COME

by JA Huss

  People clap and kids cheer. They do this every night. Some of them I even recognize, that’s how regular they are at the sunsets.

  I spy an older woman I see all the time, looking at me. She shoots me an approving wink and I blush. She thinks this stranger and I are together. And why wouldn’t she? I’m sitting in his lap, his arms are hugging my waist, my head is resting against his chest. Our hearts beating in synchronicity.

  We remain like this until everyone around us drifts away. “Now?” I ask.

  “Do you want my real name? My associate name? Or my fake name?”

  “All of them,” I say through a long yawn.

  “Just one tonight. Pick.”

  I have a very bad feeling about this. “And the associate name is…?”

  “A code.”

  Oh. This is great. “What kind of code?” I already know, but I ask anyway because I need to be absolutely sure.

  “For what I do. A calling card, so they know it’s me.”

  “I have one of those too.”

  His chest rumbles with a laugh. “I bet you do.”

  “Do you want to know what it is?”

  “First mine, then yours. Pick.”

  “Real name.”

  “James Fenici.”

  “James,” I repeat in a whisper. “I like James.”

  “I like Harper.”

  “How old are you?”

  “Twenty-eight.”

  “I’m only eighteen.”

  “I know.”

  He knows. Hmmm. But the look on his face as my age hangs between us captures my full attention. “Does it bother you?” He waits a few heartbeats before answering and this is my clue that yes, it does bother him. “It doesn’t bother me,” I add.

  Fingertips guide my chin so my head turns towards him and then his mouth is on mine, his tongue probing, asking me to open, I do open. And this time I touch my tongue to his. He flicks against it and it feels… so good.

  He ends the kiss and stands up, holding me in his arms for a moment before setting me down. “It doesn’t bother me either, but you’re tired. So I’ll walk you home.”

  He holds my hand again, changing sides when we get to the highway, putting himself between me and the traffic like a gentleman. But we finish our walk to my building in silence. When we get to the wooden gate we stop so he can pull the rope and open the latch. “What’s your code name, Harper?” He looks over his shoulder at me, like he feels guilty for asking.

  I stare at him, suddenly uneasy. Is this a trap? “You want to know this because you have a target?” It’s a bold question, but justified. If he’s here to kill me, I’d like to know. Even if he is wavering on whether or not to fulfill his contract.

  “You’re not my target, OK?” But he doesn’t look me in the face when he says it.

  “You first then.”

  He smiles and holds the gate open for me and we walk down the path to the building, then head downstairs. I get my key out and I’m about to push it inside the lock when his hand rests on mine.

  “Tet,” he says. “My code name is Tet.”

  I look up at his face to try and figure out what he’s thinking. “Why did you tell me that?”

  “What’s yours?” he asks, ignoring my question.

  “You’re here for me, aren’t you?”

  He shakes his head. “No, I swear it. I’m not here for you. But I need to know where you fit in. Code name?”

  “I’m no one. Someone’s daughter, that’s all.”

  “Code name, Harper.” His eyes are still soft, like he hates to ask, but he has no choice.

  I swallow hard and bow my head. “Come. My code is Come.”

  He lets out a long audible breath of relief. A small chuckle follows. “That’s a dirty little name for such a sweet little girl.”

  I ignore his innuendo. “I could’ve been your target.” It unnerves me. The reality of what that means.

  “You’re not,” he says sternly. “You’re not and that’s all that matters.”

  “But I’m someone’s target.” He takes the key from my hand, but this time I put my hand on his and it’s me who stops it from entering the lock. “Where do you fit in?” I can’t believe I’m having this conversation. It’s so taboo. We could both be killed for these few words. But just like he needs to know where I fit in, I need to know his place too. Come is a verb. A verb code name means I’m a nobody. But Tet, I’m not sure what that stands for. I know all the ranks, but I’ve never heard of a Tet.

