He hits the little white ball and one of his goes in followed by it. “Scratch!” Peyton shouts as she jumps up and down. “Your turn, Shellie.”
Kip puts his arm around her. “Stop jumping up and down. Damn, love!”
She turns red and stops bouncing all of her goodies.
I see my next shot and take it, sending the ball down the hole and line up my next one. I take the long way around so I have to pass by Blake. He steps back and gives me plenty of room.
I take the shot and miss and he laughs. “Looks like the beginner’s luck is fading fast.”
He makes several shots, getting down to his last ball. I lean on my stick and watch as the last one goes down the hole and he turns and high fives Kip. “You won!” Kip shouts.
The two walk off as Kip claps Blake on the shoulder. Peyton walks up to me. “Good game, Shellie!” She puts a beer in my hand. “Let’s go eat.”
Blake
Finally, Rachelle has seen fit to put on a little cover-up over the barely-there bikini. Sure, it’s nearly see through, but it’s better than nothing. My shorts have been very uncomfortable this entire evening.
The girl is trying desperately to get my attention, but I’m not going down that path again. She’s like Lucy with the football and I’m Charlie Brown. She entices me until I give in then yanks it all away.
No more for me thanks!
I’m no dim-wit. Peyton reaches over and puts a dollop of something on the edge of my plate. “You have to taste this, Blake. It’s an award winning recipe of Shellie’s.”
It’s the dessert that she named after my mother. I take a bite and want to cry. It’s delicious and well thought out and she was a saint to even think of it. But she’s no saint.
No, she’s mean and evil and will hurt me if I ever give her another chance to. Peyton looks at me. “What do you think?”
“Needs something else,” I say and mentally say to myself, ‘love.’
That’s what it needs, love and joy. Maybe a little happiness. Lord knows Rachelle needs some of that in her life. But will she allow it to happen?
NO!
And in the process of her denying herself any of those things, she is denying me them as well. Heartless, little….
“I have to see a man about a dog,” I say and get up and leave the table, taking my plate with me.
After an eternity in the bathroom trying to gain control over my emotions I go out and find Rachelle in the kitchen. Dancing away to music as she rinses dishes and puts them in the dishwasher. She turns and sees me and I look away.
“I caught you,” she says with a giggle. “I finally caught you, Blake.”
I try to walk away without saying a word and suddenly she’s in front of me. Little, hot body glowing as a thin sheen of sweat covers it. Her hand touches my stomach as she tries to stop my hasty retreat.
“Hey, let’s talk,” she says in a sultry voice.
“No, you said all I needed to hear last night. Just to let you know. I don’t want to be your friend.” I try to walk past her.
“I don’t want that either,” she says and I stop and look at her.
“Then why bother me?” I glare at her. “Why do this to me? God knows you don’t want anything else from me. Just leave me alone, Rachelle. Shit!”
I throw my hands up in the air and she steps out of my way. I walk away and turn back to see her head hanging low.
Well, what does the girl expect?
She moves towards the sink again then turns and runs off towards the bedroom I know she always stays in when she comes here. I hesitate. My feet start moving in the direction she went and I try like hell to stop them.
I catch up to her just before she walks into the bedroom. “Hey, Lucy,” I say in a whisper as I walk up behind her. “It’s me, your Charlie Brown. I’m here so you can yank the football away again and leave me on my dumb ass.”
She turns and wraps her arms around me. She sobs into my chest. Something she mumbles against me and I push her back and touch her chin, making her look up at me.
“Say that again,” I say as I look into her teary, blue eyes.
Her little, red lips quiver then she says, “I said, I love you, Blake.”
Holy shit! Now what am I supposed to do?
Rachelle
“Say something,” I say as I look at Blake and his handsome face is blank. “Please, say something, Blake.”
“Rachelle, don’t say it if you don’t truly mean it. Please, you have no idea of how hurt I already am. If you take it back, I may never get over it. So please, just tell me to walk away and leave you alone if you don’t mean it.”
I search his blue, brown eyes and say, “I mean it, Blake. I love you.”
He pulls me up in his strong arms and holds me tight. “I love you, Rachelle. I love you so damn much it hurts, baby.”
I turn the doorknob behind my back and take a step into the bedroom. “Show me,” I whisper.
He kicks the door closed as he picks me up and takes me to the bed. His eyes are dark as he lies me down on top of the blanket. “Are you sure?”
I nod and reach up for him. He takes my hand and places it over my head, then he does the same with my other hand. He moves over me and takes both my wrists in one of his large hands.
His face comes close and I think he’s going to kiss me, but he moves past me and I hear him inhale deeply. “I didn’t think I would ever get to smell you again.”
A tear runs down my cheek. “I’m so sorry, Blake.”
His free hand unties by bikini top and he takes it away from my body and gazes at my breasts. One he takes into his hot mouth and I arch my chest up to him. He still holds my hands above my head and I try to get him to release them, but he holds them tight.
The way his hand is moving over my stomach makes it pull and quake. His finger dips into my bellybutton and he runs his finger around it then into it again. I moan and he unties the sides of my bikini bottoms.
