Fitzwilliam Darcy, Rock Star

by Heather Lynn Rigaud

  Charlotte, Jane, and Elizabeth were delighted to find that their luggage had been brought up and arranged in their bedrooms. The suite was large, light, and luxurious. Elizabeth doubted that every band lived this high when they were on tour, but she also suspected that LBS was being handled with kid gloves. It was a strange situation, but she was willing to take advantage of it.

  A knock on her bedroom door preceded Jane’s entrance. “Can I talk to you, Lizzy?” she asked worriedly.

  “What’s wrong, Jane?” Elizabeth’s eyes reflected the concern she felt.

  “It’s Charles,” she said softly. “He asked me to come to his suite,” Jane explained bluntly. “I said I would, but now I’m not so sure.” Her eyes were troubled. “I mean, he is so nice and a good kisser and everything, but I worry. We are going to be working together for a long time, and I don’t want any bad feelings between us.”

  Elizabeth motioned for Jane to sit on the bed beside her while, unbidden, Darcy’s warning came back to both of them.

  “Lizzy, do you think he thinks I’m throwing myself at him?” Jane asked worriedly.

  Elizabeth frowned. “I don’t know, Jane. I know you are not, but he doesn’t know you,” she shrugged. “How do you feel about him, really?”

  Jane looked at the floor and whispered, “I’m crazy about him.” Once she got that out, it seemed easier for her to speak. “I know it sounds like a stupid fangirl crush, but I’ve been thinking about him nonstop since we met. It really feels like there is something between us, and then this morning,” she sighed and laid back on the bed, drawing up her knees. “If we weren’t working together, Lizzy, I’d be all over him.”

  Elizabeth sighed and lay down on her side next to her. “No, you wouldn’t, because you wouldn’t know him.”

  Jane nodded. “You’re right. Oh Lizzy, I wish I hadn’t kissed him! What must he think of me?”

  “What are you going to do?” Elizabeth asked.

  “I don’t know!” Jane fretted. “If I go to his room, I’ll look easy, and I don’t know what will happen, but if I don’t go, he might think I’m playing with him or he might be angry. I just don’t know.” She looked at her sister. “What do you think I should do?”

  Elizabeth was interrupted by a knock on the door. Thinking it was only Charlotte, she sat up and called out, “Come in.”

  The door opened and Charles walked inside. “Hi,” he said awkwardly. “Charlotte told me you were in here.” He eyed the two sisters on the bed with embarrassment. “Am I interrupting something?”

  Jane closed her mouth, sat up, and smiled nervously. “No, we were just having a talk.”

  “Oh.” Charles eyes widened. “Girl talk, right, sorry; I’ll leave.”

  “No,” Jane exclaimed. “I mean, please don’t leave. I just wasn’t expecting you.” She got up and moved closer to him.

  “Uh,” he said uneasily. “I thought about what I said before, and I realized I might’ve given you the wrong impression, asking you to come to my room like that.” He looked away a moment. “I was wondering if instead we could hang out here, with your friends.”

  Jane’s lips pressed tightly together as she realized what he was saying. Then she smiled and nodded. “I’d like that very much.” She took a step closer to him. “Would you like to sit in the living room?” she asked politely, suddenly at ease again.

  “Sure,” he smiled back.

  “Charles,” Elizabeth called out before they left. “Do you know if the pool is still open?”

  “I know it is,” he said, looking back. “Are you going for a swim?”

  “Yeah, it helps me to unwind.”

  Charles nodded and closed the door behind him as he left. Elizabeth quickly changed into her suit and threw a pair of running pants over it and her shoes.

  When she exited the suite Charles and Jane were curled up on either ends of the couch, talking and laughing softly while Charlotte was watching TV. She passed through with a friendly wave and went to the elevator. Riding it down alone, she took a moment to reflect on the ground she had covered in one day. Austin was such a long way from Meryton, where she had slept the night before.

  Even further was the distance she had traveled in her career. Years of practicing, dreaming, and rehearsing had paid off. All those rejections she had suffered through were finally answered. She had done it. She had successfully performed in front of a larger crowd than she had ever done before. A milestone had been reached, a challenge completed. It was with a small smile of self-satisfaction on her face that she entered the pool.

