Double Grades

by Kristine Robinson

“You’re both divine!” she shouted.

  I giggled and threw it back at her. Then I rested my thigh between her legs, leaned forward and kissed her lips. The lips of my muse, my lover, my best friend.

  “How did you know I wouldn’t freak out the first time you kissed me?” I asked her.

  She smiled. “I looked down at our reflection in the water and then I knew,” she replied.

  I frowned.

  “The garden spirits told me that if I didn’t kiss you, they’d throw me off the bridge!”

  I laughed.

  “Well, I guess if you hadn't kissed me, I would probably have thrown you off first!" I joked.

  The romantic magnolia garden had whisked me away to a fantasy land. But as I looked into the green eyes of my charming demoness, I knew I didn’t need the magic of the garden anymore. I quietly serenaded her with a song as she lay, naked and glorious on her untidy bed:

  “Now I’m no longer alone –

  Without a dream in my heart -

  Without a love of my own.”

  Summer Crush

  ~ Bonus Story ~

  A First Time Lesbian Romance

  When Katherine “Kitten” Moore goes back to her hometown for the summer, she’s pretty sure of what to expect. Her father has always been a worrywart, so it’s a wonder he even allowed her to leave town for college. She knows he’ll be overbearing as always, and things rarely change in her lazy hometown. It won’t be an exciting summer, but at least she’ll be able to catch up on sleep after some hard finals.

  What she doesn’t expect is to fall head over heels for the newest employee in her father’s bakery, a woman named Brianna. Though Kitten has never had feelings for a woman before, she finds herself caught in a whirlwind of passion with this forbidden fruit. Her boring summer shapes up to be more exciting than she could have ever anticipated, and her dislike for dating-- dating boys, at least, is beginning to make more sense. However, a dark secret from Brianna’s past threatens to tear the two apart. Will their developing feelings for each other prevail, or will Brianna give in to her memories?

  CHAPTER ONE

  For perhaps the first time in months, I allow myself to sleep in. After what felt an eternity of exams, it’s a relief to be home for the summer and catch a bit of shut eye. However, I’m certain my father won’t allow me to sleep in too late. He’s always been a bit overprotective, always making sure I take proper care myself-- at least up to his standards. In the past, I’ve tried to assure him that I’m an adult now, and that I’m capable of making adult decisions. It’s been a lost cause for the most part, though I’m relieved that he allowed me out of state to attend my dream college at the very least.

  I’m Katherine Moore, though my friends call me Kitten. It’s a name I’ve tried to shake, but once your dad gives you a cutesy nickname, it’s nearly impossible to free yourself of. I’m taking the summer semester off of college, and was convinced by my dad to come home over the break. My father, Robert Moore, owns the most popular bakery in my home town and though I don’t plan to spend too much time there, it’s where I’m mostly likely to see my dad during the day.

  Speaking of my father…

  I hear the door to my room creak open, and my father peeks inside with a nervous grin.

  “Kitten, honey. It’s getting late. I’m heading to work, you should come by if you have time today.” He says carefully, and I groan, shoving my head under the pillow. He rumbles a warm laugh, and instead of leaving the room like I’d hoped, he only steps further inside. I feel him sit at the side of my bed, and I peek out from under my pillow with a small pout. “You know, it’s no good for you to lay in bed all day. Get out, get some sunshine!” He smiles, clapping his hands together. I grumble unhappily, allowing the pillow to flop back over my face.

  “I’ll get up in an hour. Is Jana still working at the bakery?” I murmur, really wishing he would give me a break, just for a day.

  “Oh, Jana Cortez? Yes, of course. I would never fire such a hardworking young woman.” He replied, and I inhaled a deep breath before posing my next question.

  “And Ronald Prescott?” I said, unable to keep the dislike out of my voice. My father hesitated, reaching over to pat my head.

  “Yes, dear. I genuinely think he’s a good boy. We have a new girl on board, as well, that you’ve never met. She’s a bit strange, but works hard and keeps to herself.” He muttered uncertainly. I quirked a brow, remaining silent for a long moment.

