The Dream Spheres (single books)

by Elaine Cunningham

  When Arilyn cleared her throat, the dwarf scrambled to his feet and dusted off one hand on the seat of his breeches. This he thrust toward Danilo.

  "Sorry for yer loss."

  Frequent repetition had drained the words of any empathy they might once have conveyed. Danilo grasped the offered hand briefly.

  "Loss is the word, in more ways than one. I can't find my sister's body. It was supposed to be in the family tomb."

  "Hmmph. What family might that be?"

  Dan told him. The dwarf scratched at his beard and ruminated. "Seems to me yer too late, boy. That family's quick to get rid of servants and such like, ain't they? The ceremony was finished yesterday."

  Dan and Arilyn exchanged a puzzled look. "That was not to have occurred until tomorrow. Where was she interred?"

  "Not buried. Burned." The dwarf spat into the eternal fire and admired the resultant sizzle as if it illustrated his remark.

  "Who was responsible for this mistake?" Arilyn demanded, clearly outraged.

  "No mistake. We had our orders."

  "Really," Danilo said coldly. "Who has the authority in this place to issue such orders?"

  "She ain't from this place, and I'll be lighting a candle to almighty Clangeddin over that!" the dwarf said fer shy;vently. He placed a stubby finger on his nose and lifted it to a haughty angle in imitation of his recent nemesis.

  Danilo began to get an extremely bad feeling about this. "You're not speaking of the Lady Cassandra Thann, are you?"

  "You know her, I take it."

  Without intending to do so, he shook his head. "No," he said in a wondering tone, and realized that he spoke truth. "No, I don't think I know her at all."

  Fourteen

  Danilo found his mother in the garden, deep in the contemplation of the thick tome on her lap. He quickly cast the spell he had prepared on the way over to the family home, one born of his anger and fueled by his haunted dreams.

  He intended to reshape the words on Lady Cassan shy;dra's page, transforming the scholarly text into an accus shy;ing restatement of the agreement they had made just the day before, but the moment he shaped the spell, he felt the magic twist away from him and spin beyond his will and control.

  The ink of the open page melted, flowed together. The black stain turned into the color of blood, then leaped up into flame.

  Lady Cassandra jolted to her feet with a strangled little cry. The precious book tumbled, unheeded, from her lap. Smoke rose from the smoldering tome, twisting and swirling in a futile attempt to shape the words that Dan and his mother had spoken and that he had placed into the spell. Now their agreement was broken, his trust shattered, and the spell could not recall it.

  The noblewoman regarded her visitor for a long moment as she composed herself. "You have my atten shy;tion," she said at last.

  "And you have my promise," Danilo returned with quiet intensity. "I will find out what happened to Lilly, despite your efforts to ensure that this could not happen. Why, Mother? Given the events of this day-the events of the last tenday! — one might reasonably ask what you have to hide."

  "Why indeed?" she retorted. "This whole situation is disgraceful. A barmaid's daughter in the family tomb? What were you thinking?"

  "You agreed to the arrangements!"

  "For your own good," she argued. "If I did not grant some apparent concession, you would not rest until you had your way in every particular."

  "Nor will I." Danilo studied her, trying to fathom what went on behind that lovely, composed face. "Aren't you at all curious about Lilly? Her life, her fate?"

  "No. Nor do I want to discuss this further. Not now or ever."

  "Damn it, mother, you're as stubborn as a full-blooded elf!"

  Finally, his words had effect. A look of consternation crossed her face, quickly controlled. "You should choose your words with more care. There are those in this city who might read too much into your comment."

  A terrible, impossible suspicion snaked into his mind. Perhaps Lilly was murdered because she was a child of a noble house who clearly carried more than a little elven blood. Arilyn had been attacked. Elaith. Perhaps someone was determined to separate the Thann family from any contact with elves.

  Perhaps Cassandra's desire to deny her heritage was so strong that she struck out against anything that reminded her of it.

  Quickly he thrust this thought aside. He could not believe that of his own mother-he could barely fathom how he himself could have imagined it.

