Ingredients to Love

by Dixie Lynn Dwyer

  “He’s right, Alessa. You are our woman and we are your men. This is real,” Lenox added, joining them and pressing against her back. As Roman released her lips, Lenox turned her sideways so he could kiss her next. Then Ziek was there, and Roman and Lenox released her to Ziek.

  He pulled her close, smiled down into her eyes as he caressed her long brown hair away from her cheeks.

  “Let go, baby, like we’re doing. It feels so good,” he said, then pressed his lips to hers.

  * * * *

  Ziek felt emotional, and it was strange for him. A man who, like his brother and cousins, closed off his heart, his emotions, years ago and learned to be stronger than a shield of iron. This gorgeous, sexy woman broke down those walls, penetrated that shield, and made him want things he never knew he wanted, or maybe had denied himself. Ziek smoothed his hand along her ass and squeezed. Instead of pulling back, Alessa pressed closer, pressed her tongue deeper into his mouth and drew what she needed from him.

  She moaned into his mouth and then he felt her fingers undo the buttons on his shirt. He tightened, shocked, aroused. He pulled from her mouth. “Alessa?”

  She shook her head.

  “I need, and want, and feel so much, Ziek. I want to let go. I want to be free from the fears, the pain, the distrust, the loneliness. When I’m with all of you, I feel whole. I hope that doesn’t scare you.” She continued to unbutton his shirt and then pressed her lips to his chest.

  “It scares the hell out of me,” Cobra said, joining them. Touching her hair, gripping a handful as he stared at her lips. “Don’t you tell a soul, baby, or there’ll be consequences,” Cobra whispered as an order, then pressed his lips to hers.

  Ziek had to hide his smile. Big, bad Cobra was finally letting down his guard, too. Ziek went to step back to give Cobra space, but then he felt Alessa’s feminine hand grip his shirt and hold him there. She used her other her hand to rub up and down Cobra’s chest as Cobra kissed her full throttle on the mouth. Both of them moaned and Ziek looked at Roman and Lenox, who now stood up, joining in. Roman caressed her hair. Lenox took her hand. She pulled from Cobra’s mouth, eyes closed, body swaying and she shook her head.

  “Incredible. Oh God, I feel it.”

  “We feel it, too. It isn’t bullshit. We want you. You want us. Nothing else matters. It will all fall into place. Let’s stop fighting it, Alessa, and let’s make love. Let’s be one,” Roman said to her.

  Ziek reached out to stroke her cheek and jaw. She looked up at him, those gorgeous hazel green eyes were filled with emotion and desire.

  “It’s been forever for me. I mean, years since I let a man into my body.”

  “What?” Cobra asked, totally shocked, and his tone and expression made Alessa lower her eyes.

  “I’ve only been with one man, Calvin, and look what he did to me. He was abusive, controlling, manipulative, and unfaithful. He cheated on me with multiple women, Cobra. I can’t help but be terrified that not only will it happen again, but it will be worse, because there are four of you, and four of you could–”

  “Never. Never compare us to him, to Roberto, or whatever male dicks you’ve come across in your life. This is real. We want you and there will be no other women. Only you. The center of our universe,” Cobra said then kissed her.

  When he released her lips he held her gaze and it was serious. So serious that Ziek felt the anticipation, the need to claim her with them as their woman so deeply his throat felt dry and his heart hammered inside of his chest.

  “Tell us what you want,” Roman said and kissed the top of her head.

  She stared at Cobra.

  “Give the order,” she said as a tear fell from her eye. Ziek squinted, then Roman and Lenox looked unsure.

  Cobra held her gaze. He reached out and wiped the tear from her cheek.

  “Take our woman to the bedroom. It’s time to make love to her, and show her how real men treat their woman.”

  * * * *

  Alessa was more than ready, she felt desperate. It was different this time. As their bed came into sight, she felt every part of her tingle. Flashbacks of years past, times she was with Calvin, then the night he cheated on her filled her mind. The strikes to her body with the belt and the weakness, the shitty, worthless feeling she had then lingered to the surface. Fast forward to Roberto, a man she thought she might be able to trust, to let into her bed, even though she only liked him, filled her mind. Then that evil expression, the way he forced himself into her apartment, tried to make her pleasure him, and of course the fact that he struck her, too. Kicked her while she was on the rug like some worthless animal. He was a monster. She felt herself shaking but then Cobra pressed up against her back rubbed her arms up and down.

