Soaring Free

by Becca Van

  The dominance they were governing her with only made her crave more and even though she was used to guarding herself around others, she felt the restrictions she’d placed on herself slowly seeping away.

  “That’s it, sweetheart.” Gabe stroked her cheek as he pressed in deeper before withdrawing to the tip. “Let it all go.”

  Joni blinked when moisture burned the back of her eyes but she didn’t let the tears form. She couldn’t believe how light and free she felt at not having to control everything around her, including herself. She would have to revisit and think over those feelings later, but for now she just wanted to feel.

  Nic was moving again, his hips rocking forward and back, sliding his cock in a slow gentle rhythm, but each time he drove forward again he increased the pace and depth until his flesh was slapping against hers. Gabe swayed faster, his cock gliding along her tongue and she made sure to caress it along the underside of his dick. He must have liked that because each time she did it he moaned.

  Tom alternated from nipple to nipple, sucking and biting it one minute, and then pinching and plucking at it the next.

  The ache inside of her was now a manifesting burn, getting hotter and brighter until she was so tense with wanting, she was sure she was about to break.

  Nic was now fucking her hard, fast, and deep, the pleasure so intense she was sure she would shatter. Her pussy walls began to contract and she sucked harder and faster on Gabe’s cock.

  Liquid heat raced through her veins, making her feel totally boneless, yet at the same time she was as tense as a coil. And then everything seemed to happen at once.

  Tom bit one of her nipples at the same time he pinched the other one hard. Gabe’s cock jerked in her mouth and he shouted before nudging the back of her throat as he came and her pussy clamped down so hard she saw stars.

  She swallowed reflexively drinking down Gabe’s cum, savoring his spicy flavor as her cunt quivered and quaked, covering Nic’s prophylactic-covered cock in her juices as he pounded in and out of her. She would have screamed if she were able, but as she continued to swallow she saw stars and an emotion unlike anything she’d ever felt before invaded her heart.

  The nirvana washing over her was so much, yet it was nothing compared to the way her heart filled with love.

  She heard Nic roar and then he shoved forward, pressing and holding his cock deep in her contracting cunt as he came. Joni felt like she’d been pulled apart into a million little pieces, but when she was put back together, the walls encasing her emotions and heart had been left out.

  It wasn’t until Gabe removed his softening cock from her mouth that she realized she was trembling so hard in reaction, and although she pressed her lips together, her teeth were chattering. Even opening her mouth again as she panted for air didn’t stop the quaking of her teeth, jaw, or body.

  Nic eased his cock from her pussy and then she was lifted from the bed up into Gabe’s arms.

  Her wet cheeks connected with his bare chest and, although she swallowed and tried to hold in her emotions, she began sobbing. Warmth pressed into her back and sides and she was surrounded by three large men.

  Tom and Nic ran soothing hands up and down her body while Gabe held her tight, rocking her gently to and fro as if she were a small child.

  It took her a while to comprehend what they were saying and although she felt like an idiot for breaking down, she was relieved they couldn’t read her mind.

  “We knew you had a lot of passion hidden inside you, sweetheart.” Gabe kissed the top of her head.

  “Thank you for trusting us, baby.” Nic rubbed her back.

  “You have so much locked away, love. Thank you for agreeing to be with us and entrusting your care to us.” Tom kissed her shoulder.

  Finally, her tears slowed and even though she felt a little foolish, Joni felt so much better. The crying had been cathartic and that was when she realized maybe she was submissive after all, and that these Doms could help to set her free.

  * * * *

  Paul was so angry he could have committed murder. He’d followed her and those three assholes back to their house and waited for the lights to be turned off to case the joint. When he’d seen the security system he knew he couldn’t get to Joni here, but he wasn’t about to give up.

