“I gave you one of everything to start you off.”
“I’m going to need more than that. With the news I just received, I want to be so high I can’t feel my face.” Grabbing me some more, he handed it to me.
“What was the news?”
“I overheard you saying you killed my baby. That shit broke my heart because I thought you loved me. Why would you do that to me?” Looking at me weird, he walked over to me and snatched my shirt open. “What the fuck?”
“I had to make sure you weren’t wearing a wire. I had no intentions of ever telling you that part, but since you heard me I don’t give a fuck.”
“I don’t understand, what have I ever done to you that would make you kill my baby?”
“Stop whining all the fucking time, I killed her because I needed you back.”
“You have a million junkies buying your drugs, why the fuck did you need me?”
“Not now, I will tell you later. We need to go.”
“Go where, I’m not going anywhere with you. Why the fuck did you kill Jess. It seems like you just wanted to take away everyone that I loved or loved me. You made sure Deleon didn’t want me anymore because you kept pumping me with that shit, and then Jess and now my baby.” This nigga started laughing.
“You think Jess loved you? I fucked that bitch damn near every day. Even when you were in school high and passed out, I was fucking the bitch in your bed. She didn’t give a fuck about you. I killed her because she wanted to mess up my plans with you.”
“What fucking plans.”
“You will see. Now let’s go.” When he saw I wasn’t moving, he walked up and punched me so hard my neck snapped. Grabbing me by my hair, he dragged me to his car. I had no idea where he was taking me, but I prayed Deleon was on the phone.
CHAPTER 40- DELEON
Walking around my house I made sure I had grabbed all the clothes I needed to stay at the hospital. Faith was doing good and the doctors felt like my presence was helping her. When I got to the door and opened it Auri was standing there looking like she was actually hurt. Not in the mood for her shit I snapped.
“What the fuck do you want?” She looked like she was scared and that hurt me, but I had to put my foot down.
“Sosa killed Faith.” Getting aggravated, I almost wanted to slap her for saying that shit. Who plays these types of games? Our daughter was alive and well.
“You’re high, get the fuck off my steps.”
“I heard him talking about it when you left, he said he killed Faith and Jess.” Wanting to go back to the trap and beat Sosa’s ass again, he knew how to use Auri against me and the shit was starting to piss me off and her dumb high ass didn’t know which way was up. How could you let this man convince you to come over here saying this type of sick ass shit? I was over the bullshit with these two.
“I don’t know what kind of sick joke you and that nigga playing, but I have to go.” Walking off, I left her standing there looking dumb. I don’t know why this nigga insisted on trying me, but I was going to let him be great today. Eventually, he would see me again and when he did it wouldn’t be pretty. This clown ass nigga had worked my last nerve and family or not he had to go. Driving back to the hospital, my mind drifted back to Auri. She was so lost and broken and I wasn’t able to fix her, but I was no longer going to hold that against her. She couldn’t be around Faith, but I would call her and give her updates on the baby. After all she was still her mother. It was time for me to let all this anger go. Every time I saw Auri, I was allowing her to put me in a bad place. From this day forward, I was going to accept her for who and what she was. Walking back into the hospital, I felt better. Forgiving people was so much better than holding on to all the anger and pain. When I walked in the room, Faith was making baby noises as if she knew I had walked in.
“Hey daddy’s baby. You missed me? I’m here. I’m not going to ever leave you okay.” Her vocal chords were getting stronger and that shit made me melt. We would sit and talk to each other all day. At least that’s what I thought she was doing. Laying all my stuff down, I went into the bathroom. I heard my phone ringing, but I continued to wash my hands. When I walked out it rang again. Seeing that it was Auri, I damn near didn’t answer, but I changed my mind. Even though I wasn’t sure if I was ready to be back around her, I knew it would help with our daughter’s improvement. Answering the phone, I was about to ask her to come to the hospital when I heard her talking. Hearing her ask about drugs pissed me off. She still didn’t give a fuck and after everything I had just said, I was back pissed. Curious to know what did Sosa do to have this type of hold on her, I listened a little while longer.