My body goes hot and I shiver as I anticipate his fingers on me. His touch drives me crazy, and he places the tip of one finger on my vagina. Slow circles he makes around the edge and I arch up, trying to get him to push it inside.
Little bites he gives my nipple then he tugs on it hard and pulls the nipple deep into his mouth. Stroking the nipple with his tongue until it feels as if it might actually start to make milk for him.
Deep sensations begin to happen in me as he sucks hard at my breast and runs his finger around my vagina. He pulls back and looks at me. “You know what I want.”
My body falls apart and I moan as I climax hard. He watches me as he still holds my wrists tight. A slow grin he makes. “I’m going to torture you tonight. All night long.”
“If this is torture, sign me up,” I say with a smile.
Only half a smile he makes. He climbs on the bed and straddles me, taking my bikini top, he ties my wrists with it and ties it to the head board. “This should keep your hands where I want them.” He climbs to the other side of me and takes my other breast in his mouth.
One hand massages the other breast and one he sends underneath me. His finger touches the outer edge of my butt hole and I lift my ass up. “Blake, no!”
He runs his hand away from there and presses my body back down. His mouth never leaves my breast. He puts his hand back under me and runs his finger around the edge of my rectum again.
I calm down as he never placed his finger inside me when he did the same thing to my vagina so I relax and let him do what he wants. Little bites he gives my nipple as he runs his finger around and around. I tense as he does.
I’m pulsing inside my rectum as he continues and then he tugs hard on my breast and begins to suck it hard. My body starts shivering and shaking as it goes into another hard orgasm.
I feel the tip of his finger go inside my rectum then right back out and my orgasm explodes into another realm. I moan loudly.
“Oh! God! Oh my God!!!”
No smile on his handsome face, he pull
s his mouth from my breast and looks down at me. He takes his shirt off then his shorts and underwear until he’s naked beside me.
Pushing my legs apart. He moves in between them on his knees. With his large dick in his hand, he rubs the tip over my sensitive little bud as he watches my reaction.
Its silky smooth as he glides it over me, pressing it to my clit, just enough to make me want more pressure there. I groan, “You weren’t playing around when you said you were going to torture me, were you.”
He shakes his head. “No, I wasn’t. I know how bad you want me to put this cock inside you and I’m going to make you wait and wait until you’re about to burst. Even then I may not allow it.”
My body goes white hot and I arch up to him. “You don’t want to feel me? You don’t want my pussy to quake around your hard dick? You don’t want to make my body do what you want it to?”
“It’s going to do what I want it to. It’s going to do what I want over and over until you beg me to stop.”
The tip of his dick he taps against my clit until I squirm and wiggle as an orgasm builds then he stops again and looks at me, then taps it one more time and I fall apart.
“God! Blake! Fuck! Please, baby. Just get inside me! Damn it!”
My body writhes and I arch up to him. He backs up and takes my ass cheeks in his hands and feasts on the juices that are flowing inside me. He tongue-fucks me and I wrap my legs around his head, keeping him inside me until his tongue presses into me enough times to make me come again.
I can barely breathe and say low and soft, “Please Blake.”
I unlock my legs and he pulls away from me. He stands next to the bed and takes his dick in one hand, he puts two fingers inside me and gets them wet with my cum.
Slow strokes he makes all over his dick until it glistens with my juice. He stands next to me and strokes his long, hard dick with one hand and fingers me with the other.
He holds his dick only a fraction of an inch away from touching me as he fingers me, relentlessly. The first bit of pre-cum slips out of the tip and I find myself arching up so it’ll fall on me.
I watch as he strokes it hard and fast, mimicking the same thing with his fingers inside me. He stiffens and his fingers pull out as his cum shoots out and he holds it to my clit.
The hot liquid pushes out with such force it puts pressure on my clit and I find I’m climaxing instantly as his hot liquid pours out onto me. He groans as the last little drops come out. Then he walks away to the adjoined bathroom.
I hear the water running and in a few minutes he comes back out with a wet wash cloth and begins cleaning me up. As he runs the warm, wet cloth over me the ache that has been there has me looking at him. He carefully and meticulously cleans my folds clean of his semen, I say, “Please, Blake. Will you please let me feel you inside me now?”
He shakes his head and smiles at me. “It’s early yet. Don’t you think?” He climbs back at the end of the bed and positions himself on his knees between my legs again. “Now that I have more control over myself, I can tease you a little bit more.”
Only the head of his dick does he push into me. I gasp as it’s so near to what I crave. “Oh, shit, Blake. All the way in, please,” I moan.
“Uh, uh,” he says as he pushes it in and out with little motions.
Taking my hips in his hands, he lifts me towards him as he slips only the rounded head in and out. Little popping noises I can hear as he does it. My arms are beginning to ache as he pulls me back and forth.
I moan and pull my knees up.
“Baby, please, please. I love you, Blake. I need you inside me. All the way, baby, please.”
He moves, pulling all the way out and runs his hands up my body, leaving little electric rivers as he goes. Past me he goes as he unties me and rubs his hands over each wrist.
I take in a deep breath and then he kisses me. Soft and sweet his lips touch mine. He moves over me and his cock is hard as he rubs it over my aching clit. “Please, Blake. Show me how much you love me, baby. Then I’ll show you how much I love you.”
