Accidentally His

by Brooks, Sarah J.

  He curled his fingers inside me and stroked my pleasure as I shook in his hands. I could barely catch my breath as my body gave in again to him. Everything was quaking and shaking in the aftermath of this orgasm. I’d never felt anything like it before.

  “Caleb.” I grabbed his head and pushed him away from me.

  “Yes?” he asked with a boyish grin and looked up from my body.

  “Rest, I need rest,” I managed to say through my heavy breathing.

  “Okay.” He sweetly smiled at me and crawled up behind me.

  I felt the power of his body pressed against me, and he wrapped his arms around me. Caleb grabbed one of the blankets and pulled it around us as we cuddled in the perfect spoon position. My body was still shaking from the orgasm, but I felt the exhaustion setting in. My day had been long, and the pleasure-filled end just gave my body the release it needed to give into the sleep I’d been needing all day.

  “I’m sorry,” I said sleepily to him.

  His hardness was poking me, and I knew he wanted to be inside of me just as badly as I wanted him inside me. The problem was, I could hardly keep my eyes open as the adrenaline was leaving my body and the weakness of my orgasm aftermath took over.

  “Sleep, sweetheart,” he whispered and pulled me tighter into his arms.

  The warmth of his body and tone of his voice gave me the reassurance I needed to fall asleep in his arms. It had been a really long time since I’d fallen asleep in a man’s arms, and I’d never felt as safe as I did at that moment.

  ***

  “I’m so glad you found me,” I whispered to Caleb as I turned to face him while he slept.

  It was dark outside and probably around the middle of the night, but I’d woken up from my rest. He was peacefully sleeping and didn’t look nearly as pale as he had before. The light from the living room shone in on us like a spotlight.

  My nose nuzzled up against Caleb’s chest, and he closed his arms tightly around me. “I’m glad I found you too. You’d have been the prettiest popsicle on this mountain if I hadn’t.”

  “I’m sorry I woke you.”

  “I’m not.”

  His body rose between us, and I couldn’t resist letting one of my hands venture down and wrap around him. His girth throbbed with my welcoming touch.

  “Mmmm, now I get to play with you,” I teased.

  As if he was going to refuse such an offer; I knew he wasn’t going to refuse me. The passion between us was unstoppable that night. I couldn’t get enough of him and was just grateful I’d had a few hours of sleep so I could have enough energy to do all the naughty things I was about to do with Caleb.

  “I’m all yours,” he groaned as his body throbbed even harder than before.

  I gently pushed Caleb back and continued to play with him. For a minute, I thought he was going to let me take control, but that only lasted a short while before his giant hands had taken control of the situation again.

  He used one arm to push me onto the bed and held me there for a second as he smiled at me. His gaze looked toward my center, and for a moment, I thought he was going to start licking me again.

  “No, no, no,” I said playfully.

  “But I want to taste you again.”

  “Nope.” I playfully crossed my legs.

  “Then what?” he asked.

  “I want to be on top of you,” I said as he still held me down on the bed.

  “Mmmm, okay.” He released me and lay back again. This time he let me straddle him.

  I sat on his stomach for a minute, teasing him with my wetness as his body was only inches away from entering me. I felt his thrusts as he grabbed my hips and slid me down toward him. There was no way I was actually going to be in charge, clearly, that wasn’t going to happen with Caleb, but I was okay with it.

  “I bet you can’t wait to feel me around you,” I teased with his body pressing slightly against my opening.

  He just shook his head up and down with desire. He wanted to be inside me so badly, but he waited. His hands held onto me firmly, and he waited for me to do the rest. Caleb held back his lustful need to thrust inside me and waited for me to control the entry; I loved that. The passion of the moment took over, and I slowly slid down so his body moved inside of mine.

  “Yes,” he groaned.

  I couldn’t talk. His body opened me more than I’d ever had before. I moved slowly down and then back up again trying to adjust to his girth. Down and then up again as I closed my eyes and took him in.

