Abandon

by St. Claire, Gisele

  “Now what shall I do with you while you are completely at my mercy?” I asked her. I saw she was about to talk and I held a finger against my lips.

  “Ssh. Just close your eyes and enjoy.”

  Ash’s gaze met mine and then she nodded and closed her eyes, giving me permission to play with her body as I pleased. I ran a finger into her slippery wetness and fucked her with my digits, curving my fingers to find her g-spot as I licked at her clit.

  She groaned, her hips moving up to meet my mouth. I wondered what Ash would carry in her bedside table and with a wicked thought I moved closer to open it. I took out the vibrator as Ash opened her eyes and they went wide when she guessed my intentions.

  “Trust me. Now close your eyes.” I told her.

  I switched on the vibrator and as it hummed I held it against Ash’s clit. At the same time I entered her pussy with my tongue. “Lucas, I can hardly bear it,” she yelled, trying to lift her hips up and away. It just made me press it against her harder. I switched it around, letting it buzz at her entrance while I sucked on her clit. “I’m gonna, I’m gonna,” she screamed and I threw the vibrator to one side and arms positioned either side of her I thrust inside her hard. I gave her no mercy, plunging inside her again and again. She lifted her hips to meet every thrust and as I spilled my seed inside her she came hard, her pussy walls clamping around my cock, her shudders milking me of every last drop.

  I collapsed at the side of her on the bed. Our heartbeats thudding in tandem as we got our breath back. I lifted up and untied her arms and took them one by one and rubbed them. Ash was silent throughout so I went to gather her into the crook of my arms.

  She flinched at my touch and said in a whisper.

  “What the fuck have we done?”

  Chapter Ten

  Ashley

  I’d let lust take over and obliterate any common sense.

  Now I turned to look at the hot, naked man in my bed and an overwhelming sense of panic overtook me.

  What had we done?

  What had I done?

  “Fuck, Ash. You can’t be regretting that just happened. It was amazing. Surely you feel the same?”

  “But I’m your boss. How is this going to affect our working relationship? I’m supposed to manage you. I’ve seen workplace relationships, where they fondle each other when they think no one is looking. The focus moves away from work, the couples get distracted. I’ve ruined our working relationship by allowing this to happen.” I bit my lip and sat up, leaning against the headboard, running a hand through my hair.

  Lucas sat up at the side of me, dragging the comforter up his body as he did so.

  “Ash, we fucked, not fucked things up. If you want to regret it go right ahead but I’m not going to.”

  I let out a large exhale and turned to look at him.

  “I don’t regret it. That’s not the right words. I just… I’m scared, Lucas. Work has been my world for years, my one constant, and now I could have done something to jeopardize that.”

  “And what if you haven’t? I can still be entirely professional at work. If things go wrong I’ll accept the job in Miami and leave. You wouldn’t need to see me again.” He reached over and touched my cheek. “Please don’t end this before it’s even started, Ash. I want you.”

  I leaned back once more and closed my eyes and let my mind and body tell me what they wanted.

  My pussy was soaked, my clit pulsing ready for more.

  My nipples were stiff peaks.

  My breathing was erratic.

  Butterflies flitted around my stomach.

  My body craved more of his touch.

  “Give me your fears, Ash. I’ll blow them all away.” He said and I was done for.

  I molded myself into his body, my curves fitting in perfect alignment against his warm skin. His mouth caught mine and we kissed for what felt like forever, until curled up together we fell asleep.

  The next morning he took me back to dizzying heights before I hit the shower and he went back to his own apartment. We had work to do. God knows what happened from now on. I welcomed the warmth from the shower and felt the telltale tingles of a body that had sought and found pleasure. Maybe Lucas could vanquish the ghosts my ex had left? I knew I had to try.

  True to his word, at work Lucas was the consummate professional and no one would have known what was going on between us. Abandon XL was now booked two years out and Aidan was taking us out for a meal in celebration. I was sitting in the office catching up on some paperwork when Andrea, one of the secretaries walked in carrying a huge bouquet of flowers.

