The Darkest Promise--A Dark, Demonic Paranormal Romance

by Gena Showalter

He stalked from her without kissing her or shouting obscenities. The hardest thing he’d ever done. Despite the pain that escalated with every move he made, he gathered the go bags. “We can’t stay here.” He couldn’t leave her behind while he scouted the area for a portal. She had no idea how many dangers surrounded them. “Stay directly behind me.”

  “Wait,” she called as he marched to the narrow entry.

  He stilled, daring to hope she had remembered something about him.

  “You never told me your name.”

  The fragments of his heart withered. “I’m Lazarus, known to all as Cameo’s man.”

  29

  “When everything has gone wrong, rejoice. Something must now go right.”

  —How to Give Mind-blowing Orgasms

  —How Boys Become Men

  Siobhan’s glass hung in Hades’s private bedchamber. The bed had a six-foot-tall panel at the footboard, and he’d placed her in the center, giving her a direct view of his mattress while he lounged against a mound of pillows.

  She’d beaten at her prison wall until the flesh had ripped from her hands. She’d screamed until her throat had become as raw as ground meat and breathing became an act of sheer torture. Hades had simply peered at her, waiting for her to break and show him different possible futures.

  The ultimate staring contest. Who would flinch first?

  Well, there was no reason to engage. No reason to help him. She scanned her new surroundings. The spacious room was filled with fine velvets, antique furnishings and mystical artifacts. A bouquet of red roses decorated the nightstand. A glowing blue sword rested on the dresser. A portrait of a pink-haired woman hung over the bed’s headboard—Keeley, the Red Queen. Once Hades’s fiancée.

  Why did he have a portrait of his former fiancée? Did he love her still?

  Siobhan hated the woman on principal. Loving a man like Hades made you a fool.

  “I can do this all day,” Hades said, his voice a silky purr. He looked every inch the pampered male. A bowl made of incandescent dragon glass rested beside him, overflowing with grapes. He tossed a piece of fruit into his mouth and chewed, the movement of his jaw somehow sensual, indecent, even. “Give me what I want. Show me who wins the war and how victory is achieved.”

  He wanted an edge over his enemy. She wanted to show him a devastating loss.

  Strategize. Lead. Strike.

  She had to proceed with caution. Hurting him under the guise of helping him meant hurting herself. If she brought about his death, without finding his true love, she added time to her sentence. If she aided him now, she could maybe, finally, gain her freedom.

  Help now, hurt later.

  Decision made.

  She helped. The first problem arose. Siobhan couldn’t see Hades’s futures. Because I escape and force him to take my place? Fingers crossed!

  As glass rippled and split, Hades jolted upright, his fruit forgotten. With no other recourse, she revealed the same futures she’d shown to Cameo. This time, however, Siobhan’s vision launched further into the future. She saw what would happen if Lazarus killed Hera and shuddered.

  Demons. So many demons.

  In a strange, tangled loop, the past began to blend with the future. Long ago, the former queen of the Greeks made a deal with Lucifer the Destroyer. Help him capture the Morning Star, and Lucifer would do what Hera couldn’t. He would punish her husband, Zeus. She’d agreed to his terms and sneaked a thousand demons from the hell realms...by hiding them inside her own body. She’d planned to release the fiends upon Earth, where the Morning Star roamed, so that they could hunt the being. But the demons hadn’t wanted to leave her. They’d liked their new home. Liked driving her mad. They bonded to her.

  In a rare moment of lucidity, she’d created a box made from the bones of her friend, the goddess of Oppression. Hera used the box to extract a quarter of the fiends inside her, not realizing the box had a limited capacity. Lucky her. The culling process nearly killed her. But as she lay dying, she somehow found a way to save herself...

  Again, Siobhan couldn’t see how.

  How had the Morning Star gotten trapped inside the box? Siobhan couldn’t see. Also couldn’t see how Hera had saved herself. Too many snags between past and future...

  Past: Lucifer betrayed Hera and told Zeus what his wife planned. He offered the demigod the world in exchange for the box.