Slowly he presses his long, hard dick into me and lets out a moan as he does. “Damn it, you feel fucking amazing, baby.” He pulls nearly all the way out and moves back in slow and steady.
Long, slow strokes he makes as if relishing every little bit of me. His arms he wraps around me as he holds me tight to him. “Harder,” I whisper.
One hard stroke he makes. “Mine,” he says with it.
“Yours,” I agree.
Another hard stroke he gives me and his teeth nip my neck. “Mine.”
“Yours.”
Then he lets it all go and pounds into me like it’s all he can think about. My body rises to meet each hard thrust. I want him all, every little bit of him I want touching me.
The way our bodies smack together rings in my ears. It’s as if we are one and the same as our bodies rock together in unison. He lifts his head away from my neck and looks at me as his body tenses. “Mine,” he says between clenched teeth.
My insides melt and I shiver with the intensity of the hard orgasm and his dick bursts inside me, filling me with his semen. “Yours.”
He falls on me and I can feel his body shaking with the release. A happiness I’ve never felt before fills me and I whisper, “I love you, Blake. Let me show you.”
With a groan, he rolls off me onto his back. His dick is veiny and still standing erect. It’s covered in both our juices and I’m watering at the mouth to taste what we taste like together.
Moving in between his legs I run one hand down his dick then place my mouth at the tip. He moans before I even get it inside my mouth. It’s huge and I doubt I can take it all in, but I’m going to try.
The first stroke I make goes nearly all the way. I pull back and make sure my tongue presses against the bottom of his dick as I take it into my mouth. He groans and puts his hands in my hair.
I pull back and go down again. It touches the back of my throat and I gag then it goes further. The noise he makes fills me with a joy I’ve never known. I continue to make long strokes as he makes joyful noises.
Blake
Finally! Finally, I feel like Rachelle is really mine. In it for the long haul. Going to be with me forever.
She realized she loved me last night and I can’t wait to make a life with her. I know I told her I would take things slow for her, but I can’t stop myself.
I’m going to ask her to marry me. I’m going to buy us a magnificent mansion right here in Los Angeles. She needs to finish school. She has a year left and I don’t plan on spending it in her tiny apartment.
I’m going to buy her a new car. Something insanely expensive and pretty. Maybe a convertible so her long, black hair can blow in the breeze as she drives it around town.
Rachelle is every bit as beautiful as any of the movies stars and models who live in this town are. I think she needs showcased for a while. Bring that low self-esteem up a few notches.
Getting back into college to finish my degree in business is my top priority for myself. I need to have the knowledge to get Rachelle’s restaurant to where she wants it to be. Where the hell ever she wants that.
I just want to live life right next to her. Forever and always, the ‘me and Rachelle’ show. Her little, perfect body lies next to mine. She sleeps like a woman who has been loved hard and has not a care in the world.
That’s how I plan to keep her, feeling loved and spoiled like the little princess she is. My hand flows over her soft skin as she takes in deep breaths. I wrap myself around her and hold her tight to me.
Wait! That’s what got me in trouble with her last time!
Okay, I back up and place my hand lightly on her waist. She knows I’m here and I know she’s here. So she shouldn’t get upset if she has to get up to go to the bathroom.
No punching or leaving should have to take place if I give her the space she needs. Little by little I will invade that large space she thinks she needs around her at most times
. Little by little that fear of me leaving her will go away.
I hope so anyway!
Her tendency to push people away seems to be breaking down a little. She’s stayed close with Peyton and seems to tolerate Kip just fine. She talks to Max often, and that’s a start to opening up and letting people in. Now I just have to secure the most precious place in her for me to reside in.
How hard could it be?
Rachelle
The room is pitch black and I’m afraid. The bed I lay in is not mine. Mine is soft and small with little blankets all over it. This one is larger than mine and the blanket is scratching my skin.
Too many people I can hear breathing in the room. I sit up and look all around, finding bed after bed with other kids in them. They all sleep under the same type of gray scratchy blanket I do.
A dim light I see from far away. I wonder if that’s where my mommy is. She came, and we sat in a room then she left me with a lady and now I don’t know where my mommy is.
I get up and walk towards the light. Someone sits up in their bed and looks at me then yells, “Hey! Get back in that bed!”
I turn and run as fast as my small feet will take me to get back into the hard and scratchy bed. I push my face into the pillow. ‘I cannot cry.’ I tell myself.
My mommy will be back to get me. She must have had something so important to do and she left me here with some people to take care of me while she takes care of that.
I just know she’ll be back soon. The only light that was shining is gone and I’m afraid of the dark. Didn’t she tell them that I’m afraid of the dark and that I need my Scooby Doo night light? The one Grandpa gave me. I need it. I need it right now.
The scratchy blanket I pull over my head and try to close my eyes, but they won’t close. I need my mommy. I’ll just lie here under this blanket and wait until she comes to get me. It shouldn’t be much longer. I’ve been here too long already.
Two times I’ve eaten breakfast here in this place full of kids. She’ll be back soon. I just know she will.
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