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He couldn’t force them to listen to him. Deep down he knew they knew what kind of man his father was. If Billy hadn’t done something to stop him, more people would have been hurt.
The sound of a gunshot would wake him each night. It was never real, but he couldn’t stop the dreams from coming. Each time he closed his eyes, and laid his head to rest, he would see the bullet he fired from his own gun flying through his father’s chest.
The dreams never ended with his father dying though. Screams of betrayal and hate flew from the mouths of his mother and brother. Then he would wake up with a cold sweat covering his body, shaking.
Billy wasn’t sure how long the nightmares would last. Maybe it was something that would always be there, hanging over his head.
The rest of the morning was spent hunting game. He enjoyed being out in the woods now, more than he did before his father died. Whenever he went hunting with his dad it felt malicious, void of anything good.
Now, he felt a purpose to it. The skills he learned were put into practice to provide food for his family. He no longer felt the pang of guilt every time he sent a bullet through a bird, squirrel, or deer.
After nabbing two turkeys, Billy called it a day. He was on his way back to the farm when he bumped into Joey, who had a string of squirrels and rabbits on his belt.
Joey hadn’t said a word to him since they buried their father. In fact, the two had barely seen each other. Neither of them wanted to discuss what their minds were begging to say.
“Nice haul,” Billy said.
Joey had his gun over his shoulder. He said nothing. He brushed past Billy and kept walking.
That’s how their relationship was now. Whatever brotherly bonds the two of them had had ended with their father’s last breaths.
“Hey, we need to talk,” Billy said.
“No, we don’t.”
Billy grabbed Joey’s shoulder and spun him around.
“Yes, we do,” Billy said.
“What’s there to talk about? You want to tell me what it was like to kill Dad? You want me to forgive you? I’ll never forgive you. I hate you. I HATE YOU!”
Joey squirmed free from Billy’s grip and ran. Joey wove in and out of the trees until Billy couldn’t see him anymore.
The last bit of hope started to dissipate out of him. His brother wasn’t going to forgive him. That hate would burn in him for a long time. The only thing Billy wasn’t sure of was if he’d still be alive when his brother’s hate finally burned out.
***
The front door was open when Billy made it back to the farm and the house was empty. He walked out back and could see his mother coming from the barn with the pelts from the rabbits and squirrels Joey brought back.
Beth’s hands and apron were bloody. She looked older than she did before, rougher. The small hunch she had seemed more prominent. It was as if she was retreating within herself.
“Joey still back there?” Billy asked.
His mom didn’t answer. She didn’t even look at him. A few minutes later Joey appeared, heading in his direction with the meat from his game, following their mother’s example in silence.
Billy spent the next hour cleaning the turkeys. When he walked back into the kitchen his mother was canning the squirrel meat. He dropped the cuts on the counter. Beth picked them up and threw them in the garbage.
“Hey!” Billy said.
Beth slammed the knife into the counter. The force of the blow caused Billy to pause before reaching for the meat.
“It’s a waste if we don’t eat it,” Billy said.
“We don’t eat anything you bring in this house,” Beth said.
Billy stood frozen, half bent reaching for the turkey in the trash, half watching the knife gripped tightly in his mother’s hand. Her tone was low. It wasn’t a statement. It was a threat.
“Mom, I—”
“Don’t.”
There wasn’t anything he could say, or do, to get his family back. The trust was broken.
“I’m sorry,” Billy said.
Billy left his mother in the kitchen and walked upstairs to his room. He passed his brother’s room and the door was cracked. Quiet sobs escaped through the sliver of an opening and Billy stopped. He leaned in close to listen and peer inside.
Joey was on the edge of his bed, his face in his hands. He looked up when Billy entered, his face red.
“Get out!” Joey screamed.
“Joey.”
“Get OUT!”
Joey jumped off the bed and shoved Billy out of his room, slamming the door in his face. Billy stood in the hallway, the door inches from his nose. He gently rested his forehead on the cool wood of the door panel and let out a slow breath.
Billy went back to his room and collapsed onto his bed. The pain of his family was weighing on him.
Under those layers of hate, he knew there was still a foundation of love. If he could hold onto that he might be able to get his family back.
***
Anne threw the last of the medical supplies into the bag. She wanted to bring as many of the modern amenities they had with them as possible. As optimistic as she was about Cincinnati having everything they hoped it would, she still wanted to be ready if it didn’t.
She lugged the bag up the basement stairs and stacked it on the growing pile of supplies everyone had packed for the journey.
