Operation Motherland

by Scott Andrews

I couldn't worry about that now, though. I began issuing instructions for the creation of an operating theatre.

  Chapter Seventeen

  Lee

  I rubbed the sticking plaster that covered the cotton wool patch on the crux of my arm and wondered whether my light-headedness was a result of my ear injury, blood loss following the transfusion, or stress.

  The sun was just rising above the horizon as I sat on the grass in the Fairlawne gardens, trying to calm myself and reflect on the events of the last twenty-four hours. So much to take in. Matron had been working on my dad for over half of it, all through the night without a break.

  I heard the soft crunch of wheels on gravel approaching from behind. The sound changed as the wheelchair was pushed on to the grass. It came to a halt beside me and I heard someone walking away. I didn't look up, just sat there staring at my feet.

  "If you're talking, I can't hear you," I said. "You'll have to speak up, I'm basically deaf."

  "I've done all I can," said Jane eventually. "Your blood made all the difference. If he lives through the day, I think he'll be fine. But he's in bad shape."

  "I know. And thanks." I looked up at her and smiled.

  Her eyes were deep sunken with big brown rings around them and bags beneath. Her hair was all gone, shaved clean, and the left side of her scalp was covered by a large white dressing, which marked the site of her surgery. She was pale and emaciated, gaunt and wrecked, huddled in a wheelchair without even the strength to push herself from place to place.

  "Jesus, Matron, you look like shit."

  She laughed at me and said: "Look who's talking!"

  "I didn't recognise you at first."

  "And I thought that your dad was you. He sounds like you. Or you sound like him, whatever. Through the glass, in silhouette, I was sure it was you. When I thought you'd been shot..." She left the sentence hanging.

  We sat there in silence for a while, watching the sun rise behind the trees. Then I told her my story, everything that had happened from the moment I'd walked away, all those months ago. She listened patiently and never asked any questions, letting me tell it straight.

  When I'd finished she reached down and ran her fingers across my scalp.

  "I'm glad you're back, Lee. I missed you."

  I didn't meet her eyes, nervous of what I'd see there. I wouldn't admit it to myself, but if I looked up and all I saw was maternal affection, I think that would have been the straw that broke the camel's back. So I kept staring at my shoes, not wanting to know yet what it was she might feel for me. Better to leave it undefined for now. There was still so much to do.

  "So where is everyone? What happened here?" I asked. And it was her turn to fill me in. As I listened to her tale I grew more and more angry at myself. Angry and ashamed.

  "I should never have left," I said when she finished. "If I'd been here..."

  "The same things would have happened, but there'd have been more shooting, probably," she said. "As it is, everyone's safe."

  "Not Rowles and Caroline."

  "No, not them. We have to decide what we're going to do about that."

  "I have a few ideas," I said.

  "But look at us, Lee. What chance do we have against Blythe and his army? A crippled matron, a deaf schoolboy and an Iraqi - did he say he was a blogger?"

  "Yeah."

  "An Iraqi blogger, some guy we hardly know and a man with three bullet holes in him. It's not exactly a task force."

  "We have to do something," I insisted.

  "Yes, we do. We have to hide. Get ourselves well, build up our strength. Bide our time. Come up with a plan."

  "And while we're doing that, they secure their position, terrorise the populace, establish martial law across the south of England. No," I said forcefully. "They have to be stopped now. Because once they start setting up bases across the country they'll be too widely dispersed to fight. Our only chance is to take them all out in one fell swoop, while they're still all collected in the one place."

  "Oh well, if that's all it takes," she mocked, "I'll call the mothership and get them to nuke Salisbury Plain from orbit, shall I? I want Rowles and Caroline back as much as you do, more so, probably. But there comes a point where you have to cut your losses. We can't win this one, Lee. We just can't."

  I couldn't believe what I was hearing, and I felt the anger rising inside me as she spoke. I stood up and leaned over her.

