Dark Matter: SCIENCE FICTION ROMANCE

by Jessica Loft

  “I know that I’ve been asking a lot of you, Lillian.” Steve said, approaching her. “You shouldn’t have to put up with my brother’s behavior in the office. I’ve heard some of the things he has said to you, and they were out of line. I’ve tried to tell him that you’re only here for him temporarily, until I can get back to the office in a more permanent basis. Then you are back to mine.”

  My heart leapt in my chest.

  “I know you are aware that for right now, part of our business needs me to be on the road. And that I am practically living out of my suitcase every single day. Hopefully you can understand.”

  I nodded my solemnly, I knew Steve was working hard to build their business.

  “We both have our strengths and weaknesses. My brother can be difficult but he also can be a good guy. Just don’t take what he says personally.”

  I decided this was no time to politely hold my tongue. “I’ve been able to handle most of everything that he has thrown at me, but I did not sign up for this,” I told him, trying to hold back the anger. “This is not what I was hired for, and you specifically told me that I would be working under you.” The very idea of that actually happening made me giddy with anticipation. My legs trembled and my pulse raced at the notion of running my hands through his hair. “He’s not very nice, and it seems that anything I do is never good enough. I hope you know that I’m taking this kind of abuse for you. You asked me to do you this favor. You wanted me to right the ship and to make sure that your brother didn’t come unglued.”

  He sighed. “I told you about my family’s history. Mentally, we are very sound, but there are times that we tend to lash out for no good reason. My brother has taken on my father’s personality. I’ve tried to talk to him about it, but he insists that he knows what he’s doing. For He knows how to negotiate, and I’m not exactly right for that kind of confrontation.”

  “I’m this close to calling it quits. I’m begging you to get your brother some help, or at the very least get him off my back.” I walked away hoping that he was staring at my ass and imagining what it would be like to crack it open for a sneak peek. I could almost see him on his knees looking up at me with his tongue, so deep inside that I would probably faint from sheer joy.

  But as much as I wanted to stick around and make that fantasy come to life, I had a date. That gold status was going to open up a lot of doors, not the least which was the rusty hinges of my libido.

  CHAPTER 4

  I peeled off my pantsuit to reveal a leather pair of panties with a zipper from one end to the other. A peek-a-boo black leather bra, garter belt and sheer hosiery made for getting people’s attention. I donned the tiger mask. I was ready to be unleashed on the world.

  The bouncer, Tyrone, greeted me at the door when I got to the club. “Here is your gold ring. Once you put it on, everybody will know that you are open and willing to try new experiences. You can never mention names. It is forbidden by the club, and that’s for good reason. You never know who you’re going to meet in these places. We have several high-profile members who have an important standing in society, and they would like to keep their after-hours activities private.” Tyrone was probably not his real name, but I really couldn’t have cared less.

  “You can imagine that I’m a little nervous. This is the first time I’ve ever gone beyond the stage of looking.” Tyrone nodded, all business, and motioned for me to go in. I had fantasized about this moment, but to actually walk through those doors as a willing participant was not an as easy as I thought it would be. My hands were shaking as I pulled open the wooden double doors to the same sight that had greeted me for the last month.

  This time as I walked by, I was not left to be a fly on the wall. Men and women alike touched me and squeezed me in a not-so-subtle way. Everybody was wearing types of animal masks. A lion caught my attention. He was wearing a gold ring around his neck like it was one of his prized possessions. He was wearing a pair of tight leather pants and boots to match, with two pairs of handcuffs hanging off his belt loops. He had no shirt on, and the way he was staring at me through those lion eyes had me pretty much powerless to his whims.

  He circled me like prey, sniffing at my hair and licking my neck to mark his territory.

  “You and I need to go to one of the private rooms.” His voice was husky. He already had me wrapped around his little finger. “I’m going to make you submit, until you are begging me to stop. There is only the safe word and as long as I don’t leave any permanent marks, anything is up for grabs.” My flesh was tingling. The way that he touched my cheek and pulled me in for a long and overdue kiss made me feel like I could never deny him anything.

  His tongue was very insistent, and the way that he controlled my mouth caused all of my nerve endings to ignite into one big over-stimulated erogenous zone. That sensation traveled down my body and made my knees weak. My pussy began to moisten from the excitement.

  I heard a metallic click on my wrist and looked down to see that he had joined us together. He pulled me along in his wake. We moved down the row of doors until he found one that was unoccupied. He dragged me inside, and I stood there with my eyes cast down, unsure if I was worthy. He slapped my ass through my leather panties and the resounding crack made me jump out of my skin.

  The club had made us sign documentation that we would never use our own normal voices. We had to change them on the off chance that somebody we knew could use this against us in some way. I whispered, “I’ve never done anything like this before. I’ve had a silver membership for about a month, but I never thought that I would go for the gold.” I heard the slight snicker from his lips. He bit my neck and sucked like he was a vampire.