  “Well, give me a moment to get dressed, and I’ll come stop by before it gets too busy for the day.” I finally acquiesce. I can almost feel the radiant smile that I’m certain is focused upon me, and my father stands, shifting away from the bed and towards the door. I breathe a sigh as he leaves the room, throwing the pillow and blankets off of myself before rising out of bed. I stretch my arms out over my head, groaning unhappily. My spine cracks as I stretch, and I make quick work of getting dressed. I can hear my father busying himself in the other room, and I take a moment to apply a hint of makeup before grabbing my purse and keys. When I step out of my room, my father is eagerly awaiting. “I’ll drive myself. I don’t wanna be stuck there all day.” I mumble, none too enthusiastically. He hesitates for a brief moment, but smiles and nods, and we walk side by side out of my childhood home. We part to get in our respective cars, and I allow him to leave first before following him to the bakery. As I park, I’m confused to see the lights already on in the bakery. I step out of the car, offering my father an inquisitive look.

  “Brianna has been offering to open in the mornings, so she and Jana run the shop solo until Ronald and I arrive.” He smiles, stepping through the door without another moment’s hesitation. I linger outside for a moment, spotting Ronald’s old pickup truck, Jana’s convertible, and a hot little sports car that I’ve never seen before. Already I’m intrigued by this new worker, but I dismiss it as concern for the wellbeing of my father and the bakery. Steeling my nerves, I step into the bakery. There are a couple of customers lingering, and I spot Jana at the cash register, ringing someone up. I offer her a little wave, ignoring Ronald’s toothy grin in my direction. All seems as usual in the bakery, and I wonder if this new girl called in or something, but I spot a dark haired figure meandering out of the back kitchen area. Her hair is cropped short and messy, and her eyes are perhaps the most brilliant shade of green I have ever seen. For some reason, I find my breath catching in my throat as I lay eyes upon her. She looks somewhat out of place in the bakery, in her dark t-shirt and ripped jeans, and a noticeable stud in her nose. She doesn’t seem to notice me, and I find myself moving towards her without really realizing. She’s a sharp contrast from most women in town, myself included. I keep my dirty blonde hair in a long ponytail, dressing in short skirts and heels. My eyes lower to her feet, and I’m unable to swallow a giggle as I notice she’s wearing jet black combat boots. She seems to notice me upon hearing my giggle, and she pauses, considering me with an unreadable expression. She almost seems to grimace, returning to work without even bothering to say hi. I can’t help feeling the slightest bit offended (okay, really offended) at her casual disregard for my presence, but there is something about her that pulls me into following her into the kitchen. She grunts as she heaves a heavy bag of flour towards the mixer, and I clear my throat in an attempt to catch her attention. She tenses, glancing over her shoulder towards me. I smile politely, offering her a little wave. She stares at me, holding me captive in those bright green orbs and--- why am I thinking this way? I’ve never noticed another woman in this way before, at least not to this extent. Perhaps it’s the vibe she exudes, or maybe I’m making rude assumptions, but I can’t take my eyes off of her dark coated lips.

  “Yo.” She finally seems to settle upon, seeming reluctant to speak at all. She rubs the back of her neck, and I try to ignore the flutters in my chest.

  “Hi there. I’m--” I begin, only to be cut off by a rumble of laughter.

  “You’re Kitten. Mr. Moore’s kid, yeah
?” She interrupts, turning her attention back to the recipe she seems to be working on. She seems oddly dismissive, and I know I should take the cue to leave, but I’m known for being as stubborn as a mule.

  “Y-yeah.” I manage, thinking on my feet. “You know, most people would be a little… nicer to their boss’s daughter.” I say boldly, expecting to get some sort of reaction. What I don’t expect is the melancholy little smile she offers me.

  “That’s actually all the more reason for me to keep my distance, kid.” She murmurs. Then, as if I’m not even there, she busies herself with preparing some of the baked goods that will be served throughout the day. I part my lips to speak, but she seems unwilling to give me further audience and I guess I’ve got little choice than to take the hint. I slip out of the kitchen, smiling hesitantly at Jana before slipping out the door. I’ve got some shopping to do before a night out with my childhood girlfriends.

