by Mj Fields
���Sorry, I just can���t.���
���I get it, we���ve held this off long enough haven���t we?��� he asked lightly kissing her neck.
���Yes,��� she moaned as he moved his lips to her shoulder blade.
���When then baby?��� he asked softly moving up her neck again.
Tessa moved her hands around his waist and held on to him and pulled her head back and looked up at him. He looked down at her and smiled.
���We can wait������ he started, and she moved her hands around his neck and he felt her hands shake, and she swallowed hard and shook her head no.
He cocked his head to the side and looked at her, ���You���re shaking.���
She shook her head yes and kept her eyes on his. Her breaths began to come faster, and he closed his eyes and leaned down and kissed her forehead causing her to let out a quick breath.
���You need to be sure you want this with me, Tessa.���
���It���s always been you, always Lucas,��� her voice broke, and she felt tears fall down her face.
���Tessa,��� he breathed out and kissed her mouth hard.
She tightened her grip and jumped pulling her legs around his waist and pulled his face closer to hers. ���I. Love. You.���
���I love you baby, you���re going to need to tell me to stop if you change your mind alright?��� his voice was strained and his breath hot against her mouth.
���I. Want. You,��� she leaned her head back to give him more of her neck, ���Only you, Lucas.���
He gently laid her on his bed. Lucas lay beside her and kissed her, and his hands caressed her breast, she moaned and kissed him harder. He moved his hand down her body.
���Are you sure?���
���Yes Lucas. I���m very sure��� he touched her gently, and she held her breath.
His finger moved inside her, and she breathed out and moaned. He watched her face react to his every move and took her breast into his mouth.
���Lucas,��� she whispered through her shallow breaths.
���Baby we���re going to do this slow, I don���t want to hurt you,��� he said and kissed her.
His mouth moved down her body, he kissed her belly and then went lower, he kissed her there, as his tongue gently caressed her Tessa quivered as his tongue split her open, going deeper. Her knees tensed and he wrapped his lips around her damp sex and sucked gently. She moaned as his tongue plunged deeper. ���Damn,��� he groaned and rubbed his nose across her hardening tender spot.
���Oh my God,��� she whimpered.
Lucas ran his finger up and down her as he watched his fingers intently. He licked her harder and deeper ravaging her. He slowed and tugged at her with his teeth, and she screamed out. He did it again and again until she felt that her body was on fire and about to blow up. Not the explosions or electrical pulsing feelings he had made her feel before but a completely over the top feeling.
Lucas started to move away, and she grabbed him, he smiled softly, ���Condom baby.���
His hand never left her body, caressing and touching as her heart began to beat faster, ���Lucas,��� she moaned.
���We���re going to go slow, okay baby? I don���t want you to hate this,��� he kissed her cheek.
She giggled, and he looked at her, ���Tessa?���
���I���m pretty sure��� oh God,��� she pushed into his hand.
He lowered himself over her body and kissed her belly, ���You sure?���
���Yes damn it!��� she snapped feeling the burning in her belly again, knowing it was a prelude to the sensation she so greatly desired.
He opened his nightstand drawer and grabbed a condom and tore it open. She raised herself to her elbows and watched him intently as he slid the condom over himself. He looked at her and smiled.
���What?���
Lucas chuckled, ���Always so curious.���
She smiled and lay back down. He kissed her and moved so that he was lying between her legs. He kissed down her stomach and looked up at her and winked. She giggled, and his eyes left hers and he began using his mouth on her.
���Oh my������ she moaned.
He bit and kissed and sucked and licked her body until she couldn���t stay still. Her hands were in his hair, and her hips met his mouth until she yelled out over and over again. Lucas kissed his way up to her neck.
He pushed gently into her and let out a low guttural sound, ���Baby you are so hot��� so tight.���
He continued watching her face, and she bit her lip to stifle the look of pain she knew was coming. His fingers circled her sweet spot, and she let out a silky groan.
���Tessa?��� he was asking permission.
���Lucas I want you, I love you,��� Tessa whispered and squeezed his ass lightly.
He watched her face as he pushed into her harder. Tessa screamed out in pain.
���Sorry Baby, I���m sorry,��� he slowly moved in and out of her.
She began breathing deeply and feeling more pleasure.
���Oh Lucas,��� she whispered and began to meet his hips with hers.
���We still good baby?��� he took her breast in his mouth.
���Oh, yes,��� she moaned.
He moved faster and a little harder. He pulled her up and she was now sitting on him. She was moving up and down on him fast as he watched her firm breasts bounce.
���Does this hurt?��� he kissed her throat.
���Yes��� she gasped, ���But I don���t want to stop.���
He smiled and laid her back down. He continued slowly.