  "What happened to the Matron I knew, huh?" I spat furiously. "The woman who'd do anything to protect the kids in her care; the woman who'd stop at nothing to ensure the safety of others; the woman who stood up to Mac when no-one else would; the woman who showed me what true courage is? What happened to her? You don't even look like her."

  I walked away in disgust, knowing even as I did so that I was out of order, being cruel and callous when I should have been kind and caring. But I couldn't help it. I was brim full of fury that had nowhere to go, so I took it out on her.

  If she shouted after me, I didn't hear.

  Jane

  "Here, take this."

  The voice made me jump. I hadn't heard anyone approaching. I wiped my eyes and looked up to see Tariq offering me a handkerchief. I smiled gratefully and took it, blowing my runny nose and wiping my eyes as the young Iraqi sat in the spot Lee had vacated a few minutes earlier.

  "I saw him walking away," he said gently. "He looked angry."

  I nodded.

  "He is a very angry boy, I think," he continued. "You should not take whatever he said personally. He is young."

  I snorted. "And how old are you, exactly?" I asked, not unkindly.

  "Not so much older, it's true. But I grew up in a very different world to Lee. I did not expect freedom, I knew it would be something I had to fight for, and I knew the risks. I saw every day what a world run by bullies looked like. It seems to me to be almost the natural way of things. For Lee, freedom is all he has ever known and now to have it taken away from him, it seems unfair. He is a teenager, too. I know he seems older, and he tries to pretend that he is a man. But he is a boy, still, with a boy's anger and a boy's loneliness. He is trying to be his father, you know? I have fought beside his father for a long time and he is strong, resolute, cunning. But he is not an easy man. He never rests, he is always moving. I do not think he really understands happiness. And Lee is more like his father than he knows."

  I was taken aback. Here was this person I didn't know, talking to me like we were old friends. I almost got defensive, said "what do you know?" But I stopped myself. He meant well, I could see that. And what he said was true.

  "I thought you were a blogger, not a psychoanalyst," I said with a wry smile.

  He nodded sadly. "I think I am now a soldier, Miss Crowther. I think these days we all are, no matter what we may have been before."

  "I don't want to be a soldier. Neither does Lee."

  "I know. But the truth is, from what I hear of you, that you are both very good at it."

  "Ha! Have you looked at the pair of us? We're in bloody pieces."

  "But you are still standing." He looked up at the wheelchair, realised his mistake, and actually blushed. "I mean, you know what I mean. Sorry."

  I laughed out loud. "Don't worry about it. Look, you may be right but I won't accept it. I'm not a soldier, neither is Lee. We're just normal people trying to get a little peace. That's all. I have to believe that one day we'll be left alone."

  He shook his head sadly and said: "Not while General Blythe is in command, you won't. He'll be more convinced than ever that you're a threat now. He doesn't like loose ends. We have two choices: we destroy him or we run."

  I was too tired to respond to that stark assessment. He rose and pushed me back towards the main house.

  "Come on," he said. "Time for breakfast."

  I still wasn't ready to face the school, so we had breakfast in the kitchens. Lee was there, sullenly refusing to meet my eye. He, Jamal, Tariq and I feasted on scrambled eggs with fresh basil, and Mr
s Atkins and Justin explained what had happened while I'd been unconscious in the sick bay of the school.

  They had returned to Groombridge on their own to make sure it wasn't occupied by another group while the others remained at Fairlawne. Then Sanders, Jack and I rolled up to the door. Sanders insisted that Jack be taken to Fairlawne and kept safe, and Justin took him. Mrs Atkins and Sanders made me as comfortable as they could, but neither of them had medical training and I was in a very bad way. That night the Americans arrived in force. Sanders didn't even try to fight, recognising a lost cause when he saw one. Instead, he changed into civvies and pretended to be a farmer. I'd been in a car crash, he told the soldiers. It might have worked, but unfortunately he used my name as part of the cover story. There was no way he could have known they were looking for me, so why give me a pseudonym?

