Daddy Taught Me Better

by Ebony

  I heard knocking on my door; I grabbed my robe and put it on. I thought to myself this better not be Jaden because I’m going to fuck him up tonight.

  I asked, “Who is it?”

  “Kasey its Apollo, I really need to make sure you are okay, just let me be here for you. Open the door ma.”

  I opened the door, I knew I needed to be consoled, someone to hold me if only for one night. I knew it was wrong because Apollo is Jaden’s cousin, Lord forgive me for what I’m about to do I thought to myself.

  I opened the door and Apollo stood there with a wife beater on, a pair of Jordan basketball shorts and Jordan slides adorned his feet. I took in his aura and my soul became at peace. I just wrapped my arms on his neck closing space between our bodies. He grabbed me around the waist walking forward into the room closing the hotel room door. As soon as he tried to speak, I lifted my head up, put my finger up to his lips to stop him from speaking.

  “Apollo no words need to be spoken, let me just have you tonight, even if it’s only for one night.”

  I turned around and led him to the bathroom. The whole way to the bathroom he held me closely to his body taking every step with me as he sucked and kissed on the back of my neck while biting on my earlobe in between the kisses. The heat from his breathing when it touched my ear had my pearl throbbing and from the anticipation that I was about to experience something new and different. When we made it to the bathroom, I cut on all the shower heads in the shower. I don’t know why I thought if we were cleansing ourselves while committing this dirty act, one hand will wash the other. I began to undress Apollo while he never took his lips off of some part of my body. I untied my robe and led Apollo into the shower. There was a bench in the shower and Apollo sat me down on it. He leaned my back against the wall while spreading my legs wide. He stared at the most precious part of my body as if it was a piece of art that he admired. He dipped his head between my legs kissing and nibbling on my inner thighs. I was squirming but there was no where I could go as my back was already up against the wall. I noticed Apollo look up at me with so much intensity while his tongue begins dancing a melody over my vaginal walls. Then he sucked on just my clitoris with passionate nibbles causing me to climb the wall. I wondered to myself what the fuck is this man doing to me. The more he sucked on my clit I felt like he was taking a part of my soul from me mixing it with his. I finally made it to my feet standing on the bench; I had to get away from his tongue. The tongue lashing he was putting on me was too much for me to handle.

  Apollo stated with so much passion, “Kasey why the fuck you running from this, you know you have been waiting for this moment just as much as me. Come on and get this dick.”

  I stepped off the bench and turned my back to him placing one foot on each side of the tub, I looked back at him and said, “Apollo come get this pussy, I want you to fuck this pussy like you never had any other.”

  Immediately after I said that, Apollo wrapped one hand around my waist while guiding his manhood into my vaginal walls. He begins to long stroke me with slow motions.

  “Damn Kasey I knew this pussy was going to be good, but I didn’t know it was going to be hypnotizing.” he whispered in my ear.

  The touch of his lips against my ear, the intensity I was feeling from tightening my pussy walls over his dick and finally realizing what the hell I been missing all these years sent me into overdrive. I no longer was allowing him to fuck him; I threw my pussy back on him like my life depended on it. I knew that the way his dick felt in my most precious hole that this would be an orgasm that I would never forget. My body began to get cold, its felt like I was shivering, my legs were becoming putty and I was feeling like I was not going to be able to stand on the edges of the tub anymore as my toes began to curl up.

  “Aaaaawwwww shit Apollo, I’m coming, and damn this dick is good,” I yelled out.

  I jumped up out of my sleep in the middle of a wet spot, holding my chest breathing hard with my clit throbbing as if it really had been touched. I threw my covers from the bed back off of me. I went to the mini refrigerator and got a water to drink.

  “Damn is it some truth to what Nic was saying, how the hell Apollo invades my dreams and fuck me like that without even being here.”