  He’d followed her to her new place of work and staked out the back for hour upon hour, but she never came out alone. One of those fuckers always walked her to her car. When he’d seen the cleaning company arrive just after everyone left a plan began to form in his mind. He took down the number on the side of the cleaning van and decided to apply for another job. It wouldn’t hurt to earn a few extra bucks cleaning while he was on vacation.

  First thing tomorrow he was going to call that company and get work at the Three Comrades Hotel.

  Joni deserved to be punished for ignoring him. She should be in his bed, not fucking those assholes.

  He would bide his time and plan, but in the end she would be his.

  Chapter Twelve

  Tom had been watching Joni intently the whole time Nic had made love to her and she’d been sucking Gabe off. The moment her climax had been upon her was the moment he’d seen vulnerable bewilderment in her eyes. And then they filled with so much emotion as she’d come down from her climactic high, she’d broken.

  Not broken in spirit but in the containment of her feelings and passions. Now that they were getting to the true woman she’d hidden away from the world and even from herself, he knew things were going to be okay.

  He’d known from the first moment he’d spied her on the monitor that she was special and, although he couldn’t wait to make love with her and show her with his body how much she meant to him, he wasn’t sure she was up to another round of lovemaking.

  But then she surprised him. She wiped the tears from her face, kissed Gabe and then Nic on the lips, and then turned and crawled up onto his lap. She wrapped her arms around his waist and hugged him tightly before drawing back to meet his gaze.

  The desire he saw in her eyes rekindled his own and before he stopped to think about what he was doing, he was kissing her voraciously. She matched him lick for lick, swirling her tongue with his until he was desperate to be inside of her.

  Tom broke the kiss, lifted her onto her hands and knees, and moved in behind her. He slapped her ass and smiled when she moaned before pushing back against him, begging for more. He knew he shouldn’t let her move, but he was so happy she was with them. She was the sub they had been waiting for and he didn’t take her to task right now. He did slap her other ass cheek though and then he smoothed his hands over the warm pink skin, which elicited a whimper of need from her, before he wrapped an arm around her hips and reached down to test her pussy.

  He groaned when he discovered she was soaked and was about to penetrate her when Nic grabbed his shoulder, drawing his attention. He gave his friend a sheepish look when he saw the foil packet in his other hand and quickly suited up.

  After donning the condom, he blanketed Joni’s body and aligned his dick with her dripping cunt.

  “This is going to be fast and hard, love,” Tom whispered against her ear and then he sucked the lobe into his mouth and nipped on it.

  “Oh,” she moaned and then she groaned as he pressed into her with one long hard shove, until he couldn’t go any farther.

  “Fuck!” Tom held still as her tight cunt enveloped and clenched around his hard cock. He wanted to savor her heat, but he was so horny he couldn’t remain still.

  Joni whimpered as he withdrew and then sighed as he surged forward again. His pace was steady and he made sure that the head of his dick rubbed against her G-spot with each advance and retreat and, although she was moaning and gasping, it wasn’t enough.

  Tom wanted her insensate with hunger for him and he wanted her screaming his name. He shifted back until he was kneeling behind her and gripping her hips, with his upper body at a ninety degree angle with hers.

  He nodded to Nic and Gabe to m
ove in and they didn’t hesitate. Gabe shifted until he was under her upper chest and started sucking on her nipples while Nic took her mouth.

  Tom swore his eyes rolled back in his head as he pumped his hips, driving his cock in and out of her heated, moist pussy. It didn’t matter that his breath sawed in and out of his lungs, or that sweat dripped down his face and filmed all over his body, what mattered was loving his woman. Making sure she enjoyed every millisecond of his lovemaking and that she climaxed before he did.

  “I love the way you feel around me, Joni. You feel like ho…heaven.”

  Joni moaned as her pussy clenched around his dick and when Tom felt the beginning tingles at the base of his spine, he reached around and began to massage her clit. She mewled and whimpered as her juices flowed until they were dripping from his balls.