  “What are you thinking? If you’re not ready, it’s okay.”

  She turned in his arms and looked up at him. Tan, extra-large, wide shoulders, muscles, that bald head, fierce, expression, and mysterious aura made her stammer for words to say.

  “I don’t want to think about the past. About my mistakes and how I let my guard down and let the wrong men close. But I can’t help but remember the strikes against my body. The feelings of worthlessness. The thoughts, the memories of abuse from Calvin, and then from Roberto, keep popping into my head.”

  He narrowed his eyes at her and shook his head.

  “It all stops now. We’ll take those bad experiences away and replace them with pleasurable, happy ones. The four of us aren’t going anywhere. We also would never strike you, Alessa. Sure there are rules when being involved with made men. Rules you’ll learn, that your friends will help you understand are necessary to protect you,” Cobra said, and reached up and cupped her cheek. She covered it with her hands and closed her eyes, absorbing the feel of his ability to make her feel protected.

  “I want that.”

  Cobra slid behind her as Ziek stood in front of her shirtless, filled with muscles, and looking hungry for her.

  “Then let us show you how much you mean to us,” Cobra whispered against her neck, and kissed her shoulder.

  Ziek took her hand and brought her palm to his bare chest.

  “I’m yours,” he said to her. Her heart hammered inside of her chest. She felt the lump in her throat and then tightened as Cobra began to unzip her dress.

  As she pressed closer to Ziek, she stood up on tiptoes and kissed his chin, his jaw, and then his lips. At the same time, her dress began to fall and Cobra’s lips pressed against her spine, then lower. She moaned into Ziek’s mouth.

  “So soft, sexy and—”

  Cobra stopped. Ziek released her lips and she turned to see Cobra staring at her skin. She held the top against her large breasts, not letting it fall. The anger, the pure disgust in his eyes got her all emotional again. Cobra cared. He was pissed to see the bruises on her ribs and side. He was breathing through his nostrils. His hands on his hips. She turned toward him and now Ziek, Roman, and Lenox made comments.

  “That fucking asshole is as good as dead,” Roman said.

  “No,” she said to them. “No, I don’t want that. I don’t want you doing anything that could jeopardize your lives, your professions, and what you do.”

  Roman narrowed his eyes at her.

  “It isn’t right or normal for a woman to get abused by a man. Not ever. Do you understand me?” Roman demanded.

  “Yes, Roman. I didn’t ask for this. I didn’t think I did anything to deserve Calvin’s abuse, his cheating, or how he struck me with his belt after I yelled at him for cheating on me with two women.”

  “He beat you with a belt?” Lenox asked in an angry whispered.

  She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, then exhaled. “I vowed that no man would ever strike me again. That I would never let one close enough to break my heart, to hurt me like that.”

  “Then we did. We fucking made you feel like a whore. Then this dick Roberto strikes you? Kicks you in the side. That’s what he did, right?” Cobra asked in a sharp tone.

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bsp; She reached out and pressed her hand against Cobras chest. He tightened, breathing through his nostrils, and she held his gaze.

  “Put it all behind you, behind us. You promised me care, affection, protection, and I want that, want to believe it, I need it, Cobra. I need you, Ziek, Roman, and Lenox to be part of me, surrounding me and protecting me. Please, don’t fail me. I won’t be able to survive this time. I won’t,” she said as tears fell from her eyes.

  Cobra pulled her into his arms and held her close. He kissed her neck, her bare shoulder.

  “Never, baby. We’re never going to let you down, hurt you, or allow any others to. Hell, your life is going to change, baby. We’re going to be one family, together.” He pressed his lips to hers and she released her dress, raised her arms up over his shoulders and kissed him deeply, tenderly. As her dress fell, she heard the intakes of breath, felt the lips, the hands cares along her ribs, the bruises, then her spine and ass. As Cobra released her lips, he cupped one large breast.

