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Hidden in Lies

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by Rachael Duncan


  “What do you think of Alex? Will you feel safe with him when I’m not around?” he asks. Even though I don’t know Alex, I do feel safe with him, and the realization strikes me as odd. I’ve never been one to trust others easily, knowing that most people always have a hidden agenda. I’m not sure what it is. It could be something in his eyes, or the confidence he exudes, but it makes me feel like he knows what he’s doing. Even if I didn’t feel safe, I’d never tell Cal. He would make the choice regardless, so how I feel is of no consequence. I’m actually surprised he even asked.

  “Yes, he seems like he’d be proficient at his job. I do have a question though.” His eyebrows raise expectantly. “Will there be someone else that stops by? He can’t possibly watch over the house twenty-four hours a day.”

  “He’ll set up a living quarters in one of the spare bedrooms. It’s already been arranged. He’ll have a partner that will relieve him at night for a few hours while he rests, but otherwise, it’ll just be him with you. I’ll have a separate security detail with me. I met with him last week when I decided to run for office.”

  “Okay, that makes sense,” I reply with a small smile. Inside I want to scream at him. He’s known for a fucking week that he was going to run for president and he just told me last night? My jaw clenches with the need to lash out at him, but I pull it back not wanting him to know how much I despise his lack of respect for me as his partner in life.

  “THAT’S WHY, WITH the support of my wife,” he pauses to glance at me standing beside him before returning his attention back to the crowd, “I’ve decided to run for the office of president in 2016.” The crowd goes nuts with cheers and applause. I smile and clap along in the celebration, but my eyes keep roaming around, more alert to my surroundings than ever before.

  Sure, there’s always been a small group of security personnel when he’d give speeches, but I never paid them much attention. Now, with the home invasion, it seems to be one of the only things I notice. A few guys line the bottom of the stage we’re standing on, facing the crowd. It makes me feel better knowing they’re actively surveying the audience for anything out of the ordinary, but that’s not what has my senses heightened. It’s the exquisite specimen behind me. I don’t have to look to know he’s there. I can feel him. And that realization is troubling to me.

  A man has never, ever made me feel this way. Call me a gold digger, but I’ve always entered a relationship knowing how many zeros were at the end of their banking account balance, and that knowledge definitely didn’t zap my panties like one look from this man does. He has this mysterious air about him that I want to pick apart and dissect. He’s rather quiet; of course I’ve only been around the guy for less than twenty-four hours. I can’t figure out what is drawing me to him, but I know I need to stop immediately. I’m married and Cal would flip his shit if he knew the thoughts running through my mind regarding Alex.

  A shadow looming over me pulls me to the here and now. Glancing over my shoulder, I see Alex close behind me. “I’ll take you back to the car while he finishes up. Okay, ma’am?” he says close to my ear. Goose bumps race down my flesh as his breath hits my skin. Butterflies dance in my stomach and I have to resist the urge to close my eyes and savor the moment. My body’s reaction is alarming and unwelcome. Swallowing hard, I do everything I can to squelch the feelings whirling inside me.

  I nod and turn back to Cal. “Alex says he’s going to escort me to the car while I wait for you to finish up here. Is that okay, dear?”

  He glances down at me and says, “That’s perfect. I shouldn’t be long. I’m just going to talk to a few potential donors and set up some lunch meetings with them for later on in the week.” His attention turns back to the crowd, waving at them as they continue to applaud.

  Standing up on my toes, I kiss him on the cheek and smile lovingly at him. Of course, this is all for show. The cameras are rolling and I’m expected to be the supportive, totally devoted wife of a politician. So that’s what you’re going to get. “You did wonderful today, Cal. I’m so proud of you.”

  “Thanks. I’ll see you in a few.” He kisses me chastely on the lips before I turn to Alex where he is studying me closely, his head tilted to the side just the slightest bit. Again, I feel like he sees through my shield, the façade that protects me from displaying the phony that I am. Quickly turning away from his scrutinizing eyes, I walk off the stage. He’s close behind me in seconds and puts a hand on my lower back to guide me to the awaiting car. I swallow hard, trying to ignore the way my skin ignites from his touch.