  They started torturing him almost immediately. Mrs Atkins was locked up and I was taken away for emergency surgery. At some point Sanders must have broken enough to tell them he was SAS, but it seemed he'd told them nothing else. The Yanks certainly didn't know about Fairlawne or Jack.

  It broke my heart to think what Sanders must have gone through. They didn't kill him for two weeks.

  Once the school was secured most of the soldiers had gone back to Salisbury, leaving the school apparently exposed, luring Lee and the others into a trap.

  And now the choice that faced us was simple: fight or flight. None of us could make our minds up.

  "Run where?" asked Lee. "If what Matron's told us about Operation Motherland is true, Blythe's got overwhelming firepower and resources at his command, not to mention a well-drilled army. First he'll begin by terrorising the local population, like he did in Basra. Then he'll start recruiting and training. It won't be long before he takes control of the whole of southern England.

  "We could head for the continent, I suppose," I said. "It might be the best option."

  "We stayed and fought in Basra," said Tariq. "And John and I are the only survivors. If we try to fight the Americans it is most likely we will all end up with stakes through our chests. And I would like to avoid that if at all possible."

  "Even if we do decide to leave, I won't leave Rowles and Caroline there and that's final," I said firmly. "Tariq, you've no ties here, you're free to go whenever you wish. But I will get those children to safety or die trying."

  Tariq held my gaze for a moment then inclined his head, a small gesture of acknowledgment and respect. "Lee?"

  Lee stared at me as if from a million miles away, finally acknowledging my presence. I held his gaze and smiled a small, sad smile. His face softened and he nodded.

  "Yeah, okay," he said. "I owe Rowles my life several times over. We get him and Caroline out."

  "Good," I said. "Then..."

  "But that's all," said Lee. "You're right, Jane, we can't win this. I'm not starting a war. I don't care about revenge or justice or any of it. I'll go rescue my friends and then Dad and me are going somewhere far away from all of this. It's not my fight. Not any more."

  "Fair enough," I said, hoping that I could persuade him to change his mind but knowing this was not the moment to try. "Tariq?"

  The Iraqi sighed heavily and shook his head. "Fucking death wish," he muttered. Then he shrugged. "What the hell. I'm in. Jamal?"

  "No, Sir," said the soldier. "I'll be hitting the road in the morning. See if I can't get to London, maybe find a way home."

  Lee reached across and shook the American's hand. "Thank you for everything," he said. "And good luck."

  "You too." He drained his mug and bid us goodbye.

  "So what's the plan?" asked Tariq.

  There was a long silence.

  "I think we ought to talk to the king," I said. "But first, let's go join the school, shall we?"

  Lee

  Jane insisted on walking into the dining room but she needed assistance, so I held her arm as she shuffled in.

  When the children saw us they all rose to their feet and cheered, clapping their hands, whooping and hollering. Some of the little ones ran forward, arms wide, and I had to help her bend down so she could hug them. Green walked up to me, shook my hand, and told me how glad he was to see me. It was nice to be back amongst friends. When I helped Jane stand up again her eyes were brimming with tears. She waved everyone to sit down and I led her to the high table where she sat to address the school.

  "Thank you all, so much," she said, uncharacteristically emotional. She wiped her eyes and laughed. "Sorry. As you can see I've been in the wars a bit since I left. But I'm going to be fine and I'm not going to be leaving the school again any time soon." More cheers. "But we have a problem, and I'm going to let Lee explain it to you."

  I stepped to the front of the table and began my story, starting with my arrival in Iraq and leaving nothing out. They were children, but they needed to know what we were up against. Nobody made a sound when I had finished. I then handed the floor back to Jane, who told her tale, bringing the school up to date, omitting only to mention the king, who she had subtly pointed out to me as we entered, sitting comfortably with the senior boys.

  "So here's what we're going to do," she said finally. "Lee is going to lead a rescue mission to recover Rowles and Caroline. It's important that you know we would do the same for any and all of you. We won't leave our children behind. But when Lee returns with them - and he will - we don't know what the future may hold. It's not over yet, but we promise we will keep you safe whatever it takes. In the meantime, classes as usual." There were some good natured groans, and breakfast resumed, the hum of conversation rising until it was almost deafening.