  “Sweet, sweet angel, you are a goddess. My God. Look at her,” he said and stepped back, his large palm still cupping one breast, and then Roman and Ziek took her hands and raised her arms out so they could see all of her. She felt her heart race, her breathing go rapid, her nipples hardened and her pussy throbbed.

  “Make love to me. Make me yours. All of you, please,” she begged.

  “With pleasure,” Roman whispered, then kissed her lips before lowering to kiss her breast just as Ziek pushed her panties down and Cobra began to feast on her other breast.

  Lenox stood back, but she felt his presence, then his hand under her hair, tilting her head to the left. She locked gazes with him as mouths devoured her breasts, and fingers slid into her cunt.

  “Oh,” she moaned.

  “Sweet, sweet Alessa. You are our woman. We don’t deserve someone as beautiful, sexy, and sweet as you. We’ve done bad shit in our lives, baby. Bad, crazy shit, but nothing, no experience, no risks, no adrenaline rush compares to the way I feel right fucking now.” He pressed his mouth to hers and that was it. They took control and she let them. Lenox was right. Nothing ever felt so powerful, so affecting than it was with all of them touching her, tasting her, and wanting inside her body.

  She gasped as fingers pulled from her cunt, and then Cobra lifted her up and placed her down onto the bed. He spread her thighs, lowered between her legs and immediately began to feast on her cunt. The sensations, the control he had over her, was exciting. She moaned and tilted her head back, thrust her hips and lifted her torso.

  “Fucking incredible. Look at these breasts. Fuck,” Ziek said, cupping one before lowering down to indulge.

  “Look at these thighs, so smooth, muscular, long, and sexy,” Roman said and ran his palm up and down her thigh before cupping her other breast, then sliding his palm the rest of the way up, holding her arm above her head. She gasped, but then Lenox did that to her other thigh, slid his palm up, holding it wide like Roman was, spreading her for Cobra, then pushing her arm above her head.

  “Oh God, please. Oh!” she cried out, and came. From their words, the intensity of their eyes, from Cobra’s tongue, and from them restraining her. It was overwhelming.

  Ziek caressed her hair and looked down from above her.

  “Her eyes are my favorite, I think. So telling, so emotional, and so sincere. This color of green and hazel is like nothing I’ve seen before. Our woman is precious, amazing, and yes, a goddess,” he said, and lowered down to press his lips to hers.

  “I need in, now. You’re on the pill, right?” Cobra said to her as Ziek released her lips.

  “Yes.”

  “Good. No barriers, Alessa. Skin to skin, my dick buried deep in this pussy that will belong to us,” he said and pinched her clit. She jerked but the guys still held her thighs wide. Cobra undressed the rest of the way and she shivered with anticipation and desire. Her legs were being held wide open by Roman and Lenox. Her arms pressed above her head by Ziek now, and then Cobra’s full, naked body came into view. The deep ridges of thick, hard muscles, scars, a knife wound. “Cobra, oh God, you were stabbed?” she asked.

  He slid his palm from her cunt to her breasts then lowered over her. She felt the tip of his cock against her opening when the men released their hold. “I’ve had a crazy life, Alessa, but it was worth it, now that I know it was all to get here to you,” he said, lowered down, and kissed her as he slid his cock into her cunt. Cobra nudged and nudged until he filled her with cock, and made her lose her breath.

  “So tight baby. Holy shit, I can hardly move inside of you.” He cupped her cheeks and hair between his forearms and lifted and thrust into her.

  She moaned and gasped on every stroke, each one easing deeper, lubricating her channel from the vibrations and sensations attacking her insides. Cobra was so heavy, so thick and solid. All man and then some, she shivered and shook.

  “Oh Cobra. Cobra!” she cried out

  “Damn, I love that sound,” Ziek said aloud.

  “She’s more than tight. She’s small, fucking packs one hell of a punch,” Cobra said to his brother and cousins. He rocked and thrust. “So good, Alessa. So fucking good,” Cobra exclaimed and moved faster, thrust harder and deeper before he grunted and came inside of her. He immediately kissed her mouth, then along her chest, her breasts, then back to her mouth again.