  Alex carefully helps me into the back of the car, looking around at our surroundings while he does it. Walking around to the other side of the car, he opens the door and slides into the front passenger seat. Neither of us talks and it’s so incredibly awkward for me. I find myself shifting in my seat often, playing with my nails, and looking around aimlessly. He looks ahead, his eyes covered with sunglasses, making it impossible to see exactly what he’s looking at. I take the opportunity to study his profile. He really is a stunning man, with his sharp jaw line and full lips. This is the first opportunity I’ve had to look at him without being obvious and getting caught, and I’m taking advantage of it. Upon closer inspection, I see a thin, jagged scar that runs along his jaw line. I probably wouldn’t have noticed it if I wasn’t studying the side of his face. I almost want to reach out and touch it to see if it’s as rough as it looks. The mark isn’t a flaw by any means and does nothing to detract from his looks. If anything, it makes him look more rugged and manly.

  Having finished my thorough perusal of his face and unable to take the silence anymore, I say, “Alex, how long have you been doing private security?”

  Keeping forward, he responds, “About two years, ma’am.”

  “You don’t have to call me ma’am. You’re making me feel old,” I say in a lighthearted way. I don’t know what possessed me to be so informal. I’ve never protested to someone calling me ma’am before. In fact, I’ve become so used to people doing it, it’s almost expected.

  “Okay, Mrs. Fitzgerald.” I feel my face pull down into a pout. For some reason, that doesn’t sound much better either. I’m about to tell him to call me Elizabeth when the car door opens and Cal slides in beside me.

  “We have a meeting with Aaron tonight to go over some of the beginning stages of the campaign. Things are about to get pretty hectic and you’ll need to be there through the whole thing.”

  Grabbing hold of his hand, I squeeze it and say, “I’m right beside you, Cal.” Public appearances aren’t the only thing I have to fool. I have to fool my husband into believing I’m the perfect wife as well. He has no clue the contempt I’m starting to feel for him. The anger and resentment grows on a daily basis, but I really only have myself to blame for it. As time goes on, I feel used more and more. I almost laugh at myself at the irony. Aren’t I doing the same thing? Using him for my own reasons? Except my reasons for marrying him got a lot more complicated after one phone call, and now I can’t leave.

  “Good,” he says with a nod. The car pulls away as we drive back home.

  I’m exhausted and the last thing I want to do is talk political strategy with Aaron tonight. Actually, I won’t be discussing anything. I’ll simply be an ornament on the couch where I’m expected to nod, acknowledge, and agree to all the plans that are laid out before me. Aaron’s good at his job, one of the best. He knows what appeals to the public and how to manipulate them into voting for whoever he works for. And that makes me hate him. Every action, every word has a specific goal and purpose. Everything is calculated and you cannot deviate from that plan. If you do, there will be hell to pay. Aaron’s a fairly calm guy, does well under pressure, but if you mess up whatever path he has laid out, he will come down on you like you’ve never seen. It’s why his candidates always win.

  A little after seven o’clock there’s a knock on the door. Cal leaves me sitting in the living room while he answers it. A few moments later, he walks back in wit
h Aaron. After we’ve exchanged pleasantries, Aaron dives in, pulling out maps and charts and numbers. All things that I couldn’t care less about.

  Pretending my focus is on the meeting at hand, I discreetly look around the massive living room to alleviate my boredom. I never cared for the large, white sofa that faces the expansive windows overlooking the front yard or the matching armchairs and love seat. I’m not one for fancy furniture and it all looks rather pretentious. The fireplace to my left, on the other hand, is my favorite part of the room. It’s the focal point with its exaggerated mantel and built in bookshelves placed on each side. Reading has always been a passion of mine, an escape from reality, so I take pride in the books that line the shelves.

  “Elizabeth, that’s where you come in,” Aaron says, looking at me. I’m sure I have a deer in headlights look, making it quite obvious that I wasn’t listening.

  Shaking my head slightly, I say in confusion, “I’m sorry. I don’t think I understand.”