  Throughout the day, as much as I try to distract myself,I can’t help thinking about that mysterious new worker at dad’s bakery. It was almost as if she were afraid to talk to me, and I can’t help but wonder why that is. I certainly don’t consider myself the intimidating type, and my father could scarcely harm a fly.

  Oh well. If she’s not interested in me… If she’s not interested in becoming friends, I mean, then I won’t push her.

  CHAPTER TWO

  As I sit down to share dinner with my father, I struggle not to let my curiosity get the better of me. However, Brianna’s face has been at the forefront of my thoughts for the duration of the day. At the very least, she could have explained why she wanted to keep her distance. I prop my chin up in my hand as my dad sets the table, watching with a sense of boredom. I’d offered to help him prepare dinner, but as usual, he wasn’t one for seeing my hands dirtied in any way. He scoops a hearty helping of beef stew into my bowl, offering me a plate of rolls. I take one of the doughy delights off the plate before allowing him to pull it away. My father sets the food in the center of the table, taking a seat opposite me and serving himself a helping as well.

  “Dad… what do you know about Brianna… Brianna what? I don’t even know her last name.” I mutter, and he considers me curiously for a moment before quirking a smile.

  “Brianna Walker, is her name. As far as what I know, well, there’s not much to tell. She rolled into town with only the clothes on her back, looking for a job. She’s done pretty well for herself in the time she’s been working for me, but… well. I don’t ask too many questions.” The older man replies, and I sigh dramatically, stirring my stew as means of a distraction. “Why? Interested in trying to befriend her?” He continues, watching me very carefully.

  “I guess.” I reply quietly, not really knowing what my intentions are. My father smiles warmly, reaching across the table to grasp my hand.

  “You’ve always been such a sweet girl, Kitten. But be careful with that one, alright? She seems nice enough, but… well. Her interests could be less than… pure.” He says hesitantly. I quirk a brow, drawing my hand back to myself. Truthfully, for the time being, her intentions seemed more pure than even my own. I don’t voice that thought, however, giving my father something to stress himself over being the last thing on my mind.

  Glancing at the clock, I make quick work of finishing up my meal, eager to spend some time with the girls. My father laughs at how ravenous I seem, but I’m not particularly concerned with looking like the perfect picture of etiquette. I dab at my face with a napkin before moving to dispose of my leftovers. I dump the remaining stew in my bowl into the trash, setting the bowl and spoon in the sink before darting towards the door.

  “See you later, daddy! Don’t wait up.” I call out, hearing him sputter in response. I don’t give him time to argue, however, simply rushing out the door and towards my car. The girls are supposed to meet me at a club downtown, though I’ve never been one for the club scene. A bit of excitement in this snore of a town has to do me some good, however. I shift my car into gear, backing out of the driveway. I can see my father peeking out the door, and for a brief moment, I almost feel bad for making him worry. Steeling myself, I drive away, resolving that he has to allow me to grow up and spread my wings at some point.

  The drive to the club is a short one, and I park across the street, seeing the girls waiting for me on the sidewalk. Jana is there, as I’d hoped she would be, and I call out an enthusiastic greeting as I slip out of my car. I dart across the street to meet them, and we make our way into the club, flashing the bouncer our ID cards as we pass.

  “Kitten, it’s been so long.” One of my high school friends, Marissa, laments. The group seems to agree, and Jana comes back from the bar with our drinks.

  “Too long.” I say agreeably.

  “So…” Jana begins, dragging the word out. “How’s college?” She says with a cheeky smile. Marissa cackles, giving Jana a slight nudge.

  “She means the boys!” Marissa giggles. I pale, averting my eyes and fidgeting uncomfortably.

