.”

  I sigh, recognizing a wall when I bump into one. “But they lived here?”

  He nods. “Their hut still stands at the far end of the village.”

  “It does?” Now, there’s something to go on.

  “They said they tried tearing it down but they could not. They believe it is haunted.”

  Haunted?

  “They dare not approach it. It would do you well to stay away from it, too. Besides, it’s getting late. We should go back.”

  I nod, but my mind is already made up.

  I’m not afraid of ghosts. I’m more afraid of living my life not knowing what really happened to my brother.

  “Wait here. I’ll only take fifteen minutes.”

  I make my way to the hut and, taking a deep breath, I enter. It is already dusk so it’s dark inside. I bring out my flashlight, using it to look around.

  The place isn’t so bad. Actually, it’s quite neat.

  As I shine my light on one of the walls, I see pictures on it — pictures of my brother and, I’m guessing, his friends. In one of them, he is with a monkey infant. In another, he is dancing. I take them, thinking I’ll show them to my parents.

  As soon as I put them inside my backpack, I hear a noise. I jump, dropping my flashlight. I’m afraid there’s a snake or something worse inside the hut, but it’s just a rat.

  I heave a sigh of relief. Still, I tell myself to hurry. Where there are rats, there could be snakes.

  There’s an old backpack in the corner. I take a peek inside.

  A shirt. A blood-stained shirt.

  My brother’s shirt.

  I gasp in horror.

  Some of them were killed by poachers.

  Then I see the journal just under the shirt. I open it.

  It isn’t my brother’s handwriting, but there’s a picture of my brother inside it.

  With a woman.

  His girlfriend?

  I read the last entry, dated May 2014.

  Two years ago. A month before Jack’s death.

  Someone came to our hut again today. One of those bigwigs who pays the poachers. An American. Tall with brown hair. He says he’s from Landers Innovations. Never heard of it.

  I hold my breath.

  He wants us to stop getting in his way. But Jack says we won’t stop. Not even if a few others have died. He threatens us. I don’t like him. He’s scary. But Jack doesn’t back down. Finally, he leaves. I hope we never see him again. I hope he’ll leave Jack and I alone.

  For a while, I stare at the page, unable to move as I wait for the words to sink in. When they do, I clasp the journal tightly to my chest, tears trickling down my cheeks.

  Nathan, what have you done?

  ***

  “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Nathan says when I confront him in the evening. “I never met your brother.”

  I hold the journal in front of his face. “But it says here that you did.”

  He throws his hands up in the air. “It’s a lie!”

  “And is it also a lie that Landers Innovations is involved in the trade of poached wildlife goods?” My voice nearly croaks as I hold back my tears.

  Nathan pours himself a glass of Scotch. “I shouldn’t have brought you here.”

  “You’re right. You shouldn’t have. Then maybe I could have lived without ever discovering that you had my brother killed. That’s what you did, didn’t you? You had him killed.”

  He doesn’t answer, drinking his liquor.

  “You had my brother killed,” I repeat. “Just so you could keep butchering those poor rhinos and elephants and sell their horns and tusks for money. And don’t you dare deny it. The name of your company is in this journal, and I saw the documents.”

  “I see. You’ve been snooping around again.” He turns his back to me. “I thought that you trusted me now.”

  “I did trust you. That’s why this hurts so much.” The tears break free.

  “So, you hate me now.”

  It’s not a question but a statement.

  “How can I not? If not for you, Jack would still be alive.”

  He throws the glass on the floor, sending glass and Scotch splattering. “Fine. If that’s what you think.”

  I don’t understand. “What do you mean if that’s what I think?”

  He turns his back to me. “No matter what I say, you won’t believe me anyway, right? And for a moment there, I thought you loved me.”

  “I did—”

  “But you still think the worst of me. You still think I’m despicable, don’t you?”

  What is he saying? Why am I suddenly the bad guy? Shouldn’t he be apologizing? Why is he getting mad at me?

  “You had my brother killed.”

  “If that’s true, then I’m a very dangerous man, don’t you think? Do you think it’s wise to test my temper?”

  I can’t believe what I’ve just heard. Did he just threaten me?

  “Go. Leave me alone.”

  “Nathan…”

  “Go home and leave me the hell alone!”

  I fall silent, shocked by his raised voice.

  I’ve never heard him shout at anyone before.

  Not wanting to hear it again, I obey, hurrying to pack my things. As soon as I’m done, I leave the lodge, asking someone to take me to the airport. I don’t know where else to go, and suddenly, I can’t wait to go home.

