by Mj Fields
���Good evening ladies,��� Brody said meeting them outside in the hall.
London ran up and hugged him, ���Hi Brody!���
���Come in, dinner will be here soon, I ordered for you. I hope that���s alright,��� Brody smiled, ���Good evening Emma.���
They returned home from dinner with Brody at eight thirty, half an hour after London���s normal bedtime; Emma tucked her in and waited for her to fall asleep. She got up and folded laundry and thought about her day with Brody and quickly realized how much she was going to miss him.
Her phone chimed.
- I want to see you, may I come over?...MM
- Sure…Em
Emma finished laundry, just as she heard him pull in the driveway.
���Hey,��� she smiled opening the door to the back porch, ���Come in.���
He smiled and walked in, ���This doesn���t freak you out does it Em?��� Repeating what she���d said to him about the DVR���d Today show episode.
���No, should it?���
���Not at all, I just want to talk,��� he hugged her.
Great, she laughed to herself.
���Come in,��� she said and took his hand and walked towards the door.
They sat on the couch, and she played with the hand she was holding. His hands were large and strong, double the size of hers. They were soft and well taken care of. She smiled as she looked at them and gently rubbing them.
���Em?��� He asked curiously.
���Oh sorry,��� she let go of his hand. ���You wanted to talk?���
���Yeah, I guess,��� he laughed bewildered shaking his head and smiled at her.
���Your hands are nice,��� Emma said blushing, ���okay?���
Brody smiled, ���I���ve never heard that before, Thank you?���
���Okay,��� she blushed, ���So let���s talk.���
���Have you decided on which offer you���ll take?��� Brody asked. Emma sat back and rolled her eyes and he laughed, ���I think you spend a lot of time with children, Em.���
���No I haven���t decided, but I���m leaning towards,��� she paused and grabbed a notebook and scribbled down four places.
She ripped the pieces apart and folded them. Emma tossed them on the coffee table and spread them around and pushed them into a messy pile.
She closed her eyes and grabbed one, ���Here, tell me Brody what I���ve decided.���
Brody took the paper and smiled, ���Well it says here that you will do whatever I ask,��� he laughed. Emma tried to grab it, and he held it high above his head, ���You wrote it Em, so you better follow through,��� he laughed trying to keep the paper away from her.
Emma laughed as she grabbed for it again. Brody wrapped her in his arms and kissed her neck, ���I want to know,��� Emma laughed.
Brody smiled seductively at her, ���All decisions have been made, and just go with it. Now quiet, enough talk, let me kiss you,��� he smiled and kissed her.
She climbed on his lap and grabbed the back of his head and pulling him by the hair towards her and kissed him. Brody grabbed her bottom and pulled her tighter against him. His mouth was hot, and his hands had not moved from her ass as he gently squeezed it. Emma kissed his neck and he started lifting her shirt.
���We should go in the bathroom, just in case, we can lock the door,��� Emma panted.
He stood and carried her through the kitchen and sat her on the counter in the bathroom. She lifted his shirt and kissed his chest, she undid his belt and then his buttons.
���You���re so amazing,��� Emma said looking down at him, ���Did you get your tests results back yet?��� she asked licking her lips.
���Yes, all clear,��� he unclasped her bra.
Emma pushed him gently away, grabbed him, and looked down. She slide off the counter and onto her knees and taking him into her mouth.
���Emma,��� he moaned, and pulled back, she bit down softly, and he stopped.
She continued slowly and felt his hands move to her head, and he leaned against the counter. She loved hearing him try to control his breathing, and when she looked up he was watching her. His mouth was opened and his eyes filled with desire.
���You should stop Emma,��� he said as he tensed up. She grabbed behind his thighs and squeezed as she moved faster. ���Emma damn, oh suck harder, fuck you need to stop.���
Brody groaned looking down, she winked and shook her head slowly from side to side and continued until he spilled into her mouth and moaning loudly. Emma swallowed quickly and stood up. His eyes were closed as he breathed heavy.
Emma giggled softly and nudged him over with her hip moving him away from the sink. She cupped water in her hands and swallowed it. Emma grabbed her toothbrush and brushed her teeth, he moved behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist hugging her.
Emma smiled and grabbed her shirt, ���What did the paper really say?��� She asked pulling her shirt over her head.
���It said take that off,��� Brody said softly as he kissed her neck. Emma smiled. He handed her the paper.
Emma read it and smiled, ���Alright then.���
���Alright then,��� Brody smiled. ���You are quite sure?���
���Yep, I���m going to try extremely hard not to over think this. I have tomorrow night to get Troy used to the idea,��� Emma said laughing.
Brody���s eyes changed, he looked annoyed. ���How are you going to do that?��� He asked walking away.
Emma followed him to the couch. ���How do you suggest I do that?���
���Not like that,��� he said his voice ominous.
