Helios

by Anja Fuerst

  Bath left, determined to get it over with that situation. I put on a robe, went to the room where Robert was and found the same way I left. It was hilarious. He was naked from the waist down and fully clothed from the waist up. His pants were still in their bare feet. With hands bound, I could do nothing to change the image I had before me.

  I had to force myself not to laugh while performing the arduous mission to release it. Robert looked at me at the very moment I entered the room. His gaze was angry, but he preferred to remain silent. Approached me trying not to panic that dominated me. Where was my courage once? Puta Shit!

  - Be a good boy, Robert - I warned him. The smile on my face was just a way to disguise the fear.

  I took the little keys that were inside the box and stopped in front of him. I was fully alert. I held his right wrist and began to handcuff key in freeing him. It was very fast. Robert dropped his hand and before I could stop him, held me tightly by the neck, grabbing me by the neck. The unexpected strength caused my body to bend toward him and I fell on your lap getting totally vulnerable. My heart raced.

  - You are completely crazy - accused me. - The tastiest crazy and adorable I've ever met.

  His gaze shifted intensity and he pulled me into a passionate kiss. The panic mixed surprise not let me react to, and frankly, I did not want to do that. Robert was my great truth and I loved him with all defects and secrets. Definitely be in his arms was what I wanted.

  - Let go of my hand - asked humbly. Wow! How much change. - I can no longer get a second without touching every bit of this wonderful your body.

  Heaven! I was excited. Very excited and anxious for another orgasm, this time, as it should be. With trembling body gave him the key, he let his left hand and, with the same urgency lifted me off his lap playing me on the table. Several papers fell on the floor along with other objects that made up the decor.

  - Contracts ... - but I was lost in desire to worry about really anything else.

  - That damned - fiercely opened my legs and stood among them.

  Without wasting much time, he pulled my robe down his shoulders, letting my breasts to free your hand while I penetrated, instantly, without any care. I moaned loudly feeling it again in me, so perfect and so natural that not imagine my life without him.

  Robert was involved in an absurd urgency, his hands, lips, tongue and sex, worked on me like an orchestra in perfect harmony, alternating each time with different intensities and at the same time so engaging that made me dance at your pace.

  He entered through me hard. Each thrust was stronger and deeper than the other. I screamed and he was choir. The movements continued, deep and urgent increasingly playing my limit, remembering to whom I belong and what my role in his life.

  I felt complete, fulfilled and happy. My lover was moaning and I accompanied him as our bodies danced frantically to non-existent sound but perfect sense for our bodies. The enjoyment came as an explosion of feelings, making me scream and stare at my nails into his broad shoulders. That would leave marks. But who cared?

  Only when we begin to calm down I realized I was crying. Robert stroked my hair holding me tight in his arms.

  - Did I hurt you? - His voice was soft and his face was still buried in my hair. I gave a weak laugh.

  -. No this way you're thinking.

  He sighed and pulled back slightly to look into my eyes. We regard ourselves for a while I could not measure and then Robert pulled back to release his body clothes. I remained standing where he was. When he finished, he carried me in his arms and carried me into the room.

  - What are you doing? - I put my face in his chest and slowly sleep was approaching. I was exhausted.

  - I need a shower - fingered my back affectionately. - Care to join me? - He was asking me if I wanted? I think the few flogged messed with my lover. I struggled not to laugh.

  - Just follow you? I think so - smiled amused and said nothing.

  Robert left me standing in the bathroom was filling the tub and adjust the temperature. I remained standing watching the water rise. My boss, lover, boyfriend ... I was not sure, came out, but rather gave me a light kiss on the lips.

  A short time later returned with two jars in the hands and dumped in the bathtub. The smell that rose was too nice. When all was ready turned to me and pulling me by the hand came to me, putting me between her legs and hugging my body tightly.

  - I thought you would be angry.

  - And I am - I do not understand, but before I began to question him, he continued. - Not with you. Me - I took my position and let a huge smile came up on my face. - I think desacostumei me to live a relationship. I deprogrammed. I was not aware of your other needs. I hope you forgive my fault - kissed the top of my head. I bit my lip to keep from laughing.

  - So ... I believe that a flogged are important to help you stay alert - could not hold back the laughter and soon Robert with me.

  - IT IS. I did not expect this and ... in other things as well - his voice indicated more than he meant, and more than anything I had done. - But I will not forget this experience, Miss. Simon and can wait for a rematch.

  - I'll be careful, Mr. Carter - wrapped me tight in his arms and kissed my shoulder for a while. It seemed to reflect on something. Then releasing the air from his lungs began to caress my arm with his fingertips.

  - I loved Tanya too, Mel - the revelation surprised me. The breath caught in my chest. - For years I lived with her what he believed was the perfect relationship, until I was forced to realize that there are no perfect relationships.

  I did not dare speak. For the first time, Robert seemed willing to tell me something about your life, even if it hurt me, as the revelation of his feelings for Tanya still rather know what he had to say. He pulled the air force and pulled his body from mine, leaning against the bathtub. I did not look back, but I was sure he was with his head resting on the edge and eyes closed. I sat quietly in my position. I was afraid to move around and thus make him back off.