  He lets out a long breath and looks down at his feet, like he doesn’t want to tell me. “Number Six.” I shake my head and turn away, but he catches me by the waist and pulls me back. “Please don’t turn away.”

  “Six?” I cannot even comprehend it. “Six,” I say again.

  The organization my father is married to, indebted to for life—the same one he sold his children into when he joined, the same one that will take my children as well, should I live long enough to have any—is deeply compartmentalized. Everyone has a place. Everyone has a code. There are thousands of members all over the world. Most are innocuous. Verbs like mine. Come. Dance. Ride. Skip. They’re endless.

  The higher-ups have nouns. There are hundreds of them. Bear. Desk. Claw. Grass. The names are meaningless, just a label to put you in perspective.

  My father has a rank. The Admiral. There are twelve members with ranks.

  But only ten people have a number.

  The assassins.

  Chapter Eight

  JAMES

  “Why do you look so familiar?” she asks. “No, wait, that’s not the right question. Why do you feel so familiar? Is it because you’ve been watching me?” Her eyes scan mine, searching for the truth, but at the same time second-guessing whether or not she actually wants to know it.

  “What’s your brother’s code?”

  The slap cracks across my face before I even have a chance to react, but once I do I take her out like any other threat. I grab her arms, twist them behind her back, push her forward with a knee to the ass, and take her down to the hard concrete floor.

  She struggles beneath me, slips out of my hold and does a half turn, just enough to thrust her foot into my abdomen.

  I grab her ankle, but she twists again, elbowing me in the neck. “Fuck!” I grab her foot, twist her body until she’s forced to roll and then hold her with an arm across her thigh and a hand on her calf.

  “You better snap my knee, James,” she seethes, her breath coming out in long gasps, matching my own from the sudden effort of the fight. “Because if you let me up, you’ll regret it.”

  I lean into her a little harder, making sure she’s pinned good and tight to the concrete floor. I’m not quite sure if she’s serious. I know she’s capable. I’ve heard all about the mistakes they made with her upbringing. It was drilled into us in the debrief. She’s dangerous. Do not underestimate her. Never turn your back.

  Watching her all these months, the severity of the little warnings diminished as the days grew longer. She never got angry. She never raised her voice to anyone. She was no more intimidating than any of the other young girls on the beach.

  But the venom in her voice right now jars my memory and the warnings are back in full force.

  “Harper—”

  “No,” she snaps. “You’re here to kill me? Take me back? Then what the fuck are you waiting for? Give it your best shot.” She wiggles again and I lose my grip. Her knee comes up and almost connects with my jaw. But I’m the one who twists this time and she slides out from under me and bounces to her feet.

  She’s fast. And young. And angry. And cornered.

  I’m up a fraction of a moment later, but I back up and throw her the surrender hands to ease her down off the ledge. “Whoa, OK? I’m not here to do any of that.”

  “Why did you ask about him?” she snarls. “You—”

  “Harper, if I wanted to kill you, you’d be dead, honey. I’m a dirty killer, I get the job done and get the
fuck out of Dodge. I’m not here to hurt you.”

  She just stares at me, shaking her head. “You’re trained to say that. You’re trained to make me believe you, to lie about anything and everything to get what you need. You’re trained to make me vulnerable and needy and weak—”

  “And so are you, Harper,” I bark, cutting off her rant and snapping her back to attention. “So. Are. You. You’re just as ruthless. More maybe. Because you plotted this for years, didn’t you? Maybe you’re playing me?”

  “Maybe I am,” she retorts.

  “You say they call you Come? And maybe they do. But that’s not your code, so don’t feed me that bullshit. At least I was honest. Do you really think I’d give you my number if I was here to kill you?”

  She swallows and I know I’ve won.

  Chapter Nine

  HARPER

  I turn away quickly so I don’t have to look at him.

  “Harper?” he asks softly.

  I have no words. I just have no words.

  “Harper?” He touches my shoulder this time and I shrug him off.