  Zeus stole the box, but rather than give it to the Destroyer, he placed it in the hands of a woman Hera wouldn’t kill, thanks to her warped morals, and a woman Lucifer couldn’t tempt. The loyal Pandora. Then the Lords of the Underworld stole and opened the box.

  In the ensuing chaos, Hera retrieved the box and spirited it away. Since it had been emptied, she was able to remove another quarter of the remaining demons possessing her, leaving her with only half of the demonic squatters. That meant five hundred remained inside her, and two hundred and fifty still filled the box. As for the Morning Star? No one knew if the being had escaped or remained inside. Not even Hera.

  Present: if Lazarus killed Hera, as one of Siobhan’s visions predicted, Hera’s demons would be let loose upon an ill-prepared world. The fiends would be crazed, free to wreak havoc on innocents.

  Lazarus, Cameo and even Hera had made decisions that resulted in a defined outcome. One way or another, Lazarus would face his nemesis, and he would face her today.

  A pallid Hades leaped from the bed. “William!” he shouted. His son had taken off hours ago to search for Gillian, a female he hoped to steal from her husband. “Return to me. Now. There’s going to be trouble.”

  * * *

  Lazarus’s final words played inside Cameo’s mind again and again. Lazarus, known to all as Cameo’s man. He’d meant what he’d said. The way he’d looked at her with no attempt to disguise the fire and lust and longing in his eyes. She shivered. Mostly, though, he’d looked at her with betrayal.

  Her shoulders sagged. She had hurt his man. Badly.

  Since they’d left the cavern, he hadn’t looked at her at all, and she didn’t have to guess why. Her eyes regarded him as the stranger he’d become, and every glance reminded him of what he’d lost. What they might have shared. He must feel like he was taking a dagger to the gut.

  She did!

  How had he convinced her to sleep with him? Had he enjoyed himself? Had Cameo climaxed?

  No need to wonder. Yes. Yes, she had. Satisfaction still sang in her veins, a soft vibration against her bones.

  Her first orgasm, and she couldn’t remember it. How she loathed Misery! He’d taken something precious from her. He would always take from her.

  There was no escaping him. Except through death.

  When the forest opened up, revealing a bank of moss, a rushing river and a wide, mile-long marble staircase leading over the water, Lazarus stopped. Every mile they’d gained, his pace had slowed a little more and his steps had become a lot more labored. He had to be injured, but when she’d questioned him about possible wounds, he’d said, “Want to know what’s wrong with me? Remember.”

  “I can’t,” she’d snapped. “The demon—”

  “He can’t take your memories without your permission.”

  The claim still rattled around in her head.

  Lazarus, known to all as Cameo’s man.

  Without your permission.

  Lazarus. Permission.

  A lie, surely. Why would she ever grant permission? There was no reason great enough.

  And yet, a terrible suspicion struck her. If she couldn’t remember the reasons she’d allowed Misery to wipe a select portion of her past, she would be destined to repeat the same mistakes, right? Wasn’t that the true definition of misery?

  “The portal that will take you home is close,” Lazarus said. He clutched a dagger in each hand as he scanned for
traps.

  Clearly on guard, he began to climb up the steps, approaching the entrance of a temple.

  Cameo stuck close to his heels. “How do you know?”

  She’d noticed he never flinched when she spoke, and it had thrilled her every time.

  “Portals radiate a certain type of power. I’ve been around enough of them to notice.” The formal tone he used disconcerted her.

  She missed the warmth he’d expressed in the cave. Maybe he needed a reminder of their past. “You said...you love me?” The words were more of a question than a statement. How could anyone love her? “What made you fall for someone like me?”

  Underneath his shirt, the muscles in his back knotted. “You mean someone strong and courageous? Someone who doesn’t cave to fear but overcomes it? Someone who is as much a weapon as the swords she creates? Someone as lonely as I’ve been, who dreams of a happily-ever-after? Someone who smiles for me and me alone? Someone who empowers me with only a glance? Someone who has never placed a condition on her feelings for me, who loves me and wants the best for me?”