  The area around it was empty, but she could hear someone in the pool itself. Looking closely, she saw a lone swimmer doing laps. With a single glance she knew who it was, the black spiral on his shoulder a dead giveaway.

  Fitzwilliam Darcy was in the pool. For a heartbeat, she considered turning around, but then she thought, to hell with it, draped her towel over a chair, and took off her pants and shoes. She watched Darcy as she approached the side. His long, lithe body stretched out on the surface of the water, his long powerful arms were pulling him forward, and his feet were kicking a foamy trail behind him.

  He must have been spotting for his turn when he looked up and saw her. Their eyes met and he stopped, his chest surging out of the water as he stood. “Do you mind?” Elizabeth asked, not sure of what else to say. He just shook his head in response, his eyes watching her. Elizabeth dived off the side and started her lap, ignoring the way he was studying her body. She knew her figure wasn’t perfect. She would never be gorgeous like Jane, but Elizabeth was strong and in shape. She didn’t feel ashamed, despite the critique she saw in his eyes.

  ***

  Darcy’s eyes were still burning from the sight that had greeted him when he looked for the wall. She wore a plain racing suit, he noticed. Irrationally it pleased him that she chose something designed for speed, not attractiveness. Nevertheless, the suit fit her body in a way that left little doubt what was underneath it. It was a revelation he enjoyed.

  The suit and her shape suggested to him what her dive confirmed: Elizabeth Bennet was a swimmer. Like him, she had the signs of someone who had trained and swum competitively. He suspected that it had been in school, because while she was good, she wasn’t particularly fast.

  Suddenly, he realized he had been staring at her for an unforgivably long time and began a new lap.

  ***

  Elizabeth finished her twentieth lap. Her arms and lungs were burning. As she looked up for the wall, she saw Darcy still there, waiting for her on the side. Why wouldn’t he leave? she snapped in annoyance to herself. She realized that he was not going to leave without her and that the embarrassing encounter she was hoping to avoid was inevitable. Giving up her attempt to outwait him, she came out of the pool, forcing herself not to reveal how tired she was.

  He handed her a towel, which she accepted with a polite smile. “Did you race in college?” he asked quietly.

  Elizabeth stared at him a long moment, stunned by his perception, then answered, “No, just in high school. But I worked as a lifeguard and taught during college.” She dried herself off as she walked away. Deciding that a little payback was in order, she asked, “What about you?”

  “High school and university,” he answered. “But I was never really serious. It was mostly a way to work out.”

  Elizabeth nodded in understanding. She sat down on her chair and started pulling on her pants. “So you swim every night?”

  Darcy shook his head. “No, most nights I’m on the bus. But I swim when I can.” Elizabeth saw that he already had a T-shirt and shoes on. He was wearing plain swim trunks at least; she hated men wearing Speedos outside of competition. “If you want to swim with me, it would be nice to have the company,” he said quietly.

  “Thanks,” Elizabeth said noncommittally.

  “What did you think of the show?” Darcy asked as they exited the pool area.

  Elizabeth repressed her initial reaction. “It was very impressive.
You’re excellent performers. I really enjoyed it.”

  “And the box?”

  “Oh yes!” She remembered his kindness with a flash of embarrassment for her coolness toward him. “Thank you, and thanks for the refreshments. That was great.”

  He acknowledged her thanks with a nod as they waited for the elevator. “You were good too. I watched you on the monitors.” He looked at her, his eyes observing her closely.

  “Thanks,” Elizabeth said sincerely. She didn’t understand his look, but she was determined not to let him fluster her again. “This is a big step forward for us. It’s a challenge. Considering Slurry’s track record, there’s no guarantee we’ll make it through the tour.”

  “I believe you will,” he said sincerely. “I think our bands work well together.”

  “That’s good to know,” she said cheekily, not quite able to look at him. “You signed a pretty big contract to have us here.”

  He looked at her meaningfully. “Contracts are just about money, Elizabeth. I can assure you, if you weren’t good enough, you would not be on my tour.”

  Elizabeth’s jaw dropped as the doors to the elevator opened. She could not believe he had just said that. With an ice-cold “good night” she moved off to her suite, rigid with anger.