  “Don’t.”

  “I swear to God, I’m not here for you.”

  “Where were you last?”

  “I can’t say.”

  I already knew that. So I change the question slightly. “Where were you last year?” He pauses and I turn so I can see his face as he makes his decision. He looks like he’s thinking hard, counting back the months, maybe. But they are trained to do that, aren’t they? “I’m waiting.” I tap my foot like a petulant child and his eyes drop down to my flip flop and then he looks up at me and smiles.

  How could this man be one of them? I don’t understand how anyone with those dimples could be a killer.

  “I was fucking up a friend’s job over in a small, nondescript European country. Which is where all my trouble really started.”

  “Not in the South Pacific?” I ask warily. Like he would tell me.

  “No. I don’t work that side of the world. Haven’t been back in there since I was assigned when I was sixteen.” He watches me as I process his words. Since he was sixteen. He’s been killing people since he was sixteen. “OK?” he asks, breaking the silence. “We good?”

  I shake my head and lean against the wall. He comes towards me and puts his hands on my hips and plays with my belt loops. “Harper,” he whispers in my ear. “I’m not walking away from you. You need to understand that. Accept it. I’m here now and I feel like I’m doing the right thing for the first time in my life. I want you. I want to be inside of you. I’ve waited patiently for so fucking long. And this was a stroke of luck. Being sent here and finding you.”

  I shake my head at this. “No, it’s a trap.”

  “Maybe,” he says, continuing his soft whisper. It disarms me and I want to give in, I really want to give in to him. But deep down I know what he’s capable of. I know because I was taught all the same tricks. “Maybe it was a setup. But I swear to you, I’m not in on it. I won’t ask about your brother again.”

  When confronted by the mark, placate them with any and all possible concessions. It’s a textbook example and yet… I’m so falling for it. I want him to stay with me and never leave. I’m so lonely and needy and he has to know this.

  His hand cups my face and then his lips brush against mine. “Harper,” he pleads as he takes his mouth back to my ear. “Trust me, I’ll take care of you, Soldier.”

  I force myself not to react but it takes every ounce of training not to.

  “I know that’s what they really call you, Harper. The Little Soldier. A baby name, right? Since childhood. I know you and you know me, don’t you?”

  I pull back, forcing him back at the same time. I need to look at him. He is so familiar. I had to have noticed him on the beach or something.

  He doesn’t wait for an answer, just leans in and nips my lip until I squeal.

  And that’s all it takes. I melt. He senses my surrender and crashes his mouth against mine, hungrily, like he’s been waiting for this moment for years. “I want to fuck you right here in the hallway. Bend your ass over and take you from behind.”

  Jesus, I’m throbbing almost instantly. He pushes his thigh between my legs and presses. This time the throbbing turns into wetness.

  “I never—” I dip my head down, embarrassed.

  “I know.”

  “What do you want?” I look up at him now. His green eyes do that searching thing again, where they dart back and forth, trying to read me.

  “I want you,” he says.

  “But why?” I fling my hand in the direction of the beach. “There’s a ton of women out there on the beach you can have. Why do you want me? I’m a kid.”

  “You sure look all grown up to me.”

  His rough characterization of me on the beach comes back. He called me woman. “I don’t feel like a woman. I feel like a child.”

  He rubs the back of his fingers down my cheek and I frown and twist my head away. But my body responds to his touch. I can feel myself flush with heat.

  “You’ve been here alone for months. I’ve watched you. I’ve been in your apartment. I found your key and your money in the little mechanical room over there.”

  My eyes dart up with these admissions. “You’re creepy, then. You’re a creepy stalker. And if that was the end of it, then OK, whatever. I’d just move on and forget about you. But you’re not just a creepy stalker, you’re my creepy stalker. A girl who’s got a target on her chest. And you’re a guy whose only purpose in life is to eliminate the target. So what am I supposed to think? That this is just some coincidence?”