  She sucked in a breath. He’d thrown the last one at her as if the words were bombs set to detonate.

  “Why would I ever fall for someone like that?” he asked softly.

  Her heart thudded. The things he said to her... “Someone who inspires sorrow.”

  “You didn’t inspire sorrow in me...until today.”

  * * *

  Lazarus lapsed into silence. If he continued to speak, he would rage. Control is fraying. As he’d led Cameo through the forest, bypassing different traps and predators, his mood had only darkened. Want what’s mine! Namely her affection. She’d become the best friend he’d ever had. Someone Lazarus trusted with every aspect of his life.

  She had become his family.

  But he didn’t have much time left. His every step had become an exercise in agony.

  Get Cameo home to safety. Say goodbye. Would she kiss him one last time? Or would he spend the rest of eternity remembering her blank stare?

  He trudged another step, then another. Despite every hardship they’d already endured in the forest, Lazarus suspected Hera had saved the worst trap for the temple. A means of guarding the portal. Except, he reached the top without a single incident.

  The temple itself had been emptied. No furniture, and no portal, either. No pulse of power. No sign of Hera or his father. The only indication anyone had ever been here was a rust-colored stain beneath a huge cobweb on the marble floor.

  A flame of rage escaped its tether, and he slammed a fist into a towering alabaster column. How was he supposed to get Cameo home to her family? He’d promised her. He could not fail her!

  “Lazarus?”

  And he could not bring himself to peer into those liquid silver eyes again. “What?” he bit out, staring at the ground between them.

  “There’s a stuffed leopard attached to your go bag. It wasn’t there before. Or if it was, I failed to notice.”

  Rathbone! Lazarus pulled the pack forward and sure enough, the toy smiled up at him. No matter how many times Lazarus had tossed the warrior’s newest incarnation somewhere in the jungle—in pits and quicksand—the immortal sovereign had returned.

  With a flick of his wrist, Lazarus hurled the stuffed animal down the temple steps.

  “What’s your beef with toys?” Cameo asked. “And why did you pack this one if you didn’t—”

  “You want answers? Remember,” he snapped. Then he scrubbed a hand over his face. At this rate, he would scare her away.

  Time to plan his next move. He’d sensed the portal from the forest, even on the steps. The power had only intensified as he’d ascended. Unless Hera could cast illusions? When she’d shown up at the Downfall, he’d suspected it.

  Had she tricked him the same way he’d tricked so many others?

  Cameo stalked through the empty chamber, tracing her fingertips over the columns. “Whose temple is this?” She asked the question hesitantly, as if she had no desire to set him off again.

  “Hera, former queen of the Greeks. Never trust her. She wants to kill you.”

  “Me? Why?”

  “Many reasons.” Why not tell her? When he left her, she needed to remain on constant guard. “I vowed to kill her. You are my woman, the only leverage she has against me. And you have Pandora’s box.”

  She snorted. “Yeah, right.”

  “I have never lied to you, love. Never will.” His ear twitched as a pebble rolled in the distance. He had two daggers at the ready as he turned—

  A whirlwind gusted between him and Cameo, knocking them apart. Any other day, he could have stood strong against such a blast, but not now, not like this. He flew through the entrance and tumbled down several steps, his damaged body screaming in protest.

  Adrenaline surged, dulling the sharpest edges of pain, allowing him to jump to his feet and race into the temple once again.

  The whirlwind stopped at the far edge, revealing a smug, grinning Hera. She’d pinned a surprisingly calm Cameo to a column, a sword tip pressed to her neck.

  Terror wrapped its claws around his neck and squeezed. He stilled, not even daring to breathe, lest he goad the goddess into striking. This. This paralyzing fear, born as a boy forced to watch as his mother was murdered, was why he’d always abhorred weakness.

  Cameo’s gaze remained steady, the color in her cheeks deepening rather than draining. Was she preparing to fight back?