  Caleb was aware of my comfort and moved up and kissed me as his hands moved from my hips to my breasts. He took his time playing with them and kissing me while I stayed still for a minute, so I could adjust to him. This wasn’t going to go quickly. Our lovemaking had to be slow and controlled, so my body could move and learn how to be with his body. It was deliciously erotic, though.

  I soaked with desire the more I moved on top of him. Caleb had to have felt this, and his hips started to thrust ever so slightly in perfect time with my body.

  Something came over me at that moment, and I did something I’d never done before. I pushed myself up, so I was sitting on top of him, and I looked down at Caleb while I moved my hips back and forth on top of his hardness.

  The power, the seduction—it wasn’t like me at all. But I felt so seductive as I let the feeling of pleasure grow inside me. Caleb nodded in approval as he watched my hips and then let his eyes move back up to meet my eyes.

  He urged me on as I thrust myself on top of him. I was feeling the powerful pleasure that my body held like I’d never felt before. I was in total control, yet I knew that Caleb was ready to take over the second I wavered in my control.

  His masculine power was right under the surface just waiting for me to let go of the power I was holding onto. It was an amazing back and forth between the two of us. Love making, it was utter and complete lovemaking. Nothing like the sex I’d had before.

  “I can’t go anymore,” I moaned as my hands shook while they rested on his chest. Pleasure filled me, and I was so close to release, but I just couldn’t let go. I’d used up every last bit of my energy and was about to climb off him when he grabbed my hips and held me on him.

  “Cum for me,” he said as he thrust his hips and used his hands to support me while he moved me on top of him.

  I couldn’t refuse. He was taking his strength and using it to deliver my body exactly what it wanted. I moved perfectly on top of him as my body rubbed just the right way against him. When I couldn’t stay sitting up any longer, I collapsed onto his chest and continued to move with him as we both built up the power of our desire.

  “I’m on birth control,” I said breathlessly as I found myself suddenly worrying about what we were going to do when he exploded. I’d already given up the idea of using protection, so at this point, the last thing I could think of was to reassure him that I had a bit of protection already on board.

  “Okay.” He chuckled a little as we continued to move together.

  I was getting sweaty as I moved, but Caleb didn’t seem to be breaking a sweat at all. His hands held onto me firmly and pushed me down hard onto him when I started to scoot away a little. The power of his body radiated through me, and I started to rumble deep inside.

  This orgasm was different than the ones before. It took over control of me, and I started wanting him deeper and deeper inside of me. Like an animal instinct, I sat back up and pressed my hands hard into his chest as I let my body take over and grind against his.

  Harder and harder I moved, assisted by Caleb and his strong hands. Soon my thrusts were being met by harder thrusts from Caleb, and I opened my eyes to see him watching me. He was waiting for me; he was holding back his explosion just waiting for me to finally give in to the powerful build up that had taken me over.

  “Cum,” he growled.

  “Okay.” I shook my head as I let my body release. “Okay, okay,” I muttered and moved on top of him. I closed my eyes as the powerful feeling washed
over me. It was deeper and harder than I’d imagined, and as I thrust one last time on top of him, I let out a grunt and moan that combined to form one of the weirdest sounds I’d ever heard come out of me. It was exactly what Caleb had been waiting for.

  His hands held me, and he thrust three quick times before I felt his body release inside of me. He grunted with a deep pleasure and then pulled me down on top of him, so he could kiss me.

  The gentle touch of his lips met mine with such passion that it caught me off guard. His kiss was loving and gentle but still so passionate that I nearly cried. How was it that I’d spent my entire adult life not feeling this kind of passion before? Granted, I was still relatively young, but this was the stuff fairytales were made of; this was the level of desire I’d dreamed about having with a man and missed out on.

  It didn’t matter that we probably wouldn’t see each other after this snow melted and I got off this mountain. The knowledge that something like this existed, and I was capable of being part of it was all I needed at that moment. It gave me hope that I wasn’t totally messed up. For the first time in a very long time, I thought there might be a happy ending for my life.

