A Date with Fate

by Cathy Cole

  “You won’t tell her,” repeated Polly, her voice high with anxiety. “Will you?”

  Eve didn’t like the way Ollie and Polly were looking at her. Like they were scared of her, and what she might do with this little bombshell. The old Eve would have tucked the information away, then dropped it into a conversation at a later date for maximum impact. This Eve – the Eve who had apologized to her friends, the Eve who had kissed a girl tonight and felt the old ground beneath her designer-clad feet shift and quiver – this Eve didn’t have any interest in being mean. Seeing the two of them, the feelings they had for each other written clear as day on their horrified faces, just made her heart ache. Everything seemed so simple for other people.

  “I won’t say anything if you don’t want me to,” she said with a shrug. “Sit in the middle while I find the others.”

  They scurried away gratefully. Eve shivered, pulling her coat a little more tightly around herself. Why was it so cold?

  Focusing on the radial corridor she was standing in, she suddenly realized why. The whole back wall of this section of the complex was open to the elements. Mud and rubble lay beyond the yawning space. Puddles of stagnant water glinted around muddy tools that looked like no one had touched them in weeks. Eve remembered the concrete blocks Max and Rhi had been hiding behind.

  The complex was nowhere near finished, she realized, looking around. This whole section was a mass of scaffolding, plastic sheeting and mud. Uncertainty gripped her. Finishing touches.

  Suddenly Eve’s throat felt dry. She pictured the plaque with all the investors’ names on it. Her father’s smooth promises. The empty hulk she was standing in.

  Had her dad been lying to her?

  She shook her head. Her father was honest, hard-working . . . he would never lie about something like this. Would he?

  There was a sudden clatter. An unearthly wail ripped through the air, echoing like a ghost against the exposed bricks.

  “Help me! Someone, help! HELP!”

  THIRTEEN

  Eve spun round in shock.

  “Help, I’m going to fall!” Lila screamed again. “I’m GOING TO FALL!”

  Unfreezing her pose, Eve ran round the corner and back into the huge central space. Ollie and Polly were gaping upwards, their mouths open in fear. Max and Rhi sat frozen together on the bench. Following their terrified gazes, Eve stared upwards. The undersides of Lila’s white trainers gleamed at her in the moonlight.

  “I CAN’T HOLD ON!” Lila shrieked.

  She was dangling from the first storey, swinging wildly, as Ryan tried to hold on to her, his face as white as bone. A splintered ladder lay at a useless angle on the ground floor beneath them both.

  Eve saw in a flash what had happened. Ryan must have climbed to the first floor, using the ladder . . . Lila had followed . . . and at the last moment, the badly anchored ladder had slipped away, breaking as it crashed on the floor. Why had they gone up a ladder when there were stairs?

  “Help me!” Lila moaned.

  “Call the police!” shouted Ollie in horror. “Lila, hold on. . .”

  He lunged for the steps. Josh was quicker, emerging from somewhere, leaping over the gaps in the stairway. There was a squealing sound as Ryan’s trainers slipped on the bare concrete above them all. Lila lurched and screamed again.

  “I can’t hold her,” Ryan moaned. “I’m trying. . .”

  Josh was beneath Lila now, running frantically to and fro in search of something, anything to enable him to climb upwards. “Call the police!” he bellowed. “Call an ambulance!”

  “We said no climbing!” Max shouted in horror. Rhi had buried her face in his shirt. “NO CLIMBING, RYAN! What have you done?”

  Eve felt half dead with the horror of it. This was her fault. She shouldn’t have agreed to come here. Why was this place still so dangerous? So unbuilt?

  Lila screamed again, hopelessly. It came out as a kind of croak.

  “There’s another ladder,” Eve said, coming to life, remembering. “I’ll fetch it. Hold on, Lila!”

  And then she was running back to the corridor where she’d found Ollie and Polly in each other’s arms, and lifting the ladder from among its tangle of tarpaulin and paint pots, and running through the half-built hallways with it, awkward and bulky in her arms.

  “Nearly there, Eve!” Josh shouted.

