Her hands roamed my entire body, moving from my hips up to my breasts. Her touch was electrifying as she snuck her fingers under my shirt, her fingertips dancing across my belly. She lingered around my waist, as if ready to plunge between my lips at any moment, but it never happened. I was starting to think that my dreams were just that – dreams. Why would someone like her want to be with someone like me?
But just as doubt started to creep into my mind, she grabbed my tits with both hands, squeezing them between her fingers. I moaned out for the first time, arching my back in pleasure. She was rough and gentle at the same time, fondling me through the thin material of my dress. I could already feel my nipples hardening at her touch. I never thought a woman would make me feel this good… and she was just touching me. I yearned for the feeling of her body pressing against mine. I wished she would stop teasing me… “M-Madison…” A part of me still wanted to ask her to stop, but right now, my lust had taken control. I wanted this woman. I needed her.
“Shh.” She leaned down and kissed me again. Her lips were simply divine. I felt my head spin and my thighs start to quiver. Her hand moved under my dress, slowly peeling it off my body. With a flick of her wrist, she ripped it off and tossed it to the passenger seat, exposing my large chest. Finally, she took my bare breasts into her hands, kneading them with care. She leaned down, planting soft kisses along my skin. I moaned out, goosebumps forming all over. I couldn’t even think straight. She squeezed them harder, getting them all nice and tender. My nipples were harder than they had ever been before. Pleasure coursed through them, and it felt like I would explode if anyone touched them. Madison continued to play with my breasts, teasing me by avoiding them, as if she knew exactly what she was doing to drive me insane.
Her eyes sparkled with mischief. “You’ve been thinking of this… haven’t you? I can tell. I can almost smell your sex in the air…” She leaned down, whispering into my ear before she kissed my lips, tugging on the bottom one. God, she was sexy.
When I expected it the least, she took one of my nipples between her fingers and twisted it, her hazel eyes blazing with lust. I bit my lip to keep from moaning as she planted soft kisses all over my chest, taking her time with me. I could tell she was working me up to a crescendo. She wanted to see just how far she could take this. I had a feeling she was trying her best to slowly drive me insane. It was working.
My whole body withered under her touch. Everything about this woman seemed to turn me on. Her body. Her voice. The way she touched me. The way she teased me. Her fingers tightened around my hypersensitive nipples until I cried out, my whole body arching with the sensation. “Madison… I….” I shivered with pleasure, pulling her closer as my legs wrapped around her waist. My ankles locked behind her back like I never wanted to let her go. How could I when she was playing my body like a violin and I was loving every second of it?
“You’re so beautiful…” She whispered, her hands moving down to my ass, squeezing it hard. I moaned out as she spread my cheeks ever so slightly. I felt like she was going to try something but instead, she tucked her fingers under the waistband of my panties and gave them a tug, digging the lace material into my flesh before pulling away. I whimpered, wanting more. All this teasing was driving me wild. I didn’t know how much more of it I could handle.
As she continued to tease me, she pulled and tugged on my panties, driving them into my body even more. I bucked my hips, silently asking her for more. I could tell that I was already soaking wet. The fire between my legs was undeniable.
“How much do you want it, babe?” She asked, her lips hovering over my breasts. This whole time I had been so overwhelmed by everything that I hadn’t said a word. All I could manage were the pleasure-filled moans that escaped my lips. I nodded my head, hoping she would understand that I needed this. I needed it more than anything in the world. “Please…” I managed, already breathless.
“Please what…?” She asked, a smirk dancing on her lips. I could feel her hot breath against my tits.
“I need you… I want you…” My face felt like it was burning with blush. Her smirk deepened before she took my nipple into her mouth. Her tongue flicked across the hard nub, driving me insane. My eyes rolled into the back of my head.
“I…” My voice no longer seemed to work as she slowly stuck her thumbs under the waistband of my panties, tugging on them gently, teasing me. It was only then that I remembered where we were. “M-Madison… what if someone sees us?” I asked, my heart beating a mile a minute.
I was enjoying every minute of our time together, but at the same time, I felt frightened. What if someone caught us?
“It doesn’t matter.” She pulled even harder on my panties. I groaned, feeling them press into my sensitive flesh. Still, my body yearned for more as I bucked my hips into the air, silently asking for more.
In an instant, she ripped them off, her fingertips dancing along my thighs as she slowly spread my legs apart. I could barely hear anything but my own ragged breathing at this point. My heartbeat was drowning everything out.
I reached out, grabbing Madison’s hair in my fingers, pulling at it. I didn’t even notice that I was guiding her down to my already wet mound. My thighs were drenched with my juices. Just the subtle wind from outside creeping into the car and caressing against my pussy felt like it would be enough to push me over the edge. Still, I wanted to feel her tongue inside of me. I needed it.
“Mmm, someone wants me…” She kissed my outer thigh, teasing me even further. At this point, I felt like I was about to reach the brink of insanity. I shivered and held on tight to her hair, bucking my hips into the air, but still, she wouldn’t eat me out.