  "You may hear that Elaith Craulnober had a hand in Lilly's death," he said as soon as he could trust himself to speak. "I do not deny it is possible, but I will find the truth of the matter. Until then, do not support any efforts against him." He paused, then added with diffi shy;culty. "Or any others of elven blood."

  His mother was dumbfounded, speechless for the first time in Danilo's recollection. "You presume to instruct me?" she said at last.

  "In a manner of speaking. Our elven heritage might be a faint and distant thing, but I want you to under shy;stand that I am proud to own it."

  She shook her head in disgust. "Khelben!" she mut shy;tered, turning the archmage's name into a curse. "You must have gotten this notion from him. I must say, he picked a fine time to stop being close-mouthed and enig shy;matic!"

  "Then it's true. Why did you never say anything?"

  "Why should I? It has been forgotten for generations! There is no need to open the closets and let the skele shy;tons cavort about."

  "The Thann family fortune was built on the slave trade," he reminded her. "Are you saying that it is ac shy;ceptable to have slavers as ancestors, but not elves?"

  "Watch your tone," she said in a voice that simmered with anger, "and watch your step! Elaith Craulnober has overstepped, and he will pay for his presumption. Take care that you do not go down with him."

  She stalked out, leaving Danilo standing alone amid the ruins of his long-held illusions.

  * * * * *

  Arilyn waited at the agreed-upon tavern until the moon rose and the fire burned low. Danilo came in, looking as windblown as a sailor and more desolate than she had ever seen him. He threw himself onto the bench and dashed his damp hair off his face. "I'm sorry. I was walk shy;ing the Sea Wall."

  She knew the spot. It was a good place of solitude. A sharp wind, laden with salt and spray and secrets, blew in from the sea on the mildest of days. Nothing provided shelter from the buffeting wind or offered much of a barrier between the path and the long, sheer drop to the icy water below. It was not a stroll for the fainthearted or those too fond of comfort. A person could walk the length of the wall at nearly any hour and not meet another soul.

  "Looks to me as if you came in too soon," she com shy;mented. She tossed some coins on the table and rose. "Let's go."

  He did not argue. They headed north and climbed the stairs carved into the stone wall. For a long time, they walked along the rim. The setting moon glittered on the restless waves. The receding tide exposed the expanse of barnacles desperately clinging to the wall. There was no sound but the crash and murmur of the waves. It occurred to Arilyn that she had seldom seen a more lonely, desolate place.

  "I come here from time to time," Dan said suddenly. "The sound of the sea often serves to wash clean my thoughts, allows me to start anew and think with greater clarity. Tonight, it does not avail."

  He related his conversation with Lady Cassandra, his terrible suspicions. "I have always felt somewhat apart from my family, but I never realized how little I knew them. I never conceived of the possibility that they could turn on their own."

  "It happens," she said shortly, for Danilo's tale was too like her own early life for comfort. After a moment's hesitation, it occurred to her that he might find, if not comfort, then at least community in her story.

  "My mother died when I was barely fifteen," she said. "A half-elf of that age is little more than a child. Her moonblade came into my keeping. She had always in shy;tended that it pass to me, and she had be
gun training me with an eye toward its demands, but as you know her time was cut short before she could tell me all I needed to know. My mother's family came to Evereska for the funeral. They were robed and hooded in tradi shy;tional elven mourning. I never saw their faces, but I heard them argue about the sword and its fate. None of them thought I should have it, but they left it in my keeping. Much later, I realized why. No one thought that a half-elf could claim a moonblade. They fully expected I would die in the attempt and that the family could then reclaim Amnestria's sword. But they gave me no word of warning or explanation."

  Danilo's lips thinned in anger. "I never knew that."

  "It's not something I like to talk about. It took me a long time to realize that my mother's family are not evil or even thoughtless. Far from it. I was simply not a part of their world. Half-elves are not people to them and so do not merit consideration. That sounds harsh, but they have reasons for their way of thinking."

  "Even so, you were left alone, and at a very young age. I think I have some understanding of how difficult that must have been."