  “You come from a poor family. Cal needs to connect to the poor voter. It’s hard to do that when everyone knows he comes from an extremely wealthy family. You’ll make a speech about your upbringing, your struggles, and how you met Cal. You’ll talk about how he never saw you as the poor girl and cared for you unconditionally. Just like he’ll do for each and every one of the voters.” I stare at him blankly, blinking every so often. He wants to use my childhood struggles as a campaign tool? A way to trick citizens in believing that he doesn’t think he’s better than them?

  Truth is, Cal had no idea I was poor when he met me. I was in my third year of college and I had perfected the art of looking expensive without spending a fortune. I’d buy key designer pieces off of Ebay as a way to trick the men I was interested in. You flash a little Louis Vuitton here and there and suddenly you’re perceived as having money. None of them knew I grew up poor. It wasn’t until we were engaged six months after dating that he found out where I was raised and under what conditions. To say he was stunned was an understatement, but I had played my part so well that he was able to look beyond it. He saw me for my potential. And by potential I mean he saw the benefits of having me on his arm. It was obvious that I could work a room and schmooze over affluent people. That’s the perfect woman to have support you when you have high political aspirations. However, not everyone saw what I had to offer. I thought his mother was going to have a heart attack on the spot.

  “Elizabeth, this will help me win the primary,” Cal says sternly, making me turn in my seat toward him. He looks offended that I haven’t agreed immediately, and it’s unlike me to hesitate at a request made by or in support of him.

  Blinking several times, I say, “Yes, of course. Whatever you need, love. You know that.” I force a smile to spread across my face, knowing it doesn’t reach my eyes. Not that Cal would know the difference since this is the only smile he’s ever seen.

  “Are you alright?” he asks, grasping my shoulder lightly.

  “Yes. I’m sorry, I’m just exhausted from the long, exciting day. If you don’t mind, I was actually thinking of turning in for the night. But if you still need me here, I’ll stay.” Again with the fake smile.

  “No, you go on up. I shouldn’t be much longer.” Leaning in, he gives me a kiss and lingers for a few seconds. I play along and act like the loving wife everyone knows.

  Standing from the sofa, I walk around it and make my way through the kitchen. I’m in a daze thinking about their request, my eyes fixed straight ahead not seeing anything. That is until a pair of crystal-blue eyes catches my attention, causing me to come out of my zombie-like state. Alex is sitting on a barstool at the kitchen island. I hadn’t noticed him there before since my back was to him during the whole exchange with Cal and Aaron. I’m sure he heard the whole “let’s use your poor childhood” strategy. I can see the question in his eyes, but I’m not sure why. But there’s something else there, which leaves me puzzled and angry at the same time.

  Pity.

  And I hate it.

  IT’S THE NEXT morning and my week just gets shittier.

  “I know it’s last minute, but my mother is going to be here around lunchtime,” Cal informs me as I’m buttoning up my blouse. I stifle the groan that threatens to leak out. To say I’m not a fan of his mother would be an understatement. She is the stereotypical stuck-up rich lady who I avoid at all costs. Unfortunately, it looks like that won’t be possible since she’s on her way.

  “Oh, how nice,” I reply, turning my back to him so he can’t see the lie written all over my face. Even I’m not a good enough actress to pull that one off. There are two things I’m unable to fake in our relationship: orgasms, and liking his mother.

  “She wants to spend a couple days here to congratulate me on the big announcement.” I cough at the mention of ‘a couple days.’ “Are you alright?” he asks.

  “Excuse me.” I place my hand gently on my throat¸ pretending I have something caught in it. “Something just went down the wrong pipe. I’m okay.”

  “As I was saying, she’ll be here for a few days, but I’m leaving tomorrow.” That doesn’t make any sense. Why would she come to celebrate when he’s not here? “Aaron is going to talk to her about a few things while she’s in town to prepare her for the campaign.” Ah, now I see. She’s getting coached just like I am. I doubt she’ll need much advice. She’s the epitome of keeping up pretenses. They won’t have to worry about her stepping out of line and embarrassing him or hurting his chances of winning.

  “That’s lovely. I’ll make sure the guest room is made up for her and her favorite soaps and shampoos are in the bathroom.” I walk over to him and kiss him on the cheek before leaving him to finish getting ready.

