A Dangerous Love 7: Smiling Faces Hide Lies

by J Peach

  “Here, you can use this.” I tossed him the bag then made my way to my room. I immediately started throwing clothes inside the duffle. As I was stuffing my bag, the bedroom door came open. I didn’t even have to look back to know it was Blaze.

  “Peaches, you might as well stop because y’all not leaving this house.”

  Ignoring him, I went into the closet and grabbed my tote bag. I walked to the bathroom and got my body wash then went back into the room, going to the dresser. I just starting throwing my body sprays, oils, powder and deodorant into the tote.

  “Peach, hold up. Damn!” Blaze rolled in front of me.

  Glancing at him, I rolled my eyes and walked around him. “Now you want to talk? I ain’t got shit else to say. So go back into your shed where you’ve been.”

  Blaze snatched the tote out of my hand, making the content waste onto the floor. “You’re not leaving so quit all this dumb shit.”

  “No the dumb shit is you ignoring us—”

  “That’s your fault! Yo ass the one hiding shit and crying how you don’t feel safe. But you want to blame this bullshit on me. What the fuck was I supposed to do, Peaches? Lay up in the mothafuckin’ bed and feel sorry that I can’t make you feel like I can’t protect y’all. Or do you want me to get my ass up and do something? I’m not sitting around here waiting no damn mo’!” He yelled at me before snatching my bag off the bed and dumping everything on the floor. “And yo ass ain’t going no fuckin’ where!”

  From his outburst I now understood my mistake, the impression my words had appeared to him. I couldn’t blame him for not wanting to be around me. “Blaze, the other day, what I said I really didn’t mean it the way it came out.” A sigh left my mouth as I moved closer to him. “B, yes I’m scared but not just for myself. And trust me I want more than anything for you to get better but I’m afraid of what’s going to come once you are. So the safety of my family scares the shit out of me. Baby, I know you can protect us whether you’re in a wheelchair or not. I never doubted that for one second. Blaze, I just had to plan a fake funeral for you so yes I’m terrified of something else happening. And once you’re better, that fear is going to worsen. So how can you be pissed at me for feeling any of this? For not wanting to lose you?” The back of my thumbs brushed the tears from my cheeks, trying to stop the tears from falling.

  “Come here, Peach,” Blaze grabbed my hand and pulled me to the bed. He got out his chair and sat beside me. “You’re not going to lose me, I don’t know how many times I have to tell you this. I’ll do it every day if I have to, though. Peaches, I wouldn’t leave y’all but you have to understand I can’t hide either. What kind of life would we have if we’re looking over our shoulders every day? Baby, that’s not living and ain’t no bitch in me. If I can’t protect my family, what is my purpose as a man, as a father? Answer that.”

  I couldn’t answer it. And I felt selfish to have even asked him to hide, given the type of man he is. “You right and I had no right to put you in a situation where it’ll question you as a man. Call me selfish but my mindset will never change. If it means you’ll be safe and don’t have to go out there then I’m going to always look at the easier way out and that’s to leave everything behind and just go. Regardless of that, I’m not leaving you. I’ll be here going along with whatever you want.” It was a foolish decision and every nerve in my body screamed trouble but I ignored it as I do a lot of things when it came to Blaze. I always found a logical reason behind his words. This time I really didn’t need to. He was right about everything. I didn’t want to be running for the rest of my life with my kids for nothing.

  Blaze didn’t say anything at first, he just stared at me. He looked from my right to my left eye as if he was having a hard time believing what I had said.

  “Blaze, I love you, so I’m with you.” My lips pecked his once then twice.

  His hand came to the back of my head, his fingers tangled into my hair. He kissed me back then pulled back. “I don’t deserve you, but I’m selfish.” His lips pressed against mine once more.

  “You are and you really don’t deserve me.” My lips stretched into a smile as he leaned into me. My back touched the bed and I laughed at the grunt that left his mouth.

  “That shit hurt.” He complained but didn’t stop kissing me.

  My arms wrapped around his neck as my legs went to his waist, hooking at the ankles. One of my hands left from around his neck and went to his lower back, slipping under his shirt. My nails dug into his flesh as the kiss intensified. I quickly became lost into us that I forgot about him being hurt. I rolled us over and my lower body pressed down on his.

