As Long As You Love Me (Love Me Series Book 4)

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by Jaime Russell


  “What pact?” Reagan comes around with Abby.

  “If when I turned 40 and neither of us were married then Max and I would marry each other so we didn’t spend the rest of our life alone.” I smile.

  “Oh, was there something between you?” Reagan looks sad. I shiver and say gross.

  “No. There is nothing between us. He is my best friend and no feelings at all. We just didn’t want to spend the rest of our life alone. We would never have sex because well that’s just gross.” Reagan laughs and Max kisses Reagan.

  “Besides I found you and we are going to get married.”

  “Yes, we are. I talked to Sally and we get to meet up with her soon.” Reagan claps her hands excitedly.

  “Can I get some help here?” Jensen yells down to us.

  “Do I have to?” I whine as I jump down from the truck. I groan when I hit the pavement. My ankle turned. Jensen comes running down.

  “Sit down on the curb.” Jensen starts fussing over me.

  “Jensen, I’m fine. I landed on a turned ankle.”

  “Max, can you go help them?” Jensen asks. Max and Reagan head up together since she knows a lot of what we bought and where it goes. “I think it might be broken. We need you to get it checked out.”

  “Can it wait, please? I want to see the furniture in the house.” I pout.

  “No. I can take you or Reagan can; your choice.” Jensen uses the dad voice that leaves no room for argument. I mumble about him not getting any until the wedding night.

  “I’ll see if Reagan will because you need to be here with the movers for signatures and the kids will be here shortly. I think you are over reacting.”

  Three hours later, my ankle is broken. I’m hoping that I will be off the crutches for my wedding. I might need to get a different wedding dress to hide my cast. I walk into the house and I’m blown away. Everyone is here helping us put stuff away. The furniture looks amazing. No one has noticed me yet but I love being able to revel in this wonderful scene. Two families coming together; I never thought that I would have this big of a family. My parents are great. Jensen keeps nudging all three of us to talk and work things out. We are all going up in June to get my childhood home listed to sell.

  “Daddy, where does this go?” Jana carries down a picture of the Pittsburgh skyline that I took when we went to a Steelers game. “Mom! You’re home!” Jana comes running towards me.

  “Hi sweetheart. That picture is for my office.” I smile and hug her.

  “Babe, I thought you were going to call with the results.” Jensen says as he helps me towards the couch. “I’m surprised the hospital didn’t call you.” I roll my eyes.

  “They didn’t and don’t be stubborn.” Everyone stays for another two hours eating pizza, and laughing. This is what I wanted my home to be, a place to call home and being surrounded by family. The kids all head up to bed. Jensen takes Ella to her room and turns on the baby monitor. He comes jogging down the steps about twenty minutes later wearing nothing but his camo pajama bottoms.

  “Do you need anything while I’m up?” Jensen asks me and I can do nothing but stare at him. We haven’t had sex yet since we got the go ahead. We felt weird doing it at his parents’ house and when we tried to pick a hotel room something always come up.

  “You and only you.” I say.

  “You okay?” Jensen sits down next to me on the couch. He plays with my hair, twirling a strand around his fingers.

  “I can’t believe I busted my ankle. Ugh! It’s so damn frustrating. I don’t want to be in a cast for our wedding.”

  “Do you want to postpone?”

  “Fuck no. I want to be your as wife as soon as possible.” We kiss.

  “Well how would you like to go to bed?” Jensen seductively whispers into my ear. I nod with a big smile on my face. Jensen picks me up into his arms, “I’m practicing for our wedding night.” I laugh as he carries me up the steps. He lays me down on the bed gently. Then he rushes to lock the door, “No one is cock blocking me tonight.” I take off my black tank top and start to remove my bra but Jensen tells me no. He helps me remove my yellow workout shorts. Jensen hisses as I’m laying here in my black lace bra and matching thong. “I’m so fucking lucky. Where do I start?”

  “You start by putting your dick inside me. It’s been too long and I need to feel you.”

  Jensen does as I tell him. He starts to by sitting on the side of the bed, pumping his semi hard cock to get a very hard cock. I decide to have fun and move my thong over to expose my bare pussy. Jensen decides to stand up and watch me. I lick my two fingers and start to rub my clit. I get shivers up my spine knowing that Jensen is watching me. He stops what he is doing and stares at my fingers. “Let me know when you get close but don’t come; okay?” Jensen tells me as he starts pumping a little faster.

  “Yes.” I huskily answer him. Jensen stops pumping and walks over to me and removes my bra. He starts to rub, and tweak my nipples to make them hard. This man is driving me crazy between his hard cock staring at me and the sensations of getting closer and my hard nipples being played with like he is. “Jensen, I’m close.”

  Jensen decides to gently pull me down and flips me on to my side. “Get on all fours and it’s going to hurt your foot some but I’ll make sure to elevate when we are done.” I do as he says while he gets behind me and kisses my lower back. “Relax baby.” The next feeling, I have is my pussy being filled and stretched. It burns a little but it feels so good to have him inside me again. He starts moving in and out of me slowly. He also starts to roll his hips. Jensen runs his hands all over my ass and massages it. My head goes back into a moan. This feels amazing.