  "Let's get out of here and go somewhere quieter," said Jane. As we walked to the door she looked over and gave the king a nod. The boy rose and left by another door.

  We had plans to make.

  "These are the petrol tankers," said King Jack, pointing at the large map he'd drawn for us. "There are hundreds of them, all full. Here we have the tanks, here the non-armoured motor vehicles, and here the fire engines and ambulances. To the north is the parade ground, and this whole swathe of buildings is the barracks. Then we've got the shooting ranges here and here, the training ground here, mess, medical centre and MP station. That may be where any prisoners are being held, in the cells. This is the main admin building, so it's probably where the general has his office. Then out further east you've got the houses and flats, accommodation for married couples and officers."

  "And what's this?" I asked, pointing to a red cross next to the admin building.

  "That is the main entrance to the tunnels. There's another one here," he drew another cross by a firing range. "This one's disguised as a cupboard, so there's a slim chance they don't know about it. If they don't, then it's our way in. I imagine the Americans have blown the main entrance by now. If so, there's a good chance that the prisoners might be down there."

  "What was kept down there?" I asked.

  Jack hesitated. "I suppose top secret doesn't really mean anything any more, does it?"

  "Not really," said Jane.

  "The tunnels have got all the really nasty stuff in them," he said. "The weapons of mass destruction."

  I hadn't known what to expect when Jane had told me we had the king in our midst, but Jack was a normal kid. He sounded middle class rather than posh, he didn't put on airs and graces at all, and he insisted we call him Jack.

  "Thank you for this Jack," I said. "It'll be helpful."

  He looked surprised. "But I can show you myself. I mean, I'm coming with you."

  "Out of the question," I said curtly.

  "But I know the layout better than any of you. I'm the only one who can lead you safely though that place."

  "We've got a woman on the inside," I said. "She's going to meet us and take us where we need to go. We don't need you. Anyway, what combat experience have you got?"

  "Sanders taught me everything he knew," said the boy defensively.

  "But have you ever actually been in a fi
ght?"

  "I was there when the Americans attacked."

  "That's true, Lee," said Jane. "One of the few things I remember is Jack shooting at them."

  "Look," he said. "At the moment it's just you and this Iraqi guy, right?"

  "My name's Tariq," said the man standing beside Jack.

  "Right, sorry. Tariq. Neither of you know the compound like I do, and you could use the backup."

  I shook my head. "No. This is a mission of stealth. In, grab, out. With luck we'll be gone before they realise we were ever there. The more of us there are, the greater the risk of us being detected. And I'll be honest, I don't trust you not to go and do something stupid, like trying to blow the place up."

  Our glorious majesty sulked for a moment and then said something which changed my mind.

  "There's one very special warehouse down there...." he began. We listened until he'd finished speaking; all of us with our mouths open in astonishment.

  "And you know the codes?" I asked incredulously.

  He nodded. "Sanders showed me. I persuaded him it was my royal prerogative. I think he thought it was funny."

  We were all silent for a moment and then Tariq clapped his hands and said: "Well shit, now we've got a ball game!"

  Jane

  That night Justin and Tariq helped me to a downstairs room they'd prepared for me. After they'd gone I lay in the cool sheets feeling the soft cotton pillowcase on my naked scalp.

  I was too nervous to sleep, unsure of what I felt. My joy at Lee's return, my fears for his safety and that of everyone in the school who I'd unwittingly put into the firing line, the loss of Sanders. It was all too much to process. So I lay there, unable to sleep, until I heard a soft knock at the door.

  "Hello?" I said.

  The door cracked open and Lee stepped inside. "Hi."

  "Hey."

  He came and sat on the bed next to me, avoiding my gaze. "I'm sorry. For shouting at you this morning, I mean. That was out of order."