  As I walk down the stairs, I think about what I’m currently wearing. I have on a pair of black skinny slacks, a plain white T-shirt that I was going to throw a nice blazer on over, and black, pointy toed heels. I should turn around and go back upstairs to change into something Mrs. Fitzgerald will approve of, but first I need caffeine.

  Rounding the corner, I collide into a firm chest. My hands reach out behind me to catch my fall, but they never touch the ground. After a few seconds, I realize my ass hasn’t crashed into the ground and a pair of strong arms is wrapped firmly around me. My eyes slowly lift up until I’m staring into Alex’s amazing blue eyes. I’m transfixed, unable to look away. All of my senses are heightened, picking up the most subtle things. Like the clean, fresh scent of his body wash, the feel of his hard biceps under my hands that are resting on them for support, the sound of my breath quickening, and the sight of his smirk when he notices I haven’t attempted to pull away.

  Coming back to my senses, I right myself and take a step back. “I’m so sorry. I wasn’t paying attention to where I was going.” I smooth my clothes and take another small step back. I can’t think clearly when he’s so close.

  “It’s no problem, really. Are you alright? Did you hit anything?” he asks, the concern in his voice is something I’m not used to. For a long time no one has cared enough to be worried about me. Cal certainly never bothers himself with my well-being.

  “Yes, I’m fine, thanks to you.” I smile at him in gratitude.

  “I was just getting ready to check the perimeter, but there’s a cup of coffee on the island waiting for you when you’re ready for it.” He points his thumb over his shoulder, gesturing to the kitchen.

  My head tilts to the side. “You made me coffee?” Why am I making such a big deal about this? It’s just coffee and the Keurig does most of the work anyway.

  “Yes, Mrs. Fitzgerald. I watched you make it yesterday, so I think I made it right. But if not, there’s a black coffee next to the Keurig if you’d like to make it yourself.”

  “You don’t have to do that, you know? You’re not the housekeeper . . . just my babysitter,” I say jokingly, even though the reason he’s assigned to me is no joking matter. The corners of his mouth twitch, fighting off a smile.

  “I don’t
mind, Mrs. Fitzgerald. I’ll be back in a few minutes, then you can go over your plans for today with me.” I nod in acknowledgment and he heads off in the opposite direction and out the front door.

  Grabbing the coffee off of the island, I take a sip to test it out. It’s delicious, the perfect blend of roasted coffee, vanilla, and splenda. I take in a deep inhale hoping it’ll work its magic through my system that much faster. I walk over to the far corner of the kitchen to have a seat at the breakfast nook where I like to look out the window and watch the birds in the morning. Footsteps can be heard in the entryway, and I know Alex is back from doing his perimeter check. He has a seat in front of me and waits for me to talk.

  There’s a word that I’ve never used to describe Cal.

  Thoughtful.

  But here’s this person, who’s practically a stranger, noticing my likes and dislikes. I’m not sure how to feel about that.

  “Thank you for making me coffee. It’s perfect.” I take another sip and close my eyes, savoring the taste. This is probably better than when I make it. Warmness comes over me knowing that he paid enough attention to me to know how I like my coffee. Cal wouldn’t be considerate enough to bring me coffee, let alone make it to perfection. When I open them, I find him watching me intently. Why does it feel like he’s always analyzing me?

  “It’s no problem, Mrs. Fitzgerald.” There he goes with that Mrs. Fitzgerald shit again. He really needs to stop that.

  “You know what is a problem, Alex?” I ask. His eyebrows rise up his forehead, waiting for me to continue. “You calling me ma’am and Mrs. Fitzgerald. Ma’am makes me feel ancient, and Mrs. Fitzgerald is reserved for the mean woman that is Cal’s mother. You can call me Elizabeth. Got it?”

  He nods. “Got it, Elizabeth.” The way he says my name with his deep, smooth voice gives me the butterflies. I haven’t felt butterflies in my stomach over a man since I had a crush on that boy when I was fourteen years old. I squirm in my seat ever so slightly before returning my attention to the coffee mug in my hand.

 

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