  Jensen takes his hand, uses his pointer finger and starts to rub my clit like I was doing earlier. I feel the pressure building and I don’t want it to stop. I want to let go. “I’m so close.”

  “Come for me.” Jensen keeps up the rubbing on my clit as he is slowly going in and out. My pussy starts to put a vice on Jensen’s cock as I put my head into the pillow to silence my scream. I know we’ll be soundproofing our room like I did with Max and Reagan so I can truly let go. Jensen decides to start moving faster and I flop onto the pillow in exhaustion. The rubbing of my clit is even faster, then he stops to grab my hips and pull me back towards him so our bodies are smacking louder as we connect. I take his cues and start to move my hips on my own. The sound of smacking bodies, our ragged breathing in sync and the feeling of my body is on fire.

  “I’m close Sarah.” Jensen says through clenched teeth. I’ve been close too many times since we upped the speed but I enjoy being full of him. I feel him grab my hair and I follow the pull and I’m now touching his chest with my back.

  “You’ve been denying yourself, let go so I can fill you up.” Jensen nibbles at my ear, kisses my shoulder blade and slowly releases my hair so I get back on my knees because being up like that, my ankle hurts like hell. I decide to let go at the same time as Jensen. He grunts and I scream into the pillow again. Jensen waits a minute before pulling out of me; he hisses. Jensen and I both collapse as he tries to keep his weight off of me by resting on his elbows.

  “I love you Sarah. This was amazing better than the first time.” He moves my hair to behind my ear. “That didn’t come out right.”

  “Jensen, it was better because we have a better connection now and our bodies know each other.” I push Jensen onto his back and I straddle him. I lean down to look at him and run my fingers over his cheek. “I never knew sex and love could be so amazing. I’m so lucky to have found you.” I lean down to start kissing him which turns in to us exploring each other’s body for the next four hours before crashing from pure exhaustion.

  It was the perfect way to spend our first night in our new home.

  The End

  Epilogue

  August

  The wedding venue looks amazing. Sally has out done herself. We’re able to get married outside on the pool. She made it to a beautiful arch like bridge with a can
opy that has a sprinkler attached that when she hits a button it will rain on us when we are pronounced man and wife. The reception area is jaw-dropping beautiful with soft colors of baby blue and baby pink. We went with those colors because of those are our favorite colors but also represents our family.

  “Sarah?” Abby waves her hand in front of me. My best friend is wearing her beautiful pink halter to the knees dress. Reagan is wearing the blue matching dress and Nicarra is wearing pink. I wanted them to be alternating as the guys will be matched up opposite colors. We decided to get Ella a matching dress like mine and Jana will have a matching to mine as well. Bennett will be wearing the exact same tux as Jensen.

  “Sorry, I was thinking how amazing this place looks.”

  “Jensen is on his way so you need to get into the bride room.” They run as I hobble my way behind them and laugh into the room.

  We drink a toast of champagne. It’s about an hour to go time and I start to get nervous.

  “I’m so nervous. What if I’m not a good mother or even a wife? I don’t know how to do this.” I cry into my hands as I sit down on the chair.

  “We all don’t know how to do this, hell Nicarra and I have already said I do, and I don’t. What you need to do is trust your instincts. You are amazing with the kids and Jensen has never been happier. You two will learn from each other. Relax and enjoy your day.” I sniffle and wipe my tears.

  “Help me get ready?” I ask. For the next forty-five minutes, I’ve squeezed into this ivory vintage dress that has spaghetti straps. There is a slit that runs up to my thigh which will drive Jensen crazy. The dress covers my walking cast which I’m happy about it. There are little diamonds on the dress on the right side starting at my arm pit and goes horizontally down around my waist. On my slit, there is a camo pin that my grandmother gave me when I was ten when she caught Abby and I doing a childhood wedding with our teddy bears. I want her to be here with me and she is, so I’m very thankful to have this memory with her. There is a knock on the door, and my dad yells that it’s time. Abby opens the door.

  “Wow you ladies look amazing.” I come around the divider to see my dad crying. “My baby girl; be still my heart. You look so much like your mom on our wedding day.” Jana walks into the room. “Sorry daddy wanted to spend time with Ella.” Sally is opening the door to let us know it’s time. We head out together as a group. I see Bennett standing there rocking on his heels holding the sign, “Here comes mom.” That we had made. The three kids will be walking down together as Ella has the sign hanging down on her. She is more active now that she is six months old. The kids love it because she doesn’t just lay there. The music starts for Nicarra, Reagan and Abby to walk down to their counter parts of Shawn, Max, and Cash. I smile when I see my three kids standing there.

  “Ready?” Bennett and Jana both say yes. Sally lets them know it’s their turn and I hear people going aww and how sweet is that. Jensen and I wanted to do something for them so during the ceremony the pastor is going to call the kids up so I can give Jana a necklace and Bennett a watch with the date on the back of the day we became a family and the saying “We are the Causers.” They have no clue about it. I hear the wedding march start to play and my dad’s outstretched arm to me. I smile up at him and we walk out to the love of my life. The whole wedding is a blur as I stare into the eyes of my husband.