  He could feel the tension invading her body and knew from her heavy breathing that she was right on the edge but as he fucked her harder, it wasn’t quite enough. He released her hip, lifted his hand, and, as he withdrew until the tip of his dick was inside her tight cunt, he brought his hand down onto her ass hard.

  “Come now, love,” he ordered.

  That was all it took. She screamed, “Tom,” as her pussy grabbed hold of his cock before releasing, only to clamp down hard on him again. Tom drove into her twice more and then he shouted. His testes hardened as they drew up and then fire was rolling along the length of his dick as his seed shot out of him so hard he actually saw stars.

  Load after load of cum expelled from his cock with the most forceful climax he’d ever experienced. His legs actually trembled and he swore he nearly blacked out as his balls felt like they turned inside out as they emptied. Each time he shot off her pussy gripped and milked more seed from his body.

  When he finally had nothing left to give, he realized that he was collapsed on top of Joni, and that he was squishing her into the mattress. He had no idea when Nic and Gabe had moved away from their sub and didn’t really care. He lifted up onto his elbows so he wasn’t crushing Joni and sighed with relief when he heard her take a deep breath.

  Her eyes were closed, but she had the most beautiful smile on her face, and although he’d never been a bragger, his heart filled with pride because he had put that smile on her face.

  Joni was going to be their wife in the end and he wasn’t going to let anything get in the way of that happening. Not even her.

  * * * *

  Joni had never felt so relaxed or so loved in her life.

  She’d fallen asleep after Tom had made love to her and although she’d given Gabe a blowjob she still felt like she wasn’t as connected to him as she was to Tom and Nic since they’d made love.

  She woke up with him wrapped around her and Tom and Nic were missing from the bedroom. Yet she felt so safe and secure in his arms. In all of their arms. She was still in bed with Gabe spooning her and, even though she knew she should be getting up and readying herself for the work day, she didn’t want to. Her career had been the be all and end all of her existence, but now she was beginning to rethink her goals. It wasn’t that she wanted to quit, because she didn’t, but she realized that all of her waking hours had been spent working with hardly any downtime to relax or play. Or to pursue her dream of becoming a full-time writer.

  “Are you okay, sweetheart?”

  That was another thing that amazed her. She hadn’t moved a muscle but Gabe had known she was awake. It was like they could see into her soul and she wasn’t sure how she felt about that.

  She was still a little torn about what she was doing because although they got aroused around her and had told her she was beautiful, she had no idea how any of them felt about her. Did they care for her just because they were lusting after her? Or was it that they were just being compassionate and helped out anyone in trouble? Or was there more to it than that?

  Nic had told her that if she agreed to making love with him, them, that she would be theirs, but for how long? Did they want a permanent relationship? Or was it only going to be a temporary thing, until they were tired of her?

  “I’m fine.”

  “I can hear your mind working from here. Do you want to talk about what you’re thinking so hard over?”

  As much as she wanted to confront him, Nic, and Tom, she wasn’t that brave. If she asked the question, she had to be prepared for the answer and she just wasn’t ready to hear it yet.

  “I need to get ready,” she said and looked at him over her shoulder.

  His jaw clenched and his lips pulled tight as if he were disappointed with her answer but he didn’t press her. Thank god.

  “Let me get the shower warmed up.” Gabe kissed her shoulder and then he released her and rolled from the bed before heading into the bathroom.

  Joni sighed and walked into the en suite. After using the facilities, which were thankfully behind a closed door, she moved to the shower. Gabe was already standing under the stream of water and held his hand out to her. She took it and stepped in, but when she reached for the shampoo he beat her to it.

  “Turn around, sweetheart.”

  She did as she was told and blinked back tears when he soaked her hair and then began to wash it. The last time she’d had her hair washed was when she was a kid. Having his hands massaging her scalp and washing her tresses reminded her of what she’d lost.