  “Let her go,” he commanded the goddess. Must protect Cameo at all costs! “She’s done nothing to you.”

  Hera raised her chin. “I loved your mother, and yet I tore her limb from limb. I will do the same to the keeper of Misery without a moment’s hesitation.”

  “You want Pandora’s box, and you want me dead so you’ll be safe from my wrath.” She had no idea how close she stood to the object of her desire, the pendant hidden underneath the truth of Cameo’s shirt and his illusion. Finally, Lazarus forced himself to move, placing the tip of a dagger against his own throat. “You will never have the first, but I can give you the second.”

  Now Cameo paled. “No! Don’t.”

  “Quiet!” Hera squeezed her eyes closed and shook her head. With her free hand, she slapped her temple once, twice, as if to dislodge a thought...or a voice? Lazarus had witnessed the same action by each of the Lords at some point. “Why would you want to save this woman from me, anyway? She is your weakness.”

  “Wrong. She is my greatest strength.”

  Hera blanched. “Impossible. Zeus did not create her to be a warrior. Oh, no. Not my husband. He’s always considered women an inferior species. He created her and Pandora to be whores, responsible for pleasing the—quote, unquote—real soldiers. Why do you think Cameo was inclined to date two of her friends?”

  Cameo tensed as if poised to strike. “That’s not true.”

  Hera flinched.

  Lazarus schooled his features to reveal nothing but mild contempt. “Wrong again, goddess. Cameo was created to be my perfect mate.”

  Hera’s eyes—those hated eyes that reflected the aerial view of Earth—filled with regret, sorrow...relief? She shook her head a second time, shouting, “No one has a perfect mate. Men have obsessions, at least for a little while. And I will have the box. I must.”

  Must. Why?

  The answer didn’t matter, really. He would not be giving it to her. Ever. The box could be used to slay Cameo.

  “I’m the only one who knows where it is, and with my illusion in place, you will never find it,” Lazarus said. “Send Cameo home, and we’ll talk.”

  She glared at him. “Your father wasn’t as protective of your mother. Do you think he knew how badly Echidna wanted to die? How she begged me to punish him with her murder?”

  The words shook him. “
You lie.”

  “No, but I do kill.” Hera pressed the sword in a little deeper, drawing a bead of blood from Cameo’s vulnerable pulse. “Give me. The box.”

  Cameo’s lips parted, a soft sound leaving her.

  His rage continued to build, scorching the reins of his control, soon growing into a wild fire. He forgot about the crystals as his muscles and bones expanded, as fangs sharpened from his gums and claws extended from his fingertips.

  The monster was back.

  As he took a step forward, Hera screeched, “Do not move!”

  An animalistic roar echoed through the entire chamber, and Lazarus almost smiled. Rathbone was back, as well. The leopard—no longer a stuffed animal but the real deal—leaped into action, locking his teeth around Lazarus’s wrist and then flinging him across the room. He slammed into Hera, knocking her down, and the sword skittered from her grip.

  Cameo sprinted across the open floor and claimed the weapon.

  Lazarus jumped up to push his boot into the goddess’s throat, trapping her on the dirty floor as Rathbone’s image shifted into that of a leather-clad male.

  He grinned at Lazarus. “Having a friend is better than having an enemy. Admit it.”

  “A true friend would have gone for the bad guy instead of launching me across the room,” he replied drily.

  Panicked, Hera struggled against his hold. “Let me go!”

  “You threatened my woman. You die one way or another this day.” He peered down at her. “How you do so is your only choice. Tell me where my father is, and I’ll end you quick and easy.”

  Despite the raggedness of her inhalations, she uttered a small laugh. “Like all your kind, you are a fool. You never see what’s right in front of you.”

  What did that mean? Had Lazarus seen his father, but failed to recognize him?

  “You are also easily distracted,” she said, grinning now, no hint of panic. Her skin darkened, quickly turning to mist, until a small tornado had taken her place.

  He punched his claws at her, intending to rip out her trachea if any part of her remained inside the wind, but she whisked away, and he cut through the marble.