  “Incredible. God damn, I’ve been waiting to make love to you, woman. To smell your shampoo, to have your scent all over me and know that your mine, my brother and cousins, too. This is perfect. Let them make love to you, too. Make this official,” he said and she smiled.

  Cobra eased out of her, her pussy holding tight, not wanting to release him or the sensations. He moaned and grunted. Placed a hand on her hip and pulled out. Then his eyes landed on the bruising. She gripped his wrists.

  “I’m yours. He can’t hurt me ever again. No one can,” she said to him. He nodded, looked so serious, but then Lenox slapped his hands together, rubbed them, and then stood between her legs. He gripped her ankles and slid them up and down against her skin.

  “Where to begin. Holy shit. I’ve dreamt about you like this, Alessa. Spread out naked on a bed, arms above your head, breasts pushed out, pussy wet and ready for cock,” he told her.

  “Lenox,” she said, and felt her cheeks blush as she turned away a moment, feeling shy.

  Ziek and Roman chuckled.

  “Open your eyes,” Lenox ordered and when she did he stared at her body, explored her with his palms.

  “Where do your arms belong?” he asked in a serious tone that did something incredible to her insides.

  She raised them up slowly and he smirked.

  “That’s my girl. Submissive, obedient, and ready to be rewarded.” He said then lowered down to suckle her breast. He slid his palms up her arms to her wrists, the tip of his cock poked her cunt.

  “This first time is going to be fast. I need so badly, I could come all over your belly right now. I never felt like this before. It’s going to take several times making love to ease and calm this need. Can you handle us?” he asked.

  “I sure hope so, because I feel like I’m losing my mind.”

  He started to ease his cock into her cunt.

  “Let’s lose our minds together,” he said. She smiled and he thrust into her pussy fully, making her gasp and moan in pleasure. Lenox surprised her. With his aggressiveness, his naughty talk, and his honesty about his emotions. She needed that. Appreciated it, as she felt the same way and was unable to express that. He did though, and continued to amaze her as he thrust into her pussy, held her hands above her head, his body over hers and he rocked into her over and over again.

  * * * *

  Lenox couldn’t thrust fast enough. This need inside of him was like nothing he ever felt before. It was deep, emotional, and so real he felt scared. But something told him this was because Alessa was special and they all wanted her to be their woman. He wanted to protect her and kill any fuck that messed with
her. Roberto would be dealt with accordingly and Calvin, as well, but right now, this animalistic need to fuck, claim, make love to, and mark Alessa was priority. All else would follow in the days to come. As he thrust faster and held her hands above her head with one hand he eased his other palm down to her full, large breast. The woman was built to please them.

  “Lenox, oh please. Please, Lenox, faster,” she begged.

  “I’ll come,” he said through clenched teeth.

  “We’ll do it again and again. Please,” she said, and heard Roman and Ziek chuckle, and he lost the control and pounded into her pussy. She cried out as she came, and he grunted, shook, and came next.

  “Mine. You’re mine, woman.” He lowered down and kissed her hard on the mouth.

  * * * *

  Ziek undressed and slid along the side of her on the bed. He stroked her nipple and she turned to look at him, her unique eyes and abundance of brown curls, his angelic lover. She turned to her side, reached out, and ran her palm along his chest. He tightened and couldn’t believe how her touch alone penetrated so deeply. She kissed along his skin, explored his chest, his mouth and chin then down his belly. He used his palm to explore her, too. Running a palm over her ass cheek then a finger along the crack. She paused and he did it again.

  “Ever have a cock in your ass, Alessa?” he asked her.

  “No,” she said softly and lowered down more until her mouth moved over his cock and began to feast on him. She shifted. He moaned, and she was between his legs, sucking him down. Roman moved in behind her and she tightened.

  “Easy, baby. Just going to explore a little bit. Going to show you what it will be like with multiple lovers like us,” he said and she bobbed her head up and down a little faster as if turned on by his words.

  Ziek continued to caress her hair, to thrust his hips, and then she moaned.