“Anything else we need to grab?” Katie asked, walking down the hallway toward the living room.
“No, I think we’re all set,” Anne said.
“The boys are ready.”
“Good.”
Katie sat down on one of the chairs in the living room. Anne repositioned some of the gear.
“Do you think it’ll be today?” Katie asked.
“Well, Sam said he’d be done with the Jeep by today, so I guess we’ll know when Mike gets back.”
“What if Cincinnati isn’t what we think it is? What if it’s just as bad as everywhere else? The broadcasts we heard could just be loops of old recordings.”
“That’s a lot of trouble to go through for a prank.”
“But what if—”
“Katie, we’ll be fine.”
“You’re right. I’m sorry.”
“Why don’t you get breakfast ready for the boys. I’ll go and grab them.”
Katie nodded and headed for the kitchen. Anne noticed that she had been hesitant about going to Cincinnati. She figured it was because of what happened in Pittsburgh. The “relief” center Katie was stuck in didn’t hold up to its name.
Anne had her doubts too though, after hearing the stories of what went on in Pittsburgh, and seeing firsthand what happened here. A part of her thought it was too good to be true, but there was another part that desperately wanted to believe. Both were dangerous.
Freddy and Sean were playing on the floor when she entered Freddy’s room. She knocked on the door and the two boys looked up, realizing she was watching them.
“You boys hungry?” Anne asked.
“Yes!” both of them answered at the same time.
“Sean, your mom is getting breakfast started. Why don’t you two go and help her?”
Freddy and Sean tore out of the room, past her and down the hallway. Anne stayed in the doorway of Freddy’s room, listening to the sounds coming from the kitchen.
It’d been a long week, and it was starting to wear her down. She’d exhausted a lot of energy nursing Mike and Kalen back to health, and it wasn’t just the physical demands but the emotional stressors too.
Her husband and daughter had been beaten bloody, within an inch of their lives; it wasn’t an easy thing to see. She made sure Freddy didn’t have to be witness to it. She kept him out of their rooms for the first few days, giving them time to rest.
Anne wasn’t worried about Mike, but she was concerned about Kalen. Her daughter had been through a lot, and it changed her. The girl she’d known was gone. The person that worried about boys and school and getting her own car h
ad vanished, hardened by the harsh realities of the world around her.
“Mrs. Grant?”
“Mary, you scared me,” Anne said, laughing a bit. “What is it, sweetheart?”
“I know we’re leaving tomorrow, and everyone’s busy getting ready, but I wanted to take my sisters down to visit our parents’ graves. Give us one last chance to say good-bye.”
“Of course. Let me finish up here and we’ll head down together.”
“Thank you.”
Mary disappeared into Kalen’s room and Anne listened to the boys’ laughter coming from the kitchen. That sound kept her going. Whatever burdens she felt lifted with the voices echoing through the cabin.
***
Erin seemed oblivious to the whole thing. Nancy wouldn’t stop crying, but Mary felt an eerie calm about her.
The two headstones were close together. Kalen helped Mary carve her parents’ names in with a knife. It looked crude, but Mary refused to let the graves go unmarked.
“Nance, go and pick some flowers. Take Erin with you,” Mary said.
Nancy wiped her eyes and nose with her forearm and grabbed Erin’s hand. There was a patch of wild flowers a little deeper into the fields and the two girls trotted off together.
Mary was left alone with her parents, or at least what was left of them. She couldn’t pick her father’s body out of the other burned victims, so the grave next to her mother’s was empty.
Her mother had been alone her last days on this earth. She was beaten and raped with the knowledge that her husband was dead and no information as to whether her daughters were still alive.
Mary thought back to all of the times she bickered with her mom, arguing over petty things like what she wore, or not getting the new phone she wanted. She could remember every hurtful thing she screamed at her.
Now the one thing she wanted more than anything she would never get. Her father would never tell her he loved her again. Her mother wouldn’t be there to hold her and stroke her hair when she was having a bad day. All of that was buried now.
“I love you,” Mary said.
The words left her reflexively. She tried saying the phrase as she used to say it before she would go to bed at night, when her parents would come and tuck her in. But when she said the words now they sounded different. There wouldn’t be another time in her life where she would be in this position again, to say good-bye. There was a finality underlined in the weight of those words.
Erin came back, struggling to push her way through the tall grass with Nancy guiding her to ensure that she made it through okay. She had a bundle of flowers in her arms and held them up for Mary to see.
“They’re very pretty, Erin,” Mary said.
Erin smiled and placed some of them on their father’s grave, while the rest were left on their mother’s.
