A BROKEN GIRL’S JOURNEY 3 (A BROKEN GIRL'S JOURNEY)

by Niki Jilvontae

  Chapter 7

  It was a sunny May day when Lakea let her loneliness and need for comfort cause her to make one of the worse decisions of her life. She was walking home from the store connected to their apartments with Mesha and the boys when she saw him. He was totally opposite of her usual type, but appealing nonetheless. He stood about 5'6, average build with coca skin and deep set brown eyes. His goatee and hair were freshly cut and he smelled just like kush and Axe body spray as Lakea walked by.

  “He cute, but not my type,” Lakea said as she and Mesha got one unit away from him, but he wasn't letting her get away that easy.

  “Excuse me Ms. Lady, but can I talk to you for a minute.” He yelled as he walked fast to catch up with them.

  He looked dope boy fly in his Bay Area airbrushed t-shirt, camo shorts, and Jordans. Fresh for the block boy that he was, but it was easy for Mesha to see that he was not the type of guy Lakea should fall for.

  “Hey beautiful, what's your name?” He asked smiling and revealing his 24 gold teeth, top and bottom.

  Although Lakea didn't usually go for dudes with gold teeth, she felt that he had a genuine smile and sincere eyes. Or maybe she was just vulnerable and lonely. Whatever the reason was, Lakea decided to let him entertain her.

  “I”m Keyshun by the way!” He said taking Lakea's hand and kissing it while smirking.

  He scanned Lakea's whole body lustfully with his eyes as he stood back staring at her, waiting for her to respond. Lakea knew she was cute true enough in her BeBe jeans and cropped, pink BeBe top, and pink wedge sandals, but this fool was standing there looking at her like she was the last bottle of water in the Sahara Desert. The thirst was real from the start, but Lakea was so eager to be loved again she didn't even see the signs. She was happy to be admired again, and not that I wonna fuck admiration the niggas in the strip club gave her. Real admiration. She smiled to herself at the thought of how quickly a woman could put a man under her spell simply from the switch of her hips and the sway of her ass. Lakea knew she had that d-boy from that first glance, but she soon found out that he wasn't really what she needed. She should have been more careful what she asked for.

  “I'm Lakea!” She said smiling.

  “Ms. Lakea you got a man?” Keyshun asked her.

  “No, not at the present time, but I'm not really looking for one either.” Lakea said sucking her teeth with a smirk on her face.

  Although she was feeling this raw animal attraction to Keyshun, she didn't want to seem eager. She didn't want him to know how much she longer for someone to love her. Someone she could love and count on when she needed them. She knew she was a strong girl and could hold her on in almost any situation, but she still needed a king to protect her and hold her tight. What Lakea truly longed for was the type of pure, unconditional love Jeremy gave her. The love that she lost.

  She thought that Keyshun could give her that type of love, but she couldn't have been more wrong. Her desire to have a man made her blind to all of the obvious signs that Keyshun was nothing more than a dog looking for a place to lay up. Like countless other times in her life, Lakea was going to have to learn that lesson the hard way.

  “Well we gone have to change that,” Keyshun said as he and Lakea walked to her building, catching up with Mesha and the kids.

  “How you doing Ms Lady?” Keyshun asked Mesha, flashing her his million dollar smile.

  She was not impressed.

  “Hmmm,” Mesha said with a sour look on her face as she rolled her eyes and opened the outside door to their building.

  “Damn lil mama what I do to you? You don't even know me. Ima good guy!” Keyshun said while grabbing J-J up and hugging him. “And I love the kids, and they love me,”

  “That may be my nigga, but I don't know you, and I don't like slick ass niggas. So Ima tell you up front if you plan on fucking over my cousin or hurting her in any way, that's yo ass. Now play pussy and get fucked!” Mesha yelled at Keyshun after grabbing J-J out of his arms and leading the boys into the door and slamming it behind them.

  Lakea just stood there with a confused look on her face. She didn’t know why Mesha hated him so much. She was totally blinded by Keyshun's charm and her own desire to move past the demons of her past and truly be loved. She just couldn't see what Mesha saw, but soon she would.

  “Damn, I don't know what I did to your cousin, but she do not like my black ass,” Keyshun said laughing.

  “Well we so used to dudes being cheating, low-down bastards its hard to trust a handsome smile. I guess you just have to proves us both wrong,” Lakea said batting her eyes at Keyshun.

  “I will! So can I come back to see you later?” Keyshun asked stepping so close to Lakea she could feel his breath on her neck.

  That awakened Lakea's senses instantly and she felt a familiar tingle in her pussy that made her yearn for him to touch her, to be inside of her.

  “Sure,” Lakea said after about a minute, trying not to seem desperate.

  “Okay, I'll be back at about nine sexy. You want me to bring you something?”

  “Yeah, you can bring the boys something, toys and food whatever. We a package deal you know,” Lakea said going into her building.

