“You want this dick don’t you? That’s why your bitch ass acting up?”
“Yes baby, please give it to me.” Watching him pull it out, I damn near came on myself. He wasted no time getting in these sugar walls. He slammed his dick in me and I had to fight back a scream.
“You better not make a fucking sound.” Biting my lip, I did everything I could not to do anything to make him stop. Keeping one hand around my neck, he used the other one to hold my leg up and he slammed into my pussy like it was no tomorrow. Reaching trying to grab anything to hold on to, I needed to squeeze something as I came so I didn’t scream or moan. He told me not to make a sound, but he was slamming in me so hard you could hear that shit down the halls. Feeling my body shudder again, I knew it was no way I could ever stop fucking this man. Hearing him grunt, I knew he was about to cum as well. Releasing me, I jumped down and put my mouth on his dick and started sucking. Feeling his babies slide down my throat made me wet again. Once he was done he pulled his dick out and slapped me in the face with it.
“Next time, I promise I’m going to beat your ass. Set your alarm for five in the morning, but I better not hear it. Wake me up to some head and you better be quiet and the shit better be fye.” Pulling his clothes up, I ran to my phone and made sure to set my alarm. My pussy got wet just from the sound of it. I couldn’t wait to get his dick in my mouth. As soon as I sat back on the bed, Auri opened her eyes and looked around the room.
“That shit was stronger than the last shit you gave me.”
“This one is uncut. You feel it more when it’s pure.” Noticing he didn’t touch his line, Auri sat up.
“Can I do your line since it’s my day?” Smiling at her, he seemed happy that she wanted it.
“Yeah, go head baby do your thang.” Watching her snort his line, her eyes rolled back again and she passed out.
“Is that ever going to stop happening when she do that?” The shit was starting to scare me.
“Yeah, when she starts doing it more it will stop.” Too selfish to even pay attention to what he said, I laid back and started rubbing my pussy. He said five in the morning, but I wanted some right now. Not moving, he just sat there and watched me for a while.
“Bend over, I wanna fuck you in your ass.” Doing as I was told, I prayed it didn’t hurt. I was too scared to tell him no and I wanted the dick. Pulling my boy shorts down to my knees I hope he is gentle. Feeling him spit on my asshole, I braced myself for what was about to come.
“You better not run and you better not scream.” Pulling my pillow to me, I bit down on it to muffle the noise I was sure to make. As soon as he entered me, I wanted to stop and never allow him to touch me again. This was a pain I couldn’t bear. His dick was entirely too big. Not to mention, he didn’t attempt to take his time so I could get used to it. He slammed into my ass like it was a wet pussy. After a while, the pain subsided and it turned into pleasure. Now being able to throw it back, I started taking over. He couldn’t take too much of that and his ass started shaking. Assuming since I couldn’t get pregnant in my ass, I thought he would nut in me. Pulling out I wasn’t ready for what he said next.
“Catch my nut, hurry up.” Looking at him like he was crazy, I didn’t move. Not giving me time to protest, he grabbed my head and pulled it to his dick and rammed it in my mouth.
“Lick this mother fucker clean.” Since it was already in my mouth, I did as I was told. Walking back to Auri’s bed, he fixed his clothes and climbed in behind her wrapping his arms around her waist. With tears in my eyes, I pulled my clothes up and laid in my bed alone.
Five in the morning came quick, well at least to me it did. Even though we already fucked, I still wanted to give him some head. Tip toeing over to Auri’s bed, I reached in Sosa’s pants and pulled his dick out. As soon as my mouth hit it, he looked up. Instead of laying down and enjoying his early morning head, he slapped the taste out of my mouth.
“What the fuck are you doing?” He snapped at me quietly.
