by Mj Fields
Damn he is so hot and rude, and why do I still want him so badly? She wondered. Brody grabbed her shirt and pulled it over her head and next was her pants. She stood still, her heart beating harshly like a wild bird wings against her chest. He ripped her underwear off and rubbed his nose in them and moaned. Oh fuck me, I think I���m going to come right now, she thought and she squeezed her thighs together and moaned.
���Not yet Emma. You���ll come when I tell you to,��� he said and took her bra straps off her shoulders and bit her neck and turned her around, unsnapped her bra and it fell to the floor, ���Lay down if this gets too intense let me know, bend over.���
Emma did as she was told, and he rubbed her sex, ���All ready for me Em, good,��� he slipped his finger into her gently and then harder until he heard her breathing change. She squeezed around his finger and he pulled it out. He flipped her to her back, and she gasped. He avoided eye contact and pulled her up to sit kneeling down in front of her he spread her knees wide, he put two fingers into her mouth, ���Suck.���
Emma obeyed.
He pulled his fingers away from her mouth and slid them in her, she moaned, ���Brody, please.���
���Quiet,��� he said as he continued to pleasure her.
Emma looked down and saw his jaw clenched and the wild look in his eyes as he pulled his hand away and licked and nibbled and sucked between her legs. Emma was on the edge again and he stood up and kissed her.
���Please Brody,��� she whimpered. He pulled her up the bed and kissed her hard and roughly kissed down her body until he reached her sex again and licked and tugged until again she was on the edge, he pulled away. He looked at her, she had tears in her eyes, and finally something snapped. His eyes changed to her Brody.
���Emma,��� he whispered and took a deep breath.
Her tears started flowing, and he kissed them away. Finally, she breathed and kissed him back. He lay on top of her and gently eased into her and slowly, softly made love to her until they both came.
Emma rolled to her side putting her back to him. Brody sat up and pulled his pants up.
He sat on the edge of the bed with his elbows on his knees and hands in his hair, ���I���m going to take off.���
She let out a breath and sat up and grabbed her shirt, ���I���ll walk you out,��� she whispered.
���No need,��� Brody said coldly.
���Fine,��� Emma said and grabbed her clothes and quickly walked past him, dressing as she walked down the hall.
As he came down the stairs, Brody heard her in the bathroom crying.
He knocked on the door, ���You alright?���
���NO, I���m not alright, but you can leave. You proved your point to yourself, whatever the fuck it was,��� Emma yelled.
She heard the door open and waited a few minutes and walked out with tears pouring down her face, she grabbed a tissue and blew her nose and screamed into her hands. She turned and he was sitting at the table with his arms crossed over his chest scowling at the ground.
Brody peered up, ���I���m sorry.���
���For what?��� Emma asked to trying to get it together.
���Everything you���ve been through. Your sister, your shitty self- esteem, that you can���t have more children. I���m sorry you don���t believe me when I say I love you and that the past almost two weeks have left you still doubting what I tell you,��� Brody quietly said.
���But not about what happened upstairs,��� Emma gasped.
���No. I took control, so you didn���t have to. I let you come, and I shouldn���t have. If you weren���t spending tomorrow night with your ex, I wouldn���t have let you. You would have been so worked up that all you would have thought about was how badly you needed me to fuck you that none of your doubts would have mattered, so no. I told you to tell me if it was too much and you didn���t,��� Brody stated unemotionally.
Emma gasped, ���Why would you do that to me when you say you love me?���
Brody raised an eyebrow, ���You���re not allowed to act pissed Emma. You were ending it down here.���
���So why are you still here?��� Emma tried to use the same detached tone he had used with her, ���Do you need to fuck me senseless again?���
���If that���s what you want, but no. I wanted to say I was sorry,��� he said coolly.
She could see the bulge in his pants growing. Shit ��� why do I still want him? Because I love him, because he rocks in bed, because he is still here when anyone else would have just left, she thought.
���Fine ��� I will be upstairs waiting to be fucked again, even though that���s a nasty word!���
When he walked in the room, she was sitting on the bed in a t- shirt looking down. Brody climbed in behind her, leaned against the head board and grabbed her and pulled her between his legs and held her, leaning her back into him.
���After we made love Emma this is what should have happened, I should have held you. I don���t regret taking you to the edge over and over, but I do regret not ending it like this, I was pissed.��� Emma didn���t respond, but she put her hands on his knees. ���Em what happened with your sister?��� he asked softly.
���She was kidnapped and killed,��� Emma said in a straightforward tone.
���My God…I���m so sorry,��� Brody kissed her head.
���Yeah, me too,��� Emma sighed.
���And your surgery,��� he asked quietly.
���Cysts and the fact he wouldn���t have more babies. I couldn���t deal with the pain knowing it wasn���t going to be rewarded with a bundle of life,��� she laughed softly.