���Lucas��� amazing,��� she cried out.
He moved faster and harder, her breast in his mouth as he tugged at her nipples with his teeth and used his other hand to squeeze her other breast, her nails dug into his back. He moaned loudly, and she said his name over and over again. Each time she said his name he slammed into her a little harder, and she felt her body begin to quake. He slowed down and watched her and knew she was right there; ready to come, with him deep inside her.
���Tell me what it feels like baby,��� kissed her harder.
She couldn���t talk; she closed her eyes and breathed deeply.
���Like, oh Lucas��� she tried to explain and couldn���t.
He smiled, ���My turn,��� he moved fast and hard and finally he stopped and groaned, ���Baby I love you.���
Lucas pulled her on top of him and pulled out and she moaned. He reached over to toss the condom in the garbage.
He looked at the sheets now stained red and jumped up, he walked in the bathroom and grabbed some tissues and came out.
���Are you okay?���
���I���m okay,��� she sat up and felt pain below ���Ouch,��� she whimpered.
���God Tessa I���m sorry, this should have never happened, I hurt you.���
���If it didn���t hurt it would be happening again right now,��� she blushed.
���I love you.���
���You better,��� she laughed and looked at him, he looked hurt. ���I love you Lucas I need a shower.���
He got up and started the shower, he helped her up. She looked down and saw the blood on the bed, she was shocked and embarrassed.
���I���m sorry,��� she blushed and started to wipe the sheets with a tissue.
���I got this, go get in the shower. I���ll meet you in a minute,��� he kissed her quickly and smiled.
���You
���re going to shower with me?���
���Oh, if it���s alright with you?���
She smiled, ���Yes, I would love that I just don���t think I can, well. It hurts.��� Tessa stuck out her bottom lip.
���Okay, we won���t but I can shower with you still, right?��� he kissed her again.
She looked down and shook her head yes.
Lucas stripped the bed and then got in the shower. He washed her hair, and she washed her new friend very well. They kissed, and he washed her breasts and bit them. She asked him to sit, and he did. She tried to sit on him and realized rather quickly that it wasn���t a good idea. He smiled at her.
���You���re relentless, Tessa.��� As he was seated, she knelt before him and wrapped her hand around his throbbing erection. She slowly stroked him up and down. She bowed her head and ran her tongue across his head.
���Fuck������ he hissed, taking her head in his hand, guiding her down again. She opened her mouth, taking him as far as she could.
���That���s it, baby,��� he said as he guided her head on his thick, throbbing cock. Basking in his praise, Tessa moved up and down faster, and Lucas fisted her hair even tighter.
���Damn baby, suck me harder.��� Moved by his need for her, she continued bobbing faster and faster along his thick length. She felt him twitch in her mouth, Lucas pulled her head away and grabbed a washcloth as she continued stroking him, feeling his strong release as he captured it.
���I���ve wanted to do that to you for a very long time,��� she grinned.
���Oh yeah?��� He kissed her as he played with her nipple.
���Orally fixated, since childhood. My father had to take away my pacifiers and��� Oh no, what time is it?��� she asked jumping out of the shower. ���My Dad Lucas! I���m going to be in so much trouble.���
���I think we should just tell him the truth,��� Lucas dried off. ���You���ll probably be grounded for a while, but I can sneak in every night.���
She smiled ���Not funny and put some clothes on,��� she turned around and mumbled, ���You are so freaking hot.���
���What was that?��� Lucas grabbed her and turned her around.
���Nothing,��� Tessa looked down and then realized he was still naked.
���Oh no, tell me,��� he laughed.
���You already heard me,��� she grinned.
���Nope, say it,��� he smiled.
���You are so freaking HOT��� she yelled and kissed him.
���And you Tessa are absolutely stunning, I love you baby,��� he took her towel. He pulled her closer and kissed her, ���Round two?���
���Yes please,��� he went in the bathroom and grabbed a condom and KY.
He pushed her on the bed and slowly touched and kissed every part of her body, she couldn���t believe it could feel like this all the time. He put on a condom and used the jelly on her. He slowly moved into her.
���You alright?���
���Oh yes Lucas,��� and she pushed into him. ���A little sore but the pleasure completely voids the pain.���
His hands were always somewhere pleasurable, and she yelled out his name with each thrust. Finally, she finished, and he followed a few minutes later.
They lay there breathless and looking at each other. Tessa���s phone rang, and she jumped. She answered it
���Tessa where are you?���
���I got pretty messed up with the cast at camp last night, Lucas found me. Alex, I���ll be home soon,��� she said, and Lucas watched the pain in her eyes while she lied.
