Sinner's Heart (Hellraisers)

by Archer, Zoe

  He gazed around, wonder vivid in his lapidary eyes. “Are we still in London?”

  “We are everywhere. The In Between encircles and permeates the world. It was here I existed after trapping the Dark One.” She couldn’t keep the tightness from her voice. Her old madness seemed to call to her from the haze.

  He gazed at the mists surrounding them. “A thousand years here? But I thought this was the space through which one traveled.”

  “Incantations break down the walls that divide one realm from the other. When one becomes adept at magic, the time spent here dwindles to nothing. It is merely a channel. But, in the beginning, it becomes a way station between the will to magic and its realization. And for me, it became my prison. Imprisoned between the worlds. Alone.”

  He looked grim. “I’d not wish that on anyone.”

  “It was a fitting punishment.”

  “Let’s be gone from here,” he said, “and quickly.”

  She struggled to calm herself and push back memories of her long captivity. “The spell has to continue. Keep chanting. As you do, think of Whit. Picture him in your mind. His face. His voice. Memories of him. Use them, link between you. Do not let go of this—if either of us becomes abstracted during this part of the spell, we’ll be trapped here.” She nodded toward the swirling mist. “You see them? The blighted and unwary. I was one of their number.”

  He swore as flickering shapes in rough human form spun through the haze.

  “There must be a way to free them from this place.”

  “The Ambitus has no walls to demolish, no battlements to breach. Once trapped, there is nothing to be done, you remain here forever. Only my connection to you pulled me fully from its grasp. But with you here, I’d have no such anchor. We’d both be imprisoned.”

  His expression darkened. “Then we’d bloody well better concentrate.” He closed his eyes tightly and resumed the chant.

  She followed suit, allowing the words to infuse with power as she conjured Whit and the Gypsy woman, Zora, in her thoughts. Whit had no magic of his own, but Zora did—fire magic which Livia had bestowed upon her. Given the strength of the bond between Whit and Zora, they would be together. If Livia could locate Zora, Whit would surely be close by. She held fast to this, keeping the oblivion of the Ambitus at bay.

  “There—you feel it?” A spark in the mists. The dancing flame of Zora, the steel resilience of Whit.

  “It’s them,” Bram said.

  “Focus on them. Your mind as sharp and direct as your sword.”

  Feeling Bram’s energy surging through her, she guided them through the mists of the In Between. Fleeting impressions of fields, trees, twisting rivers, all rolling past, remote. A vertiginous sensation as distance collapsed in on itself. Bram hissed in another breath.

  The folding of distance abruptly stopped. No longer did she and Bram stand in a chamber in his home, nor were they in the In Between. Now they stood upon the bank of a chattering stream, stands of alders beside the water. Moonlight sieved down through the branches. It touched upon the forms of a man and woman lying a small distance from the stream, and two horses hobbled nearby.

  Relief coursed through Livia. They had done it—crossed the Ambitus without being trapped.

  The man and woman lay upon a woolen blanket, another blanket draped over them, the woman on her side, the man snug behind her. His arm wrapped around her waist. One could not fit a coin between them, for they were pressed close to one another, as close as two could be shy of making love.

  A hot, startling dart of longing pierced Livia. This was a union of hearts, of bodies, and utterly unknown to her.

  Bram, too, stared down at the sleeping man and woman. His expression sharpened, his lips pressed together, forming a taut line.

  When had he spent the whole night with a woman? Did he have any memories of sleeping beside his bed partner, holding her close? Waking with her? Was that even something he desired?

  Only days ago, Livia would have said no. But seeing the flare in his eyes, the searching, she might have to reconsider.

  But they weren’t here—wherever here was—to ponder the obscurities of intimacy.

  “Whit,” she said.

  Though she spoke barely above a whisper, Whit came instantly awake, his hand going straight to the curved sword beside the blanket. He sat up and unsheathed the sword with a single movement. Barely a moment later, Zora also wakened. She raised up, and the flames that sprang to life around her hands threw flickering light upon the trunks of the trees and the grassy riverbank. Both the nobleman and the Gypsy wore vigilant, fierce expressions.