  “Someone’s popular today.” She said. “There are nine more bouquets outside to bring in.”

  “Say what?”

  “Ten bouquets delivered for you this morning and here’s the card.” She handed me over an envelope with my name scrawled on the front. Stupidly, disappointment that it wasn’t Lucas’ writing flashed over me.

  I opened the envelope and withdrew the card.

  Thanks for a great night.

  Den.

  I’ll call you.

  I sighed. Do rock stars ever get told no, do you think? I said to Andrea who looked at me in puzzlement.

  “They’re from Denver from F-Higher. You know, we hosted them for XL’s first night?”

  She nodded. “Oh that man is hot. And he’s sending you ten flower bouquets? He must be interested.”

  I laughed. “That man could drop a thousand bouquets and not feel a slight pinch to his wallet, and his assistant will have arranged all this. It’s all show and doesn’t interest me at all.”

  “Well, when he rings can you pass on my number?” She giggled. “What do you want me to do with the others?”

  “Give them out to whoever wants some. We all have offices and homes that can use flowers, right? Helps brighten the place up. Just make sure there are no more cards.”

  I pushed the card onto the corner of my desk. Later I’d think of a way to let Denver down without upsetting his ego.

  There was another knock to the door and I sighed. It was going to be one of those days, constant interruptions put me off my stride. At this rate I’d be hitting the espresso by ten thirty.

  Lucas walked in and my day suddenly got a lot brighter.

  “Hey, you.”

  “Good morning, Ashley.”

  I laughed at him behaving so officially when only a few hours ago he’d been devouring my pussy like a starving man.

  “How can I help you, Mr. Hall?”

  He caught sight of the massive bouquet. “Nice. I’m not missing your birthday am I?”

  “No, just a satisfied customer.” I replied. “What did you need me for?”

  “Three members of staff have called in sick. Any chance of stealing one or two of yours?”

  “Shouldn’t be a problem. I’ll check the roster. You could have telephoned me about that. You didn’t need to come up to see me.”

  “No. I didn’t need to, but I wanted to.” He said, and I smiled.

  Despite our best intentions our developing feelings for each other were beginning to invade the work place and there wasn’t a damn thing either of us could do to stop it.

  One evening the day staff left at six and by six-o-one Lucas was in my office.

  “Do you have much more work to do?”

  “Yes, Lucas. I do and then I’m working all night, which you already know.”

  “I can’t be without you tonight. It’s too hard.” He ran a hand over the bulge in his pants showing me just how hard it was.

  “I have break time. If I take it now we have thirty minutes.” I told him. “I’ll meet you at your apartment.”

  He strode over to me. “I want you now, here. I can’t wait another second.”

  The hunger in his voice and the lust in his eyes danced with my own desires and the voice in my head who said no, not at work, was pushed out of my mind. Instead I turned to him and said, “Where?”

  Locking the door first, he was on m
e in seconds, pushing up my skirt and pulling off my panties. He lifted me placing my bare ass against the cool glass of my desk, moving papers aside. Then he stilled.

  “What’s wrong?” I asked.

  He held the note from Denver in his hand, his knuckles whitening as he snarled out. “What the fuck is this?”

  I felt stupid and vulnerable, my bottom half naked, my juices running onto the desk beneath me and I made to move and pull down my skirt. His free hand grabbed mine and held my thigh, gently but with intention.

  “This man makes me want to kill him with my bare hands.”

  “He just sent flowers as a thank you for the night he enjoyed at Abandon.”

  “If you truly believe that, you’re naive.” He said.

  He threw the note back on the desk and ran a hand between my thighs, trailing his fingertips through my wetness and flicking on my clit. “He wants this, Ash. He’s a man used to getting what he wants, but do you know what?”

  I looked up at him and in a breathy whisper said, “What?”