  I was too done for the night. I grabbed the pillows from the bed and the cover and got on the couch to go back to sleep. I was actually tired like I had fucked all night. Fuck my life; I might actually be in love with my husband cousin.

  CHAPTER 13 – JADEN

  Man, what the hell is going on in this universe. It had to be some kind of Cosmo that landed down on earth because all the women in my life have clearly lost their mind.

  I know I couldn’t have lost my touched, I thought to myself.

  First Keisha blow-up my spot telling Kasey about our baby Jade, Kasey coming to the trap showing out on a nigga, this bird brain Tina even had a opinion, my mom feeling like it’s okay to speak to me like she pay one bill around here and to put the icing on the cake Kasey must have grown some balls overnight hitting my line talking about a divorce. I wasn’t trying to hear that shit, she told me till death do us part, fuck what she heard; she knew I wasn’t built for no one woman type of shit before she walked that aisle. So as far as I was concerned she better put her big girl panties on and get with the program. I didn’t see what difference it made if I let someone else bless the mic as long as I handled my responsibilities. Kasey and the twins never wanted for anything. I know people say money don’t bring happiness, but how you think people feel being broke and unhappy at the same damn time. Damn, you can’t have everything you want all the time. I was feeling like Kasey was being real selfish right now, what street nigga just dive in one pussy for all those years. We were going to have to get some kind of understanding going on. Her ass is going to have to compromise with me. I think I read somewhere that Toya gave her husband Memphitz some coochie passes, hell I had just as much money as him what was she thinking when she made that call. I was about to hit the strip club to find some new ass that I could slide up into where there would be no strings attached in the morning, no number exchanged, just a good nut, a couple of Franklins thrown out and most off all no slick shit coming from her mouth. As soon as I parked my phone begin to ring with my mother number showing up on the caller I.D. I hit the decline button because I knew my mother was probably calling to talk shit because I haven’t been back to the house and she had Jade all day. Damn I felt like I couldn’t catch a break today, if I had one wish all, I would silence all these bitches. As soon as I sent my mother to the voicemail, she called right back; now that’s something she never does so I quickly answered the phone.

  “Ma what’s wrong? What’s going on? Is Jade okay?” I asked with worry in my voice.

  “Not a damn thing Jaden, everything is right with the world,” my mom replied so excitedly.

  “I don’t know what planet you on because everything is all wrong. What you so happy for, have you been smoking that loud again? Ma you better not be high or drunk why you got my damn baby, that’s the main reason why I don’t let you keep the damn twins. I ask you to do one damn thing for me, it hasn’t even been a whole twenty-fours and you can’t even keep it together long enough for that.” I yelled into the phone.

  “See that’s your damn problem right there, you talk to damn much. A man that’s always talking and never listens is a man that doesn’t know a damn thing. Why the hell you think God gave you two ears and one mouth? You need to learn how to use them accordingly.”

  “Man ma I don’t even have the energy to argue with you right now, you can have all that today, what is going on that I need to know about?

  “Remember I told you that I was going to call Apollo and handle that for you today.”

  “Yeah ma and I still haven’t heard from his flaw ass since we left the trap. What the fuck he in his feelings for? I’m about tired of his bitch ass, I’m ready to say fuck him and go solo dolo.”

  “See there you go again runni
ng off at the mouth; shut the fuck up some time. Damn, I can’t even get out why the hell I’m calling you. I’ve heard people say it before, but now I see my one and only son really is dumb.”

  My mom broke out in laughter in my ear, like she was on some kind of stand-up show. I didn’t find any humor in what she just said if anything she pissed me off just a little bit more. I finally was over the conversation, so I cut her laughter off.

  “Man ma what’s on your mental because I’m not feeling this call right now? You calling me like I’m Kevin Hart and you auditioning for a comedy role, I’m too pressed right now as it is because shit all fucked up.”

  “That’s what I was calling to tell you, the cards just turned around in your favor. I called Apollo and nephew didn’t give me a chance to lay down my law. He promised me that I would be taken care of and told me he was turning over the trap to you. Baby boy you the Boss.”