  I can’t wait to get out of Africa.

  It isn’t paradise, but a hell, where innocent animals are slaughtered by the dozens every day to fuel man’s greed, and innocent people are treated no
better than the animals.

  It’s also the place where I’ve lost the two men I’ve loved most of all.

  In all my life, I’ve never felt so alone.

  Chapter 15

  I Smell a Rat

  “I wish you were here,” I say to Pam over the phone, still sniffing after sobbing uncontrollably for hours. “I wish I’d never come to Africa.”

  I’m at the airport lounge where I spent the night, waiting for the next available flight, which I’m told could still be tomorrow evening.

  I don’t mind. I just want to go home.

  “Oh, I wish I was there, too, so I could give you a hug,” Pam says. “But I’ll just give you one at the airport when you come home, okay? Once you know your flight details, send them to me so I can pick you up and bring you home.”

  She’s my best friend, all right.

  “Thanks, Pam. And I’m sorry about before.”

  To think I almost lost her because of Nathan. To think I chose to believe Nathan over her.

  “Shh. It’s okay. Like I said, you weren’t thinking straight.”

  I shift my phone to my left hand so I can blow my nose. “I still can’t believe he killed my brother.”

  “Elaine didn’t say anything about a murder.”

  I pull another wad of tissue. “Do you think you can ask her to send me what she knows?”

  “Sure. I’ll ask her right now.” I hear the clicking of a few keys.

  “Thanks, Pam. Have I ever told you you’re my best friend?”

  “Um… I think so, but you can say it again just for the record.”

  I chuckle. “Well, you are.”

  “There. I’ve sent Elaine a message. I’ll send you her reply when it comes.”

  “Thanks again.”

  “By the way, I know this is probably not what you want to hear right now, but I saw Henry today, and he said you haven’t signed your contract. Are you still going to?”

  “I don’t know.”

  Now, more than ever, I don’t know. I don’t want to accept any more favors from the man responsible for my brother’s murder. On the other hand, working for the Seeker might just be my ticket away from Nathan and the perfect therapy for my broken heart.

  “Okay. Just hang in there, all right?”

  I blow my nose. “I’ll do my best.”

  “Oh, and one last thing. Did Nathan actually admit to Jack’s murder? I just can’t remember if you said he did.”

  I pause to think. “Um, I don’t think so. But it’s clear, isn’t it? Why?”

  “Nothing. You know me. I’m a nitpicker.”

  “You’re a journalist, so you have to be.”

  “It just seems like your story is based more on opinion than fact, and it’s not really objective.”

  “Are you saying I’m wrong?”

  “I’m just saying your story should be more thorough, more polished. At least, I’d say that if I was your editor.”

  “Well, thank goodness you’re not.”

  “Thank goodness. Anyway, I’m sure Elaine has the facts. Just sit tight and be careful, okay? Don’t go looking for any more trouble.”

  “I won’t,” I promise.

  “See you soon. Bye.”

  “Bye.”

  I hang up and put my phone in my purse.

  Thank goodness for friends.

  Speaking of friends, it would be nice if Abby was here, too, but Nathan didn’t bring her. Probably because he didn’t want her to discover his secret, either.

  Did Nathan actually admit to Jack’s murder?

  Fine. If that’s what you think…

  I shake the cobwebs of doubt away. No. I’m not wrong. Nathan had Jack killed. If he didn’t, he would have tried to explain what was really going on. He would have given me proof he was innocent.

  I’m not wrong.

  I get the journal from my backpack, deciding to read it again just in case there’s something I’ve missed.

  Gwen’s journal. By now, I know that she was Jack’s girlfriend, even though he never mentioned her to me.

  So, my brother kept secrets from me, too, huh?

  And judging from Gwen’s entries, they loved each other so much. Too bad they never got married.

  And it’s all Nathan’s fault.

  I open the journal. As I do, the pictures fall out.

  Right. I put the pictures that I got from the hut there. I look at them now, smiling back at their smiling faces. They looked so happy. Just as Therese said, they were a lively bunch.

  A lively bunch that met an unfortunate end.

  The last picture is the one that was in the journal to begin with — the picture of Gwen and Jack, both wearing matching beaded bracelets.

  Looking at it now under brighter lights, I see something I haven’t seen before — a date written at the bottom of the picture with a black marker.

  May 30, 2014.

  A date written in my brother’s handwriting.