“But you said…” He didn’t even let me finish. About to slap my ass again, I jumped up and ran over to my bed fast as hell. Starting to get tired of the way he was treating me, I cried myself to sleep. Even if I was just a fuck to him, he didn’t have to treat me like this. This nigga didn’t give a shit about my feelings and I was tired of it. This always happened to me. Nobody wanted to be my man, but everybody wanted to fuck Jess. I know I can get lit and turned up a lot, but I still wanted a man in my life. If I was smart, I would have realized that Delow wanted to be that man, but I was too focused on Sosa to see that.
Waking up a few hours later, Sosa and Auri were making love. Not him fucking her, but you could actually see the passion in what he was doing. Getting out of my bed, I walked out our room and slammed the door. Hating that I ever slept with him, I sat in the cafeteria and looked back over my life. Sex has always been my go to in order to forget my feelings. My parents treated me as if I was another piece of furniture in the house. Auri was the only friend I had and she treated me like family. Starting to feel like shit for messing with Sosa, I was done with his ass. The thing is, I wasn’t even trying to cross my friend. My pussy always seemed to get me in trouble, that thang had a mind of its own. Not after today though, I needed to get back right with my friend. Neither one of us needed Sosa in our life. He was definitely trouble. Knowing how powerful his dick is, I prayed she listened to me when I told her she needed to let him go. There was no way I would ever tell her about us, but I had to figure out a way for her to see that he wasn’t shit. It would be hard to do, since we were at school and he was in Chicago, but I was going to try.
CHAPTER 13- SOSA
My ass was tired, for the past few months I had been back and forth to Harvard visiting Auri. A nigga really wanted to stay at home, but I can’t have my girl drifting and shit. She was gone off a nigga and I needed it to stay that way. Half the reason I’m always there is to take her drugs. Her habit has gotten stronger and she needs it to focus now. She stopped passing out when she takes a hit and now the girl wants it none stop. I thought that once she got addicted to it she would drop out of school and bring her ass here, but that hasn’t happened. Only thing that has changed is I got my ass on the fucking road every week. If I wasn’t the head nigga in charge, shit would be a problem. Not to mention Jess ass is in her ear every chance she gets. She calls herself not fucking with me, but that shit don’t move me. As long as the bitch stays out of my business, we good.
“Nigga, where the fuck your mind at?” Delow was staring at me like I had lost it.
“Trying to figure out how to get out of seeing Auri this weekend. My ass is tired of going down there. Don’t you want to see Jess? Nigga you go.” Shit was starting to sound like a good idea to me.
“Hell naw, it’s a party this weekend and my black ass gone be in there looking for a bitch with low self esteem. You know a bitch that will suck your dick cus you told them they pretty and shit.” Laughing at that nigga I couldn’t do shit, but agree.
“I feel you, but you laughed at me when I told your ass I didn’t want a strong hoe.”
“That shit dead my nigga. Them hoes want a nigga to wait for thirty days and treat me like a crack head when I pull out the white girl to have fun.”
“Hoes ain’t got no manners, you already know that shit. But nigga you are one snort away from being addicted.”
“Nigga fuck you. I ain’t addicted. That bitch you driving drugs to every weekend is the one gone out her mind.”
“Just the way I want her ass. This bitch about to make me a gold mine. All I need is one willing pretty bitch and the others will follow.”
“Something wrong with your ass. You didn’t have to do that girl like that.” As if he knew we was talking about his daughter, Auri’s old ass daddy walked out the door.
“Can you please move from in front of my gate?” You could tell he was pissed, but he was trying to say the shit polite.
“Can you please suck my dick? Get the fuck o
n before you get your feelings hurt.” Looking like he wanted to say something else, I cut his ass off. “Play with me if you want to, I’ll make that bitch the trap house. Now go your ass back in the house and tell your wife I said bring me a plate. I’m hungry and if I have to wait more than thirty minutes, I’m coming in to get it.” Slamming the door as he went in, I laughed at his ass. The nigga better have my food out here or I was going in to teach him a lesson.
“Nigga what the fuck are you doing? You do know that’s your girl’s daddy?” Deleon popped up out of nowhere. I’m getting real sick of this nigga too, but I had to play nice until everything was turned over to me. For some reason, his clown ass was stalling the process.