  When she got through the door, she found Jane sitting alone on the couch, staring at nothing and smiling to herself. Elizabeth stood stock-still, clenching her fists, and counted to ten.

  “What did he do this time?” Jane asked easily.

  Elizabeth took a deep breath and released it noisily. Then she looked at her sister. “How did you know?”

  “Charles told me,” she answered with a smile. “He said that Darcy has the hotel open the pool for him after concerts. That’s how he knew it would be open when you went downstairs.” She grinned. “So, what did he say this time?”

  “Oh, forget about that, Jane,” she said with an aggravated snort. She sat down on the couch beside Jane. “Tell me about Charles.”

  Jane glowed with a smile that lit up the room, “He was wonderful. We sat and talked and laughed. He’s very smart. Did you know that?” Elizabeth grinned and shook her head. “And he is so nice. He is the nicest person I’ve ever met.” Jane sighed and leaned back against the couch. “Did you see how he came to me, Lizzy?” Her voice was soft with a happy disbelief.

  “I saw,” Elizabeth assured her, “and I have to say, I was impressed.”

  “And he never tried to kiss me, not even once.”

  Elizabeth frowned, “Jane? Are you sure he’s not gay?”

  Jane shook her head with a wicked grin. “I kissed him good night, and yes, I am quite sure he is not gay.”

  The sisters laughed together, then Jane took Elizabeth’s hand and insisted that she tell her what had happened with Darcy. Elizabeth related the whole story, including his remark in the elevator.

  “Maybe he was trying to compliment you, Lizzy. Maybe he is just awkward with words.”

  “Or maybe he was threatening me and letting me know if we don’t play up to snuff, we will be out on our asses!” Elizabeth snapped. She stopped and sighed. “Oh, I’m sorry. I’m not mad at you. It’s just that man!” she hissed. Elizabeth got up and paced the room angrily. “First he was staring at me at the pool.”

  “Oh, and I’m sure you didn’t look at him,” Jane challenged her gently.

  “Yes, but—” She stopped and frowned thoughtfully. “It’s different when he looks at me. I always feel like I’m not good enough or something.” She remembered she was angry and resumed her pacing. “And then he has to go and be so insulting like that in the elevator. Ohhhhhhhh, he makes me insane!”

  “Do you think you might be overreacting, Lizzy?” Jane frowned. It was unlike her sister to get this upset over anything.

  “Oh, if you could have heard him, Jane, you would know I’m not. He was so snide about it, so superior.” She kicked a sofa pillow. “Arrogant prick!”

  Jane smiled kindly. “Come on, Lizzy, we need to go to bed.” She rose and gestured for Elizabeth to follow her.

  Elizabeth agreed. She was tired and her body was aching. She took a hot shower, letting the water carry away the rage and the chlorine from her body, and tucked herself into the strange hotel bed. Within minutes, the arrogant Fitzwilliam Darcy was forgotten, and she was asleep.

  Chapter 5

  Lizzy!” Elizabeth Bennet felt herself being shaken. “Lizzy, wake up!”

  Elizabeth opened one eye to see Alex sitting on her bed, smiling at her. “Go away,” she grumbled and attempted to roll over.

  “Oh no, Lizzy. You gotta get up. You have breakfast in a half hour. Now up!” He pulled the blankets off her with a flourish.

  “Fuck!” she swore. “Jesus, Alex, can’t a girl have some privacy?”

  “Oh, like it’s anything I haven’t seen before?” he questioned her mockingly. “I’m serious, Lizzy, you need to get up now.”

  Elizabeth sat up, rubbing her face, and gingerly opened both eyes. She was cold now, wearing only a T-shirt and boxers. “I hate you,” she growled.

  “Then it’s probably a good thing we broke up. Let’s go, Liz!” he replied cheerfully as he headed for the door.

  “Gah,” Elizabeth moaned, expressing her view of the world at the moment. Elizabeth Bennet was not a morning person.

  Thirty-five minutes later found Elizabeth, Jane, and Charlotte entering a private dining room filled with large round tables and a buffet to one side. Elizabeth made a beeline for the coffee and found herself next to Caroline, who was refilling her cup.