  “Oh...they’re nice.” I offer, not wanting to follow this train of conversation. Truth be told, all the relationships I had off at college were fleeting, with scummy frat boys. The girls seem oblivious to my unease, chatting about boys and who they’re dating and what not. “I need to freshen up.” I offer as an excuse, slipping away from the table. I make my way in the direction of the bathroom, breathing a sigh once I’m far enough away from my friends. What I also hadn’t mentioned was my seemingly budding interest in women. As I’m about to step into the bathroom, someone catches my eye stepping out of the men’s room. It’s Ronald’s from my father’s bakery, and he spots me immediately. I try to make an excuse to leave, but he moves quickly, grasping me by the wrist and pinning me against the wall outside the restroom.

  “Hello, Kitten. How about we go somewhere a bit more private? I’ve been itching to see you since you got here…” He says with a sly grin, and I try to shove him away.

  “Not even if you were the last man on earth.” I bite out. He hesitates for a moment, before pressing me more firmly against the wall, grasping my breast in his hand. I cry out in protest, but he presses his free hand across my mouth to silence me.

  “I wasn’t really asking, Kitten.” He says darkly. He mashes his lips against mine, and I’m left to struggle helplessly in his strong grasp. Tears spill down my cheeks, and as he trails a hand down to my hip, he’s suddenly ripped away from me by a pair of strong arms. I gasp for breath as he is yanked away. “What the hell--” He begins, cut short by a fist slamming into his mouth. He stumbles back, and I gasp, laying eyes upon my savior. Surprise jolts my body as I see the last person I would have expected to come to my aid.

  “Brianna…?” I mutter, watching as the taller woman shoves Ronald against the wall once more. He squirms in her grasp, making petulant threats that it’s obvious he can’t hold true on.

  “Get out of here, Ronald. If I see you do anything like this again, I swear to God, I’ll see that you regret it.” Brianna rasps, shoving him away from us. Ronald struggles to catch his footing, but manages to right himself, glaring angrily at us.

  “You’ll be the one who regrets it, you dirty dyke.” He spits, and Brianna lunges threateningly towards him once more. He squeaks, turning tail and darting back into the club. My legs feel weak, and I feel inexplicably dizzy as I stare at the other woman. She turns to consider me, gaze sympathetic.

  “Are you okay? Let’s get you home, kid.” She mutters, stepping hesitantly towards me and offering her arm. She seems to think I’ll bolt, but truth be told, I couldn’t be more relieved to have been saved by anyone else. I jolt forward, throwing my arms around her and burying my face in her chest. She stiffens, obviously not having anticipated the sudden show of affection. I can’t blame her. After all, we’ve known each other for all of an hour, total.

  “Thank you.” I sob against her chest, and she rests a hand on the back of my head, running her fingers tenderly through my hair. “I… I can’t go home right no
w. I can’t let my father see me like this. He’d never let me out of his sight again.” I sputter, drawing away from her and feeling the panic begin to creep up on me. She hesitates, reaching out to me to rest a hand on my arm.

  “Calm down. Ah… hell. You can come to my place for a bit, if you really can’t go home. It’s not like I can just leave you to wander the streets.” She mutters, rubbing the back of her neck. Tears continue to spill down my cheeks, and as inappropriate as it is, I can’t help but take in how beautiful she truly is. Perhaps it’s the fact that she saved me from Ronald, but somehow I feel like that’s not all there is to it. As she takes me by the arm, I allow myself a glimmer of hope that she will allow me to get to know her better.

  “Thank you.” I repeat as we step out of the club, into the cool night air. She sheds her jacket, placing it over my shoulders.

  “Don’t sweat it.” She murmurs. In that moment, I’m certain I’ve never been more enamored in my life.

  CHAPTER THREE

  She fumbles with her keys for a moment, and it’s obvious she’s not used to having company at her place. I watch her with a small smile as she curses, before finally locating the correct key. She unlocks the side door to a small building, and taking me by the arm, she leads me upstairs. I can’t help feeling giddy at her touch, but she seems entirely oblivious to my feelings. As we step into her small rented space, she smiles awkwardly, gesturing for me to step inside. I offer her a smile in turn, stepping inside and considering the space with curiosity.