  “Whatcha say, hold up you mean to tell me that this nigga stepping off the throne, passing the torch to me, no strings attached?”

  “Yes sir, he said that he was going to hit you up and square everything away. I think you need to call him before he changes his mind or some shit. You sure Kasey didn’t hit Apollo ass up against the head when she beat your ass in that trap house.”

  “Come on now Ma, you really doing the most right now.”

  “I’m just saying, well you call Apollo and I’m going to call Kasey to thank her ass. It’s about time that marrying that bitch is paying off; she finally made it beneficial for you.”

  “What the hell are you talking about ma? What does Kasey have to do with this?”

  “Her ass cut the donkey so bad he doesn’t want to be bothered period.” My mother stated in a fit of laughter.

  “Ma I’m going to hit Apollo up now, whatever you do don’t call Kasey, she already talking about divorcing my ass. I don’t need you adding fuel to the fire.”

  “Whatever Jaden and where is this damn baby mama? What type of woman you laid down with that would just give you her baby. Hell, I even had enough sense to raise you.”

  “Is that what you call it? Mom, you didn’t raise me, we just existed. In a sense, I think I’m still raising you. You think it cute the type of relationship we have. You laugh and call me dummy when you actually should be crying. You have no respect for me and I have no respect for you as a mother.”

  “What the hell you mean you have no respect for me. I raised you, I bent over backwards for you, and you think I struggled all those years to taking care of you for nothing.”

  “You act like I asked you to carry me and birth me. It was your choice to lay down with my sperm donor irresponsibly and make a baby. You didn’t have a choice but to raise me because Mema made you. She told you all the time that you was woman enough to make me, you going to be woman enough to take care of me. Where Mema went wrong at is that she actually thought you were woman enough to do the job. Ma you don’t have a maternal bone in your body.”

  “You one ungrateful bastard you know that Jaden. You trusted me to take care of your baby all day, but I don’t have a maternal bone in my body? How about you come get your baby and stay the hell away from me, Apollo already told me he got me, so I don’t even know why I’m entertaining your ass tonight.”

  “Speaking of bastards ma, where my pops at huh? That’s the million dollar question. I’ve heard you and auntie argue about him in codes, but why don’t you try keeping it a buck with your son for once. What is the real deal, what’s my story?”

  “Since you so fucking curious, take your dumb ass to google and look up ancertory.com and find out. Get the fuck off my line.”

  I had to chuckle my damn self at my mom. The things this woman say out her mouth was unbelievable. If she wasn’t my mother and the conversation wasn’t about me I would have really found humor in it. “See that’s what I’m talking about ma, what type of mother say the shit you say to your child when I’m trying to have a real conversation with you. If you would have tried to be a better mother, maybe I could have been a better man, hell a better husband and I wouldn’t be going through this shit right now.”

  “So what are you saying Jaden, do you need a hug? You better man up. I don’t have time for this shit tonight, get over it.”

  “Have a good night ma,” I stated as I disconnected the call. I tried and tried to get some kind of understanding for years now of why my mother acted the way she did. Trying to understand her had taken a toll on me and I really need to get myself together. I decided not to go inside the strip club. Instead, I called Apollo while heading to my mom house. I need to get prepared to take over my new empire and I definitely need to check on my baby, what the hell was I thinking living her with my mom all day.