  “Good morning, Lizzy,” she said brightly.

  Elizabeth covered a yawn and nodded, reaching for a cup. “Good morning, Caroline.”

  Caroline smiled. “You can call me Caro. Everyone else does.” Elizabeth nodded her thanks. Caroline waited for Elizabeth to get her coffee and then walked with her toward the table. “Did you girls have a good time last night?”

  Elizabeth wasn’t sure what Caroline meant. At her confused look, Caroline added, “At the show?”

  Elizabeth took a big sip of coffee. “Oh yes! Thank you. We had a great time.” Her enthusiasm died when she realized that she had followed Caroline to a table where Darcy was already seated.

  Their eyes met for a moment; Elizabeth’s were uncertain, Darcy’s patient, then Alex came up beside her, distracting Elizabeth. “Push over one, Lizzy. I need to talk to Caro,” he said, planting a quick kiss on her cheek. Elizabeth shifted over a seat, finding herself between Jane on one side and Alex on the other.

  Elizabeth focused on her coffee before she could face the question of food. She struggled to pull herself together, letting the caffeine banish the fuzziness from her brain and increase her awareness. As she sipped, she let her eyes wander the room, taking attendance. Almost everyone from the tour was there.

  “Where are Mr. Collins and Ms. de Bourgh?” Elizabeth asked Alex, as she realized they were missing.

  “Gone,” Alex answered easily.

  “The studio people don’t have a whole lot to do with the tour, Lizzy,” Caroline explained. “They only come down to observe or if there’s a problem.”

  Elizabeth nodded at the explanation and went back to her coffee. She noticed Richard, standing in the doorway kissing the girl from the elevator last night. As she watched, he handed the girl something and she left with a walk that would have done Jane Russell proud. “Who was that?” she asked quietly.

  Caroline looked up from her notes and answered briefly, “That’s the flavor.”

  “Flavor?”

  “Flavor of the Day,” Caroline said with a meaningful look.

  “Her name is Lissa,” said Richard in a voice that was loud enough to carry to Elizabeth but not be overheard by the other tables. “And since she is coming to the show tonight, she has moved out of the ‘groupie’ category into ‘short-term relationship,’ thank you.”

  Elizabeth was taken aback. Not by the fact that Richard had one-night stands with hi
s fans, she was too experienced in the business for that to faze her, but by the matter-of-fact way he talked about it. “Oh,” she said dumbly.

  “Don’t let him get to you, Lizzy; that’s just the way Richard is,” Charles said with a reassuring smile. “He has no shame.”

  “And why should I?” Richard asked as he returned with a plate of food and coffee. “If a lady and I wish to have a meaningless physical relationship, and we are both consenting adults, what is the problem with that?”

  Darcy seemed to be deliberately ignoring the conversation and focusing on his food, periodically casting surreptitious glances at Elizabeth.

  Charles just laughed and shook his head. Elizabeth felt like she was watching a discussion that had been repeated numerous times before. She left the table to get a plate of food. As she returned, Caroline rose and moved to the front of the room.

  “Since everyone is finally here,” she flashed a look at Richard, “let’s begin. Last night was good. I was very impressed with LBS.” She looked at the girls. “Nice work, ladies, welcome to the tour.” There was a brief smattering of applause. “Today is an easy day. I want everyone to relax and try to catch up on sleep; the rest of the week is going to be tough. Tonight and tomorrow we are at the arena. Everything is packed up Sunday night, and we go to Houston. The crew will be leaving with the stage, but the artists get to spend one last night in this fine hotel.” There was a wave of laughter at her sarcastic comment. “Enjoy it; we will be on the buses for the rest of the week. Monday night is Houston, Tuesday night is Shreveport, and so on from there. Any questions or problems?” She looked around the room. “Okay, have a good day, and we’ll be meeting again for breakfast tomorrow, as usual,” she concluded and returned to her seat.

  Caroline took a sip of coffee, turned to Lizzy and Jane, and said in a quiet voice, “I’m serious what I said, girls, about taking it easy today. Starting Monday we are going to be sleeping on the buses and performing for eight days straight. I want you to do whatever you have to do to get your heads on straight today, because it’s going to be rough.”