“He good, he knows I’m just fucking with him. When are you going to finish the last details of this shit?” The only thing I was waiting on was for him to introduce me to the connect.
“When he says he is ready to meet with you. Stop causing friction out here when you don’t have to. How is Auri doing? Are her grades still up there?” This nigga was gone off my bitch and he think I don’t know it. Knowing she wasn’t going anywhere, I had an idea.
“I can’t make it up there to see her this weekend, my side bitch missing me and shit. Can you go for me?” The nigga eyes lit up like Christmas. Auri was going to be pissed because she wouldn’t be able to get her fix, but I didn’t give a fuck. I was trying to go to this party and recruit some more bitches for my team.
“I’ll go this time, but your ass needs to do better.” When he walked off, I laughed at his clown ass. He knows damn well he was happier than a sissy in jail to go out there. He asks about her ass every time I see him. As soon as he turns over the connect, I’m going to treat that niggas life.
“Hey Delow, I’m going to the party after all my nigga.”
“Deleon smooth ass gone fuck your bitch, you better quit playing.”
“I ain’t worried about that nigga. She gone off my ass, trust me she ain’t like your bitch. That’s who you need to worry about, Jess might fuck the shit out that nigga all weekend.” This mother fucker actually looked sad. He knew his girl was a hoe, but he didn’t know I was fucking her as long as I was. He can have that bitch back though. I no longer needed her. Auri was completely turned out and did damn near anything I wanted her to do. As long as I was giving her coke, she was my freak. All I needed to do was get her all the way gone off the shit and she would be that same freak for everybody else. My plan was falling into place and I was ready to get this show on the road. Auri may not deserved what I was about to do to her, but I didn’t give a fuck. She was a casualty in this game of mine and even without her knowing she was taking one for the team. It was going to be a good summer, I could already tell. Auri’s mom walked on the porch with a plate of food and I ran up the steps to get it.
“Nigga they probably spit in that shit.” Delow laughed as I grabbed the plate from her. He was right, I shouldn’t trust they ass. Right in her face, I tossed that shit. Bitch gone have to come harder to take me out.
“Clean that shit up, I have no idea what you did with that food. You didn’t actually think I was going to eat that did you?” Looking pissed, she went in the house and slammed the door. “Come on nigga, I gotta go get something to eat. I’m hungry than a mother fucker.”
“You crazy as fuck. They gone call the police on your ass.” Delow was laughing at the whole situation.
“They won’t, trust me. He knows it’s going to be worse if he does that.” Getting in my truck, I couldn’t wait to fuck with that nigga again. I hated his ass and I was going to make sure he knew it every chance I got.
CHAPTER 14- DELEON
I couldn’t show my excitement to Sosa letting him know I was happy as hell he asked me to go, but I was on cloud nine. First place I went was to the barber shop and got my shit tight and then I went to the mall and got Auri a couple of things she might need. After grabbing an Italian beef from Portillos, I made one last stop and got some Harold’s Chicken before I hit the road. Normally I would fly, but I like to think while I’m on the open road. My cousin had been doing some real flawed ass shit lately and that was the reason I had been holding out with my connect. The thing is, I couldn’t put my finger on it, but I knew it was some shit off about his ass. Not wanting to believe that it really was about Auri, I started thinking of things it could be. Coming up with nothing, I turned my music on and prepared myself for this nineteen hour drive.
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After getting a couple hours of sleep, I jumped right back on the road and I was finally pulling up to the college. I hadn’t even texted her to let her know it was me coming instead of Sosa. Now I was thinking it wasn’t such a good idea. She might think a nigga on some stalker shit and that wasn’t even the case. Too late to turn back, I pulled out my phone and texted her.
Me: Hey baby girl wya?
Auri: In my room.
Me: Come out front, I’m here.
Auri: What are you doing here? I almost turned around and said fuck it. She didn’t have to say the shit like I was getting on her fucking nerves, but since she had no idea I was coming, I checked my ego and texted back.