���Like what?��� she asked confused.
���The way you just convinced me to give you that piece of paper,��� Brody said staring at the floor.
���You���re kidding, right?��� Emma was disgusted.
He looked at her and saw that he had upset her, ���I leave for three weeks tomorrow afternoon.���
���Ok, so then you think I���m just going to go crazy on my ex because I������ Emma stopped, ���That���s comforting, what will you being doing for three weeks?���
���Em, I���m just unsure,��� he started and she interrupted him.
���Are you?��� Emma asked, ���That���s fine, it was fun for the week and a half, I think you should leave Brody,��� Emma stood.
���Emma sit. Please,��� Brody said pulling her down and wrapping his arms tightly around her as he tried to hold her still.
���I���m pissed at you,��� Emma seethed.
���I���m pissed at me too, that���s not what I meant. You had just ��� well I don���t want you to ever do that again with anyone other than me Em,��� Brody said apologetically.
���Listen I���m not like that, at all! Is that what you think of me?��� Emma asked looking at him.
���No, I shouldn���t have said anything like that, but that was amazing Emma and so has every other moment I���ve spent with you. I���m going to be going a hundred miles an hour, getting this album done when I would rather be here with you. I wish you could come with me, both of you,��� Brody said apologetically.
���Well we can���t,��� Emma said softly.
���Em should I leave?���
Emma was confused, ���I guess if you want.���
���I just thought you������
���Over
thinking things, Brody?��� Emma whispered.
���I don���t want to leave you, ever,��� Brody admitted.
Emma looked at him and took a deep breath, ���You have to do this, right?���
���I sure do,��� Brody sighed.
���Well then it���s not something to stress about if you have no choice,��� Emma said coaching him.
���Emma you have to be here when I get back,��� Brody spoke with urgency in his voice.
���You don���t have to worry about me, I won���t be going anywhere,��� Emma spoke softly.
���Thank God,��� he kissed her neck before he pulled her up and dragged her to the bathroom.
* * *
���What time������ Emma started to ask when they finally walked out of the bathroom.
Brody laughed, ���That���s going to be quite difficult for me to answer when I���m over the pond, ten thirty Em.���
���We were in there for an hour and a half, no wonder I���m having trouble walking,��� she giggled.
He smiled, ���I���m going to miss your laugh.���
���Please stop talking like that, will you come over tomorrow morning and spend the day? Maybe we could use my bed and not the bathroom counter if you want to,��� Emma blushed.
���Sounds perfect,��� Brody said between kisses. ���Get some sleep tonight, Princess.���
���You too,��� her hands wrapped around his waist and her head snuggled into his chest.
���Emma, I love you,��� Brody said holding her tighter.
���Me too,��� she replied sadly.
He pulled away and looked down at her, ���That makes you upset Em. Why?���
���I have so much to get through, so much to do and I would rather just stay like this, and you���re leaving. I know you have things as well and I may sound like a child, but I���m afraid of what���s to come,��� she closed her eyes and shook her head.
���I believe in us Emma, I know it sounds childlike as well but I feel it here,��� he said taking her hand and holding it against his heart.
Emma smiled and hugged him tightly as he stroked her head, ���I should go,��� he said kissing her head. Emma did not lighten her grip at all.
���The sun hasn���t come up yet,��� Emma smiled as she spoke softly.
���Hmm Emma, I want to stay,��� Brody moaned, ���You and I would both be spent by eight in the morning.���
���When does your flight leave?��� Emma asked pulling away; she kept her hands on his hips.
���One o���clock from Rochester and then four from JFK,��� he said as his hands lightly caressed her cheek.
���When can you be back?��� Emma asked taking his hand from her face and kissed each finger and finally licked his middle finger and drew it into her mouth.
���God Emma,��� he breathed as he watched her and felt his desire grow quickly.
���Bathroom now,��� Emma said grabbing his hand and pulling him back in.
Emma sat on the closed toilet as she undid his pants, his hands found their way up her shirt, and he tugged at her erect nipples. She released his hard thick erection from his jeans and licked her lips as she stroked him gently. She licked the purplish tip and her grasp became firmer and motions faster. She took him in her mouth, she needed to do this. Never had she felt such desire or the need to please someone, and not for him ��� but for her. She felt her sex heat, and she moaned as she sucked harder and faster. She stopped to breathe and licked the throbbing veins underneath his hard shaft. He leaned into the wall and she took him completely in her mouth, it touched the back of her throat, and when he threw his head back and clenched his teeth, she knew he was nearly there. He looked down at her his nostrils flared, his eyes full of heat and she looked up at him as he tensed and looked down. She opened her mouth and held his hard shaft and milked him into her mouth as he watched until he was empty.
