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What My Girlfriend Doesn't Know

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by Sonya Sones

“What have you been doing?”

  “Oh, nothing much.

  Just lying around on my bed.”

  Which is the God’s honest truth.

  In a way.

  I Get Off the Phone as Fast as I Can

  And race back down the hall

  to my bedroom.

  But when I get there—

  Sophie’s wearing

  her I AM SUCH A STEIN shirt,

  and she’s slipping her jacket on over it.

  She hands me my own shirt

  and gives me a sheepish grin.

  “I think maybe we should take a little break from …”

  She looks over at the bed and blushes,

  not even finishing her sentence.

  But I get the idea.

  “Want to go to the museum?” she asks.

  No! I think to myself.

  I don’t want to go to the museum.

  I want to stay right here

  doing lots more of exactly what we were doing

  before the phone rang!

  But I just pull on my I’M WITH STEIN shirt,

  slap a smile onto my face,

  and say, “I’m there.”

  Before We Leave

  I call back my parents

  to tell them where I’m going.

  Because if they called the house

  and I didn’t pick up the phone,

  and then they tried my cell

  but they couldn’t get through

  because Verizon sucks so bad,

  they’d probably call Mrs. Jeffries again,

  not to mention the local police and the F.B.I.

  And my picture would be on

  every milk carton in the country

  before Sophie and I even got back to the house.

  So I tell them I’m going to the museum,

  but I don’t tell them

  that Sophie’s going with me,

  and that afterwards,

  we’re gonna be here alone together

  for hours and hours

  before her mother comes to pick her up.

  Because not telling someone something,

  when someone’s not even asking,

  is not the same thing as lying. Is it?

  Besides,

  I don’t have to tell my parents

  about every single thing

  that’s going on in my personal life.

  In fact, I don’t have to tell them

  about anything that’s going on

  in my personal life.

  That’s why they call it

  personal

  And Even if I Did Tell Them

  They’d probably just say something like,

  “We trust you implicitly.”

  And you know what’s really annoying about that?

  They actually do trust me.

  And, frankly, that pisses me off.

  Because, I mean, I’m a teenager.

  They aren’t supposed

  to trust me.

  But it’s like they think I’m such a loser

  that I’d never do anything wrong.

  Which sort of makes me feel

  like doing something wrong.

  Just to show them.

  When Worlds (Almost) Collide

  Sophie and I are sketching, talking quietly,

  and sneaking kisses on the wooden bench

  in front of Le Bal à Bougival,

  when I happen to glance down the corridor

  and see Honk and Eve

  heading right toward us!

  I pull Sophie up and tell her it’s time to go,

  tugging her away with me

  in the opposite direction.

  Because if they see me,

  I’ll have to introduce them

  to Sophie.

  And I mean, what if I do that,

  and she says something that sounds …

  I don’t know … sort of immature or something?

  Not that Sophie’s immature.

  Well, I mean, she is immature.

  But not for a fourteen-year-old.

  I mean, she’s just right for her age.

  But what if she happens to mention

  that she goes to Cambridge High?

  Honk and Eve might figure out that I do, too!

  We Stop Off for Pizza at Pinocchio’s

  Then we catch the bus back to my house

  and end up going online

  to try to figure out how long it’ll take my parents

  to drive home in the morning.

  So we start looking at maps of Vermont,

  and, somehow,

  we end up downloading this amazing program

  called Google Earth.

  It’s got about a zillion

  photos of the world on it

  that must have been taken

  by satellites and airplanes and stuff.

  It’s hard for Sophie and me

  to believe what we’re seeing,

  because when you type in an address,

  it starts zooming in,

  all the way in from, like, outer space,

  right down to your own country,

  and then to your own state,

  and your own city,

  all the way down

  to your own neighborhood,

  until you can actually see

  the roof of your own house!

  So we zoom down to Sophie’s house.

  And then over to my house.

  And pretty soon we’re zooming

  all around the world—

  to places like Paris and London and Rome,

  dreaming about someday wandering

  through the streets of those far-off places

  together…

  Then We Start Making Out

  And for some reason,

  just knowing that there’s zero chance

  of my parents walking in on us,

  makes every kiss twice as intense.

  It doesn’t take long

  for my heart to start

  racing around in my chest

  like it’s trying to win the Indy 500.

  Then—click!