  “I’m going to die,” Lila wept.

  Don’t trip, Eve thought as she clambered and slipped over the uneven floor. She felt the ladder gash a hole in the shoulder of her down jacket. Feathers drifted around her like smoke. The ladder felt heavy, so heavy. . . And then Josh was there, his hands grabbing at the metal struts, unfolding it until the top of it reached the edge of the first floor balcony.

  A strange calm had descended on Eve. She knew what to do now.

  “Lila, Ryan, I want you to listen to me,” she said, looking up. “Are you listening to me?”

  “I’m going to die,” Lila whispered.

  “I can’t hold her,” Ryan moaned.

  “There is a ladder,” Eve said, speaking as clearly as she could. “Josh is holding a ladder just to the left of you.”

  “Yes,” Lila gasped between sobs. “Yes . . . I see it. . .”

  She stretched her toes – and made contact.

  “Careful!” Rhi moaned, way down below.

  Lila was shaking so badly she could hardly move. She hung where she was, one toe on a step of the ladder, her hands still holding Ryan’s.

  “Both feet,” said Eve, steady and soothing. “Now a hand. Can you move a hand to the top of the ladder?”

  “I’m letting go, Lila,” said Ryan. He sounded calmer now. “You’ll be fine now. I’m counting to three, OK? One, two. . .”

  Lila made a desperate grab for the ladder. Eve found herself on the ladder now, climbing up towards Lila’s shaking legs. “I’m here, Lila,” she said. “It’s OK.”

  “Three,” Ryan finished, and let go.

  Lila hugged the ladder with both hands now, weeping uncontrollably. Eve raised her hand, touched Lila’s ankle. “One step at a time,” she said. “I’m here.”

  Lila stepped clear of the bottom of the ladder as Josh folded her into a long, warm hug. Max, Rhi, Polly and Ollie cheered.

  “Whoo!” said Ryan, lying on his back above them and laughing breathlessly. “What a ride! I thought we were both done for!”

  Lila wept harder, clutching at Josh. Eve’s cool deserted her completely.

  “I wish you had fallen, Ryan,” she hissed. “I wish you’d fallen and smashed every bone in your body! Lila nearly died because of you. Don’t you get it? She doesn’t like you! None of us like you! Don’t you get it? You’re pathetic.”

  Ryan had stopped laughing. Everyone was silent, holding their breath.

  “You can forget about coming to my party,” said Eve, shaking with all the fury and fright and confusion of her evening. “You can forget about ever hanging out with us again. We want you to leave. Now. Before someone else gets hurt.”

  Ryan climbed silently down the ladder, his face pale and set, his bravado gone. He touched Lila’s shoulder.

  “I’m sorry,” he said.

  “It’s . . . my fault too,” Lila gulped, wiping at her tears with shaking hands. “I shouldn’t have climbed the ladder.”

  “Leave,” said Eve in a voice of stone.

  There was a burst of torchlight. Three security guards had appeared in the entrance of the complex, their beams sweeping the space. Eve shielded her eyes as a beam fell directly on her.

  “Kids! Over there!”

  “Run,” said Max swiftly.

  Everyone scattered. Josh dragged Eve and Lila over the half-built floor at rocket speed. Max and Rhi raced one way; Ollie and Polly raced another. Ryan had disappeared. There was the sound of boots clattering on th
e marble floor, muttered oaths and the jingling of keys.

  “That way,” Josh said in Eve’s ear.

  They bolted down the corridor where Eve had grabbed the ladder, leaping over the rubble, pushing through the tarpaulin. The shouts were getting closer. Eve crashed through a muddy puddle, feeling the chill oozing through her shoes. She fell, struggled upright again. She couldn’t get caught.

  “There’s a gap in the fence over there,” panted Eve.

  “We’ll never fit through that,” Lila moaned.

  Eve put on a fresh burst of speed, sploshing through the muck and trying not to think of her beautiful, ruined clothes. “We can do it,” she said, and dived head first through the hole in the mesh.

  She landed on a stretch of wet pavement, scraping her hand on the tarmac. Lila piled after her, followed by Josh.