  - I was ... - searched for the right words. - I made a promise one day. For a person who love very much and because of that, everything in my life changed. Because of this promise I found things ... - paused a moment. I believe that to choose what you should tell me. - These things should be enough to change everything, including my relationship with Tanya, and would actually be enough if I had reacted differently.

  Robert paused again, this time consuming, and thought it would not continue. I started to turn around to face him, but his arms responded to my little drive and held me preventing me from looking at him. I tensed.

  - I have made a decision. I thought it was the right thing to do. Did not know. I could never imagine how horrible would be the consequences of that decision. If I had known ... - he returned to silence. This time I waited for him to continue. - I am blamed for the misery of many people, honey. My hands are dirty and never be able to clear them.

  He was silent for too long. His breathing was heavy. My heart ached.

  - Tanya is one of them? - I said then that I understood that he would not continue to speak.

  - Yes - I took a deep breath. It was hard to believe that Robert had done some terrible evil to someone.

  - That's why you do not set a time this separation?

  - Yes and no - I did not understand and did not want to start questioning him. Robert had finally said something.

  - That's not all, is not it?

  -. This is not only a justification.

  - Not going to tell me what happened?

  - No Not now..

  - Because? - Could turn the body to face him. He did not try to stop me.

  - Because I live with my demons every second of my life. I can not ignore them and, to top it off, I see them through the eyes of Tanya. Accusing me. I do not want to see it through their eyes as well. For the first time in three years I can feel a little peace, and it only happens when I'm with you. The only thing I see in your eyes is the innocence of his love for me. Although not deserve it
- I blushed.

  How did he know that I loved him? We never talked about it.

  - What's it? - He got on my chin making me set eyes on her. - Do you really think that at some point could hide from me? - She smiled beautifully. - I have lived long enough to recognize the eyes of a woman his true feelings, Mel. And that's why I want to be with you and not with Tanya, or any other woman - my heart raced. The pleasure I felt when I hear those words left me entranced.

  - Do not take advantage of this knowledge, Mr. Carter - I tried to distract him, but was red because of shyness and could not help the small smile on my lips.

  - I would never do this - seriously said.

  - I will not be weakened because of this feeling - I said more to me than to him. I needed to be strong. More than ever.

  - I'm sure not and God forbid to go against you. Passionate women are the worst. Some even whip - his tone was serious and I laughed. Robert laughed, breaking the tension between us, but she soon resurfaced.

  - Honey, that's all I can say. Please trust me. I know it's difficult and understand it deeply. I realize that you need more than a few hours of sex and believe me too. But I can not promise anything now, not while failing to see an end to this story. That's all I can offer at this time. Please accept.

  I was to not accept? I loved him and felt that his words were true, though he had not said he loved me. However, I could not tell him that he accepted, but could not say no. A huge conflict was formed in me, even though it would not have the strength to push him away. What to do?

  - Why can not decide? - He asked gently stroking my face. Her eyes still shone, but were sad. I wanted to find a way to comfort him. - Is it so hard? - I pulled the air force, as if only so he could get the proper determination to answer it.

  - I do not think I have a choice - the sadness by the finding was clear in my voice.

  - You have honey. And I promise I will respect that decision. I know I'm a big selfish trying to hold it to my side, forcing you to live in this hell with me ... - Robert ran his hands through his hair. It was beautiful when did that. Desconcentrava me. - I can not do otherwise. I want you. I'm fighting all to be together. But I can not fight against his will, not more.

  - If I say give up you will accept? - His eyes grew with the possibility.

  - Yes.

  - I will not enter my house or chase me where I am imposing myself to his will?

  - No - I said sure it was what I wanted.

  - I think my life will lose grace if it happens - Robert let out the air trapped in the lungs and smiled beautifully for me.

  - Certainly. His life was boring before I started chasing you.

  - It was yes - smiled at him. - Thank you, Robert! - He looked at me curiously. - For me save that boring life and put me in this totally unpredictable - rolled my eyes and he laughed pulling me a kiss.

  We spent what was left of our night together.

  We ate dinner, my appetite came roaring back, and slept very little, but together and embraced. We love seeing the sun rise and I will never forget that image. The sun rising in his fabulous presentation, lighting up the entire room and through our glass wall while we handed each other without limits or shame. Perhaps these situations to develop into a pattern. Robert was amazing, as it was in Greece.

  But as the saying goes "all that is good bit harsh." Soon we were back in the real world, with all our procedures as we were accompanied by our co-workers to the airport and finally back to Chicago. We were back to our tumultuous life, where I was just your lover.

  CHAPTER 36

  Part of the trip spent sleeping, recovering from my night of love. Robert gave me the bed, like a good and dedicated boss, but because of that spent the entire trip in one of the first room chairs, talking and discussing some points with the other guys.

  Adam also surrounded me attention, always very concerned about my "poor health." Poor thing! Little did he know that my health was fine, thank you. Frank did not do much flourish. Just as I was informed about and talked about work. Paul was quite reflective, exchanging a few words with the group and even less with me.