���I���ll cover for you, get home, you going to make it to church?��� Alex asked.
���I don���t think so Alex,��� she said quietly.
���Alright your butt better be home and sick in bed when we get back. By the way is he alive, which one of you struck first,��� Alex laughed.
���I did of course, and we are both fine,��� Tessa laughed as she looked at Lucas and smiled.
She got up and started to get dressed. She looked at her underwear from the day before in disgust.
���Why the face?���
���I���ve never worn dirty underwear.���
���Don���t wear any; I want it that way from now on,��� he smiled and grabbed her butt, ���Please.���
���Well, what about when I wear skirts?��� she asked confused.
He smiled widely, ���Especially then,��� he kissed her head and threw her one of his Tee shirts and helped her put her bra on.
���That is never going to get old,��� he walked away.
���Oh Lucas��� is your Mom here?��� she asked nervously.
���No Tessa, she isn���t.���
���Well, where is she?��� she asked looking through his closet for some sweat pants.
���She���s away,��� he said in a quiet voice.
She looked at him her eyes saddened.
���Tessa I have to tell you, I really get upset when you look at me like that.���
���First of all, we���re not going to fight already are we?��� she asked. ���And second, Lucas that���s not pity that���s concern, and it���s because I love you and you���re going to have to get used to it, I���ll always get upset when I know something hurts you. Are we good?���
He smiled, ���Yes baby, we are so good.���
���Okay, so tell me what happened, please,��� she put on a pair of his pants and they fell as she walked.
He grinned, ���I don���t think they fit.���
She grabbed a hair tie out of her bag and cinched them, ���See perfect.���
���I saw and yes you are,��� he hugged her.
���Are you going to tell me?��� she asked ���Or am I going to have to start withholding sex already?��� she threw her clothes in her bag.
���After the calling hours, I came home, and she was loaded.��� He said. ���Your opening night,��� he whispered. ���So I took her to Tully Hill again.���
���Lucas, I���m sorry,��� she hugged him.
���Thanks, Tessa,��� he kissed her head.
���It would be a lot of fun having you across the hall now,��� she smiled.
���Yeah, but Jade will be there.���
���Yep, and you will be there every night until bedtime, I mean if you want to be,��� she looked at the ground.
���Tessa as messed up as everything was I loved being there every day, and every night, I have some interesting memories that I will have to tell you about,��� Lucas said raising his eyebrow.
���Will you come stay with us? I���m sure my Dad wouldn���t mind,��� Tessa smiled.
���Tessa think about that. Do you want your Dad to know my mom isn���t here?��� he grinned.
���Oh, maybe not,��� she frowned
They walked out and got in the SUV.
���Tessa I���m fine,��� he reached across her and grabbed her buckle. ���And now, I have you back and I���m very good,��� he said and grabbed her hand.
���Lucas, I love you so much. I don���t want to think that you���re alone here every night.���
He laughed, ���Would you prefer otherwise?���
She smacked him, ���Yes, I���m moving in.���
���Oh,��� he said, ���
�Okay, how do you think your parents will handle that?���
���I don���t know,��� she said laughed.
���Tessa would you really move in with me?��� he sounded serious.
She looked at him and laughed. ���I was trying to freak you out.���
���I think you did at first, but now ��� I want you to Tessa,��� he laughed. ���I want to live together.���
���What���s so funny?��� she asked smiling.
���Well, I have no doubt that I love you because I have never felt that way. All those feelings, killing myself staying away from you and trying to make you hate me, all that crazy stuff. Now I just picture it, and I want you with me Tessa every day. I want to wake up with you and go to bed with you and look at the way you react to ��� I don���t know, everything, including dirty underwear,��� his lips curled up slightly and he shook his head in disbelief.
���When I can make that decision we will, is that a deal?���
���Yes, it is,��� he kissed her hand.
���Lucas can I ask you a question?���
���Of course.���
���Are you okay, I mean are you really okay?��� he shook his head yes and smiled. ���Can we talk about everything sometime soon?���
���Yes, Tessa, of course,��� he said.��� I have a question.���
���Shoot,��� she said.
���How far did things go with Ben?���
Her eyes widened, ���How mad are you going to get at me?���
���I won���t as long as you tell the truth.���
���Do you promise?��� she asked and swallowed hard.
���Tessa you���re freaking me out,��� he said. ���I saw the show, very cute, by the way.���
���Okay well, did you hear what I said to him in the end about what I was going to do to him on the way home?��� she asked. ���Oh, wait you had that chick pinned against the wall with your tongue lodged down her throat and hands all over her boobs.���
���I heard everything you said Tessa, so did you?���
���Well, did she before that when you walked outside with her?���