���Em, I don���t need to have a child,��� Brody whispered softly in her ear.
���That���s not a decision you should make in an hour or two. You���ll be a great father someday Brody. London adores you, I know you���ll be such a wonderful father,��� Emma felt tears building in her eyes again.
���You���re beautiful Emma, you should see you the way everyone else does, and you should never worry about what you look like. The day I ran into you my breath was taken away immediately, you left me breathless,��� he kissed her again. ���You are more than I could have ever imagined, I wish you knew how deeply I feel for you. So as far as me wanting more Emma, you are my more, I love you.���
���Please, I won���t hold you back, right now, even after your nonsense here earlier������ Emma began.
���You liked it; tell me it was awful Em������ Brody nuzzled into her neck.
���I like you Brody; I love you and want you to be happy without resentment. I love you enough to let you have everything you deserve without me holding you back, I hope you understand,��� Emma took a deep breath trying not to cry.
���Not going to happen, stop your nonsense or I will fuck you senseless Em,��� he lightly bit down her neck. Emma moaned, ���You liked me being in control Emma?���
���I didn���t like how detached you seemed. It was like you left me, where did you go?��� Emma asked.
Brody took a deep breath, ���Skirting the question Emma, did you like it?���
���Yes I did,��� she whispered.
���Good to know, might we do that again? If I promise to stay with you, not act so detached.��� Brody���s hand rubbed across her shirt and the other down her sex. ���Hmm…I guess that���s a yes. Oh Emma, you���re going to love this, trust me. I���m going to take you right to the edge, and I promise not to let go, you trust me
Em?��� Emma turned to look at him. He looked like a kid on Christmas morning, his excitement making her hot and anxious all at the same time, she nodded her head yes, ���Perfect, I���m going to need a few things,��� her eyes wide she felt her jaw drop a little.
Brody stood up and opened her closet and grabbed three scarves, he looked back at Emma and winked. Her heart was pounding, and her mouth was watering as he took off his clothes and standing naked in front of her. His legs were long and muscular and his ass should be the front cover of his next album. It would be a number one hit even if there wasn���t one song was on it. He grabbed his iPhone out of his pocket and plugged it into her Bose on her nightstand. He looked at her and bit his lips pondering a thought and then grinned devilishly and raised an eyebrow. Emma giggled.
���Emma don���t you dare laugh,��� he warned her.
Brody gently tied her arm to the headboard and kissed her and tied the other.
���Close your eyes,��� he breathed and kissed her. Emma was tied and blindfolded when she heard the music start. She giggled when she heard Nine Inch Nails start until he bit down on her very alert nipples and pulled them almost painfully away from her body, she whimpered and immediately felt pleasure shoot between her legs.
Brody���s fingers lightly skimmed over her breasts, and she breathed heavy, he teased her with his hands the entire song and she was about ready to make him stop. She was very wet when Zeppelins Whole Lot of Love filled her ears and she tried to relax, she felt her legs spread, and his tongue crashed into her, and she yelled out his name. She realized immediately that the more intense the music got the more intense her pleasure was Damn he���s good ��� my music man, she thought and enjoyed his slow, pleasure filled, torture. Damn this is a long song, and she was ready and wanted to come so badly. Coldplay���s Paradise started, and he stopped and moved back to her breasts.
���Hey Music Man,��� she whimpered. ���I need you inside me please,��� she felt him pull away, and the door closed, ���Damn it,��� she said and stomped her foot. Her feet both quickly were raised above his shoulders as he once again used his impressive oral skills to bring her to the edge. ���Brody, please, please,��� the music changed, and it was Blue Love, he lowered her down and she yelled out his name and she came hearing his voice. She felt her arms release and she sat up and went to remove the blindfold, and he gently grabbed her hands and slide behind her and took it off. She turned her head and looked at him, he kissed her and lifted her onto him, her back to his chest as he helped her move up and down his massive erection he muttered her name and said over and over, ���I love you Em, forever.���
���Oh Brody, I love you,��� she said and turned so he wouldn���t see her cry. She moved up and down him with urgency and need. He tried to slow her, but she wouldn���t, they both finished together. Brody laid down and pulled her onto him. His song was repeating, and he was holding her tightly. She turned and buried her head into his chest. He felt her tears and tilted his head down to look at her.
���What���s wrong Em?��� He asked sweetly as he wiped her tears.
���I need a shower,��� she said and stood up and walked to the bathroom.
He waited until the shower turned on and he cleared his throat as he walked in.
She peeked out of the shower, ���What are you doing?���
���May I?���
���Sure,��� Emma held the curtain open.
They kissed and washed each other until the water ran cold. Emma had never felt so loved before. Brody was amazing in every way. She watched as he dressed and smiled, he looked up at her through his long lashes as he buttoned his pants and shot her an embarrassed half smile as he shook his head. She sat on the edge of the bed and watched him throw his shirt over his shoulders and started to button it.