  She drew in a deep ragged breath and was glad that the tear which escaped her wouldn’t be noticed because of the water from the shower. Joni stood still and enjoyed his hands moving over her body as he washed her.

  When he was done, he turned her back to face him and rinsed off. She looked down when the head of his cock brushed her stomach and moaned when she saw how hard he was.

  He wrapped an arm around her waist and pulled her into him, his erection pressing into her skin.

  “I want to make love to you, Joni. Will you let me?”

  “Please.” She met his eyes and let him see how much she needed him.

  He grasped both her hips and lifted her up against him, before turning her around to press her back against the cool tile wall.

  “Wrap around me, sweetheart.”

  Joni had already looped her arms around his neck so she lifted her legs and hooked them around his waist and mewled when his cock rubbed against her pussy.

  “Shit! Hang on a second.” Gabe loosened his hold on her hips and then reached up to the shelf where she saw a small foil pack.

  She nibbled on her lip as she debated whether to tell him that she was on the pill to regulate her menstrual cycle, but decided she wanted to wait until she trusted them a little more. It wasn’t that she didn’t trust them healthwise but she knew that contraception was never one hundred percent safe, and until she knew what they all wanted from her, she was going to bide her time.

  Gabe had the condom on quickly and then he moved his hands down to her ass. He gripped her cheeks and lifted her a little higher and then he was sinking into her wet, needy pussy.

  Joni’s eyes rolled back in her head and her eyelids drifted closed as he stroked all the way into her.

  “Look at me, Joni,” Gabe demanded.

  She forced her passion-heavy laden lids up and met his hungry green eyes.

  “I want you looking at me while I make love to you, sweetheart.”

  Joni mewed with pleasure as he began to withdraw, but nodded her acquiescence of his directive, and then she moaned as he drove forward again.

  With each pump of his hips he rocked harder and faster, pressing in deep and her blood began to heat. And as she stared into his eyes she was certain she saw more than lust as he watched her.

  But then all thought fled and all she was able to do was feel. In and out his cock slid, faster and faster. His body slapped against hers and she clung to him with her arms and legs.

  Her muscles grew taut and she gasped for each breath. The head of his cock was hitting that spot she’d only read and heard about and thought was a myth until these men. With each rub, the tension inc
reased and she wondered how she was able to grip his hips with her legs when they were shaking so much.

  Liquid desire heated her pussy, her womb, and then it was traversing her blood stream. The walls of her cunt gathered closer and closer, rippling around and gripping his cock as if it never wanted to let him go. And it didn’t. She didn’t.

  She was in love with Gabe, Nic, and Tom and in that instant it didn’t matter if they never loved her back. She would cherish this moment and the previous ones with Nic and Tom for many years to come no matter the outcome.

  He shoved forward deep and fast and Joni cried out with bliss and the emotions overflowing her heart. And she was flying.

  Flying high on nirvana as she climaxed. Flying high on love and happiness as she soared high above the clouds.

  Just as her quaking cunt began to wane Gabe growled low in his throat as his green eyes hazed over and he surged deep. She moaned with joy when his cock jerked inside her pussy, enhancing the pleasurable aftershocks still quivering inside in answer to his climax.

  When he stopped shuddering and trembling, he leaned down and kissed her. The kiss brought tears to her eyes because it was so reverent it almost felt as if he were worshipping her like he’d just worshipped her body.

  He finally lifted his head and smiled at her as he lowered her feet back to the floor and her heart stuttered.

  Would she be able to walk away if they grew tired of her?

  No.

  The answer shouted loudly through her mind and Joni hoped that this thing between them would work out, because she didn’t think she’d be able to survive if it didn’t.

  Chapter Thirteen

  The next week was gone in the blink of an eye. Joni was so happy she didn’t think anything would be able to break into her euphoria. Nic and Gabe had gone back to their landscaping business full time and although they dropped into the hotel after they’d finished for the day, they left the management of the hotel to her. Tom was also back to his security job at the club.