  There’s a smudge at the top right corner as well. What’s more surprising, though, is that the smudge comes off.

  That’s strange. Does that mean it’s recent?

  Impossible.

  Just then, I get a message on my laptop. I put it on my lap, opening the message. It’s the forwarded message from Elaine.

  That was quick.

  There’s a lot of information, files on each of the volunteer veterinarians, though they’re incomplete because she’s still going through her investigation.

  I open Miguel’s file. His ashes were sent home about five months before Jack’s. As for the rest, their bodies were sent home.

  Except Gwen’s. Her ashes were sent home, too.

  Wait. Gwen’s ashes were sent home around the same time as Jack’s?

  So, they died around the same time? Then how come Gwen’s last entry was in May? Why did Jack write ‘May 30, 2014’ on the picture?

  There’s something else bothering me. If Jack was the last to die, who sent his ashes home? Who burned his body? The villagers? But Therese said they didn’t like burning corpses.

  Something doesn’t add up.

  And it bothers me.

  Very much.

  I have to clear things up.

  Gathering my things, I leave the airport, deciding to return to Jack’s hut one more time.

  One last time.

  Don’t go looking for more trouble.

  I won’t, I tell Pam’s voice in my head. I’m just looking for more answers.

  ***

  I make it to Jack’s hut without anyone knowing, just like before.

  I sneak in through the front door, turn on my flashlight, and start taking pictures.

  This way, I won’t miss a thing. If there are any more clues, I’ll find them.

  Suddenly, I stop at the corner, realizing something.

  The backpack isn’t there.

  That’s weird.

  Then I hear a sound. Another rat? Or is it a snake this time?

  The voice in my head tells me to leave, but I decide to investigate the source of the noise. Not only am I curious, but if it proves to be nothing, then I can continue snooping around in peace.

  If it proves to be something, though…

  I grab a stick with my other hand, preparing to use it as a weapon.

  Slowly, I go to the room where the sound came from, hearing another. Then, taking a deep breath, I jump in.

  I stop, my heart seemingly having stopped as well as I stare at the last person in the world I expected to see.

  The person I never thought I’d see again.

  “Jack?”

  Before he can speak, I feel a sharp pain on the back of my neck, and in the next instant, everything turns to black.

  Chapter 16

  Nocturnal

  When I open my eyes again, I find myself in a small, wooden hut, one just big enough for two. And it’s fairly empty, the only piece of furniture being a stool in the corner.

  Whose hut is this?

  I look at t
he door. It’s made of dried leaves bundled up together, which means I can easily get out.

  Thank goodness.

  Or so I think until I realize my hands are tied to the posts behind me.

  Shit.

  What on earth is going on?

  I try to remember what happened.

  Right. I was at the airport. I called Pam. Elaine sent me those files. Then I went to Jack’s hut and…

  Jack.

  “Jack!” I shout at the top of my lungs.

  I know he’s supposed to be dead, but I also know what I saw.

  My brother is alive.

  Moments later, someone comes in through the door. It isn’t Jack, though, but a large man with dark skin and tattoos, my camera hanging around his neck.

  My camera.

  “Who are you?” I ask him.

  “The man who knocked you out,” he answers.

  A lump forms in my throat, but I swallow it. So much for thinking about asking for my camera back.

  “Where’s Jack?”

  “I don’t know anyone by that name.”

  All right. So maybe he changed his name. Any man pretending to be dead would do the same.

  “The guy with the brown hair and the mole near his left eye,” I describe. “Where is he?”

  “I don’t know,” he answers. “And I don’t like questions.”

  I stop.

  “Good,” he says. “I’ll get you some food. You can shout all you want. No one will hear you.”

  I nod.

  He leaves, coming back with a bottle of water and a bowl of… charred meat and fresh leaves.

  “Eat,” he orders.

  “Um… I can’t.” I tug at the ropes.

  He frees one of my hands. “Try anything funny and I’ll knock you out. And when you wake up, you might be horrified with what you find.”

  A fair warning.

  He leaves and I eat. I realize I’m hungry, after all.

  The food isn’t bad. Some meat and vegetables. More meat than vegetables. The vegetables are a bit bitter. The meat is grilled. A bit burnt. But it’s fine.

  Something tells me I’m going to need my strength.

  As I eat, I think about Jack.

  Where is he? Obviously, he faked his death. But why? What is he still doing here in Africa?

  Does he have something to do with my abduction? Does he know my captors? If so, why didn’t he ask them to let me go or, at least, to treat me more kindly?