Me: Sosa asked me to come in his place. Looking at my phone waiting for her to reply, but she never did. After sitting there ten minutes, I was about to drive to a hotel and get some sleep before I got back on the road, when she came out. She was still beautiful, but something was off about her. She was smaller and she looked tired. School must be getting the best of her.
“Hey, sorry about that, I just wasn’t expecting it to be you instead of my boyfriend.” She looked sad as fuck and I wanted to beat Sosa’s ass.
“He had some business to handle. You want to go in your dorm or you want to hang out with me for a bit?” She perked up for some reason.
“I’ll go hang out with you. I’m tired of being in our room. I need a new scenery.” Driving off, I decided while we were out I would go and check into a hotel. When we pulled up, her eyes got big as hell.
“What are we doing here? I didn’t mean we would hang out like that.” Almost ready to laugh at her naivete, I calmed her nerves.
“Baby girl, I’m just grabbing me a room to make sure I have somewhere to lay my head. Unless you want me sleeping in the dorm with you.”
“Let’s go get you a room.” Laughing I grabbed all the stuff out my trunk and headed into the hotel. After I received my room key, I took everything upstairs.
“Here, I brought this for you.” She looked inside the bag and saw that I had bought her some soap, towels, lotion, clothes, and food.
“You didn’t have to do this, but I’m glad you did. I was running low.”
“No problem.” Walking over to the microwave, she warmed up her beef and started eating like she hadn’t ate in days. “Auri, if you needed anything, you would tell me right?”
“What do you mean?” She asked with a mouth full of food.
“If you were short on money and needed some for food, you would ask right?” Realizing why I was asking her this question, she started slowing down.
“I’m okay, we don’t have food like this here and I was excited.” Looking at her, I could tell she really lost a lot of weight. But I wasn’t going to push the issue, since she didn’t want to tell me. When I got back home, I would make Sosa send her some money. Deciding to break the silence, I asked her about school.
“How are your grades holding up?”
“They’re okay.” Noticing the spark that was once there about school was now gone. She used to take pride in answering questions like this. Wanting to help her in any way I could I pressed her again.
“Auri are you okay? You seem different.”
“Why the fuck is everybody asking me that? I’m fine, I have been busting my ass all my life. Can I get a fucking break?” This may have been the first time I heard Auri curse. After today, I would check on her more. I can’t allow her to break under pressure and she only had a couple of months left, but for now I would let it go.
“I’m sorry, I was just worried about you. I won’t ask again.” Not even acknowledging my apology, she moved on to the next conversation.
“Did Sosa send you anything for me?” She must need something else that I didn’t think of.
“He didn’t, but if it’s something else you need I can take you to the store and get it.” Looking at the tears form in her eyes, I was lost. “What do you need Auri?”
“Nothing. It’s fine.” Not knowing what else to say, I just sat there. When she was done eating, she climbed in my bed and went to sleep. As much as I dreamed of her being in my bed, some shit just wasn’t right. Sitting there watching her, she started to shake and cry. Wishing she would let me in so I could help her, I texted Sosa to see if he knew what was wrong.
Me: Your girl asked me if you sent her something and now she over here crying cus I said no.
Sosa: She will be aight. Nigga do your job. You’re there so I don’t have to be. If we gone be texting about her all night I could have gone my damn self. Laying my phone down, I wished I was back home so I could beat his ass. This nigga mouth was getting real loose on how he talked to me and I wasn’t having it. Noticing that Auri was still shaking, I climbed behind her. Not knowing what else to do, I held her until I felt it stop. Once I knew she was finally sleep, I allowed myself to drift off as well.
Waking up the next morning, Auri didn’t look any better. She looked terrible, but I dared not tell her ass that. Whatever Sosa was supposed to give her, I wished he had given it to me. After washing our ass, I decided to take her to breakfast. Getting me some stuffed French toast and bacon, I waited on her to order.
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