  Vigilance gave way to recognition as they both saw Livia. Yet wariness returned when they beheld Bram.

  Whit stood and faced them. He was fully dressed, down to his boots. Ready to move at a moment’s notice. He did not lower his sword.

  “Put your blade down,” Bram growled.

  Whit fired back, “And be skewered on yours?”

  “Take note.” Bram opened his hands. “I’ve no weapon on me.”

  “Nor the means to use it, if you had one,” added Livia.

  “We’re not truly here.”

  Stepping forward gingerly, Zora cursed softly in her language. She and Whit finally noticed that not only was Livia translucent, Bram was, as well.

  “Are you dead, too?” Zora asked.

  “Not yet,” answered Bram.

  “This is simple magic.” Though it had not truly been simple. She still felt the quicksilver energy of Bram’s psyche, resonant within her. “A means to find you.”

  Caution continued to hone Whit’s expression. When Livia first encountered this mortal man, he had been swaddled in privilege, entrenched in the constant need to gamble, dissatisfied. Intelligent but unchallenged, possessing unrealized potential.

  Much had changed between then and now. Like a sword upon the blacksmith’s anvil, Whit had been forged by fire into something sharp and strong. And the woman beside him, with fire dancing in her hands, held just as much strength.

  Thank the gods and goddesses they were Livia’s allies.

  “What do you want?” Whit’s gaze stayed fixed on Bram. Mistrust whetted the air between them. “Out reconnoitering for your master, Mr. Holliday?”

  “He isn’t my master,” Bram clipped. “Never was.”

  “I don’t know why I ought to believe you. Last we met, Edmund’s body lay between us.”

  “That was John’s doing.”

  “Yet you didn’t lift your sword against him.”

  “Things have changed.”

  “Why should I believe you?”

  “Because I say so.”

  “Faultless reasoning.”

  “Enough,” Livia snapped. Men would ever grapple for dominance, fighting to push one another off the hill. Former friends seemed the greatest challenge. “Bram is here now. With me. It’s clear his allegiance has shifted.”

  The wariness in Whit’s gaze shifted, a glint of tentative hope emerging. Yet he did not lower his sword. “Might be a trick.” He glanced at Zora. “Perhaps Livia has been gulled.”

  “I spent my life cozening gorgios,” Zora answered. “Livia isn’t someone who can be tricked.”

  “The Dark One fooled me,” Livia noted. “Once.” She tipped her head toward a frowning Bram. “I know the truth of his heart. He is our ally.”

  Whit peered at Bram intently, searching. And Bram held himself still under his friend’s close scrutiny, his jaw tight, shoulders back.

  Finally, Whit let the tip of his sword drop. He took a step toward Bram, and then another. As he did, suspicion fell away like plates of armor.

  The two men reached out to clasp hands. But Whit’s hand passed right through Bram’s. They both started.

  “We’re not here physically,” Livia explained. “Our bodies—your body,” she corrected, since she had no body, “is still in London. Transporting flesh takes far greater magic than we possess.”

  Bram stared ruefully at his
hand. “Beginning to understand your frustrations,” he muttered.

  “Try spending a millennium thusly.”

  “No wonder you went mad.”

  Livia scowled at him. “We did not journey here to discuss my previous mental turmoil.” The scene—riverbank, trees, moonlight—flickered, and both she and Bram swore. “This magic cannot hold for long. We must speak to our purpose.”

  “Something has happened,” said Zora. The flames gloving her hands vanished as she stepped close to Whit.

  Bram nodded. “John. After Edmund’s death, John’s fallen even further.” Succinctly, he told of everything that had transpired since last Whit and Bram had met. John’s hunger for more power, and his plans to place himself in control. His scheme to summon a demon army to aid him in his conquest. The more he spoke, the bleaker Whit and Zora looked, Whit muttering curses in English, while Zora used her native tongue.

  “Can he do such a thing?” Zora pressed. “Seize command of Parliament? Make himself the leader of the whole nation?”