  We come to Chicago and Robert dismissed me. little was needed to finish my time and I would not be of much use if it were for the company. By the look of it I understood that he would soon be with me.

  It was Thursday, I came home and tidied the mess that was left when I ran out to not be late for the trip. I took a quick shower, put on a loose, short dress, took a refrigerator lasagna, put in the oven. I took the wine that Dean had left on his last visit and waited for Robert.

  He did not appear.

  Late at night, when he had taken almost every bottle was altinha and preparing to sleep, my phone vibrated indicating a message. "Excuse me. R. "It was just what he said. Nothing else. I felt anger tried to grab me, but I fought. I chose well. It was that way it would be.

  I took the effect of wine and slept.

  I came to the company in time. He was wearing a rather tight dress, long almost to the knees, in black and a red belt, very thin, marking my waist. Was perfectly fine on my red heels and also felt quiet, I could even say happy.

  Once I got to the room I found a note on my desk. "MS. Simon, there was an emergency in Mason branch. I'll be out all day. Connect your mobile phone. Robert Carter. "

  My phone. What the hell! I ran to look for him in the bag and saw that it was out of battery. Shit! The charger was home. I grabbed the phone and called him. Robert knew that might just be me, even so I met with all possible formality.

  - Carter.

  - Robert - did not matter to maintain formality. I was alone and no one would hear me speaking. - I am - I rolled my eyes to say.

  - Yes, Miss. Simon. I called Miss earlier and could not speak. Some problem?

  - If lack of battery is a problem - he said nothing. - What you need?

  - In some spreadsheets that were sent to your e-mail and forwarded to me - as a bad mood! What could have happened?

  - What, Mr. Carter? - I gave up picking up a pen to write down. Robert gave me everything I needed.

  - I'll be waiting and be near the phone - was gruff.

  - Yes, sir - Robert hung up without saying goodbye. What would have happened for him to be so grumpy? The phone rang again and I answered formally, as it should be.

  - Honey! - Nicole greeted me.

  - Hi Nicole.

  - How was your trip?

  - Good.

  - Paul told me you went wrong. What happened?

  Apparently Paul had not commented Nick what had happened. I was quiet. Nicole was a great friend and I did not want to lose their friendship. She certainly would not understand if he knew he was having an affair with his brother. We talked a few minutes and we parted we return to our activities.

  Robert did not return and although we talked for several times during the day, we were unable to talk as I would like. I left without seeing it, but I was hopeful, because the next day was Saturday and my lover had given me Saturday afternoon.

  I woke up early and took the clothes to the laundry. I read my newly purchased copy of "The Deputy" and "Wow!", Great ideas. How could someone have a mind as hot as this author?

  I came home already at lunch. None of Robert. No phone call or message. I lay in bed and continued reading the book. The hours flew by, when I realized the day was ending and he had not shown up. What was going on? I thought several times about what to do and finally I understood that he could do nothing. When the last rays of sun began to disappear on the horizon, my phone rang.

  - Robert! - I said almost hysterical.

  - Hi! - Timidly he spoke wearily.

  - You're late - played because of his obsession with time.

  But he did not laugh. He remained silent for a while. I figured that was not able to tell me what I needed.

  - You do not come, right? - All my good mood vanished. I knew what to expect in lover of life, but after what we live on our last day in Dubai, I figured it would take a while to hap
pen.

  - Sorry - I said softly. - Tanya invited Olivia to spend the day with us here at home. Only now I managed to escape the two to call you - was silent waiting, but it was my turn to be silent. I had nothing to say. - Honey?

  - Yes? - A huge knot formed in my throat and tears struggled to fall.

  - I have to hang up now. I talk to you on Monday, okay? - I was silent. - Honey?

  - All right, Robert.

  I hung up before he continued to apologize. I sat on the couch and had no way to prevent the cry came. I thought what you could do to occupy my spare time. Something that does not remind me of it, which completely took my mind. I grabbed my bag and went shopping. Living with Nicole was decimating with my savings.

  On Sunday I went to visit Abgail. Robert did not even show up, so I thought I'd visit my friend. She was pretty much recovered, taking his broken leg, he was great. Quiet, relaxed and cheerful. It was impossible not to make comparisons between us. I was quiet and relaxed and Abgail was always stressed and hurried. We reversed the roles.

  We talked about a lot of nonsense. I tried to tell her how things were going on inside the company.

  - Robert has shown his dark side? - She gave a loud laugh. I looked at her blankly. - His problems with the marriage, the betrayals, the numerous lovers whom we should send flowers, dinners to be told to Tanya as meetings with suppliers ... You know, these things - shrugged.

  She seemed amused, and his eyes sparkled with anticipation. It all hurt me a lot. I did not know how to react. Abgail was always very discreet. It was strange to see her behaving so lightly. I was embarrassed immediately. Abby was my friend, but I could not look into his eyes and confess that he had lost focus and purpose within that company.

  - What? It will not say that he and Tanya finally understand? - Her smile said much more than it really came out of his mouth.

  In recent times, since his accident, Abby had changed a lot. Something had happened to her to show that other side of his personality so hard. I knew what she wanted from me, but was not sure he could open up to my friend.