  We kissed sweetly for a few minutes before I snuggled back into his arms again. I was tired, exhausted from our night of lovemaking, but I couldn’t sleep. The power of his embrace was so comforting that I had to think about what a life with someone like Caleb would be like. Was he planning to stay up in the woods forever? Was he ever going back to civilization? Was it possible that we could see each other again?

  I had so many questions, but I didn’t want to ask them. Our night was so perfect that I didn’t want to ruin it by trying to make things more than they were. If all we had was this snowstorm together, then that was enough for me. It was more than enough. Caleb had given me the gift of knowing that something so special and sweet was out there in the world. I didn’t have to be with someone who I had no passion for. I didn’t have to settle for someone who was safe just because I didn’t want to be alone.

  It was an easy concept for most women; well, at least I imagined it was easy, but for me, I’d struggled to come to terms with the adult dating world. Rob had filled a spot in my life that I needed to go through. I wasn’t upset about how things turned out because I finally had the freedom of seeing what else was out there for me. All I had to do was be willing to open my eyes and find someone like Caleb.

  “I’m starving. Did we even eat today?” Caleb asked as his hands moved up and down my naked body.

  “I ate. You didn’t exactly eat food,” I teased him.

  “Are you hungry? I can make some breakfast.”

  “What time is it?” I asked as I looked around the room for a clock, but there wasn’t one.

  “Not sure, probably close to sunrise, though,” he said as he sat up on the bed.

  “How do you know that?”

  It was still completely dark outside. For all I knew it was the middle of the night still. It could have been two o’clock or five o’clock; I had no idea.

  “The animals. I hear them waking up. Can you hear them?” he asked.

  I tried, really, I did. I closed my eyes and listened to see if I could hear any animals. Unfortunately, I didn’t hear them. It was just silence. “I don’t hear them,” I finally admitted.

  “The snow is rustling, and I hear the birds in the distance. Listen closely—the birds are confused by the seasons and stayed around this year. Let your mind go. Close your eyes and wait to hear them.”

  I did as he asked, and the longer I kept my eyes closed, the more I heard. I did hear something moving around outside the cabin, but I would have thought it was just the wind until I listened for the rhythmic movement of footsteps. I had no reference for the sound, though, and it seemed more like a couple of people walking around than an animal. I also heard the birds far off in the distance; they didn’t sound the same as they did in the spring, though, it was a different sort of bird, maybe.

  “You’ve been up here too long if you know all of this before the sun even rises,” I teased him.

  “I think I have been up here too long. I wouldn’t have said that before a couple of days ago, though.”

  I knew what he meant. Something had changed in him since I’d met him. He was changing right before my eyes. The stoic man who had grumbled at me on the hiking trail was long gone. Instead, I had this sweet and sensual man in bed with me. I couldn’t help wondering which one was the real Caleb or if it was some combination of the two men.

  “French toast? How about we make French toast?” I offered as I slid behind him and wrapped my arms around his naked body.

  He was sitting on the edge of the bed, and I felt tiny as I sat behind him. My legs fit as I wrapped myself around him and pressed into him with a deep hug.

  “Well, maybe later,” he said as I felt his body harden and move just beyond my hands.

  “Really, again?”

  “The body wants what the body wants,” he teased. Without warning, Caleb turned around and grabbed me. He pulled me up into the bed and hovered over me. His body didn’t shake at all as he basically did a plank position over me before letting his hips fall and his hardness tease my opening.

  My smile stretched wider than I wanted it to, but I couldn’t help it. He was smiling down at me and licked his lips just as he let his body push into me. It was playful and fun. Nothing like what we’d been doing all night long. He’d totally changed the tone of our lovemaking as he started to playfully nibble on my neck and then come back up to kiss me.