Nancy’s eyes were still red, but she wasn’t crying anymore. Mary wrapped her up in her arms and Nancy reciprocated. The two of them watched Erin bounce around the two pieces of stone, running her small, chubby fingers over the names of their parents carved on the rocks.
***
It took a few tries, but Nelson and Kalen finally managed to ride the length of Main Street back and forth twice on the motorcycles. They pulled into the parking lot and shut the engines off.
“How’d it feel?” Mike asked.
“I don’t know why I ever thought of asking for a car. You can get me a motorcycle for Christmas this year,” Kalen said.
“Pretty soon you’ll have to get your first ink,” Fay said.
“Um, no,” Anne replied.
“I ate a few bugs, but other than that it was all right,” Nelson added.
“It’s good protein,” Sam said.
Mary laughed, and Erin giggled. Even Nancy cracked a smile.
“Dad,” Kalen said.
Jung was standing in the courtyard of the motel behind them, next to the fountain, half looking at them and half looking at the ground.
The whole group tensed up. Almost every person Jung tied up and left for dead was standing in front of him. None of them had seen him since that day, and none of them wanted to. Mike started to walk toward him, but Anne grabbed his arm, stopping him.
“I won’t kill him,” Mike said.
Jung didn’t make eye contact with Mike until he was right in front of him, and even then it was minimal.
“What do you want?” Mike asked.
Jung fidgeted nervously. His hands kept wandering over his body, unsure of what to do. His eyes stayed aimed at the ground.
“Mike, I… I…”
Jung’s voice was trembling. The words came out jumbled and quiet. Jung was swaying back and forth. Mike could smell the booze on him.
“I’m sorry, Mike,” Jung said.
“You remember what you told me on the road from the airport to the cabin?” Mike asked.
“I was only trying to keep my family safe.”
“And what about my family? What about Nelson’s family? Did you keep them safe? Did you think about that when you pointed a gun at my wife and children?”
Mike’s forehead was almost touching Jung’s, whose head was still bowed in submission. Mike wanted to break him. He wanted to reach for the pistol at his side and put that man out of his misery for good. It wouldn’t be a loss. If anything the world would have one less nuisance.
The group behind Mike crept closer, trying to hear what was being said, and who was speaking. Finally they were right behind him. The only one of them that separated from the group was Fay.
“Whatever you think you’re entitled to, whatever rights you think you have, they don’t exist anymore. Not for you,” Mike said.
“It doesn’t have to be this way,” Fay said.
“Yes, it does.”
Mike was done. He wasn’t going to waste any more time on the subject. He turned to go and the rest of the group followed. One by one they all turned their backs on Jung, just as he did to them, but Kalen stayed behind. When Mike looked back she was visibly shaking. He could see her hands tighten around the rifle.
“Kalen,” Mike said.
“You’re not a man,” Kalen said, her eyes locked on Jung. “You think you can just try and hurt our family and then we forgive you? Is that what you pray to your God about? Forgiveness?”
“Kalen, c’mon,” Mike said.
“You don’t get forgiveness. You’ll never get it,” Kalen said.
When Kalen walked away Jung broke down. The dam of tears he held back gave way. Whatever resolve he had left was gone. He collapsed in a heaped mess and only Fay was left to help him up.
Mike didn’t want her to stay. Fay wasn’t just a valuable member of their group, she had become a member of his family. She made her choice though and Mike wasn’t going to be able to change her mind. Each of them had to live with the repercussions of their actions.
Six Months after the EMP Blast
Agent Ben Sullivan flipped through the file in his hands. The evidence, the confession, it was all there, wrapped up in a bow.
“It doesn’t fit,” Ben said.
His partner, Mitch Hamon, leaned back in his chair, his large hands resting on his equally large stomach. Mitch had just been paired with Ben for the investigation, but the old man wasn’t much help.
“You’re overthinking it, Sullivan,” Mitch said. “People went nuts when the lights went out, and this guy was at the center of everything. It’s all there.”
“So this guy organizes an EMP missile launch, a coup against the government, and then decides to blow everything up? It doesn’t make sense.”
“Like I said, people went nuts.”
“He had enough supplies and manpower to pretty much do whatever he wanted. You really think he’d just give it all up like that?”
“People. Went. Nuts.”
Ben brushed Mitch off. Of all the things they heard about from across the country during the blackout, this one took the cake.
“Agent Sullivan?”
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bsp; Ben looked up from the file. One of the office assistants had opened the door to their office.
“Yes?” Ben asked.