  “Keep running,” Josh said, getting to his feet and doing his best to wipe the mud off his glasses.

  Eve took off again like a hare, keeping pace with Lila and Josh not far behind. Part of her wanted to whoop and celebrate her freedom. The rest was still in the shopping centre, haunted by Lila’s screams. A little way ahead she glimpsed Max and Rhi hurtling through the shadows, towards the beach and the sea.

  Lila swung through a gate so fast Eve almost missed the turning. She stumbled over her own feet and landed in an ungainly heap on a stretch of wet grass, her breath loud in her ears. They had made it to the park. No one was following them any more.

  They were safe.

  FOURTEEN

  Eve was finding it hard to concentrate on school on Monday. After the drama of the shopping centre, Lila’s near-death experience and her own confusion about Caitlin, it was a miracle she made any notes at all during Mr Morrison’s English class.

  “If you’re coming to my class,” Mr Morrison said into Eve’s ear, “it would be good if you could be present in mind as well as body, Miss Somerstown.”

  Eve jumped a mile in the air. Mr Morrison raised his eyebrows at the half-scribbled notes in her book and moved on.

  Lila leaned across. “Everything OK?”

  Everything’s supposed to be OK, Eve thought in frustration. But it’s not.

  She knew she should be on top of the world. She’d had a wonderful sleepover with her friends, all of whom seemed to like her again, and her island party plans continued to blossom in exciting directions. But she couldn’t focus on any of it. Instead, all she could see were the crumbling foundations of everything she had thought solid and real. Her father. Who she was, who she liked. . .

  She summoned a smile for Lila. It was important to appear in control.

  “Stop fussing, I’m fine,” she said, rolling her eyes.

  Lila looked dubious but didn’t press it.

  They made a crowd around the table at the canteen. Ollie and Max were full of the excitement of the shopping centre adventure, while Rhi and Polly wanted to change the subject and talk about the night at Heartwell Manor instead. Lila sat with Josh, making Eve wonder whether they’d got together at last.

  That makes me the loneliest person on this table, she thought. Rhi and Max. Ollie and Polly – if not yet, then soon. Lila and Josh likewise.

  “Everyone has their feet on the ground today, I see,” Ryan tried to joke as he stopped by their table with his tray.

  “No thanks to you,” Eve said, looking up from the salad she had been prodding around her plate.

  “Leave him alone, Eve,” Lila said gently. “Ryan got as much of a shock as I did.”

  “Nothing scares me,” said Ryan with a shrug.

  “Then you won’t mind sitting by yourself today,” said Eve pointedly.

  “Ha ha,” said Ryan. “Joke. Right?”

  The others moved up, letting Ryan settle himself next to Lila. Max clapped him on the shoulder. Sharing the weekend’s drama seemed to have convinced everyone that Ryan was one of the crew now. It wasn’t an opinion Eve shared.

  After school, Eve decided she would go and visit her dad. She wanted to ask him about the shopping centre. Her finger hovered over her dad’s number. After a moment, she put her phone away again. Now wasn’t the right time, she realized. There was something she had to do first.

  “Hey,” said Rhi, passing with Lila and Polly. “Coming to the Heartbeat later?”

  Eve shook her head. “Too much to do,” she lied. “There’s a problem with the caterers for the party, typical! See you tomorrow.”

  She waited until her friends had gone. Then she squared her shoulders and walked back the way she had just come.

  The corridor outside Ms Andrews’ classroom was quiet. Eve rapped at the door.

  “Ms Andrews?”

  The history teacher looked up from her computer. “Eve!” she said in surprise. “What brings you to my classroom this afternoon?”

  Eve bit her lip. “Are you free?”

  Ms Andrews nodded. She switched off her computer and perched on the edge of her desk. “How can I help?”

  Eve remembered vividly the last time she’d spoken to Ms Andrews. When the scandal had broken about the history teacher being in a relationship with Polly’s mother, Eve had found herself taking a special interest. She had worked hard to get Ms Andrews’ job back when the school principal decided she should take a leave of absence. Ms Andrews had always been kind to Eve. Most importantly, she had listened when Eve had asked a question that had been troubling her for a while. Listened and not judged.