  “Yeah, I know that. Holla at ya later then,” Keyshun said as her held the outside door to the building open, watching Lakea's ass as she went up the steps.

  “Dammmnnnn, you bad!” Keyshun yelled as he closed the door.

  Lakea giggled as she went inside of her apartment. She liked the thought of having someone of her own to share her feelings, thoughts, and fears with. A better half.

  Mesha was waiting on Lakea in the kitchen when she entered the apartment.

  “Damn June what's wrong with you?” Lakea asked her. “You went off on that nigga for nothing,”

  “I just don't trust his ass cuzzo. That nigga a hoe, I can tell.” Mesha said rolling her eyes and crossing her arms. “I just don't want you to get hurt cuzzo. You gotta realize that this nigga ain't Jeremy, so don't give him that type of love,”

  Lakea shook her head.

  “I know that lil cuzz so I ain't gone put my feelings in this shit, but I am gone fuck him though.” Lakea said laughing, and after a few seconds Mesha laughed too.

  Mesha knew that her cousin was up on game, but at the same time she knew that she was very vulnerable and eager to love, and be loved. That is why Mesha made it up in her mind that moment to watch Keyshun's ass like a hawk.

  “Fuck the shit out of that nigga, just don't let him fuck you.” Mesha told Lakea.

  Lakea knew exactly what she meant. Don't let him put her through any unnecessary changes, get the dick and be done.

  After cooking, feeding the boys, cleaning up, giving the boys baths, and putting them to bed Lakea began to prepare for her date. Lakea was so nervous though because Jeremy was the only person she had voluntarily had sex with and that was years ago. She wondered if she remembered how to be intimate without being forced. She didn't have much experience anyway, and her most recent sexual encounter involved the creep and a wooden spoon, which was an experience that still gave her nightmares. Lakea wondered would that trauma hinder her from being able to have sex with Keyshun.

  Lakea stood there looking at herself in the mirror on her dresser, looking so sexy, but innocent in her long gray formfitting spandex dress with nothing underneath.

  “Don't make love to that nigga cuzzo, fuck his brains out though,” Mesha said laughing as she crept up behind Lakea.

  “I am bitch, I'm gone fuck him all over this big ass bed. Drop this pussy on him like POW!” Lakea said dipping down low and making her ass pop.

  Both of the girls burst out laughing hysterically until a knock at the door startled them.

  “Bitch its him!” Lakea squealed as the butterflies in her stomach fluttered like crazy.

  “Ima go in my room after I smoke his dope up, with his sneaky ass.” Mesha said following Lakea into the living room and sitting on the couch as Lakea opened the door.<
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  There he stood when Lakea opened the door. Mr Smooth ass Keyshun looking fine as ever with a bag full of toys and outfits for the boys, four pizzas, a bag of goodies and juices, a bottle of 1800, and a handful of cigars.

  “Wasup baby, y'all ready to get fucked up?” Keyshun asked as he walked in and kissed Lakea on her jaw.

  Lakea giggled but pushed him back.

  “You just forward huh?” Lakea asked him laughing.

  “I see what I want and I go get it,” Keyshun said staring into her eyes.

  “Boy please, you can keep all that lovey dovey bullshit pimping,” Mesha said with her lips curled up as she rolled her eyes.

  Keyshun laughed and threw and ounce of kush in her lap as he sat the food and toys down.

  “Do you think if you get high enough, you will give a nigga a damn break. Mean ass lil girl!” Keyshun joked.

  Finally Mesha smiled and said, “Maybe for a minute, but I'm still watching yo slick ass!”

  They all laughed, but Lakea knew Mesha was serious.

  After smoking about six blunts and watching some fight tape Keyshun brought, Mesha excused herself to her room.

  “Ima leave y'all alone for a while, but know I'm still watching you sneak,” Mesha said giggling as she went into her bedroom.

  “Maine she hard on a nigga,” Keyshun said laughing as he scooted closer to Lakea on the couch.

  “She just know that most niggas ain't shit and she don't want me to be hurt,” Lakea said facing Keyshun, who was now so close to her face that she could feel his cool fresh breath on her face.

  “Bae, I ain't gone hurt you,” he said while kissing her on her neck.

  He lied through his teeth and Lakea could feel it, but she didn't care. At that moment Lakea's lust had taken over and she wanted him.

  “I believe you.” Lakea panted as Keyshun kissed her up her neck to her face.

  Then there lips met and he kissed her with passion and lust, while running his fingers through her long, thick hair.

  Lakea's body was on fire. He had ignited the flames deep inside of her, that desire to be touched, and loved on by a man.

  “Let's go to my room!” Lakea said grabbing Keyshun's hand and leading him into her door and closing and locking the door behind them.

  Chapter 8

  As soon as the door closed Keyshun embraced her and kissed her again deeper and with more passion, thrusting his tongue in and out of her mouth.

  ‘I wonder can he eat pussy like that?’ Lakea thought to herself and laughed out loud.