  He leaned in towards my ear. “He can’t have you because you’re mine.”

  His finger entered my heat and I groaned, my legs parting wider to allow him to get even closer. He tilted my head with his other hand and lowered his mouth to my neck nibbling and licking, causing goose bumps to rise across my flesh. His tongue licked the edge of my ear lobe, making me shiver.

  Lucas added another digit and I was bucking against his fingers frantically. Then he stilled and dropped his pants and briefs, his erection springing free. He grabbed my ass and pulled me towards him right onto his rock hard cock and I gasped as he filled me with one solid thrust.

  “Fuck.” I groaned.

  “That’s right, baby. I’m fucking you. Open your eyes. Look. Watch my cock as it slams inside you. Who do you belong to right now, Ash? You want to give yourself up to me, baby?”

  “Yes.” I mewled.

  “Give me everything, Ash. I want you to come apart on my cock. Don’t hold back.”

  He thrust faster and faster and my body started climbing. My pussy was soaking wet and I could feel my tension building and then I soared.

  “Oh my God.” I shrieked as I came hard around his cock. Lucas thrust inside me a few more times until he came with a groan.

  I rested my head against his chest while we allowed time for our breathing to slow. Then I felt Lucas reach over for something. I watched as he got the card from Denver and swept it across my pussy juices mingled with his spunk.

  “Send him that back.” He threw the card on the floor and took my mouth again.

  I should have been shouting who the hell do you think you are, but I didn’t want to. I loved how possessive he was being, acting like he owned me. It made me feel like I was wanted, not discarded like yesterday’s papers.

  “Enjoy the rest of your working day. Text me when you get back to your apartment.” He said. It wasn’t a command, more of a plea and it showed me that his possessive behavior was only part of our bedroom play and he wasn’t a control freak.

  “It’ll be late and I’ll be tired.” I told him, though a smirk curled the edge of my lip with the thought of more sex after my shift.

  “So, we’ll be tireder.” He said. “It’ll be worth it. Text me.”

  “Okay.” I said. We used the bathroom and then with a kiss he was gone. I sat in my chair for ten minutes after he’d left touching my mouth and replaying what had just happened in my mind over and over. I was becoming addicted - Lucas my drug.

  Chapter Eleven

  Lucas

  When I’d seen the card from that Denver fucker I just saw red. If he’d have been in front of me I’d have thrown a punch. Ash might have said it was a thank you for the work but I wasn’t stupid. He’d better back off. We’d been seeing each other for a couple of months now and although I understood Ash’s hesitancy, I was getting tired of all the secrecy and didn’t see why we just couldn’t let people know we were in a relationship. It took the times I found myself in my apartment alone, for me to kick back and realize that not everyone was made the same way and that Ash’s past romantic history and the betrayal from her best friend meant she needed to proceed with caution. I just had to show her that I wasn’t going anywhere.

  A text came in from her at four am and I opened my door to her tired features. Scooping her into my arms I took her to my bed, stripping her and cocooning her until she fell asleep right next to me. As I stared down at her I realized I was falling hard and deep for this woman. I just hoped she started feeling the same way.

  She stirred in my arms at just after nine.

  “Aren’t you supposed to be at work?” She said.

  “I told them I had an early morning meeting.” I smirked.

  She stretched. “I’m gonna tell.”

  “Really?” I raised an eyebrow. “I have a feeling you won’t.”

  After breakfast, coffee and a shower, I got Ash to follow me down the private back elevators that were used by customers who didn’t want to be seen coming in the main entrance. Security didn’t run cameras beyond the front desk until the evening and so when I sneaked her into the room right at the end of the corridor I was already hard.

  “What’s going on? What did you want to show me?” Ash said as I led her towards the wall. “I can’t see anything wrong.”

  “I may have got you down here on false pretenses.” I confessed. “The thing that’s wrong with that wall is that you’re not fastened astride it.”

  Ash’s breath caught.