“I overheard you saying you killed my baby. That shit broke my heart because I thought you loved me. Why would you do that to me?” Standing up, I damn near passed out waiting to hear what he was going to say back.
“I had to make sure you weren’t wearing a wire. I had no intentions of ever telling you that part, but since you heard me I don’t give a fuck.” Sosa said it like the shit was nothing.
“I don’t understand, what have I ever done to you that would make you kill my baby?”
“Stop whining all the fucking time, I killed her because I needed you back.” Running out the door, I bumped into Hannah.
“I need you to stay with Faith. Please don’t ask me no questions, just do it.”
“Okay I will.” Running out the hospital I jumped in my car. I heard the hit and then there was silence. Out of nowhere I could hear Auri screaming for him to let her go. Hearing a door close, then there was silence. With the phone pressed all the way against my ear and shoulder, I damn near broke my neck listening for them to say something else. About ten minutes went by when I heard Auri screaming.
“Let my daddy go. He has nothing to do with this. Please don’t hurt my daddy. You have already taken everything from me, let him go please.” Hearing the door close again, I was now beyond pissed. What the fuck was this nigga on.
“Auriana, it’s going to be okay. I would rather him hurt me than you. I have lived my life, but if I give my life to save yours, I need you to make sure you turn yours around. Don’t let him win baby.” Hearing this exchange had tears in my eyes. The fucked up part is I was just driving, I had no idea where the fuck I was going, but I wasn’t stopping until I figured out where she was. After being on the phone about thirty minutes I was starting to lose hope, until I heard the door open.
“Get out.” It wasn’t until then that I realized he had them in the trunk.
“Please just let Auri go.” I could hear a smack and Auri crying.
“Nigga you don’t get to make no fucking requests.” It sounded like they were walking into a building. It was quiet for a while, so I assumed he was tying them up.
“When I was a kid, I had the best mom in the world. She was my best friend, but I always had this void in me because my father wasn’t there.” Sosa was now talking and I was listening intently.
“Everything was great with us, but it got better when she met her boyfriend Greg.” What the fuck.
“He did everything with us, I had never seen my mom that happy. Until he decided to tell her he couldn’t be with her anymore. His wife was starting to catch on.”
“Oh my God, daddy no.” Auri was just now realizing where this story was going.
“My mom got so depressed, she turned to drugs to cope. It didn’t take long for her to get addicted. Next thing you know, she was strung out and fucking anybody that would let her for her next fix. She started getting sick, but she would never go to the hospital because all she cared about was the drugs. They consumed her and then she passed away. My momma had contracted HIV from somebody she had sex with for a five dollar bag of crack.” It was all starting to make sense. It wasn’t about Auri at all.
“Do you know what happens to a little boy with no parents? I was shipped around from group home to group home. Finally, I had a family that adopted me, but my foster dad felt I should be grateful they to
ok me in and I should show that appreciation with sex. I was molested by that sick fuck until I was old enough to kill his ass and get the fuck out on my own. I searched for you high and low and your ass was in Chicago living it up with your perfect family. You see Auri, this was never about you. I wanted him to feel what I did. I wanted him to watch someone he loves wither away to nothing. He had to see what it was like to lose everything. When you decided to get clean, I had to kill your baby in order to get you back. I still needed you. Greg is about to witness first hand what the fuck he missed out on. Starting with me having to watch niggas fucking my mom.” Knowing what he was about to do, I was pissed. Guilt was consuming my body. If I had listened to Auri when she came to the house, I could have prevented this. Now he was about to rape her in front of her dad. This was all on me, not being able to take it, I laid the phone down. I didn’t pick it back up until I heard Auri screaming we are at a warehouse. I knew exactly where she was.
CHAPTER 41- SOSA
Hearing Auri tell me she knew I killed her baby and Jess, I was glad. I wanted her to feel the same kind of hurt I felt. Dragging her ass out of the house by her hair, it was time to finally go ahead with the plan.