  I met his playfulness and wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck as we moved together. He thrust slowly and looked at me with a boyish grin as I started to breathe harder. I was in full-on ecstasy mode. My body was so delicate after all the lovemaking we’d already had, and I couldn’t stop myself from building up to an orgasm rather quickly this time. It surprised me when I felt myself tightening around him and letting out a moan of delight.

  “God, you’re adorable,” he said.

  I bit my lip and watched as his pleasure built up, and he pressed deep into me. He was concentrating on himself for the moment, and I loved watching him. With his head down, he held his body up and moved completely inside me, harder and harder until he released in one final deep plunge into my body; it was utter perfection.

  We were both smiling from the pleasure we’d already had and the simple morning fling we’d just completed, as Caleb kissed me gently and climbed off me. I couldn’t bear the idea of trying to walk. My body needed more rest before I was going to be heading into the kitchen.

  “Ten minutes,” I said softly as Caleb held onto my hand.

  “Should I stay? I was going to hop into the shower.”

  “No, no, go shower. I’m just going to close my eyes for a few minutes. Somebody has tuckered me out.”

  “Hmmm, what a terrible person. Who would do such a thing?” he said playfully and leaned over to kiss me.

  “I know. Terrible,” I teased and pulled the blankets up around me as I closed my eyes. “Don’t let me sleep all day, though. Get me up when the sun comes up.”

  “Deal.” Caleb gave me one last kiss before heading out of the room.

  He stopped in the doorway and looked back at me with the light from the living room shining behind him. Caleb filled the doorway with his large frame. The muscles from his chest and arms were so clearly defined that he resembled a statue that had been built to depict the perfect man.

  I’m sure he wasn’t perfect. Caleb had already shown some flaws, but he’d also shown a side of him that I was so attracted to. This soft, sweet side that Caleb had was sucking me in, and I liked it. I really, really liked it. Where was a guy like Caleb when I was younger and getting into such a bad relationship?

  I couldn’t help wondering how my life would have been different if Peter and I hadn’t gotten together when I was so young. What if I’d found a guy like Caleb and fell in love with him instead of that monster that Pe
ter had become? I couldn’t help pondering that possibility although I knew it was too late to change my past. Luckily, Peter was out of my life, and I’d finally been able to move on from him. Seeing him at REI freed me from the constant paranoia I’d had. Or at least I’d thought I so until I had that vision of him in the snow. It was the same feeling I’d had when I felt like I was being followed back home. Sometimes I looked and thought I saw Peter. It had to be some sort of post-traumatic stress or something like that. Some weird way of my brain trying to move on.

  It didn’t matter now, though. After being with Caleb, I was ready to move on. I could see the possibilities of my future, and I absolutely couldn’t wait for them.

  “You better go get in that shower before I attack you again,” I teased him as he looked at me from the doorway.

  “Much worse things could happen.” He laughed as he went off to the shower.

  It was an empty threat; there was no way in the world I had enough energy to go another round with Caleb. I pulled the blankets up tightly around me and closed my eyes as I felt my body giving in to the sleepiness again. It had been a long night, and morning was still on the horizon, so I was going to get a little more sleep.

  Chapter 14

  Caleb

  She mesmerized me. Even as I hurried through my five-minute shower, I couldn’t stop myself from thinking about her. Jordan had me wrapped around her little finger, and she didn’t even know it. Somehow, I’d gone from wanting to avoid every person on earth to wanting to spend as much time as possible with this one person.

  It was crazy, ridiculous actually. I didn’t know much about Jordan, and she didn’t know much about me. We were just following the physical attraction that our bodies were guiding us with. It was fine with me. Fine for now at least, but perhaps I was interested in knowing more about her. Maybe I’d even put a little effort into getting to know her.

  I could see the snow falling again outside as I looked up at the sky which was starting to lighten as the sun moved closer to our spot on the planet. Sunrises were my favorite—so much promise in the day ahead. With a sunrise came the fresh new plans of the day and a way to make the most of every moment.