���Please don���t.���
���What?���
���Leave it undone, please. Just until we leave, please��� Emma asked feeling her face flush.
���Anything for you Princess,��� he swooped down and kissed her.
���Can we lay here and just hold each other?��� Emma asked boldly.
���Yes, I���ve got an hour before I need to leave,��� Brody grabbed her and pulling her towards him.
���Okay I have to leave a few minutes before to stop and get gas, where are you dropping off your car, the hotel?���
���No, Emma, I���m going to drive to the airport. I would rather you not drive all that way by yourself,��� Brody kissed her head.
���No, Brody, I need to say goodbye to you, I���m taking you,��� Emma���s voice broke, and she started to shake.
���Emma I can���t let you drive like this, too emotional,��� Brody softly stroked her hair.
���No, you can���t make all the decisions, it���s not fair, I want to go with you,��� Emma was now sobbing.
He sat up and held her tighter, ���This is why Emma, no more fighting. Please, I can���t have the woman I love, or London���s mother driving in this emotional state. Not a request and it���s my final decision, out of love Emma.���
Emma held tightly to him and cried until she fell asleep in his arms. She woke with more tears. ���Emma, please don���t cry.���
���Okay,��� she wiped away her tears, ���I���m going to fix you lunch.���
Before he could argue she had jumped up and run downstairs, she returned with lunch. They sat on the bed, and he ate while she nibbled.
When she finished she decided that he���d dominated her most of the day, and it was her turn. She started to undo his pants, and he shook his head no. ���You can���t tell me no.���
Brody kissed her gently, ���Emma I���ve got thirty minutes, and I want to spend them holding you, not coming in your mouth and knowing I can���t return the favor for three weeks.���
���Are we keeping score because if we are I���m down by about at least thirty,��� Emma smiled.
���Are we keeping score Em?���
���And if its basis were intensity well I don���t think I could ever make up for that, I���m sure I���ve had more with you than I did the entire time I was married,��� Emma said laughing hysterically.
���Good to know, so no worries about tomorrow night then?��� Brody asked cautiously.
���No, Brody none,��� she said looking him in the eyes.
���How about the next three weeks?��� he asked sadly, she shook her head no and took a deep breath.
He held her tightly, ���None for you ever, do you understand? Ever.���
Emma nodded her head yes as she fought tears. Emma walked him to his car and held his hand tightly.
���So how do we do this?��� she asked breathlessly.
���I���m going to kiss you, and you are going to return my kiss, it���s not goodbye, it���s see you soon,��� he pulled her in and kissed her, she kissed him back.
���I love you Em, see you soon,��� Brody said softly.
���Brody thank you, I love you. Drive safely, have a safe flight,��� she paused and took a deep breath, ���See you soon.���
Brody stood back with his hands on her hips; he looked down at her and winked.
He took a deep breath, ���Em there are a few packages on the porch, one for you, one for London, I love you,��� he started the car and looked out the window.
He held up something, and she looked closer. It was her panties from this morning. He held them to him nose and took a deep breath; Emma shook her head and smiled. He pulled away, she watche
d him with tears falling down her face and her hands over her heart.
Half an hour later her phone starts to ring, a picture of him holding her as she slept popped up as her picture ID, she smiled.
���Thank you for doing that, I hadn���t even thought about taking a picture of us and well, it���s perfect,��� she gushed.
���Have you opened the packages yet?���
���No, I figured I would wait until London got home,��� Emma said quietly.
���I thought you would say that so listen, one has something she shouldn���t see��� grab the small rectangular box out of the smaller bag and open it with me on the phone,��� he chuckled.
She did as he asked and gasped, ���Brody.���
���Yeah. Glad I remembered,��� Brody laughed.
���Why did you buy me a vibrator?���
���Just in case three weeks was too long, and well I want to hear you use it, Princess. It���s really more for me. We can have phone sex. Or if you���re bold enough we can Skype,��� he chuckled.
���I���ll have to think about that,��� Emma said embarrassed. Brody laughed. ���It���s kind of small in comparison to what I���ve grown accustomed to.���
���Oh yeah?��� Brody asked in a sexy voice.
���Most definitely,��� she laughed, ���It���s also not attached to the hottest man on earth or that mouth that makes me melt.���
Emma heard horns, ���Damn it,��� Brody yelled.
���What���s going on?��� Emma asked with concern in her voice.
���I���m very distracted by my favorite candy right now, and well I do come from England, we drive on the other side of the road,��� he laughed.
���Oh God Brody ��� you need to pay attention,��� Emma gasped.
���I agree, you are extremely diverting, I���ll call when I���m safely in the airport, love you forever Em,��� Brody said and hung up.