  “I always seem to gravitate to the ones who have never done this before. I guess you can call me the welcome committee. I enjoy taking the new ones and corrupting their minds and their bodies.” He once again slapped my ass. I had no doubt that there was a nice red hue to the cheeks. He was behind me and I could feel his member through his leather pants. He had to be sporting at least eight solid inches for my amusement and pleasure. “You can feel that and I know that you want it. Unzip those panties and let me see how hot and excited you are.”

  His demanding tone made me move my fingers down onto the surface of the zipper. I pulled very slowly, while holding my breath at the very notion that I was exposing myself in this way. It was a dimly lit room with this eerie glow that made me want to do something wrong.

  I heard the moans coming from the other rooms and then I heard myself give off a moan of surprise at the sensation of his two fingers stabbing within me. He didn’t even warn me. My legs almost buckled underneath me, but he was right there to hold me by the waist. His hands were playing down my spine and touching on the small of my back. His other hand was occupied. Those two fingers were now corkscrewing in a formation that stirred up a part of me that I didn’t even know existed.

  He took my hand and placed it on the leather-clad offering. He sighed with pleasure as I stroked him through his pants. I knew that the excitement I felt was not one sided. He was enjoying himself, and maybe a little bit more at my expense.

  “I don’t know what to do. Tell me what to do,” I heard myself say. My body was betraying me, and I was counting on this stranger to save me from myself. It was my fault. I put myself into this position by taking that one-month membership and turning it into something more depraved. I had once thought that I would be appalled by something like this, but I secretly yearned for the opportunity to shed that shy and meek Lillian everybody knew and loved.

  “I want you to get down on your knees. I have something to feed you that is going to quench your curiosity to taste me. The way you lick your lips is only fueling me to do things to you that are going to make you look at yourself in the mirror and never again recognize the person looking back.” His hands were on my shoulders. He gave a sudden jerk and I found myself on my knees staring at that bulge and wondering what it would look like in living color.

>   “I can’t believe that I’m doing this. I can’t believe that I’m letting you control me like I’m your own personal sex toy. I can’t believe that I love every fucking second of it.” He motioned with his eyes for me to do the honor of unzipping his leather pants. I found it unencumbered by any sort of underwear. I peered into the opening and I could see the large and thick object looking to escape the prison of its leather confinement.

  “Take it out and slide it into your hot mouth. If you really want me to play with you, then all you had to do was ask. I’m going to treat you like a slut. I’m going to treat you exactly the way that you want to be treated. You are my bitch and that can’t get enough. You can say that you don’t want this, but your eyes tell me more than any words that come from your lips. Open up that mouth and extend your tongue, so that I can slap it with my cock.” I was hesitant, but I finally bit the bullet and did what I was told.

  When he slapped it up against my tongue, I could feel the leakage, and it was almost too tempting not to devour him down to the root. I’d never been so bold and brazen in my life. I was always the one who waited for somebody to initiate. I sealed my lips around the crown. I was licking in circles and making him shudder under my oral ministrations.

  “Fuck…you really do know how to do that, but maybe you should think about taking more than just the head. I want the kind of lip service that is going to make me spill the contents of my balls in your mouth. I want to feel what it’s like to shoot like a cannon. I want to watch your eyes go wide with surprise, as your cheeks fill up with that creamy essence.” His dirty talk had only made it a necessity to work him with my hands in conjunction with my mouth. I took him as far as I could, but I was still missing those last couple of inches. I gagged and coughed on that piece of hardware, but there was no way that I was going to accomplish a truly deepthroat experience.

  He held my head with two hands and essentially fucked my face, with my tongue curling around him. I made sure that he knew that he was not the only one who had some tricks up his sleeve. He was breathing heavy and I could see in his eyes that he was too far gone to give a damn about my pleasure. What he didn’t realize was that sucking him was causing my knees to shake and my wet pussy begin to pulsate with an orgasm that was coming from just the very act of going down on him.

  I moaned around his stick of dynamite, lighting the fuse and watching as his balls rose to the occasion. They were tight against his body, and a vein along the back was throbbing with an insistence for release. “I know that you want a nice mouthful, but I want something more than that. Stand and bend over the swing set that’s hanging from the ceiling.” I’d heard of the contraption, and I’d seen it being used on several occasions, but I’d never experienced it myself. The point I was at, there was no time like the present to try something that made me cringe.

  “I’m scared, but I know that I like that feeling and I want more of it.” I bent over and hung on to the straps, while he took my legs and wrapped them around his waist. His cock head was touching my quite-wet and excited hole.

  He paused there for a moment. “I’ve had some experiences in this club before, but nothing like this. I thought that these people might be all talk and no action. There have been times that I’ve gone too far. I can see it in their eyes, but with you it’s different. You have this fire to go beyond your own expectations. You can feel my cock at your entrance. I want nothing more than to give you every single inch. I want to hear you tell me how much you want me. I want to feel the conviction behind your words.”

  “I do want you. I think that I’ve always wanted you from the moment that I saw you a month ago. I’ve heard of your prowess, but I’ve never witnessed you with other girls. Like you said, maybe you were waiting for the right one to come along. Give me that nice hard cock and don’t stop until you are balls deep.” I heard the words, but they felt foreign and not like me at all. It was time to stop living for others and to do something that was totally out of my comfort zone.