  Arilyn halted him with a hand on his arm. They moved without speaking into an embrace, two figures silhouetted against the night sky.

  "You are not alone," she said softly. "Never that."

  As they stood together a small tendril slipped into her mind, a presence that she had always sensed, but never so vividly. She recognized Dan's merry, blithe spirit, but behind it was a darkness that she had never glimpsed. She accepted them both, understanding what this meant. They were connected by elven rapport, a deep psychic and spiritual bond. It was far from complete-the soul-deep union of the feyfolk was beyond either of them-but still infinitely more than a meeting of flesh or even of hearts.

  "There is that, too," he said softly, answering her unspoken thoughts. By that, Arilyn knew the elven bond encompassed them both. The joining was made, the circle complete.

  Suddenly, he swept her up into his arms, as if she were a silk-clad maiden rather than a warrior. To her surprise, she found she did not mind. Danilo had his own patterns, and at this moment the alien urgency of a human's desire seemed as natural to her as the coming of spring.

  She circled her arms around his neck. Magic en shy;gulfed them, and the roar of the sea was lost in the sweeping tide of the travel spell.

  They emerged from the white whirl of the magical transport into a world that, to Arilyn's heightened senses, seemed just as enchanted. Apple logs crackled on the hearth fire, and lamps fueled by scented oil burned low. Globes of blue glass filtered the lamplight and cast an azure glow over the room. Arilyn glanced down, half expecting to find herself clad in the deep blue silk and gems of Danilo's preference.

  "Not tonight," he said aloud as he set her gently on the floor. "As you are."

  She reached for the buckle of her swordbelt and cast the elven weapon aside. It was an instinctively protec shy;tive gesture, for even a casual touch from the moonblade could burn the careless. She let it fall without care or concern. The sword was her elven destiny, but tonight, she had another pledge to fulfill, just as sacred.

  Danilo put her hands aside and tended her himself. He gently smoothed away the indentations on her fore shy;arm where the bracer and knife sheath pressed against her. Her skin fascinated him, and he explored it with exquisite, torturous delicacy.

  "Moonlight on pearl," he murmured in a reverent tone, easing her shirt away from her shoulders.

  Arilyn began to experience a very human level of impatience. Had she possessed any magic, she would have dissolved all impediments. She began to tug at the laces that bound the side of her leathers.

  He caught her mood, and moved to help her, but urgency made them both fumble-fingered. Finally she pushed him away and bent, pulling a knife from a sheath hidden in her boot.

  This she handed to Danilo. He deftly cut the laces, and she kicked the ruined garment aside. She kicked her boots off so emphatically that one of them hit an oil lamp. The blue globe rocked wildly, and the flame gut shy;tered, then disappeared.

  The darkness suited her. Moonlight was all that was needed. It filled her, in a very tangible sense. Its silvery light began to gather, burning ever brighter as it rose. Her mind washed clear. There was nothing but this, no time but now. Elven rapport melded with very human urgency, but there was no discordance, only com shy;pletion, and a shared sense of homecoming so poignant and sweet that she knew the memory would stay with her long after her life essence melded with the moonblade.

  Later, they curled together before the fire and watched the patterns in the flames. There was no need for words, for those served to bridge a gap, and the communion they had shared made this unnecessary. Whatever came, Arilyn felt that neither of them would ever truly be alone again.

  * * * * *

  The morning came in slowly, for the sun was cur shy;tained with clouds and a faint rain whispered over the roofs and rustled the falling leaves.

  Danilo turned to the sleeping woman beside him and woke her with a kiss. "As much as I hate to say this, we should rise. We have business outside this room."

  She stretched, looking as smug and languorous as a cat. "Had I known what was awaiting me, I would not have waited so long."

  He caught up her hand and kissed it. "My fault entire shy;ly," he said ruefully. Four years ago, when they had declared their love, he had been determined that all would be done as tradition demanded. Their union would be blessed by clerics of Hannah Celanil, the elven god shy;dess of love. There would be a splendid ceremony, a lavish celebration. Theirs was no trivial fancy to enter into lightly.