  Ms Andrews, do you think it’s normal to dream about kissing girls?

  “Do you remember our last conversation?” Eve began a little nervously.

  Ms Andrews nodded. “Of course. I was pleased you felt you could talk to me about it. Do you have another question?”

  Eve sat down at a desk. “It’s not a dream this time,” she muttered. “I actually did kiss a girl. And . . . it was good.”

  There. She’d said it. She had liked the feeling of Caitlin’s mouth on hers. The spark that she had been looking for in all the boys she had ever dated, the mythical electricity between two people that she had read about so often – it seemed that it was maybe real after all.

  “Lucky you,” said Ms Andrews. “I’ve had some awful kisses in my time.”

  Feeling a little shocked at her teacher’s confession, Eve giggled.

  “When you get a good one,” Ms Andrews laughed back, “my advice would be to enjoy every moment!”

  “But it wasn’t supposed to be good,” Eve blurted. She stopped, worried that she’d caused offence. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean—”

  “I understand,” Ms Andrews interrupted gently. “I was uncomfortable about it at your age too.”

  Eve couldn’t imagine the self-possessed woman in front of her doubting herself for a moment. “When did you know?” she asked. “About . . . liking girls?”

  “I think I always knew,” said Ms Andrews. “But I pretended it wasn’t true. I dated a few boys, but never very successfully. It wasn’t until I went to university that I met my first girlfriend. She was called Clara. And suddenly . . . everything clicked into place.”

  “Were you with Clara for a long time?” Eve asked shyly.

  “Not long,” said Ms Andrews. She smiled. “But long enough to understand that I wasn’t an alien from outer space.”

  Eve felt the tears wobbling behind her eyelids. She knew that feeling.

  “Don’t be afraid to be yourself,” the teacher continued. “We only have one life. It’s much too short to waste on worrying about what other people think.”

  Eve couldn’t imagine ever not worrying about what other people thought.

  She felt more scared than ever.

  FIFTEEN

  Eve waited, the phone pressed to her ear.

  This is the voicemail of Henry Somerstown. Please leave—

  She hung
up, feeling lower than ever. Despite her best efforts, she hadn’t managed to talk to her father all week. She’d almost managed a conversation that morning over breakfast, but a call had come through and her dad had left the house at speed, pausing only to pull on his cashmere overcoat and shout that he’d be out all day at a meeting in London. She’d tried him three times today, and reached voicemail each time. It was so frustrating.

  “Heartbeat Café?” asked Rhi at the end of school.

  “Not tonight,” said Eve, pulling her coat from her locker. “Busy.”

  “What could possibly be more tempting than frappés at the Heartbeat?” said Lila on the other side. “Cocktails in Cannes? A film premiere in Leicester Square?”

  Eve thought wistfully about sitting in the cosy café laughing with her friends.

  “There’s a big party happening on Saturday, in case you’d forgotten,” she said out loud. “We only have a few days left and there is still so much to do.”

  “I thought that’s what Caitlin was for,” said Polly as she shouldered her bag.

  Eve winced. She had been blocking Caitlin’s calls for a couple of days now, limiting herself to answering Caitlin’s questions by text. With the party only days away, the timing couldn’t have been worse. But on top of everything else, she couldn’t face a conversation with a girl she couldn’t stop thinking about.

  “It’s still my party,” she said coolly. “Whatever Caitlin’s doing.”

  The house was quiet when Eve got in. There was always a kind of deadness at this time of day that she didn’t like. Hanging her bag on a hook in the hallway, she took off her shoes and slid on her slippers. Her mother went mad if anyone ever tracked mud over the cream-coloured carpets. Then she went into the huge white kitchen and flipped on the radio. Music washed through speakers set into the walls, bringing a little life with it.

  Eve opened the fridge, feeling hungry. Hummus, carrots and a lot of boring green vegetables stared back at her. Her mother had been on a health kick for a week now, and thrown out all the biscuits and juice in the house.