  That made Keyshun stop kissing her and look at her with an odd expression on his face.

  “What you laughing for bae?” Keyshun asked letting her go and sitting down on the bed.

  “Nothing boo, just a nasty thought that ran through my head.”Lakea giggled.

  “Do tell or better yet, show!” Keyshun said laughing and watching Lakea as she walked over to her night stand and turned on the radio.

  “Maybe I will, but let's get to know each other a little bit at least. I ain't no hoe, but I ain't no tease either. I know I want to fuck you, but I think I should at least know some shit about you first,” Lakea said with a serious look on her face, sitting on the bed next to Keyshun.

  She wasn't going to play any games with Keyshun. Her intentions were to fuck him and leave him alone like her cousin said, but them damn raging emotions of hers wouldn't make it that easy.

  “I know you ain't no hoe baby, but what do you wonna know about me?” Keyshun asked laying back on her bed with his hands behind his head.

  “Everything!” Lakea said laying down next to him and putting her head on his chest.

  They talked for about two hours, telling each other about their childhood and old relationships. Lakea didn't tell Keyshun all of the sorted details of her past, but she was still in tears by the time she made it to her high school years and described her incarceration at Wolverine. She was reliving all of the terrible things that had happened to her. Keyshun listened and then wiped the tears from her cheeks as he kissed both of her eyelids.

  “I won't hurt you and I won't leave you unless you want me to.” He said looking deeply into her eyes as another tear fell.

  Keyshun kissed away that tear too and Lakea felt all of her emotions fill her body at once. She grabbed the back of Keyshun's head and kissed him passionately as her rubbed her hair. Lakea was ready, she was ready to have him inside of her, to take her, consume her, and fill her up with his love.

  Lakea lie back as Keyshun climbed on top of her and planted kisses all over her face and neck. She moaned in pleasure as he kissed back up her neck to her mouth. Their tongues danced in each others mouth as Lakea pulled off Keyshun's shirt, unbuckled his belt, and he kicked off his shoes and shorts. Keyshun started back kissing and licking Lakea's neck down to her breast, kissing and licking them both gently before continuing down her stomach. When he got to her pussy he kissed it deeply through the thin, spandex material and took a deep breath, inhaling her scent.

  “Ummm, I love strawberries,” He said as he slipped his hands under her dress, pulling it off over her head and revealing her naked body.

  He drunk her in from head to toe.

  “Damn!” He said as he lowered himself back on top of Lakea, kissing her passionately again.

  Lakea could feel her pussy getting super wet with every kiss and lick from Keyshun's tongue. She anticipated his mouth touching her and feeling his thick, hard penis inside of her. She moaned loudly as Keyshun began licking down her stomach again, very slowly until he was at her pussy. “Knocking the Boots”, by H-Town blast from the speakers of Lakea's radio and helped to push her deeper into a lust filled haze as Keyshun kissed her pussy lips deeply, letting his tongue graze them ever so lightly. Lakea jumped from the sensation and moaned as Keyshun slipped his tongue into her pussy, flicking and sucking her clit.

  “Mmmmm, ssssss!” Lakea moaned as Keyshun continued to slurp and suck on her clit.

  “Damn yo pussy not only smells like strawberries, but it taste like em too. Ima lucky muthafucka!” Keyshun said before he went back to licking on Lakea's clit, and then thrusting his tongue in and out of her wound.

  “Sssssss, damn boy!” Lakea moaned as she grabbed the back of Keyshun's head pushing him deeper into her pussy as she grind her hips, fucking his face.

  Keyshun extended his left arm and began to pinch and caress Lakea's right breast as he inserted his index and pointer finger on the other hand into her wet pussy.

  “Ohhh, shit boy!” Lakea yelled as Keyshun began to suck her clit again, while thrusting his fingers in and out of her faster and faster. Lakea fucked his face harder and faster until she climaxed all over Keyshun's face and he continued to suck her clit, drinking all of her juices.

  Slowly he climbed back up Lakea's body, licking and kissing her as he worked his boxers off and on the floor. He kissed Lakea again while caressing her head with one hand, and rubbing his eight inch dick against her clit.

  “Ummm,” Keyshun moaned.

  “Baby I can't wait to feel you.” He whispered into Lakea's ear.

  Lakea felt the hair on the back of her neck stand up and her pussy get wet all over again. She was lost in lust. However, she wasn't that far gone that she would be a fool and have unprotected sex, so she reached over to her night stand and pulled a condom out of the drawer and handed it to him.

  “What's this?” Keyshun said looking at the condom like he had never saw one before.

  That should have been a red flag for Lakea itself, but she was still too wrapped up in lust and the thought of being in love again to notice.

  “Baby, I told you I want to feel you,” Keyshun said kissing Lakea's neck in that special spot behind her ear that made her weak.

  “Not without a rubber you won't. Baby I got enough mouths to feed already,” Lakea said kissing Keyshun on the lips.