  “Ah, shit, Peaches!” Blaze groaned out.

  I quickly jumped off of him. “I’m so sorry. Let me see.” I pulled at his shorts.

  “Peaches, chill the fuck out. A little pain ain’t gon’ kill me. Now get back up here.” He laughed at me before beckoning me back to him.

  “I don’t want to hurt you,” I shook my head. His grunting scared me.

  “Man, gon’ finish pulling them shorts off, then get yo ass back over here.”

  I stared at his erection that pressed against his boxer briefs. “Blaze, no. Was you cleared to have sex?” I couldn’t help but laugh at his mannish ass.

  “I’m grown as hell. I don’t need to be cleared, shid I just found out you about to have my baby and my dick hard. Baby girl, that’s all the clearance I need. Now gon’ stop playin’ and get over here. Come ride this shit. This yo dick, remember?” He pulled his soldier out and waved it at me. “You gon’ come take yo dick?” His fingers wrapped around his shaft and he slowly began to stroke himself.

  “Baby, I don’t wanna hurt you. I can suck your dick—”

  “You gon’ do that to but right now I want yo pussy to suck my shit. Peach, don’t worry about hurting me. This shit right here hurt.” He grunted stroking his dick. “You can just bounce on my dick. I’ll hold you up. Come on, Peach. Baby, don’t make me beg.” His palm ran over his leaky tip before going back down his shaft.

  My teeth gripped my bottom lip as I watched him. I was getting turned on with each stroke. My pussy muscles tightened when he squeezed his tip. Fuck it! My hands made quick work taking off my shirt and shorts.. I tossed them to the side then removed Blaze’s shorts, boxer and shoes. My eyes slid to the bandages on his thighs and I started to rethink what I was about to do with him.

  “No the fuck you don’t. If you don’t get yo ass over here, I’mma fuck yo ass up I promise. Don’t play with me, Peaches.” Blaze glared at me.

  He must have seen I was about to change my mind.

  “The first time you grunt, I’m stopping.” I got on the bed and stood over him.

  “Fuck you doing?” he asked with his brow raised.

  Oh, he was crazy if he thought I was just about jump on his dick. I was horny as hell but we was gon’ do this right. “Say ahh,” I opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out showing him what to do.

  Blaze started laughing. “Come on, mama. You can sit on my face.” He licked his full lips as he beckoned me down to him.

  I squatted down until I felt his tongue touch my lips. The thought of teasing him quickly left my mind once his arms hooked around my thighs and he pulled down on him. My knees laid on each side of his head, I lend forward and kissed his pelvis as my fingers wrapped around his thick shaft.

  “Mm,” My forehead pressed against his lower abdomen as a moan left my mouth. “Sss. Mmm, like that.” My hips grinded against his face as he sucked on my clit. My lips pressed against his pelvis once more before I moved to his one eyed monster. My tongue licked around the rim of his mushroom shaped tip, then over the head. Tasting the salty pre-cum as it leaked out.

  Blaze’s hips bucked and his dick twitched. I smiled at his reaction. But it quickly faded as my eyes rolled into my head from the pleasurable sensation his mouth was giving my swollen pearl.

  He licked from my opening to my swollen nub. His mouth latched onto my pearl as he thr
ust two fingers into my soaking sex. My hips jerked as my inner walls contracted around his fingers. His mouth sucked on my clit as his fingers hooked my public bone.

  “Mm, Blaze.” I moaned out loudly. My hips started to move in sync with his fingers before I turned my attention back to his dick. My tongue licked around the rigid rim before I sucked his tip into my mouth. I released him with a pop before taking him deeper into my mouth.

  “Ah, Shit!” Blaze’s mouth left my clit, and he let out a groan. His hand soon came down hard on my ass.

  My cheeks sunk in and I moaned on his dick as I cupped his sack, massaging them as my head continued to bob up and down on his hard throbbing pole.

  “Damn, Peaches! Shit!” Blaze’s fingers moved inside of my pussy slowly as he enjoyed the pleasure I was giving him.

  My head continued to bob up and down as I massaged his sack. I released him and then spit on his dick. My fingers stroked up and down his man while I sucked then licked around his mushroom tip.

  Blaze’s fingers picked up its pace once again as his mouth went back to my swollen pearl.

  I felt the muscles in his legs tighten and he grunted from both pain and pleasure.