Instead, she moved her finger along my wet slit, eliciting loud moans from my lips. “Madison… please.” I remembered my dream. Maybe having her fingers inside me wouldn’t be a bad alternative to having her tongue eating me out. At this point, any type of stimulation would be good enough for me. I just wanted something. Anything.
“That’s it, baby. Beg for it.” Her voice was husky and soft, sending a shiver throughout my entire body. This woman was intoxicating. Everything about her made me want to be with her, and I wasn’t even lesbian. I was straight. Wasn’t I?
I hesitated, no longer certain. All my life, I had been dating men. For nearly two years, I had dated Kirk. Didn’t that make me straight? But, after just twenty minutes with Madison, I was already happier than I had ever been in any of those previous relationships.
“What’s wrong?” She whispered, her lips nearly grazing against my own. “You aren’t having second thoughts, are you?” Her hands rubbed my thighs, spreading them apart just a little further. “You aren’t thinking about running back to your good-for-nothing boyfriend when I can treat you better than any man could ever dream of.” She grinned, gently kissing my neck.
I melted into her and tightened my legs around her, my ankles locking. “No. I want you.” I breathed. Never before had I felt so empowered.
She grinned at me. “You won’t regret it.” She was between my legs in an instant, lapping at my juices like she was addicted to the taste. As she got deeper and deeper, tasting me at the source, I felt a buildup deep inside my core, the warmth spreading all over my body. Her tongue felt amazing. The grainy surface rubbed against my pussy, feeling like nothing else. My toes curled as I did my best the keep the impending orgasm at bay, but I knew I was getting close. I couldn’t believe it. Here I was, supposedly a straight girl, about to orgasm in the back of a car because another girl was eating me out. What had gotten into me?
But when the orgasm finally rolled in and I felt the explosion of ecstasy take over my body, I knew I would never regret my decision. I was supposed to be with Madison, I no longer had a doubt in my mind.
She grinned up at me, her face completely soaked. “I hope you’re ready for round two…”
Chapter 4
It took me a while to come down from my high. I was breathing hard, trying to compose mysel
f. Madison had rocked my whole world. I never thought I would experience anything like that in my entire life. There were no words to describe it.
I sighed, closing my eyes as I rested my head on the seat. My whole body tingled with the aftermath of our lovemaking. It was like I was floating on cloud nine. “How was that?” Madison whispered, now completely naked as well, her head on my shoulder.
“Amazing…”
She giggled, her hand on my thigh. She smiled, kissing my lips. Feeling a little more confident, I kissed her back, pulling her close. There was just something about this woman that made me want to hold her forever.
“I guess I should get you home, huh? Unless you’d rather go home with me…” She offered, a mischievous smile on her face.
“What time is it?” I was disoriented. It felt like we had been in the car for hours, but at the same time, it felt like our time together had been way too short.
“Just past five.” She answered, looking at her phone.
“What?” My eyes nearly bugged out of my head. “Kirk is going to be home any minute… He’s going to kill me. I promised to make him dinner…” I trailed off, my anxiety reaching new levels.
“You know, you don’t have to go back to that jerk. If he… hits you… or anything you can call the cops. I’ll even come with you so you don’t have to face this alone.”
I shook my head. “He doesn’t. He doesn’t hit me.” It wasn’t a lie. I looked away from her, quickly scrambling out of the car. I grabbed my dress and started to put it back on. “I just need to get back…”
“Chloe…” Madison placed a hand on my shoulder. “You don’t have to live like this. It’s obvious you don’t love him, so why do you keep putting up with him? It’s not healthy.”
“You don’t have any right to tell me how to live.” I snapped at her, surprised at myself. She pulled back, looking hurt. “I can take care of myself.”
“Okay, okay. I wasn’t saying that to upset you… I just care about you.”
I bit my lip, knowing I had just hurt her feelings. I avoided looking her in the eye. “Look, I just need to get home right away, okay? Do you mind giving me a ride like you promised before?”
“Sure.” She didn’t seem very excited, but nevertheless, she put her clothes back on and jumped into the driver’s seat. With my whole body shaking, I managed to get into the passenger seat, putting my seatbelt on. Maybe coming to see this woman had been a bad idea. I wrung my fingers against the hem of my dress. What would happen if Kirk found out that I had been intimate with a woman? I didn’t think he would take kindly to me cheating on him…
Madison turned on the radio, drumming her fingers against the steering wheel. I glanced at her profile. Her skin was glowing. Was it because of our lovemaking or had she always been this beautiful? I felt my heart speed up inside my chest and I looked away. Her hair was now disheveled after I pulled on it so much, but somehow, it still made her look sexy. I looked away before I could get myself riled up all over again. I had a boyfriend, after all. What had happened between us was nothing more than a fling. Something I could forget about – hopefully.
“Mind telling me your address or do you just want me to drive around in circles until we stumble upon your place by accident?”
“Oh, right. 78 Chicago St.”