  "You just wanted to do things right," she consoled him.

  "I picked a damnably foolish time to start," he said with a wry grin. After the depth and shattering com shy;munion of their joining, ceremony and tradition seemed paltry things. They were bound for life and had been for a very long time.

  Nevertheless there was still a part of him that yearned for the ceremony, the symbol. He reached for the bed shy;side table and took from the drawer a small box. Four years ago he had purchased a hoop of sapphires and moonstones, which he had planned to give her at the Gemstone Ball.

  "You don't wear rings," he observed. "Perhaps I could persuade you to make an exception."

  She held out her hand. "At the moment, I find myself more open to persuasion than is my usual custom."

  He slid the ring onto her finger. "It's almost a shame that I can't take advantage of that! But I can think of nothing in this world that I wish to ask for, that we do not already have. With the possible exemption of a new pair of leather breeches," he amended, nodding toward the ruined garment.

  Arilyn frowned as she tried to follow his reasoning. Then she remembered, with a smug little grin that delighted him. He chuckled and reached for the bellpull. Monroe came promptly to the call. The steward opened the door a discreet crack, and asked how he might serve. Danilo sent him off in search of a gown that might fit Arilyn.

  Monroe returned with admirable haste. He draped a linen shift and kirtle over the back of a chair. "Simple garments, but they should suffice for the present," he announced as he left the room.

  Arilyn eyed the practical garments with approval. "Your steward has sense. I suppose I should feel odd, though, wearing clothes that belong to another woman."

  Danilo regarded her with astonishment. "There are other women?"

  She sent him a mock glare. "Keep thinking along those lines, and we shall get along fine."

  The peace and unity of that morning lasted until they were on the streets. Arilyn's eyes turned hard and watchful. An aura of battle-ready anticipation rose from her like mist.

  "You're as nervous as a squirrel," Dan observed. "What is wrong?"

  "I'm not sure." The half-elf looked genuinely puzzled.

  "What of the sword?"

  He spoke easily, with none of the resentment that had shadowed him for so long.

  "There is no warning, but I feel as if we're being fol shy;lowed. Why, I couldn'
t tell you. I don't hear anything. I just sense it."

  They skirted an open gutter, mindful of the attack that had followed the last time Arilyn had a presenti shy;ment of danger, and hurried onto a more populated street.

  So close to the market, street vendors did a brisk business. Small meat pasties scented the air, and fragrant steam rose from baskets piled with small loaves of fresh bread. People ate these as they walked and stopped to wash down their meal with a mug of ale poured from the keg or fresh milk dipped up from a pail.

  A woman's scream froze them in midstep.

  Before Danilo could turn toward the sound, Arilyn already had her sword out. No fey light limned its length, but Danilo's attention was captured by the runes carved along it-one for each elf who had wielded the sword and who had imbued it with a new level of power. One of these markings glowed with eerie white light.

  Never had Danilo seen the moonblade respond in such fashion. This was nothing like the blue glow that warned of coming danger, or the soft green luster that led Arilyn to aid her fellow elves.

  The woman gave another cry, this one closer to a strangled sob. Danilo tore his eyes from the moonblade. A dairymaid stood beside her upturned stool and pail, her hands at her mouth and her eyes enormous, oblivi shy;ous to the spilled milk pooling at her feet. The girl seemed to be in no immediate danger, but Danilo tracked her gaze to the source of her distress.

  Behind Arilyn, almost indistinguishable from the play of light and shadows cast by the milling crowd, was the ghostly image of an elven woman.

  Though the form was faint and as translucent as a soap bubble, Danilo made out the ghostly elf's stern expression, the sapphire-colored hair braided tightly in a practical, battle-ready fashion.

  "Thassitalia," Arilyn murmured.

  Danilo had heard that name, and he knew at once what it meant. This was an elfshadow-a manifestation of the moonblade's magic and the symbol of the spirit-deep link between elf and sword. Thassitalia had been one of Arilyn's ancestors, one of the elves who had wielded the moonblade and whose spirit lent magic to the elven sword.