  “Ma!” Blake yelled from the hallway.

  My movement stopped. “Shit!”

  Chapter 16

  Peaches

  “Shit my ass,” Blaze pushed my head back down toward his erection.

  “Blaze, stop—”

  “Hell n’all! Fuck that! You better finish suckin’ that dick.” He grabbed the back of my head once again and pushed it down.

  The door knob jiggled.

  “Blake, if you don’t get yo black ass away from my door, I promise you I’m gon’ fuck you up. Now gon’ sit yo ass down some fuckin’ where! We’ll be out in a minute. Damn!” You could hear the frustration in his voice as he fussed at my baby.

  I went to move but he pushed me back down. I looked back at him. “Don’t be cussing at my baby, Blaze. I don’t know who you—”

  “Peach, shut the fuck up and finish suckin’ my dick. Damn! Always fuckin’ talkin’.” His hand slapped my ass hard.

  The sting had me about to snap at him but my words were replaced with a moan as he went back to sucking on my clit and fingering my pussy like there was never an interruption.

  “Sss! Oh, my God.” My hips started their grind as I enjoyed the feel of his mouth and fingers. My fingers stroked his dick as I continued to fuck his face, feeling my orgasm approaching. I couldn’t think to pleasure him from the amazing sensation he was giving me.

  My inner walls milked his fingers, my muscles tightened and my thighs started to shake as my orgasm shook my body. “Blaze! Oh, my God, Oh, my God!” I cried. My body twitched and he held me to him, savoring every drop that left my running sex.

  My mouth went back to his standing soldier. I took him deep into my throat and moaned. Coming back up, I spit on his dick, stroking him up and down. My tongue swirled around his tip before my lips wrapped around it, sucking on him. One hand stoked his pole while the other massaged his balls, not once did my sucking stop.

  “Ah, fuck, Peaches! Shit!” He grunted out. Blaze grabbed my ass, squeezing it before he slapped my cheeks hard.

  The action caused my body to jerk slightly and moan, causing vibration around his dick, which had him squeezing my ass harder.

  “Ah shit! Suck that dick.” Blaze grunted.

  I sucked, stroked and slurped all over his dick until I felt the muscles in his legs tightened.

  Blaze hit my ass then grabbed a handful of my hair, pulling my head back. “Nuh uh, baby girl, get on that dick. I wanna cum inside that pussy. I miss that shit.”

  Immediately, I started to reject him. Doing this was enough but to actually sit on his legs was a different story. “B—”

  “Peaches, don’t do me like that. I need to feel my shit.” He slapped my ass hard. “Gon’ get on it.” He stuck his fingers into my pussy and started to stroke my inner walls once again, quickly finding my sweet spot.

  My hips started to grind and roll against his fingers. “Mm, Blaze.”

  “Get yo ass up and ride that shit,” he demanded, slapping my ass hard as hell, causing a yelp to leave my mouth.

  Without having to be told again, I moved down toward his standing erection. I placed my feet flat on both sides of him and positioned myself on top. Taking ahold of his dick, I brought it to my opening.

  Blaze gripped my hips, bringing me down. His eyes focused between my legs. Once his tip pushed in, his eyes moved to mine just as they closed from the sensation of him entering me.

  He moved me down until he was deep inside my pussy before moving me back up, pulling out of me. My eyes opened only to find him watching his soldier moving in and out of my sex. The gaze of his eyes caused my inner muscles to tighten around him and I started to move a bit faster. His stare turned me on more.

  With my feet planted firmly on the bed, I grabbed his hands and linked our fingers, using his hands for support. I started to bounce faster on him while tightening my pussy muscle.

  “Ooh, sss! Oh, my God! Ooh!” I squeezed his fingers tighter. My head went back and my eyes closed.

  “Oh shit! Fuck!” Blaze cussed.

  I slowed down and rolled my hips. I put my weight on him, causing his man to go deeper inside of me. My hips slowly began to grind before picking up in pace. “Ooh, Blaze. Mmm, baby!” My hips rocked back and forth as my muscles contracted tighter around him. “Sss, ah, ah, ooh!”

  Blaze let my hands go and grabbed my ass. His nails dug into my cheeks as he moved me faster and harder on him. His hips thrust up frantically before he held me to him.