  It’s like somebody aimed

  the remote control at my head

  and somehow put my mind on “pause.”

  Because,

  all of a sudden,

  I can’t think.

  I can only feel …

  There’s nothing but Sophie and me

  and the way her arms feel wrapping around me,

  the way our tongues feel swirling together,

  the way her hips feel pressing against mine …

  nothing but Sophie and me

  and my hands gliding across her stomach …

  my fingers bursting into flame

  as they slide up under her T-shirt …

  But before they even reach the bottom of her bra,

  Sophie grabs my wrists, whispering, “No. Wait.”

  Then, she scoots away from me

  to the other side of the bed—

  the other side of the world.

  A Few Seconds Later

  She reaches for my hand,

  saying, “I’m sorry, Robin.”

  “That’s okay,” I say.

  Though my body’s not so sure that it is.

  My heart’s still

  thundering against my ribs

  like a pissed-off prisoner

  trying to break out of jail.

  “It’s just that it all felt so good,” she says.

  “Too good.

  I’ve never felt that out of control before—

  like I could just blink and end up pregnant.”

  “You can’t get pregnant from blinking, silly,” I say.

  Then I wag my finger at her accusingly, and add,

  “Someone hasn’t been paying attention

  in health class …”

  Sophie laughs,

  but a second later

  she gets this
real serious look on her face.

  “I want to do more than just kiss you …” she says.

  Whoa. She does?

  My heart starts doing jumping jacks.

  “… But I’ve never done any of that stuff before.

  So I need to take it slow. Okay?”

  “Slow” wouldn’t have been my first choice.

  It wouldn’t have even been my second choice.

  In fact, “slow” isn’t even on my list.

  But “slow” is definitely better than “never.”

  So I say, “Sure, Sophie. There’s no hurry.”

  And she flashes me a smile so devastating

  that it could even make an atheist

  believe in God.

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  We Spend the Next Couple of Hours

  Trying not to even think about sex.

  Which is not an easy thing to do,

  under the circumstances.

  But we end up having a great time anyway,

  looking through my stacks of Weekly World News,

  and laughing at headlines like:

  AGING BURGLAR

  RIPS OFF OWN HOUSE BY MISTAKE.

  And: MAN KILLS MIME AND NOBODY CARES.

  We crack up over: HOW TO TELL IF

  YOUR PROSTITUTE IS AN EXTRATERRESTRIAL.

  And: ALIENS ARE HERE FOR OUR KRISPY KREMES.

  Then we start cutting the headlines into bits and pieces,

  rearranging them to create time-honored classics like:

  HOW TO TELL IF YOUR KRISPY KREME IS A PROSTITUTE.

  But some of the headlines are impossible to improve on.

  Like this one, which we both agree is trés hysterical as is:

  POO LA LA! MAN SPEAKS FRENCH OUT OF HIS BUTT.

  “Here’s an intriguing one …” I say,

  holding it up for Sophie to see:

  TOUCHING BREASTS MAKES MEN LIVE LONGER.

  She grabs the newspaper out of my hands and swats me.

  “I predict you’ll have a good life,” she says,

  “but a short one.”

  We Tack Our Best Creations Up onto My “Wall of Lame”

  That’s what I call the big wall next to my bed—

  the one that I’ve covered

  with all my favorite sketches and paintings,

  plus cartoons and photos and funny postcards,

  and tons of other miscellaneous weird-but-cool stuff.

  “You’re so lucky,” Sophie says.

  “My mom would never let me do this to my wall.”

  And, as if on cue, Sophie’s cell starts ringing.

  She checks the number and rolls her eyes.

  “Speaking of my mom …” she grumbles. “Hello?

  … Aw, come on, Mom … No!

  You can’t come yet… It’s not even ten …

  Can’t you just… Can’t I just—”

  But Sophie’s mom hangs up.

  “Sweet,” Sophie says,

  glaring at the phone like she wants to murder it.

  “She’ll be here in ten minutes.”

  “Then we’d better make the best of them,” I say.

  Sophie wiggles her eyebrows at me lewdly

  and says, “Great minds think alike.”

  And a second later,

  we’re practically kissing each other’s

  faces off.

  Just Before Her Mom Arrives

  Sophie and I make up a secret handshake.

  It’s more like a goof on secret handshakes—

  because this one’s actually

  a footshake.

  We start out

  by walking toward each other

  with our right hands stuck out in front of us,

  like we are getting ready to shake.