  “He’s made allies,” Bram answered, “and more enemies. Yet his power keeps growing.”

  “But to completely overthrow the existing government,” protested Whit. “And then conquer the entire world? He’s only one man.”

  Livia said, “A man who has the magic and patronage of the Dark One. Should he open the gate between this realm and the underworld and raise a demonic army—” She shook her head. “Even he does not realize what disaster he brings upon us all.”

  “If he’s as powerful as you say,” Zora said, “what can be done to stop this?”

  “I, we, need you both in London,” answered Livia. “At once.”

  “Leo, too. And his wife.”

  Whit’s expression turned even more grim. “That’s an impossibility.”

  “You’re an earl,” Bram pointed out. “Hire faster horses. Or a carriage.”

  “It’s not a matter of cost. Nor distance.” Whit tilted his chin toward the nearby stream. “Mark you well that little brook. Now observe.” He walked toward the water.

  Zora’s hand on his arm stopped him. “Whit, don’t.”

  “They need to see.” Before Livia could press for an explanation, Whit sprinted in the direction of the stream.

  A sound like a thunderclap splintered the air as Whit was flung backward by an unseen force. He landed on his back ten feet away. Zora was at his side immediately, kneeling in the grass as she held his shoulders.

  “What the hell was that?” Bram demanded.

  Zora said, “As of two days ago, we cannot cross water. Any water. Stream, river, lake or pond. Whenever we’ve attempted it . . . you’ve seen what happens.” She brushed hair from Whit’s forehead as his dazed look faded.

  “John’s doing,” Livia said tightly.

  “The wily bastard.” Bram growled. “That’s what he meant back in his study. You should see the books piled up. It’s not just the Devil’s power, but his own. He’s used some magic to keep Whit and Zora from coming back into London.”

  “Doubtless he’s worked the same spell on Leo and Anne,” Whit said, his voice strained and breathless.

  “It can be broken. Can’t it?” Bram turned to Livia.

  She exhaled. “Such a spell is a powerful thing. Even had I full possession of my magic, this insubstantial form couldn’t engender enough strength. I would require a corporeal body.”

  “We can get your body back,” Zora said at once.

  Livia could not stop her embittered laugh. “Impossible.” She waved down at her translucent form. “This is how I shall spend eternity.”

  “No,” Bram said, his gaze dark. “There’s a way. I’ve only to find it.”

  Silence fell, weighted with leaden thoughts. Despite Bram’s claim, no one seemed to have a solution, the battles ahead already lost.

  Whit said, “How can we—”

  The scene became a blur of shape and color, a painting left in the rain. Whit’s voice was lost in a haze of sound.

  Livia struggled to grasp to magic that held her and Bram to this place. It slipped away, and she felt herself torn from the fabric of the world.

  Chapter 8

  Bram felt the world shudder around him, a breaking apart, and then a swift tug backward. His head reeled, his stomach pitched. For half an instant, he thought he might be sick—he who could endure any manner of rough sea crossings and the lurch of an unsprung carriage down a furrowed road. This motion was unlike anything he’d experienced before, permeating his every sense. The clearing with Whit and Zora spun away, and he plunged through formless infinity.

  At last, stability. The whirligig in his head stopped its twirl, and he discovered himself standing in the middle of his practice room, just as he’d been before. He ran the back of his hand across his clammy forehead, and tasted dry metal in his mouth.

  He was alone.

  He waited for a moment. She would reappear from that Ambitus place. They had worked magic together—his mind still lurched at the thought of creating magic beyond what Mr. Holliday had provided him—and they were bound to one another. She would return. Then they could discuss their next move, formulate strategies. He had been very good at devising tactics and lines of attack.

  The few candles in the chamber dripped wax and sent thin coils of smoke toward the ceiling. No other movement in the chamber. Not even Bram, holding himself still, attentive.

  Minutes passed, judging by the chime of a clock in the hallway. Still no Livia.

  He called her name. His voice echoed in the room.