  CHAPTER 14 – APOLLO

  I didn’t realize how tired I was until the banging coming from the other side of my door woke me up. I had fallen asleep on my couch with the same clothes I’d worn all day; that is something I could never do before. I couldn’t get to sleep without washing the day’s activities from my body; the steaming water had a way of making me feel like I had renewed my mind, body and spirit. I had a great deal of loose ends I had planned to wrap up tomorrow which would release me from the people, places and things that no longer served a purpose in my life. I was going to face the strongholds that had a hold on my life that were preventing me from being at peace within myself. As I begin to shake the sleep off me, I looked down at my cellphone to see what time it was. I didn’t tolerate having visitors just popping up at my house before calling and then for it to be twelve-thirty at night I felt whoever was on the other side of my door was being real disrespectful. I got up and peeped through my peep hole and couldn’t believe that it was Kasey. Kasey has never made an impromptu visit to my house in all the years that I have known her so I instantly twisted the door knob opening my double paned doors that opened into the foyer worried that something was wrong with her. I didn’t give Kasey a moment to say anything or think anything before I grabbed her into my embrace while inhaling the scent that lingered along her neck while my face lay in the crook of it.

  “Kasey, I’ve been calling you since Friday night. I have been worried about you ma. How have you been?” I spoke into her neck while I continued to hold her in my embrace.

  Kasey only shook her head up and down as I could feel her body relax into mine. For the first time in my life, the touch of a woman in my embrace was completing me. I had waited for this moment for so long and I wasn’t ready to let her go so I began to lead her over to my couch while I continued to embrace her. She appeared to be broken and needed to be made whole again. Her breathing was erratic; however the more I continued to hold her; her heartbeat began to regulate and the most amazing part was when the beats of our hearts became in sync. As I began to sit down, I cradled her as I placed her on my lap. We sat there together just relishing in the moment. I knew on the outside looking in that it would appear as if we were behaving in a scandalous manner, but I didn’t care what anybody in the world would feel about us if we ever decided to become one. The way I viewed the situation it was me that should have been in my feelings because Kasey was never meant for Jaden in the first place. I began to feel Kasey’s shoulders trembling, her chest heavily rising up and down as her tears began to cascade down on me. I pulled Kasey back while looking into her eyes as I began to wipe her tears away. It seem the more I wiped, the more they began to fall. I knew this was something that Kasey needed to get out of her system. Jaden and Kasey had been together for many years and even though I knew she had feelings for me and we shared something special I also knew that she loved him. Jaden had hurt Kasey to the core of her soul and that’s not something that you just get over overnight because you decide to end the relationship. Therefore, I allowed Kasey to cry until she had no more tears to cry while I just held her as she sat on my lap with her head on my shoulders. Kasey raised her head and stared into my eyes, she looked as if she was trying to find the right words to say to me. I knew
that she was already dealing with an emotional war going on inside of her mind and heart, therefore, I didn’t want to add any more her mental so I just took over the situation.

  “Kasey, do you trust me?” I sincerely asked her. Kasey shook her head up and down. “Ma I need to hear you say it, do you trust me?”

  “Yes, I trust you Apollo,” Kasey stated just above a whisper.

  “Kasey, do you trust me with your heart?”

  “Yes I do,”

  “I already know you feel the same way I do, so as long as you can continue to trust me I got us through this. I don’t want you worrying or stressing about anything.” I informed her.

  Kasey didn’t respond, she just laid her head on my shoulder again and that was all of the confirmation I needed. I got off the couch while cradling Kasey in my arms carrying her upstairs to my guestroom so that I could try to help her get some rest. I laid Kasey on the bed so that we could face each other as I wrapped my arms around her rubbing her arms and her back. I was extremely tired and began to close my eyes until I felt Kasey lips touch mine. I parted her mouth and our tongues started dancing while Kasey threw her legs over me, straddling me while rubbing against my manhood. I didn’t want Kasey to regret what she was doing in the morning so I put a stop to it.

  “Kasey stop, I don’t think you ready to go there and I don’t want to hear from you that this was a mistake in the morning,” I said to Kasey while trying to sit-up from the bed.

  “Apollo do you trust me? Do you trust me with your heart?” Kasey shocked me by asking me the very same questions that I asked her.

  “Aye Kasey how you going to use the same line I used on you, that’s not even cool, you trying to steal my game.”