She nodded and headed toward the east side of town. “If you ever change your mind, you can find me at 119 N. Main St. It’s a blue house.”
I nodded, but I didn’t think I would be seeing Madison again anytime soon. I knew that if I did, I would just get myself into trouble.
We rode in silence for most of the way. At times, Madison tried to start light conversation, but my short answers would quickly discourage her. Finally, we reached my street. “You can just drop me off here. I’ll walk the rest of the way.”
“At least let me drop you off in front of your house.”
“No.”
“Why not? Are you afraid of your boyfriend?” To my relief, however, she stopped a few blocks away from my house.
“No…” My voice betrayed me. It was weak and timid.
“Don’t give me that crap.” She turned. “You’re petrified of him. That’s the only reason why you’re still with him. Look…” She grabbed my hand, squeezing it. “You don’t have to live like this. You can just break up with him and live your life any way you want to.”
“It’s not that simple.”
“And why not? Why can’t you just go in there and tell this Kirk guy that you don’t want to be with him anymore, that you found someone better…” She squeezed my hand even tighter. “I saw how he treated you after I gave you CPR. He acted like you were nothing more than a nuisance to him – that you would’ve been better off dead. That’s no way to treat a girl – especially one like you.”
“It doesn’t matter. He’s my boyfriend –”
“What do you mean, it doesn’t matter?” Madison’s voice rose. It was clear to see that she was getting frustrated. “He’s a complete asshole who treats you like yesterday’s garbage.”
“You don’t know that…”
“Of course I do. If he treated you like you were supposed to be treated, then you wouldn’t look so scared all the time.”
“I don’t look scared.”
“Then why don’t you want me to drop you off in front of your house?” I didn’t have an answer for her. “It’s because you don’t want him to see you with me. You think it’ll get you in trouble, but you’re a free woman. You can see anyone you want.”
I shook my head. “You don’t understand.” I fumbled with the door, struggling to get out. She grabbed my wrist before I could do so. “Let go of me.”
“I can’t.” She held on tighter. “Not when I know you’re going back to that dirtbag.”
“Let go of me this instant before I call the cops.” I threatened even though I had no idea what I would tell them if I was forced to make the call. “Kirk is just my boyfriend. He doesn’t abuse me. Our relationship is none of your business.”
She sighed and let go. “Fine. Be stubborn. But if you ever run into trouble, come find me, okay?” Her eyes were full of concern. I didn’t even bother to nod at her, I just closed the door and started to walk toward my house.
She drove away, leaving me all alone in the street. I rubbed my arms, suddenly feeling very cold. I sighed, my chest heaving. I walked slowly, reluctant to face Kirk once I stepped into our home. I tried to forget about Madison, but it was impossible. Our time together in the back of her car had been the best experience of my life. I could still feel myself tingling down there. I could almost feel her tongue grazing against my clit and nearly moaned.
No. I had to forget about her. If I didn’t, Kirk would find out and he would do something. Something bad. I shivered at the thought. Maybe Madison was right, maybe a part of me was afraid of Kirk and what he was capable of…
I reached my house and opened the door. Inside, Kirk was already plopped on the couch, his shoes still on. “Where have you been?” He asked, his voice eerily calm.
“I went for a walk.” I lied, trying to sound convincing.
“You? You never go on walks. Why are you lying to me?” He got up, towering over me.
“I…”
“You’ve been lying to me an awful lot lately, are you hiding something from me? Are you going behind my back and fucking other men?” He grabbed my jaw to force me to look at him. I cringed, trying to pull away from his powerful grasp. “Answer me!”
“No!” I was shaking. “Let go.”
He leaned down and kissed me, his rough lips dominating my own. While kissing him before was tolerable, all I wanted to do now was vomit. I suddenly pushed him away, my skin crawling with disgust. His kiss paled in comparison to Madison’s.
“What the fuck did you do that for, bitch?” He raised his fist and I flinched, thinking he was going to hit me. I was frozen in place, unable to move away. He hesitated for a moment before dropping his hand. “You make me so
mad.” He grabbed his keys and headed for the door.
“Where are you going?” I asked, my voice barely audible.
“To get some goddamn air.” He slammed the door behind him. The moment he left, I collapsed to the ground. I couldn’t believe he was actually going to hit me…
Chapter 5
I don’t know how long I just sat there on the living room floor, not knowing what to do with myself. Suddenly, everything Madison had told me in the car felt like it was true. If I just had a bit more courage, I would be able to break up with Kirk and live a better life. Instead, I was trapped in this toxic relationship.
I shook my head. But I couldn’t go back to her now. I would be making a fool of myself. Slowly, I got up and moved into the kitchen. I absentmindedly looked into the fridge. It was overstocked with beer and other worthless things I couldn’t eat. I sighed, remembering all the times Kirk had drunk himself into a stupor, becoming belligerent and intolerable. Why had I put up with him for so long? Was I really that desperate to be with someone? Suddenly, I felt sick to my stomach. I felt ashamed of myself.
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