“Let me go. Sosa, let me the fuck go.”
“Shut the fuck up.” Punching her in the mouth, she finally stopped screaming. Opening the trunk, I threw her ass in and proceeded to get the next piece of the puzzle. Pulling up to her parent’s house. I got out of the car and walked up to the door. Banging on it like I was the police, her father came flying to the door.
“Hello Greg, I’m gone need you to come with me.” Looking like he was about to say no, I let him know he didn’t have a choice. Raising my gun at him, I smiled at his face expression.
“If you don’t go with me, I won’t just take you. I’ll take your wife as well.” Wanting to protect his wife, he walked down the steps with me. As soon as I opened the trunk, Auri’s ass started screaming.
“Let my daddy go. You have already taken everything from me. Just let him go please.” Pointing my gun at him, he climbed in. Taking the half hour drive to our warehouse, I needed to be where no one could hear me or think about looking. When I pulled up to the warehouse, I got out and opened the trunk. The first thing this mother fucker started doing was pleading for Auri.
“Get out.”
“Please just let Auri go.” Punching his ass with the butt of the gun, I grabbed him out of the trunk.
“Your ass acting like you got a choice.” Pulling them inside, I tied them to the chair so I could let everyone know why they were here. After I finally explained everything, Greg ass had the dumbest look on his face and Auri looked shocked. Her perfect parents aren’t so perfect after all. It was so many nights I wanted to tell her to shut the fuck up, when she would sit and brag about their love and how she wanted a relationship like theirs. Half of the time, I don’t even know how I stomached it. Knowing the end goal would be everything I expected and more, I stayed focused. Auri’s ass tested the fuck out my patience so many times. Every time she decided she wanted to get clean, I had to fight with myself not to kill her ass. Grabbing Auri out of the chair, her dad was about to feel everything I felt.
“If you close your eyes, or look away, I am going to kill her. Do you understand?”
“Yes.” Her father was crying tears and I didn’t give a fuck. Wasn’t nobody around to dry my eyes all the nights I fucking cried.
“Take off your clothes.” She cried, but she did as she was told. Looking at her like she was crazy, I don’t know what the fuck she crying for, we done fucked a million times. Kissing her, I grabbed her hand and caressed my dick with it. Pulling it out, I was ready for the fun part.
“Put it in your mouth Auri.” Looking towards her dad, she mouthed I’m sorry and got on her knees. Acting like she didn’t know what she was doing, I grabbed her by her face and started pumping in her mouth. Hearing her gag, was turning me on. Looking up, I wanted to make sure her father was following the rules, and his bitch ass was crying. Pulling her mouth off my dick, I turned her around and slid in the pussy. Her shit always felt good to me. No matter how many dicks she fucked, her pussy was always tight. That’s probably why I made so much money off her ass. Slamming into her, I enjoyed this time so much better than all the others. This one was redemption. Knowing her father had to see what I did as a kid for some reason turned me on. Grabbing her by her ass cheeks, I pounded inside her as if it was the last nut I was about to receive. Guessing I was too excited, my nut was about to come early. Picking up the pace, my dick swelled up and I couldn’t control the moans that escaped my mouth.
“Ahh fuck.” Right as it was about to shoot out, Auri snatched away. Not wanting to lose my nut, I jerked off on her ass to get it out. Pissed at what she did, I punched her in the pussy. She screamed out from pain as I laughed at her.
“You ain’t got a dick, shut the fuck up.” She yelling and shit like she got balls hanging from her clit. Looking to her father, I let him know that I had something else planned for him. Tying Auri back to her chair, I left the warehouse. Rushing, I forgot the tools I had to torture his ass. He thought this shit was going to be quick and easy, but it wasn’t. This nigga was going to feel this pain and I was going to enjoy it. Auri was going to die because she knew too much. Even though, I wouldn’t mind keeping her alive. Deleon would be next. Every mother fucker that crossed me was going to die today. It was judgment day and I was the mother fucking judge and the jury.