���Fuck Emma ��� that was amazing,��� Brody said trying to relax and bent down taking her breast in his mouth and spreading her legs as he rubbed her wet and throbbing sex. She moaned, ���Em come for me, you���re wet and hot and I want you to come Emma. Come now,��� he said and shoved two fingers into her and his thumb rubbed her clit. He bit down on her nipple as he squeezed the other with his fingers and she lost control as she started to yell out and he put his mouth over hers to soften the moans. He continued his thrusts into her even when she tried to stand and she came again.
���God Brody,��� she whimpered.
���I know Em,��� he said as he slowly pulled his hand back and licked his fingers, ���Mmm.���
That���s oddly a turn on…so hot, she thought, as she took a quick breath. Brody looked at her and smiled seductively.
���You���re extremely tasty, Em,��� he said as he kissed her.
���Time for you to go,��� Emma stood up against him.
���Are you kicking me out?��� Brody asked in her ear as he licked her lobe.
���No,��� she sighed. ���Just trying to remember who I am.���
���I know who you are,��� he said continuing to lick down her throat, ���you���re mine.���
Emma willed herself to lean back and smiled, ���Well then, as much as I���m enjoying this, reality is������
���Reality is I have to leave, or your daughter will find out,��� Brody gently kissed her head. ���But here,��� he said placing his hand above her rapidly beating heart, ���there is room for us both,��� he placed her hand on his, ���I���m sure I���m ready for all of what you bring Emma, forever,��� Emma���s face started to burn and he beamed, ���I love you Emma, see you at eight thirty.���
How could he be so sure, there���s so little he knows about me. Forever was a long time, and he was younger in years even when he makes me feel like I���m less mature. He had to know everything, tomorrow I���ll tell him. When he leaves he���ll have time to realize as amazing as this has been, he deserves more. How could I let this happen so soon? How could I have fallen in love with him? Well I get it. He���s amazing but��� how could he fall for me. It���s not real. We���re just each other���s rebounds, nothing more.
* * *
Emma opened the door and he stood smiling, Emma looked down. Brody wore a pair of dark jeans, a gray button down shirt, and a white tee. His blue eyes sparkled and her insides heated from just looking at him.
How could it be possible that he could get better looking every day?
���Are you going to ask me in?��� Brody grinned.
���Of course,��� Emma said snapping out of her ache for all things Brody, ���I made you breakfast.���
���I had M&M���s in mind,��� he whispered in her ear as she walked through the door.
Emma laughed, ���I think we should sit, eat, and talk. There are things I want you to know.���
���Alright, you sound serious. Are you alright?��� Brody asked cautiously.
Emma smiled and set two plates on the table and sat across from him. She looked up and forced a smile.
���Brody where do you see yourself in three months?��� she asked as he took his first bite of his omelets, ���Don���t answer that…keep eating. I want you to just listen������
Brody swallowed, ���Emma I can answer.���
���No, I don���t want you to; I want you to know some things. You asked me about the scar on my belly. I had surgery a few y
ears ago. I have one ovary, no uterus; I won���t be able to have any more children. Besides I���m too old to anyway. I���m overly protective of my daughter and always will be. I wasn���t always an only child. I had an older sister that was taken at a shopping mall and never returned. I have extremely low self- esteem, which means I will get fat again. I���m just now taking a step towards a career, so I have no retirement. Frankly, I have nothing to offer you and I want you to leave today and find someone who will be able to give you everything you deserve in life. I mean…I would love to spend the day in my bed fucking you until neither of us could walk and then drop you off at the airport and kiss you goodbye knowing that what we had was amazing. We���ve been exceptional rebound material for each other but love? Brody, love doesn���t last, not between two people who are so different,��� She took a deep breath and sat back. Her head still hung low as she tried to avoid looking at him. Okay Brody, say something…please say something, she thought trying to will him to speak.
���Please say something,��� she finally whispered.
���Thank you for breakfast, I���m ready for you to show me your bed now,��� Brody said, his voice was different from any time before.
He pulled her chair out and she stood unsteadily and he grabbed her waist. She walked up the stairs and to the end of the hall. When they entered the room painted in soft rose, he looked around and then back to her. His eyes went from dancing at the door to dangerous in the bedroom. She hadn���t seen this look before and she wasn���t sure what he was feeling, she started to speak, and his mouth crashed into hers.
He pulled away after his fast hard kiss, ���You���re done talking for a while, you just fucking floored me down there. If I wasn���t leaving you for three weeks in just a few hours, I would fuck you until you were about ready to come. But you wouldn���t, I wouldn���t allow it after that shit down there. And that would continue until I couldn���t take it anymore and then you would suck me until I came in your mouth. I would walk out that door and you would be left here to wish I hadn���t left, or you chased after me. Emma your clothes are still on, get them off,��� he growled, and she jumped.