  When no answer came, he reached into his thoughts. Never had he spent this much time in his mind as he did now. He searched for her presence, her haughty flame.

  Unfamiliar panic welled when he found only himself within. Her presence was gone. She was trapped in the Ambitus. Again. Fury and despair clutched at him—he couldn’t find the means to draw breath.

  Then—there came dim flicker in the recesses of his self. Relief almost made his legs give way beneath him.

  Livia, he thought.

  She gave a murmur, but did not speak.

  He thought her name again, adding urgency. She stirred, the flicker growing faintly brighter.

  Are you ailing? he pressed. Injured?

  . . . tired ...

  Her weakness disturbed him. Never had he felt her so fragile, so enervated. Always, she held the strength of a dozen storms, leveling anything in her path—including him.

  Can you make yourself visible?

  . . . will try . . .

  His awareness returned to the chamber. A moment later, she appeared on her knees, the unsteady flame of a lamp. She cradled her head in her hands.

  He crouched beside her. Acting on instinct, he brought up his arm to wrap around her shoulders, then cursed when all he met was shimmering air.

  “The spell took its toll on you.” He made his voice sound calm and straightforward.

  She made a murmur of assent. “Never . . . tried it before . . . with another.”

  “Practice shall make us stronger.”

  Lifting her head, her limitless dark eyes met his. “Perhaps . . . even so, it might not . . . be enough.”

  He frowned. “It will.”

  “John is so strong. He can hold back . . . the Hellraisers. No simple magic. And I’m . . .” She held up her hand as if to block the candle’s illumination. The light shined through her. She provided no barrier. “All I will ever be.”

  Bram surged to his feet. “The hell kind of nonsense are you spouting? You’re a priestess, and a damned powerful one.”

  “So powerful I can barely take form.” Her mouth twisted. “A spell that once cost me nothing reduces me to a trembling shade. I will never have flesh—which means I can never break the curse that keeps the Hellraisers from coming to our aid. I achieved this much, but shall go no further. The war is already lost.” She lay her head down once more.

  “I wish you did have a body.” He growled. “Because if you did, I’d give
you a hell of a shaking. Rattle some sense into you. For you’re acting like a sullen, self-pitying child.” The irony was not lost on him—she had made a similar accusation against him not so long ago.

  She lifted her head, eyes ablaze. “Recant your words.”

  “Or what? You’ll moan me to death?”

  Expression thunderous, she bolted to her feet. “I will find a way—”

  “Exactly.” He stalked to her. “You will find a way.”

  She glared at him a moment longer before her scowl eased. “Is that how you rallied your troops? By insulting them?”

  “Whatever means succeeded. I tried them all. Some wanted kind words. Others fared better with sternness—especially the strong, stubborn ones.”

  She exhaled. Had she been flesh, he would have felt her breath warm against his face, and he wanted that with a sudden, fierce severity. To breathe her in. To taste her.

  “I hate this,” she growled. “Not knowing what to do, or how to do it. I hate that all I see before me is uncertainty.”

  “No war’s outcome is ever certain.”

  “But there are means by which success is more readily secured. We have none of them.”

  Damn, how he wanted to touch her. To place the tips of his fingers beneath the proud line of her chin, feeling her pulse, and tilt her face up to his. To test the texture of her skin, and learn if she was as soft yet resilient as he imagined.

  “You recruited me to this war,” he said. “Not because you believed it to be easily won, but because you knew it had to be fought.”

  He captured her gaze with his own. “We may win, we may lose. But swinging a sword is better than digging a grave.”

  After a moment, she smiled. Or bared her teeth. He could not quite tell the difference. Yet he’d rather she snarl her defiance than extinguish her own flame.

  Deep in the hours of night, when Bram might have once caroused and earned himself the name of Hellraiser, he now planned war. A war of stratagems and subterfuge, but war nonetheless. To consider an all-out frontal assault was as foolish as it was perilous. Much as Bram wanted to charge through the front door of John’s home, sword in hand, he would be dead before he made it halfway to the study.