CHAPTER 42- DELEON
Once I heard Auri scream they were in the warehouse, I hung up the phone. Knowing it was only one because I gave it to him. It was where we took people to kill them. Nobody else was around and you could take your time and do the shit right. Plus, it was in the woods. Right after we were done, we would take them out there and bury them. It was enough bodies over there to be a cemetery. Grabbing my phone, I looked for the number I was trying to reach.
“Hey D what’s up?” Delow sounded just as bad as me. He took Jess death harder than he liked to let on, but he was about to get some redemption.
“Where you at?”
“I’m at the trap why what’s up?”
“Leave right now. Meet me two blocks away from the warehouse on Franklin Rd. I’ll explain when you get there. Leave out right now.”
“Bet, I’m on the way.” Flying as fast as I could, I thought about Faith and called my mom.
“Hey son, how is the baby.”
“It’s too much to explain, but I need you to go to the hospital. Hannah is there with the baby, but after the shit I found out, I don’t trust nobody with her. I’m on the way to get Auri.”
“Why do you keep doing this to yourself. She is not going to change.”
“Ma, for once can you just do what I ask without all the extra. I told you I will explain it later. Not over the phone okay? Just get up there and stay with the baby.”
“Okay son.” Hanging up, I could now focus on the task at hand. Knowing my daughter was straight, helped clear my head. Speeding as fast as I could, I headed to the warehouse.
Me and Delow pulled up at the same time. I’m glad he left right out like I asked. He got out his car and got in with me.
“What’s going on.”
“Sosa killed Jess and he tried to kill my daughter. He broke damn near every bone in her body. Auri called me while she confronted him and he admitted it all. He doesn’t know I was on the phone the entire time. He has them at the warehouse. He left and I don’t know when he is coming back, but Auri and her father are there. I just need you to keep them safe until I handle this nigga.”
“You got me fucked up D. No disrespect, but he only injured your baby. He killed my girl. She was out there I know that, but at the end of the day, I loved her and I want to see him pay just as much as you, if not more.” Understanding where he was coming from, I agreed for us to do this together.
“I don’t even have a plan, all I know is this nigga dying today. The only thing I have with me is one
gun. Do you have yours on you?
“Never leave home without it.”
“We will know when he gets back, he has to pass us to get to the warehouse. Auri and her dad are safe, he ain’t there. I don’t want to chance him seeing our cars, or anything that can tip him off.” Delow nodded his head in agreement and we sat there in silence waiting. After sitting here, I wish I had stopped and grabbed some more shit. I was so in a rush to get to Auri, my ass wasn’t thinking. Knowing I didn’t have shit else here, I would have to be satisfied with putting a bullet in his head.
An hour later, we saw his car going pass. Waiting ten more minutes, I drove to the warehouse and got out of the car. Delow was right behind me. The look on his face shocked me, because I never took him for a killer. The way he was looking right now, I wanted him in front of me just in case he decided he wanted to kill everybody. Nigga looked like he was about to go shoot up a movie theatre. Walking in, I could hear voices. Auri and her dad was facing us, and Sosa had his back turned. Easing up behind him, I raised my gun and hit him over the head. The bitch ass nigga went dead to sleep. Untying them from the chairs, Auri ran and hugged me.
“Listen, I need for you all to go wait in my car. Greg, I would never disrespect you in any way by letting you know of my past life, but this nigga gotta go.”
“You don’t have to apologize to me. Kill that nigga as quick as you can. Don’t let him live another minute.” Laughing at her dad, I waited until they walked out and then I picked Sosa up. It was good to see he brought some tools. It looked like he was about to fuck Greg old ass up. This shit here screamed the upper room. Seeing the two ropes he had in his bag, I looked over to Delow.
“Help me hog tie this nigga with this rope.” I hoped he was ready for the shit we were about to do. After we tied him up, I grabbed the bag of tools he had and we drug him out to the woods. His skin scraping against the ground must have hurt bad as fuck, because his bitch ass woke up.
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