  “We’ve got history, Harper.”

  “Not the kind of history that counts for much, James,” I shoot back. “This is the kind of history that makes you want to change your name, move away, and start over.”

  “Is that what you did? Is that how you ended up here?”

  I let out a long breath and purse my lips together. “I’m not telling you anything. You’re trying to confuse me. Make me trust you. Then you’re gonna use me to do whatever it is you’re really here for. If they didn’t send you to kill me, then they want what they think I have. Or they want me to help you do something bad. Or…” He waits a few seconds. A longish pause, to see if I’ll continue. But it’s too real. I can’t say the last part.

  “Or what?” he prods. “Or turn you into something else.” I look up and he smiles. “That’s it, right? They might turn you into me. You have skills, little lionfish? Is diving off piers and fighting assassins just another day to you? Your code name might be Come, but you wanted to be Soldier, and look… now you are. All grown up. Dangerous. Lethal, they called you. They told me you were a lethal little soldier and I should stay far, far away. Call for reinforcements.”

  “Then why didn’t you?” I snap.

  “Because you are not my target. I’m not here for you.”

  “Then tell me why you’re here.” I challenge. “I want to know now.”

  He smirks at me and shakes his head.

  I snatch the key from his hand and unlock the door. When he doesn’t stop me, I twist the handle and open it. Then I look over my shoulder. And that hesitation is my turning point. Because his mouth finds mine. Not hard and rough like an assassin, or soft and sweet like he’s caring for a child.

  But something in between.

  A man kissing a woman.

  I turn into him and his arms go around mine, his hands inside my clothes before I even know what’s happening. One hand slides down the crack of my ass and pushes between my cheeks, while the other heads north to grab the back of my neck.

  “I’m here for you, Harper. I want you.”

  That spot between my legs wants him too. But my brain is scared out of my mind. I push him back. “No.” He sighs and removes his hand so he can step back a few paces. “I’m not ready.” His chuckle irritates me, like he already knew that. Like I’m just a girl who teases men and then gives them nothing. “I’m not like
that,” I say aloud, building my case for his silent accusation. “I’m not a tease. I just…” I have nothing. So I demand the one thing I know I can’t have to cover for my insecurities. “I need to know you better first.”

  I get a crooked smile in response. “You want to know if I like it rough? That answer is yes. If I take you, I’ll take you my way.”

  “What? No!” I let out an uncomfortable laugh. “That’s not what I meant.”

  “You really want to know why I’m here?” He crosses his arms and leans back on his heels a bit.

  I lift my chin and meet his gaze. “Yes,” I say. “Yes, I need that info or I can’t be with you.”

  He laughs at my childish demand. “Of course, little lionfish. You are the pretty girl with the poison daggers poking through her skin. You ask for the one thing you know you can’t have to send me away. Right?”

  My lips are sealed.

  He grabs hold of my waist again and pulls me into his chest. My arms go around his neck automatically, like I already belong to him. And then he leans into my ear and whispers, “I killed my brother, Harper. I killed Number Five. I shot him in the head and then I poisoned a man to settle a debt for fucking up that job I mentioned in Europe. I’m allowed to kill people if I need to. And I needed to kill both these people. But my bosses were not happy about it. They said I failed the psych evaluation when I came in for the debrief. They said I’m a danger to them, myself, and the world. But since they’ve spent the past twenty years training me to kill, they can hardly blame me for a one-time indiscretion. As long as it was just a single incident. They said I could unwind at the beach. They wanted to see if some downtime would help—take the edge off.”

  I turn my head and look him in the face. His expression is hard even though his words stayed soft. His eyes are squinting, the frown lines on his forehead more pronounced, his jaw tensed as he waits for my reaction.

  “Is that what you wanted to hear, Harper?”

  I nod up at him. “Yes. Thank you.” He pushes me away and starts walking down the hallway. “Wait!”