  “I saw you that night. You wanted this. I heard you say so. But you didn’t want it with that couple. I do believe you want it with me.”

  “What if someone comes in? We’d lose our jobs, our dignity.” Ash shook her head. “This is too much, Lucas. I can’t.”

  I looked at the floor and sighed. “You’re right. I just wanted this, with you.”

  “There are other clubs, Lucas.” She told me. “I have an amazing blonde wig.”

  I found somewhere and a couple of days later when our evenings off coincided we found ourselves in the Playroom of Diablo, a new on the scene club. It was a lot smaller than Abandon and catered more for the BDSM scene.

  I led Ash up to a set of restraints that were suspended in the middle of the room. “Hold up your arms.” I commanded.

  “What if someone comes in?” She asked me, staring past me to the door.

  “Then they’re going to see you coming over and over, Ash.”

  She nodded. “Okay.” Then held up her arms.

  I fastened her into the restraints and then I unzipped the strapless top she was wearing and let it fall to the ground. Her breasts were exposed to the cool air. I reached over and captured a nipple in my mouth, sucking and then swapping for the other. The restraints rattled as she shivered under my ministrations.

  I dipped a hand under her short mini skirt and slid a finger under the leg of her panties, fingerfucking her until she was chasing an orgasm. “I’m so close. Please?” She begged.

  The door opened and another couple came in.

  “Can we watch?” They asked.

  “Of course.” I told them.

  Ash’s face was filled with lust. Her lips red and swollen and her eyes hooded.

  “I’m going to make you come now while this couple watch us.” I told her. “What do you want me to do next?”

  “Take off my skirt and panties.” She begged, “and then lick me until I come all over your face.”

  I did exactly as instructed and knelt down as she hung there suspended. I placed her legs over my shoulders and fucked her with my tongue and fingers.

  “Oh my God, Yes, more, please, yes, more. Oh I’m gonna come.”

  I held her butt firmly while I continued to eat her out and she bucked frantically against my mouth until she screamed as she came all over my face. By this stage the couple who had been watching were now fucking over a chair.

  “My turn.” I told her. I freed her arms. “On your k
nees and take my cock in your mouth.”

  She fell down to her knees and it took all of my willpower not to just fuck her there and then. She stripped me of my pants and boxer briefs and then fastening a hand around the base of my cock she took me in her mouth, her soft warmth enveloping me, and she began to suck. It was the first time she’d gone down on me and I softly rocked my hips back and forth as she continued to suck, breaking off occasionally to run a tongue around my mushroom head. As the tension mounted, I began to thrust a little harder, holding on to the back of her head, taking care not to disturb the wig she had fastened with pins. Her head bobbed up and down as she took me deeper into her throat and her eyes fixed on mine. Seeing her taking my cock was magnificent and as I came, she kept her mouth around me, swallowing my cum.

  I led her to the wall where I fastened her arms to cuffs and used a spreader bar to separate her legs. I took a whip and feather teaser and used the feather end first to stroke across her nipples and over the rest of her silky flesh. Goose bumps erupted on her arms. Then I turned it to the whip end and gently thrashed her nipples with the soft tassels until they were hard as rocks. I ran the tassels down her flesh, over her stomach and then teased her between her thighs.

  “Ooooooohhh,” she groaned.

  I ran it down her thighs, lashing her lightly with it and then I struck her pussy with it gently.

  “Yessss.” She gasped, pushing her cunt out towards me.

  “You like that? Do you want it, bad girl?”

  “Yes.”

  “Yes, what? Tell me.”

  “Yes, Lucas. I want it. I want you to hit me with the tassels harder.

  I ran the whip back up her pussy and then flicked it, this time with more power behind it so it whipped across her clit.

  “Oh my fucking God.”

  Again and again I did it until she came. I stood back watching as she shuddered, her body shaking with her climax. Just as the final little tremors were leaving her body I grabbed my cock and thrust it inside her.