  Then, at the last second,

  we reach down and grab hold

  of the other person’s right ankle instead,

  shaking it in midair, as though it’s a hand.

  That probably sounds easier to do than it is.

  But, really, it’s pretty hard,

  because the timing has to be perfect,

  and both of us have to balance on one foot.

  So the first few times that we try it,

  we fall over on top of each other.

  Which, of course,

  is half the fun.

  At School on Monday

  Sophie and I meet by the water fountain

  right before lunch.

  Just like we planned.

  We do our secret footshake, and crack up,

  even though there are tons of people around,

  staring at us like we’re the scene of an accident.

  But there’s no way

  we’re gonna let them get to us.

  So we just pull off our sweatshirts—

  revealing that Sophie’s wearing

  her I AM SUCH A STEIN shirt,

  and I’m wearing the one that says: I’M WITH STEIN.

  Then I take hold of her hand

  and we shove open the double doors to the cafeteria

  like a couple of gunslingers entering a saloon.

  As We Head Across the Room

  And everyone reads

  what it says on our shirts,

  I’m not sure if a hush is falling over the crowd

  or if it just seems that way.

  A few people snicker.

  But most of them

  just stand there blinking at us,

  like we’re some kind of bizarre mirage.

  When we pass by Zak and Danny and Henry,

  they sneak these sidelong glances at each other,

  like each one’s scared to react until he finds out

  what the other two guys are gonna do.

  When Dylan reads the words on our shirts,

  he looks like he wants

  to say something real nasty to us,

  only he’s so stupid he can’t come up with anything.

  And when we walk past Rachel and Grace,

  Grace looks like she wishes she could

  fall right through the floor.

  (Or like she wishes Sophie and I would.)

  And Rachel looks like … like …

  Well, I’m not exactly sure what she looks like.

  So many different emotions are flashing across her face

  that you’d have to be a speed-reader to catch them all.

  When We Get to Our Usual Table

  Sophie and I take out our lunch bags

  and start joking around with each other,

  trying to appear oblivious to the fact

  that everyone’s still staring.

  And suddenly—

  Rachel’s standing right next to us!

  She hesitates for a second,

  then sits down on the bench beside Sophie.

  She points across the table at me,

  right at my I’M WITH STEIN shirt,

  looks directly into my eyes,

  and with this quivery-chinned little grin, says,

  “I am, too.”

  Whoa

  This must be

  how the Red Sox felt

  when th
e Curse of the Bambino

  was finally

  lifted.

  Everyone’s Really Staring at Us Now

  So I usher Sophie and Rachel out of the cafeteria.

  On our way to the door,

  we walk right by the table where Grace is sitting,

  her face looking whiter than a vampire’s.

  She’s pretending not to see us,

  but she’s laughing real loud, too loud,

  at something Henry’s whispering in her ear.

  I whisk the girls past her

  and bring them over to Schultz’s room,

  so that they can make up with each other in private.

  As soon as we get here,

  I say good-bye and turn to leave.

  But Rachel asks me to stay.

  And a second later she bursts into tears

  and starts apologizing.

  To both of us.

  Then Sophie’s hugging Rachel,

  and Rachel’s hugging Sophie,

  and both of them

  are hugging me.

  We Spend What’s Left of the Lunch Period

  Teaching Rachel the secret footshake,

  writing I’M WITH STEIN on her T-shirt,

  and drawing OUTLAWS RULE! tattoos

  onto each other’s arms.

  And the entire time,

  Rachel’s filling Sophie in

  on every single thing that’s happened to her

  in the last month.

  Including the fact that at lunch today,

  when Danny refused to come over to our table with her,

  Rachel did something she’d been wanting to do

  ever since winter break: she broke up with him.

  Which, I’ve got to admit, is kind of impressive.

  But even if it turned out

  that Rachel was a complete ditz,

  I still wouldn’t mind chilling with her.

  Because Sophie hasn’t looked this happy in weeks.

  She’s lit up so bright

  that it almost hurts my eyes to look at her.

  Except that she’s so beautiful,

  I can’t keep from looking at her.

  Just Before the Bell Rings

  Schultz walks in.

  And when he finds us hanging out in his room,

  he does this little double take.

  But then he just grins at us,

  saying, “Hey there, kiddos.

  Glad to see you’re making yourselves right at home.”

 

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