  “And I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.” On cue the water sprays down on us and Jensen pulls me into his arms. The kiss is so passionate which makes my legs shake. The crowd is cheering us on and we finally break apart.

  “Mr. and Mrs. Jensen Causer.”

  The wedding party leaves first and we follow. As we stand at the double doors greeting our guests. When the last one leaves, we get the mandatory pictures and finally walk into the reception area where we dance, laugh, and have a lot of fun. After the kids leave with Jensen’s parents, we say good night and head up to the honeymoon suite. Jensen carries me through the threshold. He sets me down, “You are so beautiful Mrs. Causer. I’m a lucky man but I don’t know what I did to deserve you.”

  “You Mr. Causer are a lucky man but I am a far the luckier one.” Jensen and I kiss and fall back onto the king size bed. “Why is it that everyone talks about the wedding night being so glamourous and how you have so much sex. I can barely keep my eyes open.”

  “I know. It was exhausting getting the three kids ready, then myself and talking to everybody.”

  “Can we take a nap then we can play Star Wars?” I wink at Jensen and point to the Princess Leila bikini laying on the back of the couch in our suite.

  “Oh, I can’t wait for you to play with my lightsaber. Get out of that dress and take a nap with me. I want to go into a galaxy far, far away.” I can’t help but laugh at his antics as he stands there with only his tuxedo pants. I love this man.

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  Jaime Russell grew up in a small town in Pennsylvania but currently resides in a smaller town in Indiana. She lives in the country with her husband while being a caregiver to her parents and mother in law. Jaime suffers from some autoimmune diseases so on her good days, she is active and most likely shopping but her bad days, she spends time curled up with her fuzzy blanket escaping reality.

  Jaime is also the stepmother to four adults and a grandmother to a beautiful baby boy who has stolen her heart, aunt to two crazy nephews and two nieces and the oldest child in a family of three, life has never been dull for Jaime. Family means everything to Jaime.

  Jaime enjoys reading, watching movies, shooting guns and spending time with family and friends. She is an avid gamer when her internet permits as she enjoys talking and goofing off with her online family.

  Jaime Russell has found an addiction of author signings where she can talk to other book lovers who understands how she can fall in love with numerous book boyfriends.

  Jaime’s Facebook Readers Group the Misfits

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  Email: [email protected]

  Links

  The other books in the Love Me Series and other books published by Jaime Russell.

  “Love Me Like You Do” is the story of Cash and Abby. This story is about love, finding yourself, and realizing that love is worth fighting for. Abigail “Abby” Stephens grew up knowing her role. She would always be the ugly duckling or someone’s dirty little secret. Abby hides behind her computer screen playing her game. No one knew what she looked like just how she played. Abby felt safe, secure and content living this life, until him. Cash Hawthorne was given the family business when his parents were killed in a car accident. With the help of his sister, they run a successful hotel which is the premiere spot for weddings. Cash knew that marriage was not in the cards so he had the mentality of “Those who can do and those who can’t, teach,” that was until he met the one girl who broke through his walls.

  www.amazon.com/dp/B01BHIR5CY

  "Love Me Like You Mean It" is the story of Max who is Abby's brother. This story is about loss, grieving, and survivor's guilt. Reagan is the best friend of Cash who didn't get to meet the crew when they came to town. Max and Reagan become neighbors, sparks fly. They have so much passion behind closed doors that their relationship can go from loving to extreme drama but they are also learning how to love.

  www.amazon.com/dp/B01KEGLVKM

  “Heart of the Matter” brings us up to date on the Love Me Series characters. The time was fast approaching for Cash and Abby’s baby to be born but the closer the due date, the more frequent the nightmares are coming.

  Why did Abby think it was a clever idea to start a new adventure of opening a business with Max’s girlfriend Reagan?

  Sarah starts to feel unwanted with Abby and Max’s life moving on since they
all moved down to Miami but her life seems to be on hold or trying to catch up to her friends.

  When is it going to be her time and can she repair the damage that she says before it’s too late?

  Max and Cash decide to go behind Abby’s back to get Jack Stephens to bring closure to Abby before the baby is born but will she open to it?

  Jack Stephens is an abusive man who likes to take his anger out on his daughter but when he had his heart attack, he started to take restock of his life.

  He has a lot of damage to repair but he’s worried that it’s too late.

  Will this group of friends be there to help each other from the past?

  Can words truly hurt and damage a group of friends beyond repair?

  https://www.amazon.com/dp/B071P84RS5

  “Just One Night” is a short story and permantely free. One Night

  One Chance Encounter

  Charlotte is getting ready to begin a new adventure with her twin sister and two best friends.

  When the “Cowboy” arrives at the restaurant she waitresses at.

  They meet but never get an opportunity to get acquainted.

  Rhett is in in San Francisco for his oldest sister’s wedding.

  The blonde bombshell from the restaurant is all he can dream about and think about.

  He wants to search for “Charlie” but wedding duties keep him from doing it.

  One Bar

  One Slow Dance

  What happens when that One Night is over?

  https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01M652B81

 

 

 


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