  “I love that you are dirty. That is what you are, and that is exactly how I’m going to make you feel.” He buried it hard and deep. I thought that I was going to scream, but it was such a jarring impact that the scream that I was preparing to let loose was strangled in my throat. My eyes were wide.

  He used the swing to move me back and forth on that spike. He powered forward with his hips and bent his knees to give me the full brunt of that invading presence.

  I couldn’t contain myself. “I’m fucking cumming… I’ve never cum this quickly in my life… I’m CUMMINGGGGGGGG.” I could feel my lips clinging to him and my inner muscles working him over into a frothy frenzy.

  “I didn’t give you permission to cum. You’re going to have to be punished for that.” I had no idea what he might be referring to, until he smacked both of my ass cheeks. That initiation of pain while I was being given pleasure was more of the same in my opinion. “I see your body and I know that there are things that you still think are taboo. We’ll have to revisit that when you come to the club next week.”

  I was in no position to offer any kind of resistance. He had no condom on, but I had no fear of getting pregnant. I was told by the doctor that I had a condition that prevented me from becoming pregnant.

  “Cum inside me. Please, I want it, so badly that I can taste it. You know that you wanna give me a nice heaping helping of your cream. I want it to leak out after you pull out.” He was grunting his reply, biting on the back of my neck and sending shivers down my spine. Goosebumps were appearing on my skin and my nipples were so hard they could cut through glass.

  “You want it, so badly, and I’m here to give it to you…fuck yes…take it all and don’t leave a single drop behind… YESSSSS.” I could see his reflection in the mirror beside me and his head was thrown back in an obvious pleasurable moment that took him by the throat. I could feel those several spurts collecting inside me. They went into me, as deep as possible. His cock was unloading what felt like too much for me to accommodate.

  I hung there limply in the saddle of the swing after he pulled free. I couldn’t move, and my limbs felt like the energy had been drained. I managed to look back to see that my companion and lover had vacated the premises. The only thing that was left from our union was the thick syrup between my legs and the heavy hand prints on my ass.

  I left there with a knowing smile on my face. Tyrone was giving me a huge smirk and a wink of encouragement for taking things to the next level. “I imagine you never thought that you would be capable of doing what you did tonight. You’ll find that it becomes like a sort of addiction. You’ll always want to be here.” I wasn’t sure if I could agree, but even as I drove home, I wanted to turn around for a return engagement. I did look at myself in the rearview mirror. The eyes looking back didn’t appear innocent. It made me smile to think that I could do that and become something that I never thought was possible.

  CHAPTER 5

  In the club, I was that open-minded woman who would do anything. In the office, I was back to timid Lillian. Although I seemed the same the others could tell there was something different.

  I was going down the hallway when I heard Channing talking to Steve. “Little brother, you have no idea what I did last night. This girl was wild. She was nothing like that prim and proper little thing you have working with me every single day. This was the kind of girl who would do anything for the fun of it. I pushed her to the limit. I fucked her so damn hard than I thought that the screams coming out of her mouth would wake the dead.”

  “I have no idea why you’re telling me any of this. If you’re only bragging, then I really don’t need to hear about your latest roll in the hay.” Steve was obviously uncomfortable, but Channing was not about to let it go that easily.

  “I’m telling you, you should really come with me next time. You never know what you are going to find until you go searching for it. I want more of her, and I can’t think of anything more than meeting up with her again. I hope that she didn’t th
ink of that as a one-night stand. I tend to love them and leave them, but this one has made me think that I don’t need anything more than her. When have you ever heard me say something like that?”

  Steve laughed. “This is not like you. Who are you and what have you done with my brother? You’ve never gotten caught up in a woman. Might you be thinking that it could be something more? Could it be that my brother has finally found the woman who is going to make him an honest man?” I almost laughed at the absurdity of someone actually taming a caustic and sarcastic man like him. I had no idea who could put up with his attitude towards women in general.

  “I wouldn’t go that far. I’m just saying that she was something special. She was ready for anything. I remember the slapping sound of our thighs coming together and how I thought of it as melodic. I watched as I fucked her and how she spread over me and I couldn’t get enough. I wish that I could’ve lasted longer, but I didn’t hear anybody complaining.”

  I should’ve known that he was a man who didn’t have the stamina to go the distance. The guy I had been with last night was a bit of a quickie, but it left me exhausted and unable to move for several minutes. “I’m going to be with her again, and I don’t care what it takes. She will see me and know that she has been conquered by a real man.”

  “Be careful, or you might find yourself giving your heart to her,” Steve teased. “I can’t see that being possible, considering that you don’t really have a heart. Would you even know what to do with it when you felt it beating for the first time?”

  “Steve, you’re just jealous and maybe if you took a page out of my book, you would be happy for the first time in your life. I know that there’s a certain someone who has caught your eye. Maybe you should bite the bullet and do something about it. You never know where you stand until you tell her exactly how you feel. Grab her, kiss her, and tell her that there’s no way that your going to let her go.” I couldn’t see Steve being like that. But it made me smile to think of it.