  “Ah, fuck!” He grunted out.

  I felt the fluid leave his body and fill mine. The pain from his nails digging into my skin turned me on more and I began to bounce on him even more, bringing myself to yet another orgasm.

  My muscles tightened and my body shook as I came with a long moan. I collapsed on top of him, panting hard.

  “Ah shit! I’mma be sore as fuck.” Blaze complained.

  I didn’t reply at first I just laid on top of him trying to catch my breath.

  “Mmm, you think you can go for another one?” he asked, grabbing a handful of my ass.

  Again, I didn’t say anything. I was too hot and thirsty. Hell no I couldn’t go another round.

  “Blaze, you gon’ clean me up?” I asked while I kissed along his chest. Coming to the bandaged wound on his right shoulder, I kissed it and then moved up his neck, slowly making my way up to his full set of lips. My tongue flicked at the bottom then the top lip before pecking them both. “I love you.” I whispered. I stuck my tongue out.

  Blaze laughed and shook his head. He stuck out his tongue and I pulled it into my mouth, sucking on it.

  “Mm,” he moaned. His hand tangled into my hair and he pulled my head back. “I love you, too.” He stuck his tongue out.

  A big smile stretched across my lips before I licked his tongue.

  “Yo ass crazy, man.” He kissed me again and pulled me down on his chest.

  My lips pressed against his chest once more as I got comfortable. A content sigh left my mouth and shortly after, I quickly fell asleep.

  ***

  “Peaches,” Blaze shook me.

  I rolled over on my side, facing away from him.

  “Peaches,” he shook me harder.

  I shrugged him off and pulled the sheet closer to my body.

  “Peaches, wake yo ass up. It’s important.” His tone was loud as he shook me harder.

  A yawn left my mouth and I rubbed my eyes. “What’s wrong?” I rolled over to face him.

  “Come here,” he motioned me to him. He grabbed my arms and pulled me on top of him.

  My head titled to the side looking at him, trying to figure out if he was serious but the very hard member poking me in my ass told me he was. “Dude, you didn’t wake me up to have sex?”

  “Peach, I’m horny as fuck. That’s yo faul
t. You shouldn’t have gave me none.” Blaze held me to him as he slapped his dick against my ass. “Lift up right quick.”

  My eyes slanted at him and I slapped his hands away from me. I took ahold of his dick, running his leaking tip through my slit. I brought him to my opening. I teased myself by pushing the tip inside of my pussy until I became wet. My sex quickly started to throb. I slid down. “Mm, sss,” I moaned.

  Blaze’s hands held my waist and guided my hips in a back and forth motion. Once I was at the steady pace he wanted me to go, he released his hold on my waist, reached up and grabbed my chest. His head raised and his tongue came out. He flicked his tongue over my nipple before pulling it into his mouth, giving it a hard suck. He pulled his head back until my little nub popped from his mouth. Blaze moved to the other one as his hands came back to my waist.

  I gripped the headboard as my feet laid flat on the bed and I began to bounce on his dick. Repeatedly, he hit my sweet spot, which caused me to move faster so I could reach that pleasurable high that only he could bring me to. “Ooh, ooh! Sss! Mm! Blaze. Oh, my God! Ooh!”

  Blaze’s hands gripped my waist tighter as his hips thrust up, meeting my every bounce.

  Our movement became too much and I tried to slow it down but Blaze continued his hard thrusting. My hand went to my lower abdomen as I tried to sit up and put some space between us but Blaze wasn’t having that.

  “Where you going?” His grip tightened and his pumps became harder.

  “Oh, my God! Ooh, ooh, ah, ah, fuck, ooh, Blaze!” My moans where loud and uncontrollable. “Oh, my God! Oh, my God! Oh, my God!” I cried as my orgasm shook my body.

  He didn’t stop. “Turn around,” he was already turning me into position. “Ah shit,” Blaze cussed from the pain of bending his knees. “Nuh uh, don’t sit down. Stay just like that. Hold my knees.”

  I stayed in my squatted position.

  Slowly, his hips raised and with each lift, he let out a painful grunt, but didn’t stop.

  “Blaze—” I was about to call it quits but the suggestion of him stopping flew from my mind as he started to pound into my body. “Ooh shit!” A yelp left my mouth and I gripped his knees tight as my muscles tightened.